Shen Jialan went upstairs, opened the door with the key, and met the gaze of Shen's father, who was originally reading the newspaper.

Seeing Shen Jialan, Shen's father reached out and pulled his glasses, revealing his two eyes and said, "Are you back?" ”

Shen Jialan said softly, and then heard her father say, "Go wash your hands and give your mother some incense." You haven't been back for two years, she definitely misses you, take advantage of the past few days, talk to her more. ”

Father Shen said, shaking the academic newspaper in his hand, and continued to look at the news that he had just read halfway.

Shen Jialan nodded, turned around and walked towards the bathroom, washed her hands and burned a stick of incense towards the portrait of her mother in the living room.

After talking about her work today for half an hour in front of her mother's photo, Shen Jialan walked towards the dinner table.

There, Father Shen just set up two dishes and one soup on the table, which were hot, and they looked like they had just come up from the pot.

Looking at his father who sat down to eat with him, Shen Jialan's nose couldn't help but be a little sour: "Dad, don't wait for me in the future, you eat by yourself first, don't starve yourself." ”

Hearing this, Father Shen, who was originally giving chopsticks to Shen Jialan, couldn't help but pause, and then said as if nothing had happened: "It's okay, I'm not hungry, it's okay to wait for you." ”

"What's more, it's not interesting to eat alone. I used to have your mother with me......" Father Shen said as he spoke, his voice was low, inaudible.

But because it was too quiet, Shen Jialan still heard it.

The nose, which was already a little pantothenic, suddenly became even more sour, and it was almost forced to keep his tears from falling.

Shen's mother left with a heart attack more than two years ago, and at that time, Shen Jialan was still working in the TV station. When he heard the news, he rushed back, but he only had time to see his mother's body and his father's face holding his mother's gray hair.

Seeing Shen Jialan coming back, Shen's father raised his eyes a little numbly, and said to the old wife in his arms: "Baby, didn't you say that you want to see our daughter Lanlan's husband, didn't you still say that you want to hug your grandson, our Lanlan is not married yet, why did you leave?" ”

"Why are you willing to leave me alone? It's so ruthless! ”

……

Looking at his father who was chattering and nagging alone, and his mother lying in his arms, rushing back with tears all the way, Shen Jialan suddenly couldn't hold back, and tears rained down.

She and Tang Yuyan were secretly married, and for fear of causing trouble to Tang Yuyan, she never told her parents. In the past, when Tang Yuyan had not yet debuted, she brought it back once, but later when Tang Yuyan debuted, she never dared to bring it over again, and she rarely even mentioned it.

She didn't bring it over again, nor did she mention it again, and Shen's father and Shen's mother thought that the two of them had dispersed. For several years, I thought that Shen Jialan had always been single. Occasionally said that she wanted to help Shen Jialan on a blind date or something, but Shen Jialan refused on the grounds that she was busy with work.

In the past, Shen Jialan thought that there was nothing, the time was still so long, and there was always a suitable opportunity. When the time was right, she told her parents that she and Tang Yuyan were still together, and they were not only together, but also married.

However, Shen Jialan didn't expect that before she could say anything, Shen's mother suddenly disappeared. At this moment, listening to Shen's father's babbling words, Shen Jialan's heart hurt as if she had been stabbed by a knife.

There was never a moment when she resented her concealment from her parents so much that even her mother left with regret!

The day after Shen's mother died, Shen's father, who was originally quite elegant and had darker hair than his peers, turned white. Looking at his pale father, Shen Jialan had no way to tell him that she had concealed her marriage to Tang Yuyan. There were a few times when I had the courage to say it, but there were always interruptions from such and such things. Even Shen Jialan called Tang Yuyan to ask him to come back to attend his mother's funeral, but he was always interrupted by all kinds of things on Tang Yuyan's world tour, and he didn't even have a chance to mention it.

Later, even Shen Jialan herself felt that maybe God didn't let her say it, so she simply gave up in frustration.

Shen's mother's funeral was made by Shen Jialan and her father alone. As a son-in-law, Tang Yuyan was on a world tour at the time, and he was so busy that he didn't even have time to make phone calls, and he didn't know from beginning to end.

After the funeral, Shen Jialan was a little cold.

For Tang Yuyan, she concealed the news of her marriage to him, but let her mother leave with regrets.

Not only that, but she was also fed up with the situation that when something happened, she always didn't have time to find Tang Yuyan.

Their marriage is so sad, what's the use of keeping it.

It can be said that since Shen's mother's funeral, Shen Jialan has been thinking about divorce. She really couldn't accept it, even when her mother-in-law died, Tang Yuyan didn't have time to participate! couldn't stand it, even when his mother-in-law left, Tang Yuyan didn't even know!

Although, she knows, this is not Tang Yuyan's fault.

But she couldn't help it! There is no way to forgive!

But I can't bear the feelings of those nine years!

The night before learning about the scandal between him and Jiang Qianlan, Shen Jialan thought that maybe it was time for them to sit down and have a good talk. Their problem is too big, if they don't talk about it well, sooner or later, she will be full of resentment towards the marriage, and she can't help but let this marriage come to an end.

However, she didn't expect it to be so fast!

As soon as the night before, she decided to sit down, talk to him calmly without resentment, and the next day she saw his affair with someone else.

Almost instantly, Shen Jialan wanted to laugh.

Maybe even God is saying that their marriage is enough, and it should come to an end. That's why it's so just right, when her heart is cold and about to die, let her heart completely die, and there is no longer a trace of hope.

Tang Yuyan asked her, do you believe it?

Shen Jialan said: I believe it. I believe you.

But what Shen Jialan didn't say to Tang Yuyan was: But I can no longer understand you as well as I did in the past.

It's as if Shen Jialan knew that Shen's mother left with regret, and Tang Yuyan was not to blame, but she still couldn't help but be angry with him.

She believed him, she knew that Tang Yuyan and Jiang Qianlan were not what was written in the newspaper, but she still felt sad when she read it.

Therefore, Shen Jialan asked herself, from their marriage, she couldn't see anything that could make her continue to insist, but she saw that everything was telling her not to insist anymore!

However, Shen Jialan, who had already been hysterical, could not tell Tang Yuyan the main reason.

Because, even she can't blame him!

How sad!

……

To this day, Shen Jialan's eyes still can't help but turn red when she thinks of this, and tears are about to flow out of her eyes.

Shen Jialan raised her head and poured her tears back. In the next second, as if nothing had happened, she smiled lightly while wiping her somewhat clogged nose: "Dad is complaining that I don't accompany you often, then I will try to come back early to accompany you to dinner in the future." ”

Hearing this, Father Shen softly "en", and his eyes couldn't help but turn red.

didn't want Shen Jialan to see it, so he quietly turned his head away, and pretended to be calm: "I don't know how many days we can eat together." You haven't been back for two years, and you finally came back, and you left again after a few days. ”