"I was injured by a blow from that stinky Taoist priest just now...... Great Ancestor, it's okay, we're recovering quickly, and we'll be fine in a while. ”

I saw that his face was a little better than just now, and I was relieved. I didn't know where I ran all the way just now, and in this deep mountain and old forest, I didn't have a compass, so I lost my way. I'm a little confused, thinking back to the scene just now, I haven't slowed down yet.

At first, the Tianqing Daoist waited for several days, calculated a hexagram, and then began to get rid of the child in my belly regardless of my feelings. He is even persuading me to obey the righteousness of the world, to sacrifice the small self, and to fulfill the big self, as if I don't sacrifice myself, I am a selfish person.

And then before I could talk, the faceless ghost escaped with me, and now ...... I looked in the direction of the Taoist temple, and the Taoist temple couldn't go back, but I ...... Where do you go?

I looked blankly at the Faceless Ghost, "Where are we going now?" ”

"Get out of this place! That stinky Taoist priest went crazy today, and actually took out the basalt turtle, if the thing below is noticed and not stopped, then we will also suffer, find a place to rest today, and see the situation. And now that you're pregnant with a little adult, you can't work too hard. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and I also revealed before contacting the Taoist Master of Tianqing that he seemed to have set up the Taoist temple here just to guard something. "What is the thing that the Tianqing Daoist is guarding?"

"I don't know, I just can feel it, the ghost aura below is very strong, like a big person, it's not easy to provoke!"

He didn't seem to know much, and I didn't ask any more. After some further walking, we climbed a mountain in the night. When I stopped, I didn't know where I was, but I was still in the deep mountains of Emei.

At about two or three o'clock in the evening, I found a natural cave around and sat down to rest.

I picked up some firewood and built a simple campfire. I leaned on the mountain wall next to me, trying to close my eyes and rest, but I couldn't sleep at all. After tossing and turning several times, I simply opened my eyes and saw the faceless ghost staring at the campfire in a daze, his face covered with depression. My heart fluttered, "What are you thinking?" ”

The faceless ghost was stunned, looked up at me, and smiled. "Great Ancestor, can't you sleep?"

I said "um" and looked out of the hole, the moonlight was as clear as washing. Thinking about the last night like this, I was still there talking to the chief of Tianqing Dao, knowing that the dragon pattern could be solved, and I was full of hope. But now...... On the same starry and moonlit night, I became a "fugitive" pursued by him, full of hesitation and confusion.

And all these changes are because of this belly......

I sighed softly and sighed that the world is so fickle!

A few days ago, I was trying to get rid of him! But today, I fled in embarrassment just for ...... Keep him! Although all of this was forced, how did it come to this point? I can't figure it out!

My mind is full of hesitation, and I don't know if it's right or wrong to leave him alone!

Filled with sorrow for a moment, I asked in a trance, "Will I give birth to a monster?" ”

The faceless ghost had a look like I was talking nonsense, "Of course not! The little adult has unlimited potential, and he is also a big man who dominates one side in the future, how can he be a monster? ”

"I don't want him to be a big man, I just want ...... If only he wasn't a monster! I said this, and the faceless ghost was stunned, "Why?" ”

"Because...... I'm not ready to be a mother! I was given by him in a mess, and now I'm pregnant with a child in a mess! I still can't accept this fact, how do you let me accept him? I don't even know...... After he was born, how should I face him! ”

I said, grabbing him, my hands trembling violently, desperate to express how I was feeling. "You know, just thinking about it, a child who may have a fierce face and wants to grow up by eating human flesh shouts at me Mom, I don't dare to think about it at all!"

The faceless ghost didn't know how to persuade me, so he opened his mouth and spit out a sentence halfway. "I know ......"

"Nope! You don't know! I'm just an ordinary person, I just want an ordinary child, I can be a mother, guide him to be a person, teach him to know the world, and tell him what is good and what is evil. Instead of such a ......" The tip of my nose was sour, and I touched my stomach like I was touching a bomb. "Nothing can be controlled...... Nothing can be predicted...... I don't even know if I'm just a vessel, a vessel that you use to cultivate this child, as the Tianqing Daoist said!! ”

The faceless ghost hurriedly covered me, "Ancestor...... Grandma Grandpa, you can't talk nonsense. How can you be a vessel for raising children? ”

I chuckled, laughing and laughing at the corners of my eyes that were wet, and gently pulled his hand away, "What is not a tool used to raise children?" He obviously hates me so much, every time he sees me, he pinchs me. That pinch is not a joke, he is really pinching! I've been pinched by him a few times, you know? ”

"But adults are not...... Do you also have the aura to repair the wound on your neck? ”

"Good! Then you explain, if he hates me so much, why does he want me to have children? After I finished speaking, he was silent, but I didn't have the pleasure of winning at all, a kind of powerless heartache wrapped me thickly, and the whole heart seemed to be dragged by someone, and I couldn't breathe at all! I looked down, no longer expecting his reply, but he spoke slowly.

"I don't know the Great Ancestor, you don't understand what it means to hate and love! That...... I obviously wanted to kill her alive, but when I saw her tears and heard her say that she was in pain, I couldn't do anything...... "His voice was very low, very soft, I suffocated hard, this situation ...... Isn't that what the Flame King used to do before? When I heard me say that it hurts, I somehow let go. I looked up at him a little confused, but he seemed to be stuck in a memory, and was still whispering.

"I was originally a poor scholar in a small place during the Republic of China, working in a newspaper. I have a fiancée, her name is Li'er, she is beautiful and generous, she grew up as a childhood sweetheart, I like her very much, and we even agreed to register our marriage in the spring of next year. But that year, she met a businessman, and in order to become Mrs. Hao, she did not hesitate to marry him as his little wife. I couldn't accept this fact, and I wanted to ask her why, as long as I was given a dead reason, I could turn around and leave. But...... She didn't. ”

"She tied me up, had people throw sulfuric acid on me, and even poured sulfuric acid out of my mouth. In the end, they threw me in the backyard and let a group of wolf dogs dismember the body. I hate her, I want to break her to pieces! "Speaking of excitement, his whole face is extremely distorted, especially the place on his face that has been splashed with sulfuric acid, and his teeth and claws are particularly hideous." The first thing I did when I found out I had become a ghost was to go to her and hold her accountable for what she had done! ”

"But...... When she knelt and begged me to forgive her, my heart relented! And when I saw her crying in pain...... I can't do it!! I hate her, but I can't bear to ...... Because I love her! He said, slowly looking up at me, "Great Ancestor...... I admit that the eyes are the windows to the soul and we can read a lot from them. But there are things that are very deep, even deep into the bone marrow, that you can't see from your eyes! I can't guess what adults think, but how adults feel about you...... I don't think it's all hate. ”

I was stunned and felt a little fried in my head.

I couldn't help but emerge, his eyes. There is an obvious monstrous hatred in it, but deep in those eyes, there has always been a complex feeling that I can't read. This sentiment...... Will it be from ...... Does he love me?

As soon as the word love came to mind, I felt numb all over my body, and goosebumps came out.

Does he love me?

I couldn't help frowning, and before I could delve, a faint sigh suddenly came from my side, mixed with the sound of a nun chanting scriptures. The voice echoed in my ears like an aftermath, and she said, "Master Qiao, the sea of suffering is endless, and evil fate cannot be born!" ”