Chapter 434 Extra, the rest of my life is too long

27-year-old Lu Yiyou.

After Shang Fei danced away, City A often lowered the sky.

Lu Yiyou always sits in the president's office, looking at the floor-to-ceiling windows, and looking at the sky outside the window through the glass.

Gray is not very particular.

He recently read a book that says that the encounter is too short and the rest of his life is too long; Life is too short, regret is too long.

Yes, if the encounter is too short, the rest of your life will seem too long, and if your life is too short, your regret will become very long.

He didn't know when he started reading this kind of sad book, maybe since Shang Feiwu died, he has completely become a sad person.

A person who has never been crushed by any one thing is not a person who is very resilient, he just hasn't encountered anything enough to break him.

Lu Yiyou looked at the screen of the computer and glanced at the days in the lower right corner, he didn't like to check the days in such an electronic form.

Because then it is impossible to record how many days that person has left.

He took out the calendar next to the computer, the notes on it were heavy, full of circles, every day, Lu Yiyou pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled slightly, "Every day you leave, I am like this calendar, colorful everywhere, I can't wait to derive a little rust out of plainness." ”

He wrote a hundred on the calendar.

"It's been a hundred days, and the people I asked Jack to help me find to go to the sea to salvage have not done it, how can you still have such a stupid person, I give so much compensation, and someone will not want money, really."

As he spoke, a tear suddenly fell.

Is it the stupidity of those who don't want his money, or the stupidity of the people who insist on him?

The longer he parted, the more Lu Yiyou felt that Shang Feiwu was a happy water in his life, and he wanted to forget about it several times, but the memory refused to let go.

Xiang Heliang, looking back for thousands of miles, the old man was extinct, and he didn't say goodbye, so I was afraid that he would never see him again.

He rested his hand on the keyboard and listened to the crisp sound of the door slamming.

"Please come in." As soon as he opened his mouth, he found that it was full of empty loneliness.

Jack's expression was also wrong, he looked at Mr. Lu's loneliness that he couldn't hide, so he could only whisper as much as possible, "Old man Lu said, let you go to dinner together at night." ”

Oh yes, she took all his emotions, and all his appetite.

Lu Yiyou nodded faintly, "Well, I know." ”

Jack closed the door, I hope Mr. Lu really knows if he knows.

Night.

On the night of City A, the night in the downtown area, the calm luxury car Passat shuttled through the night market, passed through the crowd, and arrived at the palatial state banquet hall.

Lu Yiyou got out of the car, and the cold wind outside made him sober up a little.

Sitting in the top private room, Lu Yiyou looked at the daughter sitting opposite, she smiled a little similar to that woman, she smiled lightly, and then stopped.

Stingy to the point of not wanting to be given a second glance at her smile.

Lu Shanhe smiled heartily, he was in good health, and he was helping his grandson Zhang Luo's marriage as much as possible.

Lu Yiyou didn't say hello or say hello, but asked directly, "Do you know how to draw?" ”

The girl was surprised, and her eyes for help turned to Lu Shanhe.

Lu Shanhe's face was a little grim, and then he glanced at the girl.

The girl smiled and nodded, "Well, I will." ”

Lu Yiyou laughed, he rarely laughed like this, at least after not having her, he rarely laughed like this.

Lu Shanhe beckoned the two young men to eat.

"Sasha, he is good at everything when he travels, but he eats less, I think he likes you a lot, let's see if he eats more food if he gives face today."

Sasha smiled lightly, Lu Yiyou in front of her didn't know how presumptuous she used to laugh, today's these are all illusions that Grandpa Lu told her to make.

Lu Yiyou looked at Sasha, as if she was a dish for dinner, take a look, eat a mouthful of rice, take a look, and eat a mouthful of food.

But after only five bites of this meal, Lu Yiyou got up and rushed to the bathroom in the private room.

Then there was a faint sound of vomiting through the bathroom door, Du Shasha panicked, and looked at Lu Shanhe again for help, "Grandpa Lu, what should I do?" ”

That panicked look made Lu Shanhe very dissatisfied, "Sasha, don't let Lu Yiyou see you like this, you know?" ”

Because of his ex-granddaughter-in-law, he rarely showed such a panicked look.

Du Shasha was under Lu Shanhe's advice, and she put away her emotions.

Lu Yiyou dragged his emaciated body out of the bathroom, and said softly when he sat down, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

Then, he continued to try to eat.

Du Shasha couldn't help it, grabbed his arm, and said, "If you can't eat it, don't eat it." ”

Lu Yiyou had a slight stranger contact barrier, he stepped back a little, lightly avoided the girl's touch, and said with a smile, "Well, I didn't eat before, but I felt very happy to see you today, so I ate a little." ”

Du Shasha was a little unbearable, she didn't know how similar that woman looked like herself, she was just a little envious, what a wonderful thing it would be to be looked at so affectionately by a man.

She withdrew her hand, no matter how lightly the other party avoided it, as long as it was avoided, it would definitely be noticed by careful people.

Lu Shanhe is quite satisfied with Lu Yiyou's performance today.

After the meal, Lu Yiyou rushed into the bathroom for the second time, and when he came out again, he was still as clean and thin as ever.

Lu Shanhe matched the opportunity for the young man, "It's not early, you can send Sasha back for a trip, I'll let the driver send it." ”

Lu Yiyou gladly accepted and looked at Du Shasha with a smile, "Okay." ”

In the car.

Lu Yiyou looked a little restrained, and he asked tentatively, "Do you want to listen to some music?" ”

Du Shasha nodded, she still remembered that Grandpa Lu said that she must listen to light music, "Let's have some light music, I like it more." ”

There was light music playing in the car, Lu Yiyou turned his face sideways to look at the person next to him, and at that moment what he wanted to do most was to cry happily.

Perhaps the most painful thing is not self-deception, but the deep knowledge that you are deceiving yourself.

Lu Yiyou gentlemanly drove the car to the bottom of the apartment building, "It's dark, I'll send you up." ”

Du Shasha was stunned for a moment and nodded, "Thank you." ”

She went upstairs with a smile, "How does Mr. Lu know that I'm afraid of the dark?" ”

Lu Yiyou was stunned for a moment, but just smiled faintly, "Hmm." ”

Du Shasha pointed to the elevator, "I'm here, thank you." ”

"What floor?" He asked calmly.

"Eighteen."

"Well, you go up, I watched the elevator go to the eighteenth floor and left."

Du Shasha's heart moved in an instant, the feeling of being loved by such a gentlemanly man must be very happy, right?

She entered the elevator, looked at the emaciated Lu Yiyou who was standing upright, imitated the tone of Grandpa Lu's advice, and instructed, "Lu Yiyou, you have to eat more." ”

The moment the elevator closed, Lu Yiyou's mind was full of the person's soft voices.

In the ear, but never groped.

He bowed his head and was silent, and after a while he saw the elevator stop on the eighteenth floor, he turned to leave.

A gentleman is taught by word and deed, so he has always been such a gentleman.

Loving her is the most loyal thing he has ever done in his life, so he can't let it go.

The cold wind of the night blew through his emaciated body.

He drove back to the place, the half-level villa where he didn't dare to live alone, and would sneak over when he was thinking about her.

The courtyard here saddened him, and the bedroom on the second floor saddened him.

He simply lit a lamp in the living room, took a book from the shelf, and flipped through it.

Sanmao said that every time I think of you, a grain of sand falls from the sky, and the Sahara is formed.

I didn't think about you once, and a drop of water fell from the sky, and the Pacific Ocean was formed.

Lu Yiyou's chuckling voice was particularly abrupt and lonely in the dusk night, it turned out that when you miss someone, no matter who you are, it is the same feeling.

He is not a literati, so his words are not so literary, "Every time I think of you, my appetite decreases a little bit, and now I am an anorexic." ”

The mortality rate of anorexia patients is 20 percent, which is a huge number.

Lu Yiyou sometimes even thinks that if he really dies to see the corpse, if he sees it, he will die without hesitation, but he can't live, and he doesn't dare to die, for fear that one day she will come back, but he will not be there.

Looking at his knuckles, he clenched them gently.

The feeling of not being able to love is really similar to anorexia.

Although the chest is attached to the back when you are hungry, you still don't want to eat, and you feel full after taking a bite, because if you don't eat for a long time, the stomach will be uncomfortable with the stomach when the slightest bit of food enters the stomach, resulting in a vicious circle of stomach discomfort, and then you don't want to eat more and more.

Although I love the sky and the earth is dark, but I can't even see her side, I haven't seen her for a long time, which makes my thoughts more rampant, and a little like her appears, and I feel that I want to cry and cry at night, and after crying, I find that I miss more and more, so a vicious circle.

This night, he collapsed on the sofa messily, forgetting how many nights, he slept like this, and when he got up in the morning, he had an unbearable headache and forced himself to go to the company.

Lu Yiyou sat haggard at his desk, looking at the documents on the computer.

At lunchtime, he called his grandfather, "Grandpa, help me make an appointment with Miss Du for lunch." ”

Lu Shanhe was very happy, and for the first time heard from Lu Yiyou's mouth that he was going to eat.

Du Shasha generously walked into Lu Yiyou's office with a lunch.

Lu Yiyou looked at the lunch in her hand and stiffened, "Did you do it?" ”

She nodded obediently, "Hmm." ”

His heart fell for a moment, but Shang Feiwu her, it was difficult to cook porridge, where did he make such a dazzling variety of dishes.

He actually wanted to lie to himself all along, but he remembered every little detail of her clearly, if it wasn't really her, just like her, how could he be like her?

"Let's go."

His voice was silent, and his figure was lonely.

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