208 This is my life

Some things are really boring to say, these things that Qin Zezhou knows, maybe Su Yan and Mi Ran know, maybe they don't know, but no matter what, it has not been broken, and everything is balanced.

Now, Qin Zezhou's initiator has broken this balance, so today must be destined to be the end of the song.

Qin Zezhou wanted to do something for Su Yan, and the most difficult thing that bothered her was how to deal with the relationship with Huo Mingyu and Mi Ran, she didn't want to lose these two friends, so she couldn't offend them in the slightest, so this sinner was the only one to do.

Since it involves feelings, it is inevitable to get hurt, and reducing the damage to the most is something that Qin Zezhou has always considered, and he doesn't want to take risks until he has to, and he ends up losing his wife and losing his army.

Mi Ran kept her eyes down and didn't speak, no panic, no surprise, it means that she knows that Huo Mingyu is using her to have her own private messages, and she is willing to be used, it is Zhou Yu who beats Huang Gai, but Su Yan doesn't know these things, she looks at Mi Ran, and then looks at Huo Mingyu, and finds that her existence is really harmful to others and herself, she now regrets that she didn't resolutely refuse Huo Mingyu at the beginning, she had to follow Huo Mingyu to hold on to the luck mentality, and ended up today, she felt that she really deserved it!

Mi Rin had already reminded Mi Ran that Huo Mingyu was such a sober person, how could he casually let things get out of control? It can only be said that what he did was deliberate, and Mi Ran also had her secret in her heart, she was worried that Huo Mingyu would see through it, after all, he was not a man who was willing to tell everything, he would hide a lot of things in his heart.

Four people with their own hearts, if you want to compare, Qin Zezhou is the simplest, he is not afraid of offending anyone, he has only one goal, to protect Su Yan, no matter what, he doesn't want Su Yan to be disappointed and sad, of course, a person like Su Yan will not be so easily disappointed and sad, so things seem to be much easier.

"Miran, I'm sorry." Huo Mingyu said suddenly.

"Mingyu" Mi Ran's eyes were suddenly misty, she really wanted to comfort Huo Mingyu, she didn't matter, she really didn't matter, but her heart was trembling now, she was too busy to take care of herself, she couldn't comfort him at all, she could only let things develop.

"Su Yan, let's break up! You're free! When Huo Mingyu said these words, he seemed to use all his strength, without any explanation, without saying another word, he got up and left slowly.

"Mingyu" Mi Ran wanted to call out his name loudly, but she couldn't make a word at the moment, she couldn't cry anymore, her whole body was soft and she didn't have any strength, and she couldn't catch up.

Su Yan looked at Huo Mingyu's back, her eyes were full of gratitude, she knew that Huo Mingyu chose to quit at this moment, because she didn't want the four of them to continue to be embarrassed, he would rather be the center of the contradiction himself, and he didn't want either Su Yan and Mi Ran to be hurt because of this incident, he chose to carry everything by himself, this is probably the most categorical and n-th thing he has done since she met Huo Mingyu.

"Thank you! Mingyu, we will always be friends! Su Yan took shou ji and edited a text message and sent it to Huo Mingyu, even if he didn't recognize her as a friend, whenever Huo Mingyu had something, she would definitely go to the soup for him and stick a knife in both sides.

"Susu, what should I do?" Mi Ran suddenly asked Su Yan, "You tell me, what should I do?" ”

Su Yan glanced at Qin Zezhou, and he immediately got up: "I'll go outside to smoke a cigarette, you sisters can talk for a while!" With that, he quickly left the restaurant, very eye-catching.

"Mi Ran, I didn't expect that your love for Mingyu had reached such a point, it was me who was too selfish and dragged Mingyu until now." Su Yan said seriously.

"It's nothing to do with you, I'm doing it myself, it's my life." When they were together like glue, when Huo Mingyu cared about her so much, she was afraid that she would get lost and selfishly escape from that fiery good feeling, so when things have developed to the point where they are today, who can blame?

"When you say that, I feel even more embarrassed." Su Yan was a little sad, "I'm grateful to Mingyu for giving me freedom, but I hope he can live well." ”

"How can he do well without you by his side?" Mi Ran looked at Su Yan with a wry smile.

"We both know that it is impossible for me to stay quietly by his side in my life, we have been together for three years, and the time we have been together is only a handful, and if you count it, I am afraid it is not as long as the months you have been together. He is with me, it is unfortunate at all, and the only person who can bring him happiness and joy is you, Mi Ran. ”

Mi Ran was stunned and looked at Su Yan: "Su Su, so you don't care about my existence at all, do you?" You also like Mingyu a little bit, don't you? ”

Su Yan shook her head: "These are two different things, I'm just making a comparison." Mi Ran, when Mingyu was with you, the laughter continued, and everyone became cheerful, and with me, there was always only depression, he was always trying his best to please me and make me happy, but even so, I still didn't know how to accept him, you say, why do we torture ourselves like this? ”

"What about Lao Qin?" Mi Ran asked Su Yan rhetorically.

Su Yan was silent for a moment, everything about Qin Zezhou, she had been avoiding it for three years, in these three years, she had never thought about Qin Zezhou, Mi Ran suddenly raised such a question, she couldn't remember Qin Zezhou's bad deeds, what flashed in front of her eyes was the fragment when they were together in the past, when Su Yan tried to please Qin Zezhou.

"Tired!" Su Yan raised her eyes weakly and looked at Mi Ran in front of her, "I'm very tired, how tired Mingyu was when I was with me, how tired I felt when I was in love with Qin Zezhou, I tried my best to please him, and in the end I didn't win half of his love, how failed was I?" ”

"Susu"

"I understand that men mature later than women, and some men, it will be very late, I think, I am unlucky, after all, he does not love me, and he does not love others." Su Yan smiled bitterly at herself, still uncontrollably sad.

She has always understood Huo Mingyu's powerlessness, because it took her two years to make Qin Zezhou fall in love with her, and she almost put her own life on the line, she didn't want to continue to delay Huo Mingyu, and she was also afraid that her tragedy would repeat itself in Huo Mingyu's body.

Because there are some people, even if you give your life, they don't love you, they still don't love you, and they will always be sorry and grateful to you.

Su Yan understood, but it was too late.

Qin Ze Zhou Ken for a child who can't figure out the surname, left her pregnant at home for a few months and ignored it, he is also willing to give up one of his eyes for a child who is unknown, and adopt him to take care of him until he is eighteen years old, it can be said that as long as he is willing, there is nothing that cannot be done, but he must be willing, if he is unwilling, even if you give your life to it, it is useless, such as falling in love with her.

"Mi Ran, I don't advise you, because I know that there are some things that you see more clearly than I do. If you feel that Mingyu is worth your time to pay and wait, you can try to wait for her, but if you feel that there is little hope and want to give up, I also support your choice, I'm sorry, that's all I can do, after all, with my identity, it is really inappropriate to persuade him to accept you. ”

After hearing this, Mi Ran hurriedly waved his hand: "Su Su, you have tolerated me enough, if you say this again, I am really embarrassed, I am not as frank and honest as you think, don't be so good to me." ”

Everyone is selfish in love, but fortunately they are not in love with the same person, otherwise this friend really can't do it, and Su Yan won't be as generous as she is now.

When leaving Huo Mingyu's apartment, when she walked to the door, Su Yan suddenly remembered a sentence, turned back to Mi Ran and said: "Mi Ran, Mingyu doesn't have feelings for you, he just hasn't come out of the frustration yet, and he is not a person who easily empathizes with other lovers." I broke him completely, and I also gave him time to look at the scenery around him, in fact, it was a thousand times better than the garden he imagined, and he would understand. ”

When Su Yan and Qin Zezhou's car went away, Mi Ran stared blankly at the password lock at the door for a long time, thinking about what Su Yan said, the small flame in her heart beat again, she really hoped that Su Yan's auspicious words would come true, but, how easy is it?

Because of what Huo Mingyu wants to do, she didn't do it for three years, does it take her whole life?

On the way back, Su Yan has been closing her eyes and recuperating, Qin Zezhou looked at the dark scenery outside the window, and occasionally turned back to look at Su Yan, she had been sleeping quietly, he wanted to talk to her, let her not think about it, but when he opened his mouth, the words never came out.

Will she be blind? Did she really have no feelings for Huo Mingyu at all? Is she sad now? Countless questions he wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask, he always felt that he didn't have the position and qualifications.

"Thank you for today's events."

Without waiting for Qin Zezhou's ideological struggle to be done, Su Yan had already spoken first, but she didn't open her eyes.

"I didn't do anything." Qin Zezhou said lightly.

"I know that your relationship with Mingyu has always been very good, but you chose to defend me, I thank you."

Su Yan opened her eyes at this time, but her face was serious, and her intuition told Qin Zezhou that she was giving a sweet date first, and then she slapped him fiercely, so that he didn't dare to come out.

Suddenly, Su Yan's face seemed to be closer, but in a position beyond his eyesight, he turned his face sharply, and when he saw it clearly, Su Yan's face was already close at hand, making him suddenly short of breath, this is to

"I'm going back to the United States, tomorrow's plane." Su Yan smiled, "Take care!" See you at the mall in the future! ”

After breaking up with Huo Mingyu, she has nothing to do with Zhou Cheng, and there is no longer her concern here, this departure is probably goodbye!

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