When I came out of the clubhouse, I felt like I was about to collapse, so I flagged down a taxi on the side of the road and prepared to go home.

Sitting in the car, I leaned against the window, full of desolation~

Halfway through, Wei Lianyun called me over and over again, but I didn't answer, just sent her a text message back saying that I couldn't come because of something temporary.

I thought I would get some relief when I went home, but I found that the memories left at home added to my pain.

In every corner of this room, there are traces of my life with him, the bed I slept on, the quilt I covered together, the sofa I sat on together, the kitchen I went into together, and the bowls and chopsticks I used together...... Every object has its shadow, how can I get rid of it?

The helplessness of complete loss, the heart-wrenching pain, made my heart that I wanted to cheer up again and again. It was at this time that I realized that I was so afraid of losing him, and I couldn't afford to lose...... I've never been out of love, and now that I've tasted this, I feel like I'm really going to be unable to hold on, even if he has done so many things that hurt me, what I feel deep in my heart is not hatred for him, but deep reluctance for him.

At this time, what dignity, what pride, what backbone, what strength...... Nothing can cure my sinking, losing him is like missing a big piece of my heart, drenched in blood, painful, I can't see any hope for the future, and I don't know what the meaning of living is, I really want to sleep forever like this, and if I don't wake up again, I won't face the torture he gives...... My world has been shattered~

I don't know how long this bad day will last, maybe I will live like this, and I will never be redeemed, right?

I still didn't go anywhere, I was at home for a few days, and I repeatedly forced myself to accept the reality that the next thing was to get my children back, so I was ready to find a lawyer. Yes, I'm finally on this point.

When I just came out of the law firm that day, Lian Yun called me again. After a few hesitations, I had to take it.

"Shenshen, are you alright?" She asked as soon as she came.

"No," I replied casually, "thank you for your concern, I can't die." ”

"It's okay, it's wrong to listen to your voice," she asked, "What the hell did you and Lian Heng do, the movement is too fast, right?" Say you want to leave? Don't you still have An An, he's still so young, how pitiful! ”

I smiled bitterly, "It's okay, I'm preparing to fight for custody of the child now, and I will do my best to raise him well in the future, I don't believe that children from single-parent families can't live yet, it's no big deal." ”

She should have heard the helplessness in my words and asked, "Shenshen, can you tell me the truth, what is the real reason for your divorce?" ”

I paused, not knowing what to say to her.

"Maybe, he will always regard the interests of the company as more important than me, and the relationship is not deep, once he meets a better woman than me, of course, he will kick me off every minute, and blame me for meeting someone unladylike, it's all fate."

"You mean, he cheated?" Lian Yun asked.

"I didn't answer, and I didn't want to talk about these private things in front of her, on the one hand, she and I were not close to the point of being best friends who talked about everything, on the other hand, she had a good relationship with Tang Lingfei, and she was a member of the Wei family.

"Deeply," she didn't answer, and asked directly, "That day, I asked you to come to the clubhouse, did you hear the conversation between me and Fei Fei?" ”

"Since she asked about this, I had to say 'um' and pretend to be calm.

"Actually, I should have told you about this earlier," Lian Yun's tone became sincere, "She knew Lian Heng before. At that time, how to say that it meant something to Lian Heng at that time, and also asked me to help pull the line, but Lian Heng didn't agree, and then she gave up, and when she was older, she casually found a man to marry, and after a few years of marriage, she left again for various reasons."

"Oh," after she said this, I instantly understood a lot, no wonder she wanted to intervene in Wei Lianheng's case and work hard to overturn the case for him, and no wonder Wei Lianheng's attitude towards her was so interesting~

But how much does it mean to understand this, he has nothing to do with me anymore.

"Deeply, I'm telling you this, just to let you not misunderstand Lian Heng, there is really nothing between him and Fei Fei, don't mention divorce because of such a trivial matter, it's not worth it."

It's hard for her to think so much for me, and after I thanked her, "Lian Yun, I just said that there are many reasons for our divorce, and both parties are very resolute, not impulsive." In short, thank you for your concern, marrying into the Wei family, the luckiest thing is to gain what a good friend you are. ”

"That's a pity." She said again, "Okay, this is your marriage problem, and I'm not too good to meddle, anyway, I hope you can come out as soon as possible, I don't know if you're not in a very good state."

"Heh, it's really not a big deal, it's just a divorce, I'm not going to die or live," I teased with a very relaxed look, "Anyway, I'm single now, I'm free, Lianyun, you can introduce me to a suitable man when you see it." ”

Lian Yun also smiled, "I see a lot of dead people every day, where can I introduce you to the male and alive, if there are good ones, I won't keep them for myself?" ”

After chatting with her for a while, I hung up the phone, I had to face the bleakness in front of me alone, and I no longer had the energy to care about the past between him and Tang Lingfei.

Next, when I was busy for a few days, I had already communicated with a lawyer, and was about to formally prosecute, but I didn't expect Wei Lianyun to call me again, and said in a half-serious and half-joking tone that she was going to introduce me to a handsome guy and ask me to meet.

In order to get rid of the boredom during this time, I thought it would be good to go out for a walk, so I determined a place to meet her.

This time it was at a restaurant and we were going to eat together. Before leaving, I took a good look at myself and put on a light makeup to cover up the haggard feeling of the past few days.

But when I came to the restaurant, I found Wei Lianyun and Gao Renfei there......

When I saw Gao Renfei, I was still not very calm, and I suddenly felt that Wei Lianyun's problem was very bad, and every time I asked me to meet, he didn't tell me in advance that a third party was present, which made me not mentally prepared.

I walked over hard, pretending to be okay to greet them, glanced at Gao Renfei, he nodded lightly to me, his eyes were much more natural, not as dodgy as in the past.

In order to resolve the embarrassment, I also deliberately asked Lian Yun jokingly, "Aren't you going to introduce me to a handsome guy, you haven't come yet?" ”

Lian Yun looked at Gao Renfei and said with a smile, "Isn't this a long time coming, Gao Renfei, such a big and handsome guy, are you still satisfied with what you see?" ”

Gao Renfei and I both looked at each other, a little stunned, but then understood what she meant......

Unexpectedly, Gao Renfei spoke before me, he showed obvious displeasure, and scolded in a low voice, "You're okay, right?" ”

Wei Lianyun still laughed heartlessly, "Ah Fei, don't be so excited, I'm just giving you a surprise." ”

She said, "I brought the 'goddess' you think about day and night, how are you going to thank me?" ”

I felt very uncomfortable when I heard this, "Lian Yun, pay attention to your words, I don't like such jokes." ”

"I'm really not joking," Wei Lianyun put away his smile, serious and sincere, "Deeply, you're not divorced and single now, I mean to match the two of you, anyway, Ah Fei's infatuation with you, I know better than anyone else, he is not very good at dating you, so I'll add fuel to the fire as a friend." ”

Before we could speak, she got up again, "Let's eat this meal for the two of you, I still have something to do, I'm leaving, bye." Then, she really didn't hesitate to leave.

Gao Renfei and I sat face to face like this, and the atmosphere was a little indescribable.

After a long time, he sighed and said in a deep voice, "I haven't understood this woman's brain circuits," and then added politely, "Don't mind, she's always like this." ”

When I heard this, I felt a little strange in my heart. He told me to 'don't mind', saying that she had always been in such a tone, and that it was proper for her boyfriend to be in trouble for his girlfriend, and if they hadn't developed to a certain point, he wouldn't have been able to say such things but be so polite to me.

I smiled and didn't speak.

Only then did he ask, "I heard that you and Lian Heng are completely divorced this time?" “

I nodded slightly, very reluctantly, "Yes, I left, I left a long time ago." I didn't expect it to reach your ears so quickly, and it looks like everyone is waiting to see my jokes, hehe. “

He comforted me with a warm voice that didn't care, "It's just a normal quarrel between husband and wife, and it will be reconciled in a few days, so don't be too sad." “

"At first, I also fantasized that, as you said, it was just a quarrel at the head of the bed and a small conflict at the end of the bed,"

I sighed and told the truth sadly, "But this time he came for real, he has completely cut off contact with me, and he took the child away with his mother and didn't want me to see him, I don't even know where they live now, and I finally met like an enemy." ”

"So serious?" He got serious and looked at me deeply, "What the hell is going on?" ”

This question again.

Compared with the hesitation and concealment in front of Wei Lianyun, I was much more relaxed in front of Gao Renfei...... After a deep sigh, I confessed to him the cause of the whole incident, and also mentioned the grievances and grievances with Wei Liankai.

His expression darkened, and he also felt very incredible, and then felt my sorrow, and did not speak for a long time, and then symbolically mentioned, "I have also heard about Wei Liankai, but I didn't expect him to be so despicable to this point, you should have told me these things a long time ago."

I sighed again and buried my head, "Forget it, don't say it." Anyway, I ended up with him completely, so I can get rid of him and the entire Wei family, and I can return to my original simple world in the future, how good. ”

He didn't answer, but I could feel his gaze locked on mine.

My head was buried lower and lower, and I was unconsciously immersed in that sorrow, gradually ignoring my surroundings and 'forgetting' the existence of the man in front of me

I don't know how long it took.

Suddenly, my hand was grabbed by him!

I was shocked, and I looked up in astonishment to find his burning eyes staring at me...... His eyes became deeper and brighter, and his eyes were full of affection, which made me particularly uncomfortable, and I subconsciously wanted to withdraw my hand, but he held it tighter.

"Deeply," he said in a dumb voice, "Follow me, I've finally waited for this day, I want you" He was very excited, and immediately grabbed me with his other hand, as if he was afraid that I would run away, and confessed softly, "I have never forgotten you, I still love you very much, and I have never pulled it out for so long Since you have left him, then stay with me and be my woman, okay?" His magnetic voice, still so gentle, gentle to the point of being a little humble, made me panic and broke my heart.

But no matter how depressed my mind is, I won't be confused...... I still struggled to break his hand, "Ah Fei, calm down, don't talk nonsense." ”

"I don't want to be calm!" He said firmly.

His face was very uncalm, but he grabbed me tighter, and said affectionately, "He actually doesn't cherish you so much, and is willing to hurt you like this If it were me, I would never bear to let you suffer the slightest grievance, deeply, you don't know how crazy you make me give me a chance to love you, okay, I can't wait, I can't stand it, I have been tormenting and enduring for the past two years, the last time I was drunk and crazy in front of Wei Lianheng, I just couldn't bear to find an outlet to vent I never thought that you would divorce before, I thought I would live my life alone with the illusion of you, but I didn't expect God to have mercy on me and let me encounter such an opportunity, I won't let you go again this time anyway--"

I was so distraught by his fiery words that I didn't dare to touch his burning eyes, and my hands were clenched so tightly that I couldn't find the words to refuse him in a short time.

In the end, I could only say, "Ah Fei, I think you are very unconscious now, we are really impossible, everyone is not small, can you not be so naïve?" I didn't come to you today, I was 'tricked' by Lian Yun Yes, Lian Yun, didn't you notice, Lian Yun actually likes you very much, you should develop well with her."

I know very well in my heart that the fundamental reason why Lian Yun said cool things in front of me from time to time, including calling me over this time, is just because she has long fallen in love with Gao Renfei!

Although she is confident, intelligent and generous, she can't be completely unmindful when she sees the man she likes obsessed with another woman. Yes, although she is a psychologically powerful forensic doctor and a woman with a detached mind, once she falls in love, she will still lose herself to a certain extent, and I don't blame her.

"Don't mention Lianyun to me," he said, "and I don't care what she means to me." I might as well tell you, I did try to develop with her, but I found that after so many contacts, I couldn't feel that way about her, she was not a person in my eyes. I just appreciate her professional attitude, appreciate some aspects of her wisdom, and think she has a cheerful personality and doesn't have any pressure to get along, so it's good to be an ordinary friend, but if I want to fall in love with her as I love you, and fall in love and marry her, I really can't do it, you know, every time I feel a little bit about her, as soon as you appear, I break down again so I don't want to hurt her. ”

I couldn't refute what he said with such a fierce expression, but I knew that I couldn't accept him, so I asked him to let go of his hand first, but unexpectedly, he suddenly stood up, walked around to me and pulled me up from the chair.

"You--" Before I could say a word, my whole body was encircled by his thick arms!

Although this is a private room, and no one can see it when the door is closed, I somehow have a deep sense of guilt, so I am particularly resistant, struggling, and lowering my voice, "Ah Fei, don't be like this, don't be impulsive, you make it difficult for me to be a man, let go quickly"

He really let go of his hand. But when I was about to run away from him, his hand wrapped around my waist again, and while my heart was racing, he pressed my lips with his head!

I dodged him like an electric shock, and his kiss landed on my face and into my neck...... It's so crazy that I can't dodge it at all...... I really couldn't stand his aggression like this, and my heart turned from guilt to anger, desperately trying to avoid him...... Just when I found a gap, I raised my hand angrily and was about to slap him, but his hand was quickly grabbed by him!

He was suddenly enraged, and he pressed me against the wall and pressed me tightly, his eyes widened, angry and furious, "You still want to hit me?!" I'm telling you, no one has ever hit me! Why are you? Do you think you're really a goddess who doesn't eat fireworks in the world? You're just a woman, a woman who can be easily impressed."

I was stabbed and stared at him in disbelief.

Yes, I smiled bitterly in my heart, I was just a woman, and a few casual words of rhetoric and a few skillful compliments from him were enough to soften my feelings and break into my firmly closed heart! I'm just a vain, weak, spineless woman! I shuddered, and a sentence flashed through my mind: people will insult themselves and others will insult them! I'm just humiliating myself!

So, I pushed him away with all my might, almost knocking him to the ground, and then I picked up my bag and was about to walk towards the door, but after a few steps, he ran up to stop me again, and resumed the madness and tenderness just now, "Deeply, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said those words just now, I didn't choose what to say, I was dizzy, don't go"

I listened to his pleading, stared at him in a daze, and found a shocking sadness and sorrow on his face, and his eyes looked at me silently, mixed with pain. I had never seen such utter despair, and it shook and bewildered me, and I felt that he was like a captured beast, with the tragedy of a hero's end...... I can't stand it.

I didn't leave immediately, I just turned around, unwilling to face him again, and said very resolutely, "Ah Fei, if we have fate, we will be together for the first time, and I don't have to go around for so long I know your deep affection for me, but, with the existence of that person, I think you still don't waste time on me, I can't reluctantly accept you based on emotion when I have someone else in my heart, this is really unfair to you."

After hearing this, he was silent for a long time, and then clenched his fists and hammered it on the wall, "Where is Wei Lianheng better than me?!" Just let you die like this"

““

"Okay," he said bitterly at the end, "this is the last time I will be cheap in front of you, and now that I know your attitude, I don't want to be stalked anymore, and I will go back tomorrow to get married!" ”