Chapter 178: Tears welled up in an instant
There was no sound in the room, except for the chime of the clock tower in the square outside the window, and the sound of the chime horn passing by the small bungalow. Nanfeng was almost enveloped in Li Nanyan's arms, he clasped the back of her head with one hand, and shook her hand with the other hand first, and then went to grab her waist and bring her closer to his chest.
And the thin lips, at first, were only lightly covered, not daring to take a step beyond the thunder pool, after three or five seconds, he found that the south wind did not particularly resist, so he dared to slightly increase the force, but he was still cautious between advancing and retreating.
From the moment the kiss that was accidentally wiped, Nanfeng was stunned, and when Li Nanyan put her lips completely up, her head went blank with a bang, and she didn't know how to react.
This kind of kissing is completely unfamiliar in the blank memory, but it may have been such intimacy in the past, so there is a hint of familiarity mixed in the strangeness. The soft touch spread from her lips, and Nanfeng instinctively panicked, but it wasn't unbearable, so she didn't make any moves to push him away.
Li Nanyan has the exact same smell of orange blossom as her, which makes them invisibly closer.
When he pressed her lips with heavy force, Nanfeng just clenched his fingers, and when he began to outline her lips with the tip of his tongue and pry open her teeth, she gave birth to a little resistance in her heart, but before she could refuse, the tip of Li Nanyan's tongue licked her palate, and in an instant, if an electric current penetrated her whole body, her back was numb, and she completely lost her strength and fell on him.
This kiss didn't have anything very special for Nanfeng, she was competing with herself the whole time.
Struggle between 'acceptable' and 'not very acceptable', between 'resisting' and 'not needing to resist'.
She said to herself, this person is Li Nanyan, who has always been very good to her, and she also has a good impression of him, she should like him, they have been getting along day and night in the past few months, in fact, there is no difference between them and a real couple, just a kiss, nothing.
Li Nanyan's eyes were already covered with **, and his hand rubbed lightly on her waist.
After the lips parted, each other's breathing was disordered and rapid, he looked at her with burning eyes, Nanfeng didn't react, but her didn't react, but it aggravated his reaction, he suddenly hugged Nanfeng and turned over, let her lie on the couch, and he was above her.
"Southwind ......" he whispered her name, then lowered his head again and kissed her on the lips.
Compared with just now, he was less restrained and more reckless this time.
Kissing her on the lips, after a few moments, it moved behind her ears and on her neck, and his hands were just as restless on hers.
Nanfeng wore a skirt, and he lifted the skirt with ease.
When the warm palm caressed her skin, Nanfeng's eyes suddenly flashed two or three images quickly, and her body suddenly stiffened.
Li Nanyan didn't feel it, he kissed her on the lips again, wanting her to relax—he seemed to want her, very much, very much......
After successfully touching her body, it swells infinitely and he can't control it.
Gradually, however, the south wind began to be out of state.
There seems to be a layer of diaphragm in her heart, Li Nanyan's behavior at the moment is to get closer to this diaphragm a little bit, the closer she gets, the more uneasy she becomes, when he finally touches this diaphragm, she seems to have been touched by the bottom line, she can't help it anymore, her hands against his chest, and her head staggers to avoid his lips.
"That's enough." She resisted.
Li Nanyan's breathing was two degrees heavier, and he heard her refusal, but he didn't stop, instead he bit her earlobe, and the burning breath burned the roots of her ears red: "Nanfeng ......" There was a deep longing in his words.
The south wind trembled violently, and something flashed in the deepest part of his mind, this time it was clearer, as if it was a face, and his heart suddenly surged with fear and panic that he had never felt before, and the blood all over his body seemed to freeze.
She pushed his chest, but the strength of a grown man was beyond her reach.
Li Nanyan clearly wanted to force it on, and also shackled Nanfeng's wrist and pressed it on the top of his head.
His eyes were red like two raging fires, and his lips ran down her neck.
"Nanyan, that's enough, let me go."
Nanfeng doesn't like to be forced very much, especially now that her mind is in a mess, there are a lot of things that she can't figure out, and his behavior of forcibly picking up her ** makes her very disgusted.
But Li Nanyan didn't stop.
She tried to calm down, but in the end failed, his lips and hands, his kisses and touches deeper and deeper, made her disgust climb to the top, resistance like a prairie fire, completely exploded: "I let you go I heard no!" I don't care about you! ”
I've never seen her like this, like an enraged little wolf with teeth and claws, intent on tearing him apart who was doing something to her that she didn't want to do. Li Nanyan was stunned for a moment.
As if he had just come back to his senses, he quickly let go of her hands.
Nanfeng immediately rolled down from the sofa, her shoulders were still shaking violently, Li Nanyan wanted to pull up the clothes that had slipped off her shoulders, but as soon as she touched her arm, Nanfeng gave him a backhand slap.
The ** in Li Nanyan's eyes was dissipating, his throat rolled, and he rolled out of a low and dumb guilt: "...... Sorry, I ......"
Unable to bear to continue to be in the same space with him, Nanfeng quickly got up and rushed into the bathroom, straightened up his clothes, slammed the door and left.
"South wind." Li Nanyan immediately called her, but he could only hear the sound of his feet running downstairs, his lips pursed slightly, and he smiled bitterly.
The south wind ran out of the small bungalow, and ran along the square for a while as if he couldn't stop, until the cool breeze blew in his face, his sanity returned a little, and his footsteps slowly stopped.
She had always known that Li Nanyan had a love for her men and women, and she was very sure that she had a good impression of him, and even suspected that the man in her dream was him, so she took it for granted that his touch and kiss would not have much reaction to her, but the fact was that when he wanted to invade her territory more deeply, she was very uncomfortable, resistant, and even deeply disgusted and uncontrollable rage.
Why is this happening?
What the hell is going on?
Could it be that the man who had an intimate relationship with her was not Li Nanyan at all?
But what if that person is not Li Nanyan? She is single now, why can't she be with Li Nanyan?
Nanfeng knows her character very well, she is not pedantic or stereotypical, if a relationship itself is not suitable, no matter how much emotion she has invested and how much sincerity she has invested, she will definitely let go when it is time to let go, and she will definitely not be entangled and entangled, and it is impossible to leave a shadow lingering even if she has amnesia.
Unless...... That relationship is very important to her, very important, that man is what she loves deeply, and she loves it to the core, to the point that no matter what is right or wrong, there is no distinction between right and wrong.
For the first time, Nanfeng was so crazy to know who made her so unforgettable, making her forget everything and reluctant to lose him.
She stood in the middle of the square in a panic, looking for it in despair, but all around her were unfamiliar faces, and she could not find the face that could make her so persistent.
Who is he?
Where is he?
She tilted her face up, and the bright sunlight pierced her eyes, forcing her to squint.
She struggled to recall that the few frames that had come to her mind were finally excavated by her, like a fuse, igniting a monstrous fire.
In the flames, she saw her past come one after another.
- South Wind, you will be willing.
In the haze, she heard someone's voice saying, arrogant and determined to win.
- What I want, you may not give.
It seems to be far and near, whose voice is as light as water, but the words clearly mean something.
- Three books and six rites, the phoenix crown and the xiaxia veil, there will be no less. Now, let's go to the cave first.
Who is smiling, low magnetic and pleasant, gently touching her heart.
- I want you to be Mrs. Lu. My wife.
It's like an affectionate confession, who promised this marriage contract in her ear.
- Mrs. Lu, we are already husband and wife.
Husband and wife, the most intimate word in the world, lingered from whose mouth, and her heart was full of honey.
- I don't even dream of divorce! You are my wife, of course you want to be with me!
The style of painting suddenly changed, and whoever gritted his teeth and spit out the words, so if he didn't give up, he had to drag her to sink in hell together.
- You're my wife! Forever Mrs. Lu! Death will be with me!
The undying curse, who will shackle her to imprison her willingly or not.
Wife......
Husband and wife......
When Nanfeng's face turned pale for a moment, the light and shadow in front of her were reversed, and something rushed from thousands of miles away and crashed into her body, and in an instant, her heart and mouth shrank suddenly, and the pain that burned her heart and bones began to drown her.
She fell to her knees.
Countless human voices rang in her ears, overlapping, repeating, turning into the most unbearable noise, and her head almost exploded.
- When you grow up, I will marry you.
- Really, don't lie to you, I will protect you and be good to you for the rest of my life.
- Nanfeng, I want you to be Mrs. Lu.
- He's been using you, and you're the only fool who takes his calculations as sincerity!
- You are my wife, you must be with me, there is no room for negotiation!
…… Your brother is dead......
…… Your child is also dead......
Hands grasp the ground, nails and rough ground rubbing, the pain of broken nails is still vivid, and the pain of losing a son and brother has never been forgotten.
“…… Lu ......"
She spat out the name with all her might.
"Lu Cheng Yu!"
In an instant, tears welled up.
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