The doctor's voice was flat and untouched.

My brain froze, and I didn't react for a moment.

"What?" I came back to my senses, and my mind was confused, not sure if I had heard it wrong.

"You're pregnant." The doctor said it again, adding, "It's been 6 weeks." ”

I couldn't believe it, my eyes widened, and my mouth opened slightly.

"I, I'm pregnant?" I was in a dream, "No. ”

"How not?" The doctor frowned, slightly displeased, and pushed the test sheet in front of me.

I hurriedly picked it up and saw the pregnancy indicator on it, which showed that I was indeed pregnant.

I don't know if I was too surprised or surprised, I covered my mouth with my hand, and the hand holding the test sheet was trembling slightly.

I'm pregnant! I'm pregnant!

My heart was racing, and all I could think of was these four words.

"Have you ever had a history of childbearing?" The doctor's question came to my ears and pulled me back from my excited thoughts.

"I gave birth to a daughter, three and a half years ago." I said truthfully, and immediately thought of one thing, "Doctor, could it be a mistake, I only came to the hospital a few weeks ago for a check-up, and I am not pregnant." ”

The doctor's face did not change, as if he was not surprised, "Some people have a short pregnancy that cannot be detected, and some people are pregnant and have menstruation, all kinds of situations." I was still incredulous, and said, "If you don't believe me, you can go to another hospital for another test." "Give me back the medical card.

Suddenly I thought that I was always dizzy recently, and I often had nausea, I thought it was because I was too busy at work, I didn't rest well, and I had some low blood sugar, and then because of Ruirui's matter, I was even less energetic, and the food was not eaten well, and my stomach was uncomfortable, it turned out to be pregnant, why didn't I think of it.

"No need." I shook my head, irrepressible joy, "I believe." He immediately asked, "What should I pay attention to?" ”

"Haven't you been pregnant before, and you still want to ask me?" The doctor seemed to think it was funny, but still said, "Be careful not to get too tired, don't lift anything heavy, and eat lightly." "I took the medical record card back, and I don't know what was written on it.

"Okay." Like an obedient child, I solemnly agreed.

The doctor will not know how precious this baby is to me, how joyful, how much to take care of and cherish, and not let him make a little mistake.

I couldn't help but have tears in my eyes.

Then, I told the doctor about the special condition of my body, and the doctor was not as worried as me, saying that because I had given birth to a child before, the uterus had a memory, and it was like a machine that had been warmed up, so the fetus would be relatively solid, but everything was not absolute, and it was still necessary to be careful.

I carefully wrote down all the explanations given by the doctor in the notebook I carried. When I was a student, I didn't take it as seriously as I am now.

When I came out of the consultation room and saw that my eyes were red, Qin Lang immediately asked me nervously, "Mrs. Lou, are you okay?" ”

"I'm fine." looked at the side and asked, "What about Lou Shaotang, hasn't he come yet?" ”

"I called him just now, and I'm already on my way." Qin Lang said, looking at the prescription in my hand, "I'll go and help you get the medicine." ”

I nodded, gave him the list, and sat back down next to Rui Rui, who was still asleep in her chair. One hand on Rui Rui's body, the other hand on Shang Ping's lower abdomen, imagining that the little life inside is growing up at this time, imagining that he will be a man or a woman, and he will look like me or Lou Shaotang, thinking about it, the curvature of the corners of his mouth is getting higher and higher.

"Wife!" Lou Shaotang's voice came from far and near from the corridor on my left.

I immediately put away my reverie and turned my head to look, "Husband! Standing up excitedly, he suddenly thought of the baby in his belly, and immediately sat down cautiously.

Lou Shaotang's smiling face turned for a moment, became nervous, and walked quickly to me, "What's wrong?" Is there something uncomfortable? ”

Seeing my hand on his stomach, he frowned and asked worriedly, "Does it hurt my stomach?" ”

I almost laughed, holding back, frowning, pretending to be sad and uncomfortable, "No, it's ......"

"What is it?" Lou Shaotang's face turned pale and became more nervous, he took my hand and squatted down to check my stomach.

"It's the baby in there." I put my hand back on my stomach again.

Lou Shaotang raised his head to look at me, his face full of anxiety, "Did you see a doctor?" Why did the doctor ......" and paused, "baby?" Something that couldn't react, "Baby? His eyes widened suddenly, "What are you talking about, wife, baby?" ”

The doctor's expression was incredulous and unbelievable as it was when I first heard him say it.

I stopped teasing him and pulled up a happy smile, "Husband, we have a baby, and you are going to be a father." He took his hand and put it on my stomach.

Lou Shaotang looked at his hand, as if he had been spelled, and was stunned for a few seconds before he reacted.

"We have a baby? I'm going to be a dad? Still incredulous, he repeated, taking my arms around each other, "Is it true?" Wife, is it true? ”

Because of the excitement, he unconsciously exerted his strength, and my arm was pinched a little painfully, but I didn't care at all, nodded, very sure, "Hmm." The excitement in his heart was also mobilized by him again, and his eyes were slightly hot.

Lou Shaotang stood up suddenly, as if he was a little overwhelmed by this sudden happiness, raised his hand and kept rubbing his face, and his eyes were red.

"Husband." I called him and stood up.

He put down his hand and picked me up, "We have a baby!" We've got a baby! ”

He excitedly hugged me in a circle, but I was shocked and hurriedly reminded: "Slow down!" Be careful! ”

Lou Shaotang's movements paused slightly, and he immediately realized, "Yes, yes! Hurriedly put me down, "Look at me damn it." ”

He laughed and cursed himself, carefully helped me back into his chair, and then sat down next to me, his hand on my stomach.

As if he was afraid that he would be injured, he didn't dare to use any force, only touched it gently, and his fingers were trembling slightly, "The baby is a boy and a girl?" He asked.

I laughed, "It's only 6 weeks now, and I don't know the gender yet." ”

"Oh~" he reacted, "It's okay, it's okay, I like it no matter whether it's a boy or a girl." He smiled very happily, his excitement was difficult to calm down, and he looked up at me, his eyes were full of gratitude, "Wife, thank you." ”

I thought he was a little silly, so he laughed out loud, "Thank me for what, you sowed the seed." ”

He smiled even more silly, "It's all together." It is mainly you, the fertile land, that allows his seed to take root and sprout. As he spoke, his ink eyes suddenly flashed, "By the way, how about we call him 'Little Bean Sprouts'?" ”

"Little bean sprouts?" I thought this nickname was quite funny, and it corresponded to what he just said, so I gladly agreed, "Okay, it's called 'Little Bean Sprouts'." ”

"Baba?" Beside her, Rui Rui suddenly muttered.

Lou Shaotang and I smiled at the same time and looked down at her.

She didn't wake up, she should have dreamed of Zhai Jin, but she didn't know what she dreamed of, her little face showed sadness, as if she was about to cry.

The baby's incident made me temporarily forget Zhai Jin's death just now, and now I think about it again, and I can't help but sigh and astringent in my heart.

Caressing Rui Rui's little face, I said, "This time, he really doesn't have it." He sighed wistfully, "If this is another ploy he wrote and acted in, how good." ”

Lou Shaotang stared at me silently, his expression was slightly calm, as if he was thinking about something, and after a moment, he asked, "Don't you want him to die?" ”

I shook my head slightly, "I don't want Rui Rui's Baba to die. ”

Lou Shaotang pursed his lips again and was silent, and his face couldn't show any emotion.

There are some things I don't want to hide from him, let alone lie to him, so I said, "Husband, if I say I don't hate him anymore, will you blame me?" ”

Lou Shaotang was not surprised at all, nor did he have a trace of displeasure, and shook his head, "It's not strange." The expression was calm, but there was a faint emotion surging in the bottom of his eyes, "Because, I don't hate him anymore." ”

His words didn't surprise me too much. At that time in the warehouse, when Zhai Jin sacrificed himself to save us, Lou Shaotang's attitude, as well as the last conversation between him and Zhai Jin, and the aftermath he stayed after the warehouse explosion, all these already made me feel like this.

"I want to help him with his future, after all, he is Ruirui's Baba."

Lou Shaotang seemed to be stunned, smiled slightly, and nodded, "Okay." ”

I was a little surprised by his briskness, but it soon dawned on me.

Lou Shaotang is such a generous and tolerant man. I am proud and blessed to be able to love and be loved by a man like him.

We looked at each other and smiled, holding each other's hands, fingers clasped together.

Because there was still no body this time, we did not hold a memorial service for Zhai Jin, but only erected a monument for him in the cemetery, symbolically placing an empty urn.

At first, Rui Rui knew that she was going to see Baba, and she was very happy, but when she got there, she didn't see Zhai Jin, and when she saw Yvonne kneeling in front of the grave crying silently, she became suspicious again and asked me, "Maman, why is Aunt Yvonne crying?" ”

I had red eyes and had to lie to her again, "Because she misses you so much, but Baba is in trouble and can't see him, so she's very sad." ”

Hearing my explanation, Rui Rui burst into tears, "Rui Rui also wants Baba, Baba? Baba?" pounced on Zhai Jin's tombstone, just like holding the real Zhai Jin.

Seeing Rui Rui so sad, Yvonne was even more grief-stricken, and also threw herself on Zhai Jin's tombstone, "Franco? Franco?”

I don't know if it's because of the rain, everyone's faces seem to be covered with a layer of gloom, looking a little sad, and their eyelashes are also stained with fine droplets.

I don't know what others are, but I'm definitely in tears.

I don't know why I'm crying, maybe because of the loss of a life, maybe because of the loss of her beloved father, or for Yvonne's beloved brother.

I don't know, I don't know.

In short, my heart is very sour and sad.

The hand unconsciously covers the lower abdomen.

When one life dies, another life is born. There is a lot lacking in this world, but the only thing that is not lacking is people.

And the love-hate entanglement between people, everything will disappear into the dust with the disappearance of that person.

Just like I did to Zhai Jin.

I have never loved him, and at this time, there is not even a trace of hatred.

But it was as if another feeling had been born, and I can't describe what that feeling was.

Forget it, I don't want to, people are no longer there.

I raised my hand to wipe away my tears.

Seeing Yvonne crying and almost fainting, Qiao Chenfei bent down and held her shoulder, "Don't cry. "Lift her to her feet.

Yvonne collapsed limply in his arms, still crying uncontrollably.

Qiao Chenfei's expression showed a little distress, took out a handkerchief from his pocket, and helped her wipe her tears, "Don't be sad, Yvonne, he's gone, you still have Nino," paused, "And me." ”

His voice was soft, with a warm air and a firm commitment to protecting someone.

Yvonne was slightly stunned, feeling incredulous, and looked at him with red and swollen eyes from crying.

Qiao Chenfei didn't speak again, just smiled softly at her.

I understand the meaning of this smile, but looking at Yvonne's expression, it seems that he doesn't understand.

Well...... Not confident, not to belief, to be exact.

Yes, they used to hurt each other so badly, how could she believe that Qiao Chenfei would accept her one day, and it would seem that she was gradually falling in love with her.

A thunderclap cut through my thoughts and drew my attention back.

I turned to look at Rui Rui, she was still crying, I was just about to hug her, but I saw Lou Shaotang squatting next to her one step ahead of me, "Don't cry, Rui Rui." ”

He gently pulled her little body and raised his hand to wipe her tear-wet cheeks, "You baba just went out for something, and you will be back soon, and you will be able to see him again." ”

I tugged at my lips bitterly.

In order to coax Ruirui, Lou Shaotang actually deceived her with my lies. It's just that Rui Rui is not a fool, such a lie will not last long, and when the time comes, how should we deal with it?

Rui Rui looked at Lou Shaotang and asked with sobs: "Is it true?" Will Baba really come back? ”

Lou Shaotang smiled and stroked her head, "It's true, when did Dad lie to you?" Trust me, okay? You'll be back. ”

Listening to Lou Shaotang's assurance, Rui Rui stopped crying, sobbed, and nodded obediently.

I smiled bitterly again.

What Lou Shaotang said really seems to be true, if I am a person who doesn't know the truth, I will believe it like Rui Rui. It's just that I don't know when the time comes, Rui Rui will never see Zhai Jin, how will he fulfill his lies to her.

The rain gradually became heavier, and Lou Shaotang and Qiao Chenfei each held up their umbrellas.

"Let's go." Lou Shaotang said, picked up Rui Rui and walked to my side.

The rain was instantly blocked by the umbrella, and I looked up at the wide umbrella top, and then looked at Lou Shaotang.

This is the person who shelters me from the wind and rain, and the warmest and most peaceful haven in my life.

The last and only destination.

Feeling happy and sweet in my heart, I hooked his strong arms and hugged him tightly.

He looked sideways at me, his beautiful lips wrapped into a gentle, affectionate smile.

It was still raining in the sky, but I felt a golden light piercing through the clouds, shining directly under the umbrella, shining on us, and the wet road in front of me seemed to be sprinkled with a layer of golden light.

Shoulder to shoulder, we walked side by side on this golden road to the outside of the cemetery......

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