Chapter 888 She Still Doesn't Want to
Yan Zhuolang looked at Pei Ran with a bitter expression, and a trace of hesitation flashed between his eyebrows: "Ran'er, now that you know the truth of the matter, I don't know what you think." ”
Pei Ran's face was still stiff and indifferent, looking at Yan Zhuolang's handsome face, he couldn't help but say, "There are still many things I don't know, but what I want to be sure of is you." ”
"It's me?" Yan Zhuolang was very surprised, he didn't know what Pei Ran asked about this sentence.
"Why do we always encounter such and such things together?"
As he spoke, he saw Pei Ran's tone tighten suddenly, and then said lightly: "Why do we always have to encounter such and such things, why do we always avoid emergencies, being with you makes me very tired, I am really tired, not only physically, but also mentally." ”
Hearing Pei Ran say this, Yan Zhuolang was speechless for a while, and in the end he only had a bitter face, he understood that this matter was not accidental, everything happened too suddenly, and even Yan Zhuolang did not calculate this.
But these things were beyond Yan Zhuolang's control.
Yan Zhuolang couldn't think about these things, Pei Ran was even more so, and the next moment he saw Pei Ran's faint smile, this smile was so beautiful in Yan Zhuolang's eyes.
"Actually, you love me, and it's very hard, right?" Pei Ran said this sentence inadvertently.
Yan Zhuolang's body trembled suddenly, and he couldn't say anything else. He just looked at Pei Ran quietly, her clear eyes stared at him tightly, and between the four eyes, a glimmer of crystal flashed in her eyes, and she was about to burst into tears, but she could see that she was enduring it, and she was constantly suppressing the pain that was densely packed in her heart.
It was as if the world had stopped at this moment.
Everything had come to an end, Yan Zhuolang couldn't help frowning, looked into her eyes, and said softly: "No, I am happy to meet you in this life, no matter how hard it is, I feel happy." ”
This is Yan Zhuolang's answer.
Yan Sihan, who was on the side, saw that the two of them were still fighting after meeting, so he couldn't help but stand up, pretending that he was going to fall, and then pushed Yan Zhuolang hard.
Immediately, I saw that Pei Ran had fallen into Yan Zhuolang's arms all of a sudden.
Maybe he hadn't hugged Pei Ran for a long time, smelling the familiar fragrance and familiar people, Yan Zhuolang's heart was filled with a touch of excitement, and even this excitement came just at the right time.
"Since the misunderstanding has been going on for so long, and today it has been completely resolved, what reason do you have not to be together?" As he spoke, he saw Yan Sihan wink at Yan Zhuolang and Pei Ran.
In an instant, Yan Zhuolang was already laughing, and the same was true when he looked at Pei Ran.
In fact, misunderstandings have never been resolved, because some misunderstandings and knots have been completely doomed at the moment of the incident.
Some things will never be forgotten, just as everything has a reasonable explanation, but it still has a profound impact on people's hearts, and this is the cruel reality.
At this moment, Yan Zhuolang couldn't help but cry with joy, so much time had passed, so that Yan Zhuolang didn't know what he should do.
Hugging Pei Ran tightly, it was only at this moment that Yan Zhuolang felt that he was a living person, not a machine.
Jiang Ziming's long-cherished wish seemed to have come true at this moment, what he hoped most was that Pei Ran could find his home, but the destination he was talking about was actually Yan Zhuolang!
Pei Ran's heart couldn't help but be filled with Jiang Ziming's words, as long as you find a home, then I can leave with confidence.
Previously, Pei Ran didn't think that Jiang Ziming understood himself much in doing this.
But now it seems that Pei Ran fully understands Jiang Ziming.
Jiang Ziming did not do this for himself, but hoped that Pei Ran would be good, from this point of view, Pei Ran gradually understood Jiang Ziming's mood, and at the same time, he could better understand why Hao Ren and Yan Zhuolang would fight at the beginning.
In fact, it is not at all what Pei Ran understands, love is selfish, everyone's nature is like this, and no one will be willing to let go completely.
When a person completely lets go, it means that he has reached an end and has to let go, because only by letting go can he see the happiness of the person he loves.
This is a painful choice question, Hao Ren chose wrong, Yan Zhuolang chose wrong, but Jiang Ziming chose right.
"But I still don't plan to forgive you, everything is because of you, I will never forgive this matter, I came here today to fulfill someone's long-cherished wish, he has died soon, this is his wish, I must complete it." Pei Ran said lightly, but this time, she didn't dare to look Yan Zhuolang's eyes again.
Yan Zhuolang's eyes widened suddenly, but soon, he had already figured out who the person Pei Ran was talking about.
It's Jiang Ziming.
Because it was Jiang Ziming who picked Pei Ran away, and then disappeared.
At first, it was because Hao Ren was present, so Yan Zhuolang had to compromise.
And Pei Ran didn't intend to deceive Yan Zhuolang, and truthfully said that name.
Therefore, when Yan Zhuolang heard the name Jiang Ziming, he couldn't help but be a little shocked, and asked in a daze: "Ranran, is this Jiang Ziming very important to you?" ”
Pei Ran nodded heavily: "That's right, he is very important to me, without him, I don't know what I will do in more than a year, now he is going to die, and his long-cherished wish is to hope that I will find my own home, so this is the reason why I came to see you." ”
After a short period of effort, Yan Zhuolang's face was solemn, he was already able to understand what Pei Ran said, and he could understand Pei Ran's heart at this time.
Because after more than a year, Yan Zhuolang has gradually learned to compromise, because only compromise can keep Pei Ran from being harmed.
In order to let Pei Ran come back, no matter what kind of compromise it is, Yan Zhuolang is willing to accept it.
This was something Pei Ran did not expect, and it was also the greatest forbearance that Yan Zhuolang could make.
Yan Sihan couldn't help but look at the scene in front of him, but there was a turbulent dark tide in his heart, for Yan Sihan, it was extremely difficult for the two people to reunite, so Yan Sihan was also looking forward to the two of them being together again.
"Come home with me, Ran'er, everyone is waiting for you. This time, I can't let go again, I can't let you leave me again. Yan Zhuolang saw that the time had come, and hurriedly spoke, his eyes full of hope.
Pei Ran didn't refuse, let alone answer, just nodded lightly.
Yan Zhuolang was simply overjoyed, he didn't expect Pei Ran to agree.
At this moment, Yan Zhuolang was like a child, his eyes were like a fawn, and he was afraid that all this was just a flash in the pan, so he grabbed Pei Ran's hand a little hard and refused to let go.
"But before I do that, I'm going back." There was a touch of indifference in Pei Ran's voice.
She hadn't forgiven Yan Zhuolang from the bottom of her heart, but following Yan Zhuolang back was undoubtedly the most important choice for Pei Ran now.
The next moment, Pei Ran had already turned to leave, Yan Zhuolang was stunned for a while, and then strode out.
Then he watched Yan Zhuolang catch up with Pei Ran in three steps and two steps: "Ran'er, I'll go back with you!" ”
Pei Ran didn't speak, indeed, Yan Zhuolang should go and see Jiang Ziming, it is precisely because of Jiang Ziming's existence that there is the current Pei Ran, otherwise, Pei Ran would never have come to today's meeting.
There are some things that she would rather sink into her heart like this than uncover this bloody scar again.
This is what Pei Ran is thinking in his heart at this moment.
Jiang Ziming is gone.
To be precise, Jiang Ziming already knew that Pei Ran would go to see Yan Zhuolang today, because this time was the best time for him to leave, and Jiang Ziming was unwilling to face life and death.
Some things are always so cruel, Jiang Ziming left quietly, without leaving a word or a half to Pei Ran.
Jiang Ziming is the person who knows Pei Ran in the world, and he is also the person who feels sorry for Pei Ran in the world.
He knew that it was the best choice for him to leave at this time, and at the same time, he also knew that only by leaving completely could Pei Ran and Yan Zhuolang finally get together.
This is not only what Jiang Ziming wants to see, but also something that brings him a touch of sourness in his heart.
At this moment, Jiang Ziming had already left and began to travel alone.
Pei Ran looked at the empty house in a daze, and couldn't help but smile bitterly, sure enough, Jiang Ziming had already calculated everything.
For Jiang Ziming's approach, Pei Ran couldn't help but shed two lines of tears, and then shouted at the empty house: "Jiang Ziming! You're a big fool! ”
After shouting this, Pei Ran seemed to have lost the strength of his whole body, and he no longer had the ability to shout.
Yan Zhuolang looked at Pei Ran's painful appearance, and couldn't help but feel a touch of distress in his heart, just looking at him hugging Pei Ran tightly, he could feel that Pei Ran's body was trembling violently at this time.
"Ran'er, there are some things you have to learn to accept, because in life, there will always be life and death, Jiang Ziming is gone, you still have me."
As Yan Zhuolang finished speaking, Pei Ran snorted coldly, she was already very excited at this moment, and shouted at Yan Zhuolang: "You can never be him!" You're not him either! ”
Facing Pei Ran, who was extremely emotionally throbbing, Yan Zhuolang had no choice but to nod lightly: "Yes, I am indeed not him, and I can't be him, he has done so much for you, and I have been hurting you." ”
After a long time, Pei Ran finally recovered from this extremely sad situation, sat on the ground in a daze, looked at the house where she had lived with Jiang Ziming for more than a year, and finally muttered: "I should have let you stay and see for yourself if I knew it." ”
Yan Zhuolang couldn't help but hug Pei Ran emotionally, and said word by word: "Ran'er, you believe me, from now on, I will be doubly good to you, no matter what!" ”
Pei Ran was immune to Yan Zhuolang's sweet words.
She didn't know what kind of emotions she should use to face Yan Zhuolang at this moment, and she didn't know what she should do after Jiang Ziming left.
Previously, Jiang Ziming had always been on the side to help him, Pei Ran didn't feel anything wrong at first, but now when Jiang Ziming disappeared out of thin air all of a sudden, Pei Ran found that in fact, what he had always needed was Jiang Ziming.
When Pei Ran learned about Jiang Ziming again, it was already a month and a half later.
Jiang Ziming died, and died in a foreign land.
Pei Ran was naturally very sad, Yan Zhuolang's face was not very good, and looking at Pei Ran in front of him, he couldn't help but feel a bitterness in his heart.
"Ran'er, don't be sad, people can't be resurrected after death." Yan Zhuolang really didn't know what kind of language he should use to comfort Pei Ran, so he could only say it lightly.
Then he looked at Pei Ran's cold face and glanced at Yan Zhuolang: "Where is he, I'm going to find him." ”
"Now at the airport, he has already arranged his funeral affairs properly, and someone will pick him up and cremate him." Yan Zhuolang's voice was full of unbearability, he knew that Pei Ran would be sad when he heard the news.
He also knew that Pei Ran's heart was like a thousand arrows piercing his heart at this time, but even so, Yan Zhuolang still had to say what was in his heart.
"Ran'er, Jiang Ziming is really that important to you?" This is what Yan Zhuolang has always wanted to ask Pei Ran.
Pei Ran's answer was very unexpected to Yan Zhuolang: "Yes, he is very important. ”
Hearing Pei Ran say this, Yan Zhuolang couldn't help but feel a touch of embarrassment in his heart, and at the same time a little jealous, but now, Yan Zhuolang didn't dare to show it.
Because he knew that Pei Ran was in extreme sadness at this time, and he couldn't extricate himself.