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"You're tired."

At night, after I settled down, my grandfather and aunt Sun were checking the account books of these days in the store, and Zongbao, who was laying on the floor, suddenly turned his head and said this to me.

I was stunned for a moment, still holding the page in my hand, and glanced at Zong Bao: "Idle, why are you talking about this." ”

Zong Bao sighed, turned back and continued to lay the quilt: "I was thinking that if I were you, I would be crazy, at least my parents are very good to me, although I sometimes think that my dad is very annoying, and he likes to offend people, my mother always quarrels with him, and my grandmother will always face my father when they quarrel, but ......" Zong Bao paused and turned his head to look at me: "They all love me and are afraid that I will suffer." ”

I pursed my lips, pulled the calculator with an indifferent look and calculated: "Zongbao, you have been talking a lot lately." ”

Zong Bao sat on the quilt and looked at me with blank eyes: "Jiaolong, it would be good if you were an ordinary girl, marry Zhuo Jing, you will have something to rely on, and you won't be so tired." ”

I didn't respond, I counted the accounts seriously, in fact, Zong Bao really understands me, I really want to be an ordinary girl, get married, and have children, but if everything was so smooth, I probably wouldn't be like this now......

Maybe, I won't be brought back to the countryside by my grandmother because of genital abnormalities, my mother won't hate me so much, I will be a sister to Angel in the real sense, grow up together, I won't grow so tall because of endocrine disorders, I should be carefree, maybe I'm still in college now, everything will be different...... Of course, the most important thing is my character, which will definitely not be as strong as it is now.

"Jiaolong, in fact, you don't have to be so strong, I think it's better for you to treat yourself as a woman, maybe Zhuo Jing is not suitable for you, and you will meet a better one in the future who can tolerate you, so that you won't be tired."

I exhaled lightly, I don't know why Zong Bao suddenly became emotional, probably stimulated by my aunt, such a selfish and strange person Bao Zhu'er will meet you once a 'surprise', put down the calculator and looked at him: "God gave me half of a woman's body probably because he hopes that I will not be too ruthless in doing things, and I must always have a benevolent heart, and give me half of my male body, which naturally makes me live as strong as a man, otherwise, how can I stand with people." ”

Saying that, I took a breath softly, "Zongbao, if I were an ordinary woman, then Zhuo Jing would naturally be my best destination, but I have half a man's body, so I also have my own ambitions, since love can't be touched, in this life, I don't care whether I am a man or a woman, there is only one belief, whether it is Lin Qiao or Ma Jiaolong, it is by no means a gravel among all living beings, there is a robbery for me, there is a bitterness for me to swallow, I want to let this sky understand, since I survived, I can survive no matter how big the wind and waves, As long as I have a breath left, I must let the world know that I am a yin and yang person, but I am by no means the mourning star who should have been strangled to death twenty-two years ago. ”

Zong Bao looked at me in a daze, and only opened his mouth after a while, "Is it the reason why you want to be a big gentleman, you actually want your family to recognize you." ”

I looked at him with a serious face: "No, I want everyone to know me clearly, I'm tired of hiding this identity, and I don't think I'm a yin and yang person." ”

"Ahem!!"

Zong Bao was suddenly choked twice by his own saliva, and raised his hand at me: "Don't be impulsive about this, I understand your mentality, but it's not that time yet, so let's say it, there must be a bunch of people who don't care about your identity as an onmyoji, they only care about what a yin-yang person is!" ”

I gently tugged at the corners of my mouth: "Of course I understand, I naturally won't say it before the fire, now the foundation of the Onmyoji is not stable, who knows who I am, who cares if I am a man or a woman, I just want you to know that my ambition is not only limited to being a woman, although I also want to pursue comfort, but unfortunately I am born a contradiction, I have to let you know that your great god, in this point of being a man, how passionate and ambitious." ”

Zong Bao wiped the sweat on his forehead: "You scared me to death, I thought you were about to announce that you were a yin and yang person, I knew that I wouldn't tell you this, and I told you that I was excited, I was enthusiastic about this, do you want me to give you a chirp?" ”

I laughed and walked back to the front desk to continue to calculate the accounts: "Who told you to talk to this, don't lead to this next time, otherwise I can live with you for nothing." ”

Zong Bao smashed his mouth twice, and came over directly: "Hey, do you know, if I were a woman like you just now, I can be tempted, my eyes are bright, especially bright, and I am dressed up like this...... Hey, in fact, have you ever thought that your peach blossom luck is so prosperous, it is completely a light stained on your face? ”

I raised my eyes to look at him and smiled lightly: "It should be stained with the light of Korean dramas, otherwise I look so unmasculine and unfeminine, if you look at the previous aesthetics, you will definitely be scolded as a sissy or something when you are a man." ”

Zong Bao actually made a sad look, looked at me and sighed to himself: "Actually, I really want to try the feeling of being chased, don't you...... It's really that annoying. ”

I gave him a blank look, and was about to open my mouth, when I heard the sound of the shutter door being opened, and my jaw immediately sent to the door: "Hey, the person who always annoys you is here." ”

Zong Bao glanced at the door, his expression instantly became numb, and he stood straight and flipped through the purchase list next to me seriously, and his pretentious appearance really made me scratch the roots of my teeth.

"Jiaolong? Zongbao! You're back!! ”

Wen Xiaoni stood at the door and first glanced at me suspiciously, then shouted excitedly, closed the door and strode in: "Why are you still in the store so late?" As she spoke, she saw the bunk on the ground: "You want to stay here at night!" ”

I nodded: "I'll be back during the day, I'll be busy with my family first, and I've been living here lately, but why did you come here so late." ”

Wen Xiaoni sighed sullenly: "It's annoying at home, so I came out to breathe......" said, her expression became excited again in an instant: "That's right, Jiaolong!" Have you seen the bill, I sold a big order two days ago, do you see it, I don't need to discount it, special tyrant! I didn't tell you, so I'm going to wait for you to come back and give you a surprise! ”

"Ahem......"

Zong Bao, who lowered his head and seemed to be casually flipping through the purchase list, suddenly opened his mouth: "Be careful, don't hit the muzzle." ”

Wen Xiaoni was stunned for a moment: "What's the matter, isn't this a good thing." ”

I smiled and poked Zong Bao under my hand: "It's a good thing, you did a good job." "Liu Zongbao really underestimated my strength, since this matter has passed, is it still interesting for me to pursue Xiaoni.

Wen Xiaoni was happy, "Yes, it's a good thing, it's not good to make money." ”

As she spoke, she leaned in front of Zong Bao: "Zong Bao, what did you mean by what you just said, hey, you raise your eyes and look at me, we haven't seen each other for many days, you don't want me, hey, what's so good about this purchase list!" ”

"You're annoying."

Zong Bao suddenly regained his 'high coldness', and the sad and lowly man just now said that I also want someone to chase him as if the two of them, I held back a smile and looked at him who seemed to be annoyed by Xiao Ni's 'overwhelmed' appearance, and thought to myself, perhaps, this is the two sides of Zong Bao.

Wen Xiaoni saw that Zong Bao ignored her, and pouted in some frustration: "Hmph, if you ignore me, I won't ignore you!" After speaking, he looked back at me directly: "Jiaolong, I saw you in the newspaper saying that you want to hunt ghosts!" Look, I glued the newspaper to the wall, and as long as a customer comes, I'll show it to them. ”

I smiled and looked at Xiao Ni: "I saw it as soon as I entered the door, just half a face, and the report was not about me 'catching ghosts', people mainly praised the responsible and wise decision of 'Happy World', so let's tear it off." “

"I don't want it, I think anyone can casually put it in the newspaper, just put it away, live signboard." Wen Xiaoni looked at me with a smile: "Then tomorrow I can call the customers who made an appointment before and asked you to come to the door to look at the curtains, they know that you have gone to the city these days and have been calling the store to ask me when you will come back." ”

I frowned: "Don't fight tomorrow, I still have to go to the door, wait for me to come back." ”

"Huh? I'm alone in the store again. ”

Wen Xiaoni muttered with a depressed face: "Jiaolong, you are not particularly boring in my own self, if there are customers, it's okay, when there are no customers, I don't want to find someone to talk to." ”

I patted her on the shoulder and looked at her with some apologies: "Xiaoni, you have worked hard, otherwise we will hire another salesman, I may have more and more things in the future, you are alone, I am afraid that you will not be able to bear it." ”

Wen Xiaoni blinked twice and looked at me: "Or, you let Zong Bao stay in the store to accompany me?" “

"Nope."

Without waiting for me to speak, Zong Bao directly refused: "I am the second god of Jiaolong, and the purpose of my coming here is to help her, and I am not here to chat with you." ”

Wen Xiaoni glanced at him: "Then I don't think you're useless, you won't be able to do it at all, you have to rely on Jiaolong to see it, I can also do this work, I can also be the second god of Jiaolong!" ”

Zong Bao glanced at her lazily: "It's just you, forget it." ”

"Hey, what do you mean, you ......"

"Okay, okay, stop arguing." These two people belong to the kind of people who have nothing to do and find stubble, if I don't interrupt, this back and forth can knock for a night, and I looked at Xiao Ni after putting away the account book: "It's late, you won't go back?" ”

Wen Xiaoni instantly retracted her momentum and lowered her eyes: "I don't want to go back, or I will live here too." ”

"These are two shops, and there is no place for you."

Wen Xiaoni glanced at Zong Bao and grabbed my arm: "Why is there no place for me, I live with Jiaolong!" ”

I cleared my throat and pulled Xiao Ni's hand off my arm: "It's not convenient to shop with me......"

Wen Xiaoni immediately thought of something wrong, blushed, and bit her lip: "Then I'll sleep on the sofa!" I'm not going home anyway! ”

I frowned slightly and looked at her: "Xiaoni, is there something going on at home for you?" ”

"It's fine." Wen Xiaoni threw out two words and went directly to the sofa to lie down, I don't think something is right, she has always been the heartless kind, but I haven't seen her run away from home in the past two years, and she still has to live in the store, I can't help but walk in front of her: "What happened to your family, hurry up and tell the truth." ”

"Oops, it's fine."

Wen Xiaoni is small, and she can lie down curled up in the sofa, seeing that I have been watching her stay still, she exhaled a little helplessly: "It's that my family forced me to go on a blind date, I don't want to go, that's it, okay, don't ask me, go to sleep quickly!" ”

This matter, I immediately glanced at Zong Bao, who was still holding on calmly, and opened my mouth: "This is a good thing, you go to see you, you can't be single all the time." ”

"What's the good thing to see, isn't her boyfriend you?"

I snickered in my heart, Zong Bao really fell on it, and looked at him casually: "But Xiaoni's parents have seen me and know that I am a girl, so it is understandable that other parents are anxious." ”

Zong Bao looked at me with a stiff face: "The blind dates are all crooked melons and cracked dates." ”

I laughed twice: "That's not necessarily, there are also good conditions, busy with careers, you can only meet the opposite sex through blind dates, Xiaoni, I suggest you still go to meet." ”

"Oh, I don't see it, I like handsome girls, I don't think about men." Wen Xiaoni snorted on the sofa and replied, "Sleep, I'm upset when I talk about this." ”

Zong Bao actually looked at me a little proudly, silently lip syncing, "People like women." ’

I'm noncommittal, and I don't know what he's proud of, maybe he thinks that Xiao Ni likes women is unreliable, or maybe he himself is actually not sure if he likes Xiao Ni between men and women, the key is that Xiao Ni is sad about this matter, obviously he is very interested in Zong Bao, but he also said that he likes women, and he doesn't know what it means.

The trouble of the relationship is troublesome here, I see that the two of them feel quite anxious for them now, I wish they were pouring a few bottles of beer for them now, one of them didn't say that they liked women, and the other didn't hold on to saying that they didn't have that feeling for Xiaoni, the two of them made a decision directly, but if I really did that, people may not necessarily appreciate it, everyone is actually thinking about things that come naturally, you are tempted, for my temptation, I always feel that the emotional matter will change its flavor as soon as it is urgent, but think about it, I think the two of them are making trouble like this now, and if others look at me and Zhuo Jing, I'll either go crazy.

Alas, the easiest way to want a person to 'fold' is probably to let him fall into the whirlpool of feelings, and ensure that no matter how smart people are, they will be blinded when the time comes, and the miserable appearance of a water IQ arrears and EQ will be zero.

In the morning, the three of us ordered a currency in the store, all dealt with clearly, I began to drive to my cousin's town to dare, there is navigation and positioning, but not to get lost, but there are a lot of dirt roads along the way, I really think that my little Jetta is not an ordinary anti-manufacturing, if a good car is so open a probably the tip of the heart will have to bleed.

Zong Bao was drowsy all the way to the car, I was so sleepy that I yawned, I drove for more than five hours, and then I arrived at the entrance of my cousin's village, Zong Bao wanted to get out of the car to go to the public toilet on the ground.

Looking back at the road, I will inexplicably remember the scene where my cousin drove a tractor with me and Zhuo Jing, sighed, I leaned on the side of the car and didn't want to let myself have too many of these seemingly sad memories, as soon as I looked up, the clouds surged slightly, and my heart tightened, this day is not right!

"Jiaolong, I'm done, let's go."

I looked up at the sky: "Zongbao, you see what's wrong with this day." ”

"Huh?" Zong Bao immediately looked up: "One side is cloudy and the other side is love, this is a common thing, there is no shelter in the countryside, so it is relatively far away, there must be clouds with rain on the cloudy side, and it will be good after the rain." ”

I shook my head, and whispered softly: "No, the clouds here are light and breezy, but the other side is gloomy, it is not as simple as a few clouds with rain, I feel as if something is about to move...... Wait for me, I'll take the copper coin and calculate a hexagram......"

"Jiaolong, oh maa, is it Jiaolong!!"

I paused to get the copper coin, turned my face, and looked at my cousin standing not far away looking at me excitedly: "Jiaolong! What a dragon! Oh, oh my god, you're here!! ”

Saying that, my cousin ran over in a few big strides and grabbed my hand: "Oh, I didn't dare to recognize it for a long time just now, Jiaolong, why are you dressed like a young man now, oops, this spirit, I just wanted to call you when I saw you, it's so good, let's go, eat a meal!" ”

Uncle Cousin was still as enthusiastic as ever, I looked at him and nodded with a smile: "Okay, Uncle Cousin, get in the car, I'll drive you directly." As I spoke, I hurriedly introduced Zong Bao: "By the way, Uncle Cousin, this is my friend, Zong Bao." ”

"Hey, Zongbao, this name is good, you get in the car first, you get in the car first." My cousin responded with a smile, and after watching Zong Bao get into the car, he stretched out his hand and pulled me to the side, and whispered with a nervous face: "Jiaolong, you have changed objects, what about that Xiao Zhuo, this is not as good as Xiao Zhuo in terms of size and appearance." ”

I smiled helplessly: "Uncle Cousin, Zongbao is not my object, he is my friend, and he can be regarded as my younger brother and assistant at work." ”

"Oh." Uncle Cousin breathed a sigh of relief, and then looked at me: "You scared me to death, it's just an ordinary friend, if it's the object, I think it's still Xiao Zhuo's long eye, then why didn't Xiao Zhuo come, it's been two years, did he come back from abroad, you two are about to get married." “

I smiled a little awkwardly and looked at my cousin: "Actually, I broke up with him, we have broken up......"

"What!!"

Uncle Cousin was still anxious: "How can I break up!" What a scorer you don't understand, how nice that young man is, where to find it! Oops, that looks like a dragon and phoenix among people! Jiaolong, are you a tiger! If you want to get married, you can still divide it! ”

I smiled helplessly: "Uncle Cousin, let's not talk about this matter, his conditions are indeed very good, but the gap between us is too big, it is not suitable, I came to join Xiaotao's fun, don't mention it." ”

My cousin looked at me with a look of incomprehension, walked directly to the car with his hands behind his back, and kept shaking his head as he walked: "I just don't understand, I clearly said that I was married at that time, why did I break up when I got it!" Ah!! It's really sad to die! ”

I couldn't laugh or cry at my cousin's reaction, I didn't expect him to react so much to my breakup with Zhuo Jing, but seeing my cousin like this, I said in my heart that it was false if I wasn't lost.

Uncle cousin refers to the "eating table" refers to the rural running water seat, because marriage is a big deal in the countryside, so generally one day in advance the host will prepare a running water table for distant relatives and neighbors who come from other villages to attend the wedding, that is, after the table is finished, the leftovers will be removed, and then a new dish will be served, so as to ensure that every guest who comes to Daoxi can eat, and will not be neglected because the host is too busy.

When I took my cousin to the second aunt's house, the yard of the second aunt's house was a big round table that was folded, and Wuyang Wuyang was full of people sitting at a table and a table, and a corner of the yard also used yellow mud to build a few simple stoves, and there were two long tables next to it, all of which were chickens, ducks and fish, and four or five people were busy with a shovel as big as a small shovel in the sweaty stir-fry, this kind of scene made me very kind, I remember that only when I was a child, my grandmother took me to the banquet, I would feel this atmosphere.

The second aunt and the second uncle were still chattering in the yard, their voices were hoarse, I looked around, but I didn't find Xiao Ke's shadow, their family is really married, he won't come back?

My cousin led me inside and shouted loudly: "Second brother, second sister-in-law, Jiaolong is here!" ”

The second aunt immediately looked over, and she was also excited, and hurriedly ran over and grabbed my hand, "Jiaolong, you are here!" ”

I smiled and looked at my second aunt: "I should come, this is a great joy." ”

The second aunt's hoarse voice was no longer good, but when she turned her head, she still shouted loudly: "Everyone be quiet!" Let's be quiet, let me introduce to you, this is Mr. Ma from the city! My Xiaotao's eyes are what she looks like, but it's amazing!! It's a great benefactor of our family! Everybody has to take care of me!! ”

Those villagers immediately rushed to me with a wine glass, I was instantly stunned, I don't have much to do with drinking, and then I and Zong Bao were arranged by my cousin to sit down in front of a table, and the cousin who helped with the work also greeted her, she was a lot fatter, and her complexion was very good, but too many people talked to me I couldn't take care of it, and then I watched Zong Bao take the wine handed over by others in a daze, and as a result, a cup of belly, and his face was red and red like a monkey's buttocks.

Some of these villagers I vaguely remember seeing myself, and some of them have no impression at all, but they all feel like I've known you for a long time, not polite at all, and my cousin sat next to me and smiled boldly: "Jiaolong, you can eat and drink vigorously today, and we can still have a lively day tomorrow, come, drink!" Don't be afraid if you drink too much, just go to your cousin's house to sleep if you drink too much, the place is cleaned up for you, you're welcome, come, drink! ”

I knew I didn't have a lot of alcohol, so I didn't want to drink it at first, but my cousin was too enthusiastic to refuse, and as a result, two cups of yellow soup went down, and I felt that the intestines in my stomach were burning, but I was inexplicably excited, and I looked at my cousin and began to giggle, and I didn't know how to get it, just laughing, seeing that everyone felt this kindness, and they handed me wine again, and I didn't shirk it.

When the sky got dark, the people around him began to withdraw, Zong Bao was completely unconscious on the table at this time, Xiao Tao also came, pulled a chair and sat next to me, and insisted on accompanying me to drink a few glasses, but he was a little shy, not a lot of words, my cousin drank fiercely, and there was no opponent, so I drank with myself, just to have fun, and after a while, my face was black, red, black, and red, and I was a little excited when I said: "Jiaolong, don't look at my cousin, I've known you for so many days, But my cousin thinks you're amazing, at a young age, you figured out Liping's affairs and Xiaotao's affairs, by the way, there are ...... There is also the matter of Lao Mao's family, you are a quasi-child, Uncle Cousin really convinces you, but you said that you can break up with Xiao Zhuo, Uncle Cousin never expected this! You kid is so good at this! ”

Although I was drunk, I still understood it in my heart, and looked at my cousin and smiled: "Uncle cousin, let's say okay, no, don't talk about this, come, Xiaotao, I toast you, I wish you and your daughter-in-law a hundred years of happiness!" ”

Uncle Cousin watched us have a toast with us, and then continued to speak: "Jiaolong, Uncle Cousin will tell you the truth, you showed Xiao Tao his eyes at that time, but this guy, my nephew, fell in love with you at that time......"

"Third uncle, what are you talking about!" Xiao Tao's face immediately turned red: "That's all too much from ago!" ”

Uncle Cousin waved his hand: "It's okay, now what are you afraid of, you have a daughter-in-law." Saying that, my cousin looked at me: "It's useless for him to be in the picture, I told him at the time, I said that you didn't see that Xiao Zhuo, people are called golden boys and girls, can you compare with Xiao Zhuo, that big one, that looks, still studying abroad, no one can compare, Jiaolong, my cousin thinks you are a golden phoenix, you match Xiao Zhuo, how can you be yellow, well, you tell your cousin, your cousin will break it for you, see if it can be recovered!" ”

Maybe it's because I drank too much, people are more vulnerable when they drink too much, and I don't know if it's my cousin's words that pierced my heart, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, looking at my cousin still holding on to a smile: "I can't get it back, cousin, let's not mention these, Xiaotao's happy day, let's talk happily." ”

"No way!" Uncle Cousin was anxious: "I have to sort this matter out today, do you have Xiao Zhuo's phone number, I'll call him, if you don't say it, I'll go to him and ask, I'll ask you to understand, what's going on!" ”

I looked at my cousin's face and began to shake a little, and shook my head: "Cousin! I'm angry if you say this again, I don't know his phone number!! ”

My cousin looked at me and suddenly laughed: "Hey, I have, I remember that Xiao Zhuo called me and asked me to go to the city to find him to call him, he didn't change his number, I asked him, ask him what was going on, why did they all drink together, he wouldn't tell me the truth, hey, where is my mobile phone, Tao, where is my mobile phone......

"Third uncle, you drank too much, don't mix other people's affairs." Xiao Tao persuaded his cousin beside him, with a helpless face, "You are easy to help." ”

I staggered to my feet on the table, a little urgent: "Uncle Cousin, you really don't have to worry about this, we've been together for a long time." As I spoke, I looked at Xiao Tao: "Where's the toilet?" ”

Xiao Tao then pointed to the gate: "It's next to the gate, in that small room." ”

I nodded, turned around and was about to walk there, but my footsteps stopped suddenly, squinted my eyes and looked carefully at the person who walked out of me, and instantly felt as if the wine had woken up partially: "Xiao Tao, Xiao Tao." ”

"What's the matter, confused." Xiao Tao immediately came over and grabbed my arm, "I'll carry you to the door of the toilet." ”

"It's not." I shook my head and pointed to the gate of the courtyard: "Who went out, do you know the person who went out?" ”

Xiao Tao was stunned, and looked for my finger to look inside and outside the yard: "It seems to be the fourth aunt, what's wrong." ”

"Is she a living person?"

I turned my face to look at Xiao Tao: "She's a living person?" ”

"It's a good life." Xiao Tao was stunned by me: "She had some food here just now." ”

I lowered my eyes, isn't this an evil door, if my feeling is correct, then I obviously felt a corpse breath just now, it is obviously the smell of a dead person, and it has been dead for a while, how can it still be a big living person.

Just as he was thinking about it, he heard his cousin's voice behind him: "Hey! Xiao Zhuo! I'm your cousin! ”

The body is a thriller! The wine was scared to wake up a little again, what's the situation, my cousin really called Zhuo Jing, God, then this face is a big shame!

"Uncle Cousin!" I looked back at my cousin a little anxiously, "Uncle cousin, you hurry up!" ”

My cousin ignored me, put the phone in his ear and said to himself: "Ah, don't speak English to me, I can't understand you when you speak English to me, I just asked you what is the matter with Jiaolong!" Well, what's the good hand! What the hell is the difference, who is this woman! ”

I was really anxious, and I stepped forward to take my cousin's mobile phone in two steps, "Cousin!" ”

The voice on my phone made me cry instantly, 'Sorry! thesubscriberyoudialedcannotbeconnected…… Sorry, the user you are calling cannot be reached temporarily, please dial again later......

Uncle cousin, I'm really convinced, it's scary that you're drunk!