I don't know when it has darkened, the Seine River in the distance is gradually becoming unclear, after listening to Fuji Yichen's story, I cried out "wow" without warning, this seems to be the first time I have lost control of my emotions in Paris.

Teng Yichen said a little confused: "What are you crying about? ”

I cried and glared at him fiercely: "You have something wrong! Why are you telling me such a strange and tragic story! Do you hate me for not being tired enough or something? I don't understand! Why can't people who love each other love each other well?

Why are there spirits and gods, why can't people see each other's hearts clearly when they don't live and die, why do you say? ”

Fuji Yichen said very calmly: "Because this is not the Garden of Eden, only Eve and Adam, even in the Garden of Eden, there is also the temptation of the forbidden fruit, let alone in such a complex society... It's getting dark, let's go home..."

He got up and walked to the Seine, and waited quietly for me to wipe away my tears, and I waited for a long time before I walked up to him and said, "Go home." ”

Later, Fuji Yichen told me that from the first time he saw me, he felt that I and him were like twin angels, he saw my carefree smile, and he would be happy, and when he saw me sad, he would also be heartbroken, he said that we are very similar, we are all lonely people, we are all eager to pursue an unrestrained soul, but we are imprisoned in the cage of reality.

But he feels comfortable now, he said, because I'm right next to him, and it makes him feel whole, a sense of groundedness.

When he said this, I couldn't understand it, I still think that the creatures he said about twin angels are too sci-fi, Nima wants to be able to choose her gender, I must change 72, become a man, and then have a base with this demon man next to me!

Thinking about it, it's evil again...

Anyway, I understand that Teng Yichen has lacked love since he was a child, and he doesn't know what characteristics he sees in me, so he feels at ease with me, thinking like this, I feel a little sorry for him.

I came home in the evening and offered to make a meal for him...

When I first came to Paris, I always fell into a strange circle of thinking, and I didn't know why it was so difficult for me and Li Zhao to fall in love!

It seems that since I was almost reincarnated by Xia Ruofei, I always have a kind of fear, Li Zhao said that he has nothing to fear, only my safety, and I have nothing to be afraid of, only afraid that after my accident, Li Zhao will go crazy.

So I can only hide in this seemingly prosperous but lonely city.

The little master said that society is too complicated, and no emotion is pure and fragmented, and it can be free from external influences.

I didn't understand it at first, and I thought it might be because Li Zhao and I were born in such a complicated family since childhood, so we couldn't help ourselves in the end.

But then, I realized that I was wrong!

Birch finally agreed to associate with Boris, but it didn't take long for her to complain to me that the French were very financially divided, and that young French people had no concept of saving money at all, and then she had a long talk with Boris, to the effect that if she wanted to stay in France for a long time, the two of them must have the financial foundation to build a home of their own.

Boris also listened, saved part of his salary, and said that this part of the money would cover their family expenses later, but not Shiraki's life.

Another time, Bai Hua's junior high school classmates traveled to France, and Bai Hua took Boris to eat together, but Boris went to check out the meal and only paid for his own meal, which made Bai Hua very embarrassed!

This kind of fuck-up difference is about to drive the two crazy, and Bai Hua is desperate for Boris and can't communicate, but Boris has never known what is wrong with his deep-rooted ideology since childhood.

Therefore, later I realized that in this world, whether rich or ordinary people, it is easy to love each other and difficult to stay together, and people who can really overcome many obstacles and love each other must be so happy!

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Half a year later, I gradually calmed my scarred heart in this lazy Parisian capital, I no longer lost my mind often, I didn't lose control of my emotions easily, and my life began to become very regular like a clock.

When I'm not working, I spend the day in the galleries of Montmartre; I would take my sketchpad to the Place de la Concorde for a whole afternoon; You will also stroll through the Champs-Élysées and walk alone through the Arc de Triomphe.

I once walked for most of the day, and finally found the high-end apartment that Li Zhao had taken me to with memory, located in the 15th arrondissement of Paris, I inquired in a lame way, only to learn from the neighbor that the house that Li Zhao had taken me in had been bought a few years ago, but it was usually unused, and the owner rarely came.

I knew he wouldn't be there, but sometimes I would come downstairs to the apartment and stand for a long time looking at the window upstairs that would never turn on.

When the little master was not busy, he would take me everywhere, and we went to beautiful Provence together, watched the grandest performances of the Paris Opera, wandered through the history of the Palace of Versailles, and he would always tell me some stories from the time of Louis XVI, in fact, I couldn't remember the names he said, but I still listened to them with relish.

I often tell him, French women are so beautiful, your boss is not small, hurry up and find a marriage, is it really lonely to die old, he will scold me in various ways at first, and then be silent later.

Life gradually calmed down, still going to work every day, getting off work, passing by the window to look at it for a while, and then going home, of course, in the daily stylized life, there is one more thing - miss him.

I remembered his appearance with my X-ray scanning eyes when I left him, but perhaps in response to that sentence, when I missed someone too much, his appearance would gradually blur in my mind.

When I suddenly woke up one day and found that I couldn't remember Li Zhao's appearance, I locked myself in the toilet in fear, and desperately recalled it in the mirror, and it seemed that only those black eyes were staring at me quietly, but I couldn't remember his appearance anymore...

I even picked up the pen and wanted to draw him, but I couldn't even drop a stroke, I thought I couldn't get what I couldn't get, just remember it for a lifetime, but one day God told you, I just don't let you remember, what can you do?

At that moment, I felt a great sadness!

When the cherry blossoms in Tokyo fall all over Paris, whose back does the Eiffel Tower tilt...

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As a result, my soul was empty, and I was unable to create a satisfactory work even after all I could.

One day after that, Teng Yichen suddenly said that he wanted to take me on a long trip, and I asked him where he was going, but he didn't say.

As I drove into the French countryside, I looked at the medieval castles, the stone-paved paths, the colorful vineyards that dotted the hills, and the stories of the Middle Ages that came to mind...

Eventually, he took me to an ancient town surrounded by mountains and rivers, and he told me that the vineyards here had been planted since Roman times, and that we were there just in time for the harvest.

But what surprised me was that the owner of the winery was a Muslim, and I was a little surprised, Fuji Yichen told me that the Muslim owner had only bought the winery two years ago, and he had brought out the best wine to entertain us when he saw us coming.

In the past, Li Zhao liked to collect red wine, in fact, I don't know much, but there is really a sweet and sour taste between the mouths, how to say, compared to the wine I used to drink, there is more vitality!

The wife of the owner of the winery is a slightly chubby woman, and a pair of children, the boy is more than ten years old, the girl is only a few years old, probably rarely see Chinese, and very curious to run to me to touch me, I saw her pink and cute, I couldn't help but hold her to her lap and tickle her, she smiled extraordinarily sweetly, touching the softness of my heart.

The little boy also came over and handed me a beautiful candy jar, I didn't understand what it meant at first, but then Fuji Yichen reminded me that he was sharing his treasure with you, so I took a large piece of candy and stuffed it into my mouth, it really tasted good!

After playing with the two children for a while, Teng Yichen said to take me to the grape field for a walk, saying that the scenery was very good, so I followed him to shuttle between the large grape trellises, the grapes were like mountains and seas like blue clouds, dense turns, like a pearl tower, we ate while walking.

Teng Yichen told me a love legend about wine, he said that once upon a time there was a king of ancient Persia who loved to eat grapes, and this man also liked to eat alone, put the grapes in the jar, and wrote the word "poison", for fear of being eaten by others!

I said in my heart that there is such a king who is not afraid of rotten grapes?