I chuckled lowly, "What if I can't put it down," I leaned my head back on the couch, "and he said he didn't want to see me again." ”

"Didn't you tell him that before?"

I didn't answer her, thinking about Shao Yihan's expression when he said this just now, my heart was like being slashed with a knife, little by little, and the pain was unbearable.

I heard Xu Lu say leisurely: "Haven't you always hidden him in your heart." ”

Xu Lu saw that I was stunned, and persuaded again: "Anyway, don't let yourself leave regrets." ”

I let out a long sigh and drank the whole wine from my glass.

Xu Lu took the wine bottle and poured me another glass, "At night, don't think about anything, I'll accompany you to get drunk and rest." ”

"Okay, don't get drunk and don't go home."

That night, we drank five bottles of red wine, and we were both too drunk to be human, and it was Chen Jundong who carried us back.

When I woke up, I found myself sleeping in the same bed with Xu Lu, and Chen Jundong sleeping on the sofa in the living room, which made me quite embarrassed. When I left, I didn't wake anyone up and left secretly.

I didn't go to work in the company for three days in a row, anyway, the loan matter was solved, there was nothing important, and normal affairs didn't need me, so I gave myself a vacation.

At home, I slept until I woke up naturally, then made myself a hearty breakfast, ate enough, killed a few games, and then went to the hospital to see Mo Ziyu at two or three o'clock in the afternoon, and came back at ** o'clock in the evening. Then stared at the night sky in a daze.

I seem to be living a comfortable life these days, but I have been struggling inside.

That night, Xu Lu said that Shao Yihan must still have affection for me, let me find him to explain things clearly, if I really can't let go of him, then don't leave regrets.

I've asked myself many times if I'm going to forget about this person completely...... But deep down I was always a little unwilling and reluctant, but I couldn't pull my face to find him, so I was entangled, and I was tormented with myself.

That night, I was lying in bed playing mobile games after washing, and the call suddenly came in, and I didn't answer it when I was playing fiercely, and I didn't answer it until I finished a game.

As soon as Xu Lu picked up the phone, he teased: "The game is more important than me, isn't it?" ”

"I was passing the test when you hit it." I smiled and flattered, "Anyway, there's no rush for you to find me." ”

"Cut," a certain woman was a little unhappy, and asked again: "Have you made it clear to Shao Yihan?" ”

"I can't pull my face." I'll be honest.

Xu Lu scolded over there, "You just have to die to save face and suffer the crime." After a pause, she added, "I saw him just now, do you want to come over?" ”

"He's in the Undercurrent? With whom? I sat up from the bed.

"Well, just came, just by yourself." Xu Lu chuckled lightly over there, "It looks like I'm here to buy drunk." ”

"Aren't there any other women around?" I asked again.

Xu Lu said in a mocking tone, "Then I don't know, he entered the private room, and there may be others in the private room." ”

"Oh," I slumped down my shoulders.

"Are you coming?"

"I haven't figured it out yet." I leaned back and looked at the crystal lamp.

Xu Lu was not angry, "Then you think about it slowly, when you think clearly, I estimate that there are already beautiful women on the side." ”

Belch!

"I'm hanging." When the voice fell, Xu Lu hung up the phone.

I put down my phone, and the excitement of playing the mobile game just now disappeared, and my mood became melancholy.

After a long pause, I sat up, thinking what I was going to tell him if I went to him.

After thinking about it for a while, I felt that it was not good to go to him at night, there must be someone next to him, and the person who drank was probably not sober, and it was not suitable to talk about things between us.

After thinking about it, I think it's better to go over tomorrow morning to find him, anyway, my things are still there, and I can go over with the reason of packing my things. Yes, it was decided that I would go over early tomorrow morning, and whether he believed it or not, I would tell him about the child clearly.

With a decision, my heart relaxed.

Lay back on the bed, turned off the light, and went to sleep.

A dreamless night, a rare good night's sleep.

The next day, I woke up early and woke up before six o'clock, full of energy.

After breakfast, I went back to the bedroom to change clothes, stood in front of the large wardrobe, I picked for a long time, and finally chose a pair of slim jeans and a camel sweater, with a double-breasted black jacket.

In the mirror, I look like a college student, and my spirit is energetic.

Then, I deliberately drew eyeliner, and the apricot eyes were more agile, and I put on lipstick, red lips and white teeth, and Medada.

Looking at myself in the mirror, I smiled faintly.

When I went out, I was a little excited, like a flying bird. I haven't had this kind of mood for many years, like a little girl who is just starting to tease.

It wasn't until the car entered the gate of Jingdu that I became nervous again.

Looking at the door of the apartment, I swallowed my saliva and muttered, "Shen Jia, you can do it." ”

Taking a deep breath, I took out my phone from my bag and symbolically sent a WeChat message to Shao Yihan, I guess he should have just gotten up or gone out for a run. No matter where he is now, I have a reason to go up.

After getting out of the car, I straightened my chest slightly and entered the lobby, the security guard had met me many times, and I was considered half an acquaintance, so naturally he would not stop me again. When I got into the elevator, I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, straightened my clothes again, and suddenly felt that I was wearing a little childish, and I regretted it a little.

Women sometimes become really stupid in the face of love, and they don't know it.

So do I.

When the elevator stopped on the 30th floor, my heart was beating fast, nervous, my fingers were pressed on the fingerprint lock, I was still a little trembling, and when I heard those two beeping sounds, I felt that my heart was about to jump out of my chest.

Shao Yihan didn't erase my fingerprints, which made me happy and sad.

Pushing open the door, I stepped in with an indescribable state of mind, and my feet couldn't help but relax. Seeing the emptiness in front of the open kitchen cabinet, the previous desk and dining table were gone, I frowned slightly, could it be that he smashed it all that day?

"Shao Yihan ......" I called out and walked in, thinking: Is it so difficult that he hasn't gotten up yet? I went to his bedroom, and I wasn't as tense as I was before.

As soon as I reached the door of his bedroom, the door suddenly opened from the inside, and I was stunned by the sight of the person behind the door.

There was a woman standing behind the door, wearing his shirt, showing two big white legs, with one hair on her shoulder, seeing that I was not the slightest surprised, she smiled at me and asked, "You are Mr. Shao's assistant, right?" ”

Hearing her ask, I suddenly remembered that this woman was called Lili, and I had seen it once before in a nightclub.

"You...... Why are you here? "I felt my voice tremble.

She smiled charmingly and raised an eyebrow at me, "Didn't you see it all?" ”

I couldn't help but clench my hands, pushed her away, rushed in, and saw the man lying on the bed, his whole back "chiluo" exposed.

At that moment, I felt like I was going to explode on the spot.

"Eh, why are you like this?" The woman looked very angry when I pushed her, chased after me, and pointed at me, "Can you come in this bedroom, get out." ”

I looked like I was petrified, staring at the man on the bed, who was motionless, as if he was sleeping deeply.

"Hey, did you hear that?" The woman stabbed me in the shoulder with her fingers.

I was like a bomb with a fuse lit, completely exploding the moment her finger stabbed me in the shoulder. I waved her hand away with a backhand and yelled at her with all my strength, "Get out of here!" "That loud voice destroys everything.

The man rolled over and sat up on the bed, looking at me and the woman with a confused expression.

I glared at him, my whole body trembling uncontrollably, and then, tilting my head slightly, hooking the corners of my mouth, and sneering, "I see...... Men are all the same. Yinluo, without any emotion, looked at him deeply, turned around, pushed away the woman beside him, and walked away.

"I'm sick." The woman scolded behind her.

I ran out of the bedroom and headed for the door, and when I got to the gate, I heard the man inside roaring, "Get out!" ”

I sneered and slammed the door.

When I came out of Jingdu, I forgot to drive the car, walking aimlessly, my eyes were dry, there were no tears, my heart was cold, there was no sadness and no resentment, as if I had lost all perception, like a walking corpse, with nothing but an empty shell.

I don't know how long I walked, until my feet hurt and I couldn't walk, and when I looked up, I actually walked to the door of the community where I used to rent.

The moment I saw the gate of the community, my tears fell silently, and I couldn't straighten my waist because of the pain in my heart.

I thought it was impossible for my heart to hurt like this anymore, when I saw Mo Ziyu and Xia Wanqing, I was resentful and sad, but I didn't have such heartache.

I crouched on the side of the road, buried my face between my knees, bit my lip, and tears rained down.