Mr. Zeng's short story 25
On the way back from Fuga, I fell into a long silence, and as I passed the moat, the depression in my chest suddenly came out, and after a sharp brake, I got out of the car, lit the lighter, and smoked the first cigarette in this time.
Looking up, the water surface was sparkling, and the flickering neon lights were quietly flickering in the bustle of the other side, and it was obviously such a lively atmosphere, I felt a sadness that I had never felt before.
This year, I was twenty-nine years old, and some people said that men were thirty years old, and they saw that I was about to reach the age of standing, but to me, it seemed that nothing had been accomplished. Over the years, I have experienced a lot of large and small business events, but think about it, although my style of doing things over the years has been a little more domineering, after all, I have acted according to principles, and I have never been sorry for anyone, and I have tried my best for Wang Lei's deathbed entrustment, indeed, I don't owe anyone anything, but her, I owe too much.
How much precious youth can a woman have? She has already given so much for me. If I stay here, I'm going to embarrass her, make it difficult for her.
This means that we have to face another separation.
Unlike the last time, the last time I left with the feeling of facing death, but it was far less heavy than this time, because I knew that I had consumed too much of this woman's youth, and I was no longer qualified to make promises to her.
All I can do is express it in action. I know very well that this is not the time to be reckless, and the best way to confuse the enemy is to compromise.
It's just that this compromise is temporary, and this compromise is to live up to all the trust that woman has placed in me.
The old lady was obviously very satisfied with the change in her attitude towards me, although I don't know what she and Wang Luoqi said to Yuan Xiaojie, but judging from her attitude, there are indeed some things I don't know, so far, I have a disgust for the old lady.
It's just that the blood relationship between us can never be erased.
Wang Luoqi is naturally no longer the Wang Luoqi I know, even if she carefully observes my attitude, but there are some things that cannot be hidden, I don't want these two women to trouble Yuan Xiaojie again, so I said: "I want to go back to Milan." ”
Only after there is really a distance between me and Yuan Xiaojie, this sense of superiority from the capitalist class will be far away from the woman I want to protect, at the same time, I have contacted Hengyu's strategic development department, so that they can make a correct assessment of Hengyu's future development, I know very well that it is absolutely impossible to change the status quo of Hengyu in two or three years, but I want to advance, at least, I can't let her wait.
When the first heavy rain poured down in June, I decided to say goodbye to her, at this time my feelings were complicated, to be honest, first, I wanted to inform her of my thoughts, this is undoubtedly to let her wait for me, but I can't bear it, the burden on my body is not thrown away for the time being, I don't want her to follow me and continue to bear those grievances, second, Hengyu's internal reform is just an idea, whether it can succeed, I can't be completely sure, a man who is not qualified to talk about the future, what qualifications do you have to ask a woman to continue to wait? It's just my selfishness, and I can't bear to give up my beloved woman.
So, I was selfish, in such a small space in the car, I told her that I was leaving, and also told her that Hengyu had a lot of internal problems that I needed to deal with, but the sentence "wait for me" couldn't be said, she was really stupid, all the emotions were expressed on the face, but it hurt in my heart.
I'm finally leaving this woman.
Before I returned to Milan, I wanted to transfer Fuga to her name, but I was worried that this move would bring some implications, and when I really decided to leave the choice to her, I decided not to do anything else.
Two days after returning to Milan, the old lady mentioned the engagement, which was unexpected by me, I thought that this matter could be postponed, but the overall situation has been decided, Uncle Wang's attitude is very clear, he is Wang Luoqi's daughter, he can't let her be wronged, he is a businessman, businessmen only do businessmen's business, if we don't have this relationship between our in-laws, he will also help Hengyu as much as possible, but will not take too much risk.
In other words, if I don't get engaged to Wang Luoqi, he will withdraw his financial support for Hengyu.
There is a saying that people are under the roof and have to bow their heads, I think, this sentence to describe Hengyu's situation at that time, it could not be more accurate, marrying with outsiders is much better than being seized by the group of old guys at the shareholders' meeting, this is what the old lady said, what she has been talking about the longest is that the person who knows the times is Junjie, she knows the current affairs very well, so even if she still dislikes the identity of Wang Luoqi's biological mother in her heart, she still agrees to the marriage of the two families.
The engagement ceremony was held in a hurry, and Wang Luoqi was responsible for the whole process, and I just attended the cocktail party that day. The dress is sent to the home by the designer, and when you put it on, it fits just right.
In the mirror is a handsome man, at least on the surface, but I know very well that this is just a captive shell, this body, this soul, all his life, just want to marry a woman.
The Wang family, Wang Luoqi, and the old lady all thought that an engagement would be able to freeze the game, but they were wrong, since everyone is playing this game, I naturally have to invest in my own role, on the surface, I am dealing with everyone, but behind the scenes, I have implemented the first set of plans to change Hengyu.
The title of wealthy family shows that the scenery is infinite, but only I know that this is just a mask game, but this game with a mask has also brought me great convenience, for example, Wang Luoqi and I are just engaged, not married, we can still live in each other's houses and live an unrelated life, of course, when necessary, I can still accompany her to eat and watch movies.
Wang Luoqi's patience broke out half a year after we got engaged, the secretary had already told her that I was still working overtime, but she waited in my reception room for more than three hours, it was already midnight, and when I learned that she hadn't left, I asked the secretary to pass a message to her, but she broke into my office.
"Ziqian, why do you always avoid me? Do you know what those women are talking about me behind my back, you are my fiancé, am I so bad and annoying you? Wang Luoqi looked at me with a sad face, tears flowing.
To be honest, I sympathized with her at this time, but once I thought that there was a woman in another country because of my suffering, I felt less guilty about Wang Luoqi. I comforted her and said that Hengyu was my family business, but refused to kiss her.
From the bottom of my bones, I still regard her as a sister.
A year later, Hengyu's capital chain problem has basically been solved, and the rest is to start the plan to acquire Tiansheng. The old lady was very surprised by this, and during the year I returned to Milan, I did not go back to her house, but rented a house in the downtown area, which only the old lady and I knew. I spend most of my life at work, so what seems to them to be quick problems is actually slow for me.
My results silenced a group of old men at the shareholders' meeting, and it was also widely reported by the Economic Daily, and when they asked me what prompted me to solve these problems with such quick efficiency, I laughed and said, a dream.
They interpret me as an entrepreneur's dream, but they don't know that my dream is just for that woman and a home.
Half a year ago, I sent an email to Liang Wenhao, briefly asking about her situation, and this stingy man did not respond, which proved my guess that they were not together.
Today, half a year later, I still only dare to ask for her news in the email, but I don't dare to spend the slightest thought to investigate her current situation, my identity, and my burden have given me countless pressures, and I don't want her to be hurt again.
Wang Luoqi's patience is decreasing, and the Wang family's patience is also decreasing, everyone knows that I haven't been married for a year after being engaged, I am a special case, even if the old lady brainwashes me several times or five times, I am one word, busy.
This reason was somewhat convincing to the old lady, but for the Wang family, it was just an excuse, and finally, more than two months after the last Wang Luoqi's emotional outburst, she broke out again.
It was a wedding that we had just attended together in an insider's wedding, and many people asked about the time of the wedding between us, and I avoided answering, but this was a torture for her, I pretended to be drunk and tried to separate from her, but she took the car keys herself, and she sent me to the company under the pretext that the company still had documents to deal with.
In the break room, she locked the office door and stripped off her gown. I was conscious, so I naturally stopped her, she looked at me angrily and said, "How can you be so cruel to me, after so long, can't you forget that woman?" We've both been engaged for so long, why are you torturing me? Okay, if you don't want to marry me, you can do it, and we'll announce the dissolution of the marriage tomorrow! Don't worry, I'm not going to say it's your problem......"
Dissolution of marriage? Now that you know that it will be lifted, why did you choose to take this path that hurt you in the first place?
You hurt yourself and you hurt her.
Of course I won't tell her these words, I know it's not the right time, so I can only pretend that the old disease has returned. No, after installing it a few times, it really relapsed.
I know, now I have to hold on, I want to give that woman happiness.
PS: See you tomorrow.