Text Chapter 667 Those things
"Qin Liusu lost his father and brother, his wife lost his master, and she didn't know the news of the young master's death. I, I also lost the young lady, lost the young master, if everyone is the same as you, if everyone is as depressed as you every day, and the town can't do it, then this day can't be passed. People are not alive anymore, and those who are alive are still alive or dead. ”
Xiaoyun's indifferent words are the truest portrayal of her inner feelings. It was also such a cold passage that completely pulled Wang Shixuan out of his depression.
She seems to be indifferent, but she has the warmest heart. And only the one who melted the shell of her silhouette could touch her fiery heart.
An Wenzhao is gone, and all the people in his life will feel sorry for him. It's just that the degree of sadness is different.
Xiaoyun will also be sad, but she is unwilling and not good at expressing this sadness. This kind of sadness is not as deep as Qin Liusu's love for An Wenzhao, and it is not as shallow as the friendship of ordinary masters and servants.
Therefore, Xiaoyun will not express this friendship more, and put the son and daughter in his heart. What's more, it's that my mind is pinned on Qin Liusu's body.
Qin Liusu lost An Wenzhao, and no one should be more sad than her. She is alone in the palace again, how should she face everything in the future.
These are what Xiaoyun cares about the most, and they are also what she should care about.
This is also the first time Wang Shixuan really knows Xiaoyun. The first time I understood her, the first time I understood her. It's no wonder that the relationship between Xiaoyun and Qin Liusu can be so good.
The good way has long passed the shackles of the master-servant relationship.
"Young Master Wang, don't be too sad. Our young master An, he is a good person, and Miss Qin Liusu is also a good person, they are both people who want good fortune. ”
So even if An Wenzhao is gone, he will go to heaven.
Like those who are gone, one of their wishes in heaven is to hope that the living will live well, especially the people they care about.
"So, Young Master Wang, the way you are now, our Young Master An will be anxious for you when he sees it in the sky. You're still a manly man. ”
Wang Shixuan, of course.
Although sadness is not something that can be dissipated overnight. But Xiaoyun's words really made Wang Shixuan feel a lot more comfortable.
Because at such a moment, only Xiaoyun is the one who understands him best.
His parents couldn't understand all this, and they couldn't comfort him. Therefore, Xiaoyun became the most special person.
By the time Wang Shixuan slowly recovered, some sad things may have gone with time. But some things haven't changed.
When I looked back, I realized that there was only one person left. Because of An Wenzhao's departure, Wang Shixuan realized that it was more loneliness.
People are like this, when the things they care about the most are still there, no matter how far or near, as long as you know that they are still there, even if they are 108,000 miles away, you will feel close. One will not feel lonely.
But when you lose it one day, you can't go back. I can't go back to the time when it was still there.
When I looked back again, all the people were strangers. The only one who feels familiar, the only one who makes Wang Shixuan still feel a trace of warmth, is Xiaoyun.
As time passed quietly, Wang Shixuan found that Xiaoyun, whom he had re-acquainted, had quietly entered his life and walked to a position that could not be ignored.
Walked to an important position.
Just like Qin Liusu, or like An Wenzhao. Or perhaps, it's just like Xiaoyun himself. In this way, she quietly became another important person in Wang Shixuan's life.
"I said, Young Master Wang, you follow me like this every day, what do you want to do, do you think it's fun to buy vegetables? Still, you are a big young master who is really idle and has nothing to do. ”
While speaking, Xiao Yunbian picked up a white radish and threw it in front of Wang Shixuan.
Wang Shixuan also immediately moved the white radish, patted the soil on his hand, and said to Xiaoyun with a smile:
"Young Master Ben thinks that only the appearance of you Su Xiaoyun shopping for vegetables is interesting."
Hearing Wang Shixuan say this, Xiaoyun couldn't help laughing. Then he put the white radish into the basket in his hand and walked away.
Wang Shixuan also continued to follow.
And so on and so on for several months. From last winter, all the way to this summer. Until now, Xiaoyun has gradually begun to dislike Wang Shixuan.
He is like a fart, as long as he is targeted, Xiaoyun can't get rid of it.
But Xiaoyun received such joy in his heart.
Why Wang Shixuan always follows Xiaoyun, she also knows it very well in her heart. Her joy, her fun, is only entrapped in every time the two of them grind their lips.
This kind of simple and satisfying happiness seems to be the happiness that Xiaoyun wants.
However, neither of them pierced the window paper. The happiness that Xiaoyun wants is very simple. All she could do was wait quietly.
She doesn't expect anything, if one day Yuelao is willing to lead her to the red thread, she will keep waiting. If Wang Shixuan really cares about her, she is willing to wait.
After all, the two of them have different identities, and Xiaoyun doesn't expect too many big things.
However, until the unexpected day came, Xiaoyun did not wait for what she was expecting.
Even if it's just a sentence.
On this day, when Xiaoyun returned to Anfu as usual, there were several unfamiliar figures waiting for her. But Xiaoyun recognized that it was someone from the palace.
In addition to those people, there was also a carriage.
This is a very strange scene, which makes Xiaoyun can't help but feel curious. The first thing she guessed was whether Qin Liusu was back.
Since Qin Liusu has become a mother, it is very likely that she will come back.
But it didn't, the carriage was just an empty carriage.
It was the emperor's order to take Xiaoyun into the palace.
Because this is Qin Liusu's wish, Qin Liusu hopes to see Xiaoyun in his lifetime. So Duguyi helped her realize this wish first.
This oracle came suddenly, and Xiao Yun was not prepared in the slightest. The only thing that needs to be prepared is her, Dugu Yi especially instructed Xiaoyun on the importance of this person, and asked them to be sure to bring people.
Xiaoyun didn't ask much, and she probably guessed why she let herself enter the palace. Except for Qin Liusu, there should be no one else.
Anyway, this trip to the palace, she is going.
"Found it, found it! Xiaoyun, this is the kind of herb you've been looking for, I found it! ”
When Wang Shixuan happened to come to Anfu, he was still carrying two packets of medicine in his hands. I was very happy to talk to Chao Xiaoyun before I noticed this strange scene.
"This ...... What's going on, Xiaoyun, who are they? ”
Seeing some people, Wang Shixuan was also full of doubts.
"They're from the palace."
"From the palace?" Wang Shixuan didn't believe it, what did the people in the palace do when they came to Anfu, and they came so much, could it be that something happened in the palace again?
Or Qin Liusu, could it be that something happened to Qin Liusu.
Xiaoyun said, neither.
"They came to take me into the palace by the emperor's order."
"What, what did you say?" Wang Shixuan couldn't believe it even more, so he immediately pulled Xiaoyun aside and asked her in confusion:
"You're not kidding, why did they take you into the palace, and said that they were ordered by the emperor, what did the emperor want you to do in the palace? Your Majesty, does he know you? ”
While speaking, Wang Shixuan's mood gradually came up.
"Calm down a bit." While persuading Wang Shixuan, Xiao Yunbian also explained to him: "I just want to go to the palace, and besides, I can see Qin Liusu, so it should be fine." ”
But despite saying this, Wang Shixuan was still a little uneasy.
After all, this palace is not so easy to get into, nor is it so easy to get out. Moreover, this palace, which is like a tiger's mouth, has already buried too many people's lives.
"Yes...... Is it okay not to go. ”
"This is the emperor's order, and it cannot be violated."
"Did you go of your own free will?" Or rather, does Xiaoyun really want to enter the palace. Wang Shixuan's implicit question also contains his subtle and complex emotions.
"Yes." Xiao Yun hesitated for a moment, thought for a moment, and replied with a "right" word: "I want to go, I have long wanted to go to see what the palace is like." Moreover, this is still a wish that Xiaoyun has always had.
Xiaoyun's wish is very special and very different. The palace that others regard as a place of right and wrong, but she just wants to see it.
"But the main thing, I still want to see Qin Liusu, I miss her. Young Master Wang, if you have anything you want to bring to our family, Miss Qin Liusu, just tell me. Otherwise......"
Otherwise, Xiaoyun will be leaving.
As soon as Xiaoyun left, it was too late for anything. In Xiaoyun's joking words, she was actually waiting for what Wang Shixuan was going to say to her.
But in Xiaoyun's consciousness, she felt that she had waited for a long time. waited for a long time, and finally waited for Wang Shixuan's words, but it was just one sentence:
"Nope. If you see Qin Liusu, just let her take care of herself. There is also ......" Also, Wang Shixuan asked Xiaoyun to take care of himself.
Nothing else than that.
Xiaoyun waited for a long time with self-righteousness, but still didn't wait for what she wanted. Even if it's too simple to say.
"Young Master Wang, you say, if I enter the palace this time, can I still come back?" These were Xiaoyun's last words before leaving.
Xiaoyun assured that this was her last word, and after asking this question, she would never say more than half a word.
But her last attempt still failed to get the answer she wanted. Not even a perfunctory word.
Wang Shixuan just replied to her hesitantly: "When ...... Of course you will, you just went to the palace once, and you are not a Xuanxiu girl, and the palace is not bad for a palace maid, so you have to come back if you don't want to come back when the time comes. ”
Okay, just say this sentence to Wang Shixuan. Xiaoyun will never talk nonsense.
Her words only go to this extent, and that's all. In this way, even saying goodbye is saved. Xiaoyun is a stubborn person in his bones.
Xiaoyun turned around and walked out of the gate of Anfu, and climbed into the carriage without looking back.
Under Wang Shixuan's unwavering gaze, Xiaoyun left, stepped out of the gate of Anfu, got into the carriage, and everyone in the palace was ready.
In the end, under Wang Shixuan's gaze, the carriage set off.
Xiaoyun is such a stubborn person. The moment she asked Wang Shixuan the last question, when she heard Wang Shixuan's last answer, she decided whether she wanted to skip the last goodbye.
It turns out that saying goodbye can be dispensed with. Including all the words she asked before, they can also be omitted. It's all because she Su Xiaoyun didn't ask these words.
And in the past few months, it should have been her Su Xiaoyun thinking too much. It's as if it didn't happen at all.
As the carriage departed, the wind blew the curtain on the carriage. Through the gap between the big and small times at that time, Xiaoyun's afterglow still couldn't help but catch a glimpse of Wang Shixuan walking outside.
The carriage gradually drove away, and Wang Shixuan outside the carriage should also gradually move away. Xiaoyun didn't let himself glance at him more.
From now on, she should break all her illusions.
The carriage that Xiaoyun was riding in gradually drifted away.
In the early years, in Wang Shixuan's eyes, there was only one back left, and then when he turned the intersection in front of him, he disappeared completely.
As soon as Wang Shixuan returned to the palace, Mrs. Wang immediately let him go to the main hall.