I never thought that one day I would kill someone.

I don't want to discuss the question of whether this perverted prince is "human" or not, I don't think that matters to me at all. Even if I found a lot of reasons and reasons to prove that he was not really a "person", so what? I can't just rely on this to get rid of this murderous feeling in my heart.

I had already made up my mind to kill him, when he was a threat to me. However, later, when the wolf's fang appeared and the danger was eliminated, I have to say that I was glad that I didn't have to stab a person in the body with a knife.

However, at this moment, it suddenly occurred to me that maybe that moment would be more acceptable to me than it is now.

At least in the face of real life and death, the fear of death can make me have no time to think, no time to think about right and wrong, and of course, I will not have this kind of inexplicable guilt and uneasiness. I'd rather not have time to think right now, and just rely on instinct to pull off a killing.

Unfortunately, I am now completely safe and do not have to face the slightest danger. That pervert was grabbed by the wolf's fangs, and there it was, and I didn't even need to approach him, I just needed to hold the crystal slipper and cast a spell to easily decide his fate.

He doesn't bleed, he doesn't look hideous, he can't even make any struggles, it's just magic, it only takes a dream, and then I don't even need what he looked like when he died, just leave him here in the dream, and the murder is complete. By the time his life was literally gone, maybe I'd run out of this damn room and go back to my bed and be paralyzed.

It's simple, isn't it? Everything sounds wonderful, no dangerous murders, no bloody deaths, easy things, I just let him dream, don't I?

Of course –

No.

It's not simple at all.

There he was, grasped by the wolf's fangs without the slightest resistance, like fish on a cutting board in front of me, and the knife was in my hand and could be cut at will.

And sadly, it is precisely because of this simplicity and such ease that I am more and more hesitant and unable to accept such murder that fills my heart and mind.

Even if it's for my safety, and for the safety of the wolf's fangs,

Is this the right thing to do? Murder a man's life, exchanging his death for his own survival?

"Mo Li"

I looked over to Lin Ya, and he seemed to want to say something to me, but was stopped by a glare from the wolffang. But even if Lin Ya didn't say anything, I probably knew what he wanted to say. Looking at the wolf's fangs looking at me, I looked back at him in silence, I didn't know why I was looking at him, maybe I just wanted to see something in his eyes, whether it was support? Oppose? Abandon? Even disgust, anything is good.

However, his eyes only drooped slightly, giving me a look downward, but there was no emotion or thought, and he was calm and unwavering.

What a stingy person, who didn't even give me the slightest advice.

But I don't think I need to.

Honest, kind, brave and strong.

Kindness, kindness. This may be the most precious and bright part of human nature, but it is also because it is so precious, it is so difficult to maintain it. It's easy to be a wicked person, but it's not easy to be a wicked person who is still good. It's simple to be a kind person, but it's not simple to be a kind person all the time.

Let go of my hand, watching the red in my palm shrink and disappear, my heart was empty, and I felt as if I was filled with something.

"I didn't expect you to do that."

The male voice in my ears brought me back to my senses, and I looked up, wolffang frowning slightly, as if surprised.

"How?" I hooked the corners of my mouth with difficulty, revealing a smile that should be ugly, "Killing?" yes, I did. ”

I killed him, so perverted prince, just now. Even if I could feel it when I cast it, I still had the ability to disarm it and wake him up from his dreams, but I wasn't going to do it.

I silently thought about kindness in my heart, and then I did something that a kind person would never do, and I killed someone.

I can't say what it feels like, it's strange, but the surprise makes me feel a little relieved, and it's not so difficult to accept. I never considered myself a good person, but I didn't feel like a bad person, and I still do.

I'm not a good person, I can't put myself in danger or even die so that others can live, I will kill people for my own safety, to be precise, I have done it, but I killed someone who wants to hurt me, and this is not an excuse for me to kill, because I don't think I'm wrong, I don't need an excuse.

I'm not a bad person, even if I kill someone.

Maybe the wolf fang is right, if you want to survive here, you have to kill sooner or later, this place is full of death and killing, the difference is only in the time of trapping. I want to protect my companions, I want to respect every life, I want everyone to live, but I don't want to die because of this.

If the only way to keep myself or my companion safe is to pick up a knife, then I have no choice.

It's just that I know very well that I can kill the enemy, but I will never attack someone who is not an enemy, even if it is for my own life, this is my bottom line.

Maybe that's the only bottom line here that lets me know that I'm still a person.

"Well done, let's go."

Wolffang said, signaling to the woman that she could leave the chamber and proceed with the next plan. The woman nodded, and walked in the direction of the door of the chamber. The wolf tooth glanced back at me again, and then stepped to keep up with the woman's footsteps, as if it was agreed, Lin Ya also turned his head to look at me before Fang Ruoxi followed the footsteps of the wolf tooth, and even Yu Pu still looked at me with his paralyzed face.

As they followed the woman's footsteps towards the door of the chamber, the dream-soaked prince was completely exposed to me. He lay on the ground without any image, with a strange smile on his face, his eyes were open, but he was godless, like a walking corpse, although he had life, but he had no soul.

I watched him be silent for three seconds, then took a deep breath and looked up, and walked briskly forward to catch up with the wolffangs, not looking at him again.

I don't want to make excuses that I am forced to be helpless or in order to survive, in my understanding, complete kindness is a state that cannot bring the slightest harm to anyone for whatever reason, and a completely kind person must be a good person, but the reality is that most good people do not live long.

I'm not a completely good person, and I'm not a good person.

I used to want to be a good person, but in the end, I had to try not to be a bad person, and I couldn't promise anything else.

"You know what? I now feel like maybe I can stop worrying so much about you dying of your stupid kindness. ”

When I caught up with the wolffangs, probably sensing my approach, the wolffangs whispered without looking back. At this time, we were already walking in the passage outside the secret room, and there was still candlelight illuminating the passage, and we could see a little in the dim light. I suspect Hupu may be a Virgo? Otherwise, how would it come out, remember to bring the candlestick.

Glancing up at Wolf Fang, he only saw the back of his head in a blur. I tilted my head slightly, stretched my neck, took a deep breath, looked at the top of the secret passage, and replied, "You know?" I really hate you the way you are, there is no stupid kindness in this world, and all true kindness should not be called stupid. ”

"It doesn't matter, whatever you say." Wolf Fang chuckled, "I've said a long time ago, death is not an uncommon thing in the Endless Room, only those who can kill can live, congratulations on successfully changing into the kind of person who can live." ”

"yes, change," I muttered in a low voice, "maybe I'm changing, ditching my innocence or something." ”

But I don't think some of the choices will change.

When we finally reached the end of the passage, and the woman opened the door that connected to the women's dressing room, we left the secret room.

There were six people when they entered, but only five when they came out. Liu Chang stayed there forever, just like all the dead in this endless room, forever in a moment.

Biting his lip and shaking his head slightly, this is not a time for mourning, we need to carry out our plans.

At the request of the wolf's teeth, the woman led us to retrieve our bags, and we also changed our dance skirts and changed back into our original clothes. I helped her change Fang Ruoxi's clothes, after all, it is not convenient to move in a dance skirt, especially the one on my body now is about to break into a rag.

When everything was ready, we returned to the square outside the castle.

As soon as I walked out of the castle, I saw Chen Si and Qu Ying. They were in the corner of the dance floor, and when they saw us, they looked surprised and surprised, and I even saw a hint of happiness.

I think at least one thing is clear to me, and that is that Chen Si and Qu Ying may be really smart people. They deduced the danger from me and the wolf's fangs, so they stayed out of the way, not wanting to get involved at all. All they want is for us to deal with the danger and then they can escape the room safely.

Very clever method, really smart.

It's so smart that it makes people angry.