Chapter 185: The Day of Reincarnation (31) In the 1125th day

Wolf Fang waited at the ticket office with the ticket he had just bought, until the ticket inspector repeatedly urged him that the movie was about to be screened, and then he walked into the screening room of the movie theater.

He walked slowly down the long staircase, looking at the audience left and right with his peripheral vision, each one a familiar face, each one a familiar person.

The seat, posture, clothing, and expression were all the same as he remembered, except for the most important person.

Wolf Fang walked to the seat he had chosen, looked at the seat next to him and was slightly stunned, and only sat down on the seat after a few seconds, and looked straight in the direction of the big screen, no longer allowing himself to look to the side.

If you don't really see him, can you pretend that Mo Li is still by his side?

The screening room suddenly went dark, and then the projection on the screen reflected a little bright light, the familiar title, the familiar hero and heroine, the familiar lines, there is nothing strange, after all, the word "familiar" has become his daily routine in the past 1,125 days.

Wolf Fang looked at the scenes on the screen, and for the first time began to watch the film carefully. Although he could remember every picture, every line, and even the tone of every sentence, in fact, in the more than 1,000 views he had watched before today, he had never watched a movie.

What he watched was a message, an intelligence, and the only meaning of this film to him was just a tool that could make Mo Li believe in him. Therefore, he simply pays attention to the words of the lines every time, but he doesn't care about the meaning of those words together. He only knows what plot and picture this film has, but he doesn't think about its theme at all. Later, this only function was lost.

Speaking of which, this should be his first time watching a movie, right? Wolf Fang squinted slightly. Maybe he'd seen it before, but he didn't remember it at all, and the memory he lost seemed to be the same as not having seen it, didn't he? His memories had begun in the Endless Room, a place full of life-threatening places that didn't require useless entertainment in itself.

With his elbows resting on the armrests and fingers against his forehead, he leaned back slightly in his chair, taking the first time to study the hidden meaning behind every detail he already knew. The protagonists of this movie are a couple of agents, and the word agent was explained to him by Mo Li, and when he first heard it, he thought it was another name for a spy, but Mo Li said that the difference between the two was not too big.

No, the agent couple, both of them are professional killers, so the film contains a lot of assassinations, fights, and shootouts. However, Wolf Fang can only say that he thinks these pictures are indeed dazzling and attractive, but in his opinion, these actually contain a lot of common sense mistakes.

But after all, the movie is just an entertainment and not a teaching, so he doesn't care about this, just follows the development of the plot and continues to watch.

Mo Li told him about the theme of this film, although it is simple and the most complex statement - love.

The last time he heard these two words, he only felt bored and dismissive, because at that time he hadn't realized that his feelings for Mo Li had also changed, and he never thought that such a thing would appear to him. And now that I think of these two words again, I am only full of complexity.

Love is actually to this day, he still doesn't know what it is. He only felt that it was an emotion that he could not grasp, that had caused him to change unexpectedly, that it had the ability to completely influence and change his decisions, that it had made him lose control of himself.

He couldn't tell if he liked or hated the change, he hated the feeling of losing control of himself, but at the same time he enjoyed the bond with other people.

Wolf Tooth watched the development of the male and female protagonists in the play, but what he recalled in his heart was the change in his feelings for Mo Li, trying to find out why he liked Mo Li, and what made this liking love.

He tried to remember, very hard, very carefully. However, the clearest part he could remember was only the moment when he made a promise to Mo Li-

"If I don't die, you won't die."

He said this sentence as if the first line of the film was pronounced, and the story began at that time.

It's just that he's not the author of the story, so it's never up to him to decide how the story develops.

He didn't know when he started to have a liking for Mo Li, he thought it should be called liking.

He likes Mo Li's bravery, and although she often behaves cowardly, she is unambiguous when she really needs to be brave.

He liked Mo Li's strength, even if she was also fragile at times, but she was trying her best to make herself stronger.

He likes Mo Li's little confusion at times, and he also likes the intelligence and alertness she shows more often.

He liked her kindness, which seemed to him stupid, and the firmness he once knew it was.

He likes Mo Li, he knows the reason very well, and he knows his heart very well.

Later, he also didn't know when, he found that he no longer liked Mo Li, but fell in love with her.

But this time, no matter how he thought about it, he couldn't find a specific reason.

When he liked Mo Li, he knew very well the reason for the feeling of "liking", but when he fell in love with Mo Li, he found that there was no reason anymore.

To fall in love is to fall in love, there is no reason, and there is no need for any reason, when a person falls in love with another person, he will feel that he loves the other person for all, whether it is good or bad, whether it is acceptable or unacceptable.

Maybe loving someone is a process of changing yourself. Love itself is a kind of compromise and accommodation, but all this is a voluntary and spontaneous act of the person who is caught in love.

When you fall in love with someone, you will willingly change yourself for the sake of the other person. When you fall in love with someone, the first thing will no longer be yourself, but the person who is loved. If you fall in love with someone, you are destined to get out of control. We will find ourselves no longer in control of ourselves as we used to, and our hearts are making completely different choices than they used to be, or even that choice goes against our principles.

But ah, that's love.

If we really have control over love, maybe it won't be so precious anymore, and it won't care so much about us. But it is precisely because it is uncontrollable, because of the changes, accidents and surprises it brings us, that we continue to sing the praises of love, so we cherish true love.

Wolf Fang felt as if he was no longer himself. Before he fell in love with Mo Li, he couldn't imagine that one day he would feel guilty because of his inappropriate words and deeds, which would make others sad. After all, in his former values, people themselves were using each other and taking what they needed. The person who can let him get something must have something to do with him, so he doesn't feel guilty about it.

But now, he began to feel guilty, he was guilty that he could have told Mo Li the truth about the Endless Room in a more tactful way.

He thought he was probably sick, or maybe he had been poisoned by something. The name of that disease is love, and the name of that poison is Mo Li.

The sound of rustling around him made the wolf fang suddenly become alert from his contemplative state, and he quickly turned his head to look at the place where the sound came from next to him, but he saw that the person he was thinking about was walking towards him.

The cinema was still dim, and the light on the screen reflected off the on-the-flyer, half of which was dim in the dim light, and the other half could only be seen in the dark. However, there is no need to see it clearly at all, just one glance, and the wolf tooth is sure that it is Mo Li.

Mo Li naturally walked to the position next to the wolf tooth and sat down, turned his head to look at the picture on the screen and did not speak. At this time, the movie is nearing its end, and the hero and heroine are also freeing up their suspicions and working together to resist danger.

Wolf Fang glanced at the screen with Mo Li's gaze, and then turned back to look at Mo Li, and said after a while, "I'm waiting for you to appear." ”

"yes, I know." Mo Li's eyes didn't move, as if he hadn't heard his words, but he still answered him softly, "I just want to be alone and be quiet." ”

"I thought it would take you a while before you could accept it, at least in a few days. But I didn't expect that you would show up today. ”

Wolf Fang also replied to Mo Li in a low voice, and at the same time looked at her quietly, at least on the surface, Mo Li did not encounter any danger, and he was a little relieved.

Mo Li leaned back in his chair and was silent for a few seconds before he spoke, his voice carrying a cold calm.

"I haven't accepted what you said, so don't irritate me anymore. After all, you suddenly told me that the world I live in is all fiction, and this is simply a declaration of war on my worldview. Mo Li shrugged his shoulders and let out a low wry smile, "And what is terrible is that my feeling tells me that this is not the first prank, everything you say is the truth." ”

"I'm sorry." Wolffang's eyelids drooped, his lips pursed slightly, and after a moment's hesitation, he said, "Maybe I should find a way to tell you the truth in a way that is more acceptable to you." You can take this after a few more days of rest, and I will always be waiting for you where you should be. ”

Mo Li let out a low chuckle and turned his head to look at the wolf fang, "That's not your fault, it's something I should have accepted, my own ability to bear it is poor, how can I blame you?" And I didn't come back because I was able to accept the truth, but because, as you said, this is where I should be. ”

Wolf Fang was silent for a while, and then he said a little dejectedly, "Don't leave you, you don't need to force yourself like this. ”

"It's not reluctant, after all, the endless room is not just my business, it also concerns you. It's my responsibility to work with you to find a way to escape this room, and it's my responsibility to take my own responsibility, and I shouldn't run away from it. ”

Wolf Fang frowned and shook her head, reached out and pressed the back of Mo Li's hand on the armrest, and clenched her small hand slightly in her big hand.

He didn't turn his head to look at Mo Li's expression, but he just wanted to know that it must have been surprised and stunned, and he should still have some uncomfortable feeling of contact with people. However, he was not ready to let go.

"I don't need you to do anything for me, I want you to make yourself a little easier and make yourself happy than for you to force yourself to bear this so-called responsibility"

Wolf Fang said to Mo Li like this - half sincerity, half hypocrisy.

He really wants his loved ones to be happy, and that's what he really does.

But he is by no means unrequited, he needs Mo Li to do something for him, this is his hypocrisy.

He needed Mo Li to fall in love with him, and for her to love him with her whole heart, her whole soul, and her whole life.

And what he said was not because of any involuntary feelings, but to make Mo Li fall in love with him.