664 Can't put it down, can't forget it (4)
"Maybe when I say that, you'll find it abrupt. However, the truth is, before you showed up, I was fine with the Night Stalker. Miss Bai, it is an indisputable fact that you are the third party between me and the night owl. Maybe you want to say that you were together ten years ago, but you ended ten years ago, why do you still pester him ten years later? ”
Nalan was really in pain, and as he spoke, a thin layer of moisture appeared in his eyes.
Crying.
I cried pitifully, and I felt pity.
Bai Suye's red lips moved, but there was only a cool sentence: "You misunderstood, I didn't pester him." ”
Nalan didn't seem to hear her words at all, but said to himself: "I love him, I really love him." Therefore, I knew that the two of you had slept with him, and I didn't question him, I just endured it silently, and I still insisted on continuing to love him. I can love him to the point of humbleness, love to the point of giving up my temper, my self-esteem, all my ...... But what about you? Miss Bai, you don't dare. There are too many things you can't put down! ”
Bai Suye listened quietly to her accusation and her confession, looking at the girl's sad appearance, and suddenly wondered if she should be happy that there was a girl by his side who treated him so sincerely, did not deceive him, and did not take advantage of him......
She had hoped that he could find her own happiness, but when she suddenly found that this happiness had nothing to do with her, her chest still hurt......
It hurts......
Nalan is still very different from his former self.
No matter how much she loves a man, she still has her pride. Moreover, she can't express her feelings as unabashedly as Nalan......
The love she wants is burdened with too many heavy burdens......
And, as Nalan said, there are many, many things she can't let go.
And the last thing I can't let go of is the night owl......
The more you can't put it down, the more you have to put it down; Even if it's cramps and skins......
Because......
"The most unbearable thing for the night stalker is not that he is betrayed, but that he betrays others. I believe that you, Miss Bai, know this better than me. ”
Nalan's words suddenly hit the point that Bai Xiaoye didn't want to think about and touch.
She picked up the glass and took a sip of water, but her fingers were still trembling. The feeling of tightness in my chest didn't take it down in the slightest. Only to hear Dennaran continue, "If the Night Stalker really falls in love with you again, it will be his greatest calamity. A person like him who is righteous and angry betrays others will make him more unbearable and painful and embarrassing than being betrayed. Miss Bai, ten years ago, you were already sorry for the night owl, ten years later, I beg you...... Let him live......"
In the last few words, Nalan was almost pleading.
Bai Xiaoye's breathing intensified, and she knew the consequences, much more clearly than Nalan.
Ten years ago.
If they are still together ten years later, will it be more than a bad stomach?
He's going to die......
She didn't want him to die.
Bai Xiaoye was silent for a long time, trying her best to suppress the churning emotions in her chest, and the hand holding the water cup was tense, so tight that her fingertips were faintly white. After a long time, she seemed to have finally calmed down, she lifted her eyes and looked at Nalan in front of her, "These words, I don't need you to say them, I understand them very well in my heart." Since you want the night owl so much, then fight hard, you don't have to cry in front of me to express your determination or pour out your grievances, your feelings have nothing to do with me, and I don't care at all. As for the night owls...... I have my own plans. ”
She tried her best to keep her last composure. Every word is sharp and sensible.
Nalan was embarrassed by what she said, his face flushed with embarrassment, and he was a little embarrassed.
The white millet leaves were silent. Put down the money and get up, "I still have something to do, I can't talk to you more." Go first. ”
Left the words, got up on his own, and didn't want to stay any longer for a moment.
Nalan then stood up and glanced at her.
"Have you ever loved him?" Nalan asked suddenly.
Bai Xiaoye's body was shocked, and his footsteps stopped. The hand carrying the bag clenched so tightly that the injured fingers were grinding a little painful, and then said, "This is my private matter, Miss Nalan better not to explore." I'm not interested in understanding other people's feelings, and I'm not interested in sharing them with others. ”
"You're so sane that it's hard to imagine that you really love a night owl. I'm just a little worthless for him. ”
Reason?
She Nalan will probably never know that the more rational a person is, the more scars in his heart.
Bai Xiaoye leaned against the window of the taxi, and her eyes fell vacantly out of the window. All the neon lights, in her eyes, are just a gray.
She and the Night Stalker were already at a dead-end riddled with knives......
Further on, they are only scarred by each other. Take a step back, but the sea and the sky are wide. This, she believed, and he understood it too.
…………………………
When Bai Suye took the key to open the door and came in, the lights were turned on in the house. The night owl sat on the couch, watching TV, and his expression was gloomy.
His feet were still bare at this late hour, and he was not wearing slippers. Bai Xiaoye tried to find the slippers from the entrance, but he didn't find them for a long time. When I turned my head again, I saw that the slippers were twisted into a ball and thrown into the trash.
"Why did you throw your shoes away?"
The night owl looked away from the TV and turned to her, "Do you still keep the broken shoes that others have worn for me to wear?" ”
The words "......" are so harsh no matter how harsh they sound.
Bai Xiaoye took a deep breath, "In the last ten days, I don't want to quarrel with you. It's okay if you don't wear it, but this shoe is mine, you can't throw it away. ”
She pulled her shoes out of the trash can and put them back in detail.
The night owl was full of fire, and he had been holding back all afternoon and night, and now that he saw her so calm, he couldn't hold back his seizure. Throwing the remote control on the coffee table heavily, there was a 'bang-' sound, which sounded particularly shocking at night.
A few big strides to the entrance, kicked away the slippers she had just set up.
Kicking her hand, her fingers tensed a little, and for a long time, she still crouched there, not speaking. However, in the next moment, the night owl had already lifted her from the ground.
"Night owl, if you want to question me and Yun Chuan about it, I will think you are jealous."
The night owl shook.
He never expected that before he could say anything, he was preemptively attacked by Bai Suye and preempted!
Jealous?
"Do you know what you're talking about?!" His eyes were cold.
Jealous? It's a joke!
"What about you, do you know what you're doing now?" Bai Suye looked at him with a calm expression. "Yun Chuan and I have never kissed, let alone done anything further, but you care so much about him, you are afraid of him, and you will get angry every time you see him. Even the shoes he wears, you can't look at them like this. Night owl, ask yourself if you are jealous, if you are ...... Actually, you still like me? ”