Wei Liankai was not repelled by my indifference, but said to me sincerely, "Deeply, I know that I am a very despicable person, in order to get you, I once went mad, sometimes I hated my own extremes, and I have reflected a lot, but I have lived in that environment since I was a child, and I may not be able to change it if I want to change it, but--" He became more and more depressed, "If you are willing to join my life and give me a little warmth, I may not be so pathetic." ”

He said it so emotionally, but my whole mind was immersed in the emotional break with Wei Lianheng, and I just sighed lightly, "Didn't you tell me last time that you wanted to let go and not entangle, why did you come back now?" Tired or not? ”

"You don't happen to be divorced now, I can pursue you in the open," he said, and he was about to stick to me, staring at me tightly, and lowering his voice, "Do you dare to say that you don't have the slightest feeling for me?" To tell the truth, when I was beaten by him just now, you pounced on me to help me, I was very moved, so moved that I forgot the pain, in fact, I just didn't fight back, I just wanted to give him an illusion. Makes him really think we did it at the hotel--"

"You're insane!" I really couldn't help but scold, I felt that I was shocked by his distorted three views again, I have never seen such a shameless person, the key is that he can be so shameless and take it for granted.

I left him and said, "Don't think too much about it, I just don't want him to beat you to a serious injury and then go to jail, it's all a family why kill each other like this, besides, you once saved my life, your body is really not healed, and I can't stand by and watch from the perspective of human nature." In short, it doesn't mean anything."

"Really?" He stared at me closer, a little more excited, "What about what you said the last time I was lying in the hospital uncertain?" I remember it very well, especially when you confessed that you loved me. ”

I gasped!

Did he hear it all? Isn't he unconscious and unconscious? He lied to me again? When I think back to the hospital room, I suddenly feel a kind of embarrassment after being stripped naked. I didn't dare to look at him, so I turned around, "Your life was hanging by a thread at the time, I just made up these words to give you moral support, it didn't make sense at all, you can read the lines when I was reading." ”

"But you've managed to get me through," he relented, "and if you don't have feelings for me, you can't make up such a sincere feeling." You know, after you finished talking about going out, I cried and couldn't move or speak, until I felt unprecedented happiness, I desperately cheered myself up and told myself to get through, for you! ”

His affection further aggravated my guilt, it really got more and more messy, I really couldn't stand it, "You might as well kill me!" ”

I calmed down, and my tone was cold and hard, "Lian Kai, I hope that our conversation like this today is the last, and I can also give you a clear answer, that is, I will never have any result with you, you give up decisively, and even if there is no Lian Heng, even if I divorce him, it is impossible for me and you to get together, really." ”

"Why?" His breathing became a little short.

"Because," I gritted my teeth and blurted out as I looked into his eyes, "I don't love you, at most I am moved." ”

““

Hearing this, his exuberant look just now quickly dimmed~

He froze for a few seconds, then lowered his head, as if holding back the sorrow...... Then, he nodded knowingly and smiled wryly, "Okay." I know. “

Then he said nothing, put his hands in his trouser pockets and walked away, his steps particularly heavy. I watched his tall and lonely back go away, and my heart was not relaxed.

***

After quickly taking my heart back from Wei Liankai, I was still struggling with my own marriage problems.

Do you want to put down your self-esteem again to save Wei Lianheng? No matter how he is the father of the child, I always feel that although our conflict this time is big, it is not irreconcilable, but only temporary...... To be more precise, the fear of losing him in my heart at the moment has overwhelmed my self-esteem.

So I went up to look for him again, but I couldn't see him in the company, and I didn't answer his phone several times, and when I called again, it was already turned off!

I don't even know how I survived.

After wandering outside for a long time until dark, with a heart full of holes, I finally went home, intending to talk to him openly at home.

However, when I opened the door, I found that the living room seemed to be empty, and I didn't hear Shi Saiyu's sound of teasing the child, and I couldn't see the things that the baby used. At this point, did she take the child out to eat? I subconsciously panicked and hurriedly walked towards the bedroom, only to find that the room was also empty, and there was no more of his clothes in the open closet! I ran outside again, and found that there were no clothes for him and Shi Saiyu on the balcony, and ran to Shi Saiyu's room again, the quilt was neatly folded, but when I opened the cabinet, it was empty!

I knew what was happening, and suddenly I collapsed on the bed as if I had been evacuated...... The feeling of helplessness betrayed by the whole world surrounded me tightly and bound me~

He's already ruthless to this point? Just leave, divorce when you say divorce, can't even wait for a moment? So thoroughly...... But what am I still holding onto? Again and again, so humble to explain, to redeem...... As everyone knows, he has already made up his mind, and he can't pull back the eight horses, why doesn't he recognize the reality yet?

Getting into the bed, I cried again in the dark, crying loudly, and at one point crying out loud...... I never cried so sadly when my mother and grandmother died! At this moment, I am vulnerable, helpless, struggling, hopeless, depressed...... All the negative emotions fill the body and mind, so clearly feel the taste of pain, endlessly, one after another, I can't slow down, I can't find an outlet to vent, under this repeated torture, I am about to go crazy!

I spent a miserable night in this way, from insomnia to half-dreaming and half-waking up, with splitting headaches, and it was bitter to get up and drink a glass of water. Growing up so big, for the first time in my life, I deeply experienced this extreme heartache...... I know that the pain comes from ...... My deep love and attachment to him has long regarded him as the most important part of his life, once lost, the overwhelming sense of loss, the feeling of disillusionment and disillusionment, only turned into a lingering pain, gnawing at every nerve in me, making people uncomfortable from physical to psychological~

After learning the hard way, I still didn't die, so I had to cheer up and face the reality.

Now that I have broken off with him, I am most worried about children who are less than two years old...... I immediately called Shi Saiyu, but in the same way, again and again, she didn't answer, and when she called again, it was already turned off! It seems that she is now unconditionally on the same front with her son. In addition to being cold, I called Wei Lianheng again, but I couldn't get through at all. I couldn't wait, so I went to the company again in a daze to look for him, and heard from the secretary that he had flown to Singapore!

In desperation, I was full of only thinking about retaking An'an, so I had to run towards the Wei family's villa again. But halfway through, thinking of the faces of the Wei family's cows, ghosts, snakes, and gods, I still felt that it was inappropriate, and I was afraid that the child would be embarrassed if I didn't see it at that time, so I called Lian Yun to ask about the situation.

"Hey, Lian Yun," I calmed down my panic and tried to act like I was fine, "Lian Heng and his mother didn't come back to Wei's house, did you see An An?" ”

"Huh?" She was a little confused, "Why do you hear that your tone is a little wrong?" I only got home yesterday and didn't see them there, did something happen? ”

I muffled, "It's fine."

"I heard that you and Lian Heng quarreled, and you haven't reconciled yet?" She asked.

"Who did you listen to?"

"Oh, this," she muttered, "Tang Lingfei told me. ”

She further explained, "It seems that last Thursday, Lian Heng called me to say that Fei Fei was injured by her ex-husband and asked me to go to the hospital to take care of her. When I went, when I was chatting with Fei Fei, she inadvertently mentioned that you and Lian Heng were in conflict, cold war or something. ”

"Oh," I said coldly, "Lawyer Tang is injured, why doesn't he take care of her himself, but come to trouble you?" ”

"Hehe," she smiled, "How convenient is he for a man, and he is so busy with work, don't worry, your husband knows how to measure things, don't think nonsense, he has nothing to do with Lawyer Tang." ”

I am a little puzzled, why did Lian Yun repeatedly emphasize to me the innocence of Wei Lianheng and Lawyer Tang? Obviously, I didn't ask, I didn't particularly care...... That's it, I've divorced him, so who the is with.

I couldn't get any news from Lianyun, so I searched the phone number on my mobile phone and accidentally saw Zhuang Huaizhou's name, so I decided to find an exit from him.

I called Zhuang Huaizhou, but it only rang a few times, and he quickly connected, "Hey, is it deep?" ”

His voice always has a sense of calmness and comfort, so that I am in a much better mood, "Well, hello Mr. Zhuang, I don't know if you are free now, I have something more important to ask you for now." ”

"Okay, you say." He didn't hesitate, and his answer was very refreshing.

"I, that's the case, I" gritted my teeth, I was not afraid of losing face, and directly confessed to him about my divorce from Wei Lianheng, and the fact that they took away the children and didn't let me see them. It stands to reason that such a private matter is not suitable for disclosure to an outsider like Huaizhou, but for some reason, he gave me a feeling of trustworthiness, and my brain was hot.

After hearing this, he was indeed a little surprised, and after a few words of comfort on the scene, he asked me, "Then what do you want me to help you?" ”

"I think, my mother-in-law has a good relationship with you, can you find a reason to help me ask her out and let her come out with the child, I just want to see the child once, and communicate with her about something, otherwise I won't be able to see her at all"

"Hehe," he smiled, "I've only met your mother-in-law two or three times, and we've talked about it, but we don't know each other very well." Since you've opened your mouth, I'll promise you. In this way, I'll call her later and see if I can make an appointment, and I'll tell you when I get there, okay? ”

"Okay, thank you then, Mr. Zhuang."

Sure enough, in less than an hour, Zhuang Huaizhou called me back again, saying that Shi Saiyu had agreed to meet him, and at two or three o'clock in the afternoon, the location was set in Mangrove Park, and she would also take An An out.

After thanking him again, I got ready and drove to the ...... in the afternoon. I was a little far from Binhai Avenue here, and I was talking to Zhuang Huaizhou on the phone while driving, and he told me the specific address. I arrived at the park entrance just after 3 p.m., parked my car and walked in.

I didn't call Zhuang again, so I searched for it as I walked...... After walking for more than ten minutes, I finally saw Zhuang Huaizhou and Shi Saiyu sitting on a bench not far away, they were chatting there with a smile, and An An was playing next to them~ I have to say, this picture is quite moving to me, both of them are so good in age and appearance, although they are over fifty years old, they both have money and are well maintained, and they look like people in their forties, as if they were really in love. I sighed, thinking that if Zhuang didn't get married, the two of them would be quite suitable, and Shi Saiyu would have a second spring, and he wouldn't be able to use An An as a spiritual sustenance.

I took a deep breath to ease the panic in my heart a bit, and walked over...... She chatted with Zhuang Huaizhou so much that she didn't notice my approach, but An An, who was playing, looked up and saw me, and called me in a milky voice, "Mom!" "Running towards me again, I was afraid that he would fall, so I hurried to help him.

Shi Saiyu's eyes widened in surprise when she saw me suddenly appear, "Why did you come here?"

"Mom," I still called her as before, and said coldly, "Since you didn't answer my phone, I had to find it myself, presumably you also know what happened to me and your son, we are divorced now, but An An must belong to me, there is no room for negotiation." ”

Shi Saiyu was still quite angry, she glared at me and said sharply, "You want An'an?" You've done those shady things, and what qualifications do you have to fight for custody of your children? With your qualities, can you educate your children well? Then she probably felt that it was not good to say this in front of Zhuang Huaizhou, and she softened her tone again, "Deeply, I know that it may be difficult for you to say this, but as Lian Heng's mother, no matter how much I stay out of the matter, I can't tolerate your bad behavior, to put it bluntly, it's shameless" She said this, a little sad, and then said coldly, "And let me ask you, since you have divorced, have you transferred your equity in Sail to Lian Heng's name?" You can take the rest of the real estate and forget it, but you should consciously return the shares of Sail, I don't want everyone to make a big fuss when the time comes......"

Another chill.

Judging from what she said, she should have mistakenly thought that Wei Liankai and I went to the hotel to open a room and joined forces to use Sail's huge assets, so she was so indifferent to me...... Hehe, I don't blame her, she is polite to me, this matter has to be put on Liang Xiuxing, swear words and slaps have already flown towards me, it was at this time that I found out that she was not the indisputable and gentle atmosphere I originally thought, she just hid it too deeply, just like Wei Lianheng said in person a long, long time ago that she would pretend to be ...... I don't blame her, her husband died early, and if she wants to survive in a wealthy family like the Wei family, she must have her own set of survival philosophy.

"Mom, don't worry," I snorted, "The property that belongs to your Wei family, not mine, I won't ask for a penny, I just ask you to return my son to me, thank you for your hard work in the past two years, don't bother you in the future, you can enjoy your life." ”

"An An won't give it to you," she said firmly, "This is not your child alone, I brought him to the present single-handedly, and the child can't leave me for a moment now, so don't think about the custody issue." Besides, An An follows us, and you can get the best living and educational conditions in the future Anyway, you have also called me my mother for so long, I am not such a ruthless person, you can come to visit the child at any time in the future, but the child must follow me, this is non-negotiable. ”

"The anger in my chest is gradually rising, thinking that I once risked so much my life to give birth to a child, and now she is a grandmother but she is so justifiable to take it away, the more I think about it, the more angry I become, especially thinking of Wei Lianheng's ruthlessness, I don't want to talk to Shi Saiyu anymore, I picked up An An and turned around to leave.

"What are you doing?" Shi Saiyu quickly caught up with me and grabbed me, angry, "Want to snatch him openly? Saying that, she immediately forcibly hugged An An from my hand, but An An burst into tears, crying that her mother might not have seen me for a long time, and the child missed me, right? Hearing his cry, I was so distressed that I had to~ However, it can't really be like grabbing something, grabbing it with Shi Saiyu, right? Her love for An An is far greater than mine, and if I want to take away the child, she will probably really fight with me

"There's no need for this," Zhuang Huaizhou walked over and persuaded calmly, "It's all a family, let's negotiate and resolve the child's problem peacefully, you can't do this, and it's not good for the child." In fact, Zhuang Huaizhou is not very easy to speak, after all, he is an outsider, he is still a man, and he is still a man with identity and background, how can he intervene in such a contradiction, just a symbolic word. Maybe he can't understand why he was a happy family last time, why is it like this now?

"I'm sorry to let you see the joke," Shi Saiyu said sullenly, and he couldn't hold it on his face, but he just hugged An An tightly, and avoided me like a plague god.

"Seeing such a situation, especially the woman in front of me who had given me affection, now prevent me from becoming like this, I have made waves in my heart again, and the negative emotions that have accumulated over the past few days make me easily collapse, especially on the issue of children, I feel that my eye circles are red again, I softened down, walked in front of Shi Saiyu, sincerely, choked up, "Mom, I have always treated you as my own mother, you used to be so good to me, so much love me, I can't bear to be bullied by others, our family has survived so many ups and downs, and I really haven't done anything wrong, why don't you trust me? I really don't want our relationship to become so stiff, do you think you don't like me anymore, I can't change it, Mom? “

Hearing this, Shi Saiyu's eyes gradually turned red, she turned sideways slightly, wiped her tears with the back of her hand, but she never answered me sullenly...... It can be seen that she was moved by what I said, and she is not as indifferent and ruthless as I imagined~

Zhuang Huaizhou just watched inadvertently from the side, and didn't interject.

Just when the situation fell silent and I turned around to hold back the tears in my eyes strongly, I suddenly heard Zhuang Huaizhou shouting, "Saiyu be careful!" “

Immediately turned around, and just saw a middle school student riding a bicycle rushing over a little out of control, rushing towards Shi Saiyu...... At the last moment, Zhuang Huaizhou rushed over and lifted Shi Saiyu, who was holding An An, to the side, but he was hit by a bicycle, and at the same time he fell to the ground, the middle school student who was riding the bicycle also fell! It turned out that the brakes of the middle school students' bicycles failed, and it was a small slope, so such a tragedy happened.

We didn't care about the middle school students, and hurried to Fuzhuang Huaizhou, he just fell to the ground with his head, I don't know if it's a bit serious, and he didn't sit up much...... But just when we were concerned about asking him if he was okay, suddenly, he had a reaction that made me and Shi Saiyu scream in fear!