Just as he was about to speak, his 'lips' fell, sucking and biting, and when his 'lips' left, I flattened my mouth and said aggrievedly, "My mouth is swollen." -.-”

"It's good if it's swollen, today not only to make your mouth above swollen, but also to make your mouth below swollen!"

Me: "......"

-

On Saturday, I wanted to cook and watch movies at home with Fu Lingye for a warm day, but when I was still on the 'bed' in the morning, I suddenly received a call from Xu Fangfang's nanny, and she shouted anxiously on the phone: "Miss Bai, come quickly!" ”

I woke up and asked her, "What's wrong?" Did something happen to Fangfang? ”

"Mr. Huo came over early this morning, and the two of them were fine, but I don't know why there was a sudden dispute, and Mr. Huo beat Miss Xu!"

I couldn't be clearer about Xu Fangfang's temper, and I knew that she must have said something to make Huo Jie angry.

After hanging up the phone, I rolled over and got out of bed, and Fu Lingye asked me, "Why are you going?" ”

"Something happened to Xu Fangfang, I'll go over, if I don't come back at noon, you can eat by yourself, okay?"

He was not happy, "Why does that 'woman' always have so many things?" ”

I sighed, "She's too paranoid, and she's not easy." ”

"Self-inflicted." Fu Lingye only commented on these three words.

By the time I arrived at Xu Fangfang's house, Huo Jie had already left, and the one-and-a-half-year-old Doudou was sitting on the sofa crying, still holding a small doll in his hand, and the nanny was coaxing him. When she saw me coming, she immediately said, "Oh, Miss Bai, you're finally here!" ”

I asked the babysitter, "What about her?" ”

"In the room!"

I 'touched' Doudou's soft hair and asked, "Why are you crying so much?" Did they argue in front of their children? ”

The nanny nodded and said, "Miss Bai, please look at Doudou first, and I'll make a 'milk'." ”

I sat on the couch and coaxed Doudou, "Why is this little doll so beautiful?" Did your mother buy it for you? ”

Doudou stopped crying and glanced at me, handed the little doll in his hand to me, and said two words clearly, "Doll!" ”

I shook the little doll in front of her and asked her, "It's called a doll, so what's your name?" ”

Doudou was silent, looking at me with tears on his face, I thought that the child was probably tired of crying after crying for so long, so I wiped her tears and said, "Shall we drink 'milk'?" ”

She just ignored me, and when I asked her again, she didn't answer, and cried with a flat mouth, I had never coaxed such a young child, so I could only pick her up and go to the kitchen, distracting her, "Look, Auntie is making 'milk'." ”

She stretched out her hand to the nanny, wanting to take the 'milk' bottle, and when she finally drank the 'milk' into her mouth, she was satisfied, and she held and drank it by herself without crying or making a fuss.

I handed the child to the nanny and walked to the 'door' of the room, the 'door' was not closed, and I saw Xu Fangfang sitting in front of the dresser in the room and putting on makeup.

When she saw me coming, she turned her face and asked me with a smile: "Su Ran, do you think I'm beautiful?" ”

It seems that she was really beaten by Huo Jie, not only was her cheeks a little red and swollen, and there was a little bruise at the end of her eyes, but her eyes were crystal clear, and she didn't have the malaise and crying after quarreling with Huo Jie in the past.

I closed the door, walked over to her and asked, "What's the quarrel again?" ”

Xu Fangfang didn't answer my words, but continued to draw her eyebrows, and said thoughtlessly: "Su Ran, do you know how much I envy you and Mr. Fu?" Once upon a time, I imagined love to be like you. That day I watched you stop Mr. Fu from 'smoking' cigarettes, although he was unhappy but still put down the cigarette case, seeing you feed Mr. Fu water to drink, he was obviously impatient, but his eyes were full of love and enjoyment, when I saw you walking hand in hand after eating, he was always protecting you, but he was looking at you when you looked elsewhere, at that moment I suddenly understood, it turned out that this is love. ”

"It turns out that love is embodied in every detail of life, not that he gives you a high-limit credit card, nor how big a house he buys you or how expensive bags and jewelry he buys you, it is just a very ordinary look and an action, which are all proof of love."

Xu Fangfang finished painting her eyebrows and asked me, "Su Ran, you must be very happy now, right?" ”

I stared at her for a few seconds and nodded in reply, "Yes, I'm happy now." ”

"I used to think that my life was beautiful and happy, but it was all self-deception. I'm just a second/'milk' raised by Huo Jie outside, I have followed him for so many years and gave birth to a child with him, and I don't even have a name or a share with a child, do you know? Huo Jie's family doesn't recognize this child at all, they actually know the existence of this child, but it's like she doesn't exist at all, you all think I don't like Doudou, it's because I prefer sons over 'women', in fact, I just feel ashamed of her from the bottom of my heart, I don't know how to explain my relationship with her father when she grows up, and I won't follow her, in fact, I want to learn to take care of her, but every time I see her bright eyes, I always feel very ugly. ”

"And me? Huo Jie does come over once a week now, but every time he comes over, he just goes to bed/'bed' with me, sometimes his wife has a menstrual period, he comes more often, and he also hugs the child, but he can't talk about father-daughter love at all, just to find it fun to tease her. ”

Xu Fangfang looked at the mirror and talked about the vicissitudes of life, but I didn't feel much sadness on her face when I saw her.

As if she had guessed my thoughts, she asked me, "Do you think I'm not as heartbroken as I used to be?" ”

So why? Do you want to open it? ”

She smiled, "If I were alone, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to think about it in my life." ”

I frowned slightly, "What do you mean?" ”

Xu Fangfang put on the lipstick and asked me, "Is this color suitable for me?" I've never worn this pale pink 'color', I don't think I'm suitable for my age and style, this is the pink 'color' I specially picked the day before yesterday, do you see how good I look when I paint it? ”

I was a little surprised in my heart, and asked her after a while: "Fangfang, you won't be in love with someone else, right?" ”

She suddenly became shy, buttoned the lid of her lipstick, and said, "I haven't fallen in love yet, but it should be soon." ”

"So you told Huo Jie? Did he beat you up because of this? ”

The smile on Xu Fangfang's face faded, "I didn't tell him, I just said what if." ”

"What if?"

"I told him that if I fell in love with someone else, he had to give me a loss of youth, and then we broke up and lived separately from now on."

I didn't know what to say when I heard this, so I asked him again: "Huo Jie beat you because of this?" Didn't he say before that if he didn't go on, he would break up? ”

"That's when he thinks I won't fall in love with any other man except him, and he thinks that I have to be him in this life! He said I could go, but he wouldn't give me a penny, and the house he gave me would be taken back. But why? I've been with him for so many years, why do I end up with nothing? ”

"Fangfang, what the hell do you think? What kind of person is the man you like? Don't be deceived by people! ”

She seemed to think of that person, and said with a smile: "I know him, he won't lie to me, don't worry." ”

"And what are you going to do now? Huo Jie has made it clear that he will not give you money, what are you going to do? And the guy you know, does he know about your relationship with Huo Jie? ”

"How could I let him know! Hmph, Huo Jie won't give me money, I'll go to his company, make trouble to his wife, I see if he wants that face! My whole youth and the best years have been spent on him, and he Huo Jie can't treat me like this, and want not to give me a penny? There are no 'doors'! ”

When Xu Fangfang said this, she was vicious, and her eyes seemed to burst out of fire.

"What about Doudou?"

She was stunned for a moment and said, "Of course it's for the Huo family." ”

"You don't want your 'daughter' anymore?"

"She is also Huo Jie's 'daughter'! And, and he didn't know that I had a baby, and I was afraid he wouldn't be happy if he found out. ”

I asked her who the other party was, but Xu Fangfang refused to say more at the moment, just said: "When we are officially together, I will introduce him to you, Su Ran, you are my only friend, I will tell you when I have a boyfriend." ”

Xu Fangfang's face was full of yearning for happiness, something I hadn't seen since I reunited with her. I think she must really like that man, otherwise she wouldn't have changed her attachment to Huo Jie for so long.

Time flies, and it's the end of March in the blink of an eye.

This afternoon, Xu Fangfang called me and said that she wanted to invite me and Fu Lingye to dinner, and I subconsciously asked her, "Are you with that man?" ”