Chapter 38: Watching from the Sidelines, but Dripping Blood
I sat down in a relatively distant position, crossed my legs, and went straight to the table, I looked no different from the women you see everywhere in bars and KTVs. I enjoy the feeling of being looked down upon.
I think Chenxi's eyes should be Liu Yixi, since she came over, she has been shushing her for warmth, all kinds of thoughtfulness, and envy others.
There is a world of difference between love and not love, compared to the arrogance and perfunctory treatment of me in the past, Chenxi at this moment is clearly the messenger of flowers. It's strange to me, it's been three years, and I can still maintain such tenderness and sweetness. Chenxi is not a mortal after all?
Thinking about this makes me a little self-deprecating. To love or not to love, you can't force it. Such a real reality makes me feel powerless.
My head has been fugue, Dai Xiangwei and Chenxi are chatting about something from time to time, and I have no intention of listening to a few words, all about business.
Maybe they are now a real family. Looking at the feeling of their chat, it should be very familiar.
I was dressed too coolly, and I was sweating a little when I just danced, and after sitting for a while, my body was a little cold, and I couldn't help but sneeze.
Dai Xiangwei hurriedly moved over from there, took off his shirt, covered me without saying anything, and then said: You, you always don't know how to take care of yourself.
I smiled, looked up and saw Liu Yixi's fire-breathing eyes, I was happy, and simply deliberately coquettished Dai Xiangwei: Xiangwei, you are so good, thank you for being so good.
Liu Yixi's eyes seemed to be about to breathe fire, so I smiled and said to Chenxi: Hey, your girlfriend has fire in her eyes.
Chen Xi was stunned for a moment, I don't know if it's because of the content of what I said or because my voice is familiar to him, he turned his head to look at Liu Yixi, Liu Yixi looked at him a little embarrassed, and then said: Don't pay attention to that kind of woman, fox spirit, shameless.
I fiddled with my fingernails in boredom, and as I buckled off the delicate pattern little by little, I said: Some women, who think they are proud princesses, are in fact very tender, and there are too many things to be experienced.
Dai Xiangwei played a round and tried to divert the topic, he said: Zhizhi, it's not early, or I'll send you back.
I pushed the boat down the river and said okay, and was about to get up from Dai Xiangwei's arms, and then I heard Chenxi's words: Zhizhi?
I smiled and I said, "Yes, Chenxi, hello."
He was momentarily stunned and looked at me in disbelief. Liu Yixi was even more puzzled, she asked: Do you know each other?
I secretly pinched my hand, and then said: Of course I know, didn't he tell you that I was his ex-girlfriend?
Then I noticed that the expressions on the faces of the three of them instantly became very interesting. Dai Xiangwei sighed, with a look of suspicion; Liu Yi looked at Chenxi with pity, waiting for Chenxi to reply; Chenxi looked at me, looked at everyone, and chose to be silent.
The atmosphere instantly became very silent, I stood up with a yawn, and said nonchalantly: Not only that, but I gave him all my virginity, he knows.
Then I took Dai Xiangwei's hand and said, "Xiangwei, I'm sleepy, send me back."
After saying that, I pulled him away without saying a word, and walked out quickly. I've forgotten about Chenxi for a long time, but I still feel very glaring when I see that scene. The heart was broken again.
Dai Xiangwei saw my strange appearance, and as soon as I got out of the bar, he grabbed me and asked: Something is wrong with you, yes, what's wrong with you?
I shook my head and said, "Nothing."
"You liar, you must have something, otherwise you wouldn't be like this." Dai Xiangwei knows me very well.
I then raised my head and turned my face up to him and said, "Your cousin's boyfriend is my ex-boyfriend, do you think there is something wrong with me?"
Actually, I didn't want to cry, but I don't know why, the moment the words fell, tears fell.
I don't like such a hypocritical self, but when I saw Chenxi appear in front of me with Liu Yixi, I still couldn't accept it, my heart was very blocked, and it was awkward to walk in high heels, so I simply took off my high heels, ripped off my wig and threw it directly into the air, and then started to run barefoot.
All these years of repression, those anger and unwillingness hidden in the heart, all vented regardless of it.