Chapter 307: Life Experience, Father but Mother
Hearing me say this, Hulan also turned around. Hulan, who has always been indifferent to anything, finally found something that he cared about, and this matter turned out to be related to my life experience. Luo Feng also came up, and he tapped me on the shoulder. Asked, "Do you have an article on your background?" Fang Han, I found that there are too few things you said to me. ”
I didn't smile either, but raised the corners of my mouth slightly: "My life experience is not tortuous." There is no doubt, and there is no article to do, but since I can remember, I only have my father, not my mother, and I have never met my grandparents and maternal grandparents. ”
Although this may be unfortunate for me, it is a global perspective. There are too many such people. Maybe I'm still glad I have a father, and how many people have lived a life of displacement since childhood. At least, before I was a teenager, I was still by my father's side, and my life was not very rich, and even a little poor, but it could be said that I was warm and well-fed, but I didn't wear good clothes and eat good things.
I don't remember anything from my childhood. No one will write down all the things that happened when they were young. I remember. I should have been seven or eight years old, and I remember some of the things from there, but I can't remember them completely, most of them are scattered and small things, and they are incomplete.
I went through all my memories, and all I felt was that I had a relative like my father. I don't remember if I was sad about it when I was younger, but now I think it's just a very ordinary thing, both for all the unfortunate people and just for myself.
Only Dad, no Mom, no other relatives. This seems to have become a state that I am accustomed to, and sometimes, I even feel that I should only be a relative with my father. I also feel that even if I have a mother, it is useless, because my father gave me all the things my mother could give, although he did not spend much time with me.
I also remember that when I was younger, I used to ask my dad where my mother had gone. My dad told me that my mom was dead when she gave birth to me. Dad said that I couldn't have survived, but thanks to the doctor's timely rescue of me, I finally survived when I was born.
Later, when I became sensible, I recalled what my father said, and I suddenly realized that maybe a long, long time ago, when I was not born, my father lived a very good life. More than 20 years ago, in the 70s, most poor families still gave birth to their own children, and at that time, the profession of midwife was still very popular.
And those who can go to the hospital to give birth to children are all rich and noble families, at least, they will not be particularly poor, not to mention, they are still Western doctors, not Chinese medicine doctors. My father didn't say it was a Western doctor, but he always called a Chinese medicine doctor as a "doctor", which means that I was born in a Western medicine hall or even in a Western hospital.
By the time I felt something was wrong, my father had already entered the cell, and when he came out, he followed Duan Kun away, and after that, he passed away with a shocking mystery, and I didn't have a chance to ask about my father's life before I was born.
I also remember that my father said that my mother was a very gentle and beautiful woman, and she sacrificed herself to save me. My father told me that my mother became seriously ill shortly after she became pregnant with me, and the doctor advised my mother to kill the baby or it would be dangerous, but my mother insisted on giving birth to me. The reason why I often feel that I am not a good person is because I am not moved by it at all.
I didn't have a mother since I was a child, so I didn't think what she did for me was great. It's like that now, and when I was little, too. Before my dad was in the cell, I asked him about my mom. Dad asked me if I missed her.
I shook my head and said that I had no impression of this person at all, so I didn't miss him at all. Dad said that Mom was a very great woman, and I shook my head and said that Dad was greater. I remember every word my dad said to me that time, and until now, that sentence lingers in my mind, as if I had just heard it.
Dad said that one day, I will know what a great mother I have, and how amazing my mother is. When I was talking to Luo Feng and Hulan, I raised the corners of my mouth: "Dad's hope is probably going to be disappointed, I am now an adult, and I still have no feelings for this woman who has never appeared in my life." ”
Luo Feng called me, as if he wanted to say something, but he stopped talking, and finally closed his mouth again. I continued to tell Luo Feng and Hulan that every time my father mentioned my mother, he had a smile on his face. Looking back now, I can tell from my father's words that my father loves my mother very much.
It stands to reason that when Dad mentions Mom, he should be very sad and nostalgic. However, there was not a trace of tears in Dad's eyes, and the smile on his face was also very cheerful, as if this person had always been by his side. As for my mother's life, my father didn't tell me much, and I never asked.
At that time, I was still young, and I just felt that I was already very happy to be by my father's side, and I would ask too many other things. Actually, even now, when my father is still alive, I probably don't ask much about my mother because I don't think it matters.
No matter how good my father's life was before I was born, or before I could remember after I was born, in short, since I can remember, I have been wandering around with my father. I vaguely remember that when I was a child, my father took me as if I was going to almost all the provinces, with ice and snow, scorching sun, rivers, dense forests, and ravines.
As for why my father took me to so many places, I don't know, for me as a child, the task was to follow my father. And the way we make a living is to rely on our father to steal. Luo Feng already knew about this, and I told Luo Feng a long time ago that Dad doesn't steal from the poor, doesn't steal from the good, and steals from those who are rich and unkind.
Whether it was in the past or now, Dad is also talking about being a thief.
And Dad's method of stealing, the speed of action is fast, the force is light, often passing by people, wallets or money bags are in hand. Dad also often goes out at night and goes into other people's houses to steal things, but except for the time when he was in prison, he has never been found before, so Dad may be considered a thief.
As for Duan Kun, when did he start to enter our lives, I can't remember exactly, all in all, I only remember that before my father and Duan Kun entered the cell, I had called Duan Kun my uncle for a long, long time. Duan Kun's stealing skills are also very good, perhaps it is for this reason that Dad and Duan Kun will come together.
Before my dad died, all my memories were like that.
Don't talk about Mom, I don't have any other relatives besides Dad. My mother and my mother's relatives were a complete blank for me, not only did I not see my mother and my grandmother's grandfather, but I didn't even know their names and their surnames.
As for my father's relatives, I only know their surnames, and I don't know anything else.
My father seems to have no parents, no siblings, otherwise he wouldn't have taken me around with me when I was a child, stealing for a living.
When I was young, I was more concerned about my father. I also asked my dad where they went, and my dad just told me that he was the only one since he was a child, and that he grew up alone and survived alone.
I didn't think it was strange at the time, but now that I think about it, I'm afraid my dad lied to me.
Because, Dad is not only literate, but also understands too many things, and is obviously educated.
At that time, it was absolutely impossible for people who had no father, no mother, no adoptive father and no adoptive mother, and even no relatives to go to school. I know a few words on my own, and I said the past, but it is absolutely impossible to think like my father.
"Fang Han, could it be, that Fang Lao, is it really your grandfather?" Luo Feng asked suddenly. A "Murder Taboo" is the first time to read for free.