Chapter 1273: The Battle of the Emperor and the Tyrant 6
"However, you need Ye Jia's approval! Because Ye Jia still loves you. And you're just getting divorced by mutual agreement......"
In fact, the two have already received a divorce certificate - but she didn't say anything for a while because Ye Jia still loves you!
"Miss Feng, I think that turning your back on Ye Jia is the most wrong choice in your life. Not to mention the practical benefits that this marriage brings to you such as economic and social status, identity improvement, etc., even now, because of your stupid choice, there is no possibility of even getting out alive, I hate the woman of the watery poplar the most, so you have to die......"
"I didn't turn my back on Ye Jia! You forced me! You've been pushing me to ......."
"Who pointed a gun at you and divorced Ye Jia? Because you don't love enough, you will break up. If you really love him, how can you not endure it for him? A little bit of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law dispute, Lin Jiani's destruction, etc., in my opinion, you are making a fuss and have no measure. In order to marry into a wealthy family, how many women have endured many times more grievances than you, why can't you bear it? Isn't Lin Jiani suffering more grievances than you? She can tolerate a young lady, why can't you bear it? ”
"Because I'm a man first and a woman second! If I don't think I have to endure it, I will resolutely not put up with it! I'm sorry, my desire to marry into a wealthy family is not as strong as you think, if it weren't for Ye Jia, your filthy family, kneeling and begging me, I wouldn't have taken a second look! ”
"Are you noble? What's going on with you and Huang Hui? And Li Huan, you are really a woman who can't stand loneliness, and the men around you come and go one by one......"
She screamed: "You killed Huang Hui, you killed him......"
"Huang Hui was killed by you! If you don't fall in love with him, he won't die. You are the murderer of him, and he died because of you. ”
She laughed indignantly: "Don't I have the right to love him? ”
"You have no right! With Ye Jia, you have no right to love anyone else anymore. Because you are a woman, you have to start from the beginning! Even if you want to remarry, Ye Jia has to divorce you completely, and when he gets married again, you can remarry! During this period, when you fall in love with other men, you are a water-based poplar, and you are harming them! You say, why did you want to harm Huang Hui and Li Huan? ”
"Executioner, you executioner who harmed Huang Hui. Now, if you want to harm me and Li Huan again, you will definitely be punished. ”
"You keep saying Huang Hui and Li Huan, where did you put Ye Jia?"
She stared at the fluttering eyes outside, and her voice was very calm: "Whether it's Huang Hui or Li Huan, because they take care of me, love me, sympathize with me, and are willing to care about me when I'm most lonely, I'm afraid of loneliness!" …… So I'm going to fall in love with them. I live alone in this world, and I don't need a lot of money, but a lot of love...... If someone is willing to give it to me, why can't I reciprocate with the same love? ”
“……”
"Actually, Ye Jia has given me these things before. He said. If other girls cross the street and have to be accompanied, Xiaofeng can't go home alone in the middle of the night', that was the first time I got love in my life, so I chose him without hesitation. However, since his mother appeared, I have been at the back of the line. I became a natural enemy with his mother, and we quarreled and coldly fought because of his mother, and again, and again, love, slowly faded. There were even a few times after the Cold War when he didn't go home. It was at that time that I began to be afraid, very afraid, I was afraid that Ye Jia would one day not want me, and would drive me away and leave me because of his mother, just like many filial sons. There is only one mother, but there can be countless wives, and if the mother is gone, it will be gone, and if the wife is gone, you can continue to look for it......
"At that time, I just wanted to leave temporarily, I wanted to wait for him to understand, when he came to me, I wanted to retreat, I waited for him to call me, for him to beg me, to know that I was important, to know that I couldn't lose me one by one, but, no, he didn't look for me, he rarely called me...... I waited and waited, and gradually, I became discouraged, thinking that he must have a better woman, and he had given up on me......
"There are many times when I want to take the initiative to call him, but I am unwilling and have low self-esteem, afraid that he will think that I am begging him, and that he will mistakenly think that I have taken a fancy to his identity and background as a wealthy son. Then, on two occasions, I really called, but I couldn't get through, and at that time I gave up, of course, I later learned that he actually went to a very wild place in Africa at that time, so he couldn't get through......
She paused, but the man in black didn't rush her.
After a long time, she continued: "Perhaps, as you say, on his terms, what kind of woman will he want?" I was originally climbing him, but I still tried to hold a sedan chair in front of him, holding it, perhaps, this is a woman's vanity. However, some women don't even have the conditions for vanity, and I forgot that I don't have any conditions either, just relying on love! Relying on 'before' he loved me......"
She doesn't know what the reason is, these most secret thoughts, sadness, melancholy, and confusion in her heart, she has never said it to anyone, Ye Jia, Li Huan, and even her friend Zhuzhu, she has never mentioned it, those huge fears, worries, and anxieties for emotions hidden in the bottom of her heart
However, now in front of a person who plots against him, and against his enemy, he says it as if he has been tricked.
“…… I'm different from other people, who may have the love of my parents and friends to support me, but I don't, so I need all the love of my husband. It's my selfishness...... Perhaps, it is also Ye Jia's harsh expectations when I am ......
"I don't know why that's happening. Why do you expect more from him than others? Even if he neglects me a little, I can't stand it one by one, in fact, after the death of my parents, I often encounter neglect, but I don't care, only Ye Jia, I can't bear him to treat me like this! I can't stand the fact that there is always an arbitrary and domineering mother-in-law in my family, and I don't allow him to admire confidantes, Tianluo girls, what Lin Jiani, Miss Liang, one by one, I don't allow them to be better and more important than me in Ye Jia's eyes! …… Living in my own 'home', in fact, I often feel like an unwelcome guest! It's like the old nine next to the table of eight immortals......
"It's just that I forgot, it's not my home, it's my home, if Ye Jia says it's mine, it's mine, and if he says no, it's not mine...... His mother repeatedly said 'no' to me, but he never told me 'yes' with certainty! ”
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