Chapter 82: Accompany you to face it

I shuffled down the streets, crying like a lost child, I didn't even graduate from college, my birthday hadn't come yet, why did I die? God wouldn't be too cruel to me!

This blow was like a thunderclap on my heavenly spirit cover, which completely confused me, and when I walked home, it was dark, my whole face was swollen with crying, and I curled up on the sofa without having the heart to eat, and my eyes were so swollen that I couldn't cry anymore, and I fell asleep groggy...

I dreamed of mountains full of wild flowers, flocks of white sheep, I sat on the top of the mountain and held grass, Li Ziluo stood in the middle of the flock of sheep in the sunset and looked at me from afar, I got up and ran towards him, but no matter how I ran, I couldn't run to his side, he stared at me quietly, the sadness in his eyes was like a heavy snow, covering my heart, so cold that I kept shivering!

Until the dazzling light, let me slowly open my eyes, I saw Li Ziluo in front of my eyes, under the light of the eyes like ink, clear and cold eyes at the moment covered with a hazy soft light, he held a blanket to cover me, I dragged him in disbelief: "Am I dreaming?" ”

His momentum like a mountain and sea enveloped my flustered heart, and I stared at him without blinking, afraid that he would disappear in the blink of an eye!

With a pale face, he pulled my broken hair to his forehead, ran his fingers down my forehead, and whispered, "I'm back." ”

At this time, I gradually woke up, and I looked at the clock on the wall in amazement, four o'clock in the morning! He flew back almost as soon as he got my call, and looking at his exhausted appearance, I cried and threw myself into his arms...

The blanket slipped off my body, and he wrapped me around the blanket again, hugged me tightly in his arms, and kept caressing my back until I gradually calmed down, and then asked me, "What does the doctor say?" ”

I sobbed and told Li Ziluo about it, trembling with fear and asking him: "Do you say I'm about to die, no wonder I always have a fever, I must have inflammation in my body, maybe it's in the late stage, I don't want to die, Li Ziluo, I'm afraid..."

He lowered his head and suddenly sealed my lips, didn't give me any more words, and then let go of me, and his broad palm firmly held my face: "Xiao Poo, look at me!" ”

My red and swollen eyes looked into his eyes, and he said in a resolute tone with a resolute look: "I won't let you have an accident!" ”

At that moment, I really believed that he had the ability to dominate life, as if as long as he said that nothing would happen to me, I really believed that I would be fine, just like a belief, I gradually stopped crying, and my eyes were full of Li Ziluo's distressed eyes.

He took me back into his arms, went into the bedroom and put me on the bed, he took a shower, and soon after coming out, I never felt sleepy, he saw me ask me if I was hungry, I shook my head, he warmed a glass of milk for me, I still shook my head, he took me into his arms, fed me to my mouth, I barely drank a little.

He put the milk cup aside, I lay on his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat, the reluctance in my heart was greater than the sadness, he wrapped his body around my body and leaned against the head of the bed: "Tomorrow I will arrange for the doctor to re-examine you, no matter what you will face later, I will accompany you to face it!" ”

I was thinking about something else at the moment, and suddenly I asked him, "Do you blame me?" ”

He looked down at me, and I muttered, "Do you blame me for saying that kind of thing that day?" ”

He kissed me on the forehead and said in a slushy voice, "Have you ever seen an owner who doesn't want his puppy because he barks at him?" ”

"I'm not a puppy!" I looked up at him unconvinced with red, swollen eyes.

He lifted my chin and kissed me, "You're a little white." ”

"I'm Dabai!" I corrected it right away.

He smiled faintly and said to me gently, "It's dawn, let's sleep." ”

"I can't sleep."

He spread out my palms, held them in his hands, and slowly circled them, the numb warmth drilled into the bottom of my heart, this comfortable feeling made me gradually close my eyes, he was like a child to coax me to sleep, circle after circle in my palm, let me slowly fall asleep.

At that time, I had just arrived in Rongcheng, high-rise buildings, traffic, everything made me feel strange and scared, Li Ziluo patiently took me to take the bus and subway, told me what each road was called, how to find the way home, he wrote a note by hand, put it in my clothes pocket, let me take it wherever I went.

On it is his mobile phone number and home address, his handwriting is so beautiful, I am like a baby, I dare not lose it.

It's only been a few days since I arrived in Rongcheng, Sun Hongshan held a party at home, I hid upstairs and didn't dare to go out, Li Ziluo called me out to eat, he saw me dodging, and generously led me downstairs, but when those richly dressed brothers and sisters saw me, they all showed surprised looks, and I saw disdain, ridicule, and ill-intentioned discussions in their eyes...

I was even more afraid to face the crowd, and I didn't even dare to go out of the house at one point, Li Ziluo took me to the mall, and when I appeared in front of him in a lilac dress, his eyes lit up and he squatted down and touched my head and told me: "You are the cutest girl I have ever seen, better than anyone else!" Next time someone laughs at you, raise your head and laugh back! ”

Probably only Li Ziluo can control all my emotions and easily appease me, and only by his side, no matter how big the matter, I can sleep peacefully, because I know that even if the sky falls, as long as he is there, there is a way to go back!

I was woken up by Li Ziluo, I lazily wrapped myself in the quilt and said, "Give me another ten minutes of sleep..."

"Get up, I made an appointment with Professor Zhang from the hospital."

When I heard the word hospital, I instantly remembered that something extremely bad was happening on my body, and I suddenly lost my sleepiness, and got up obediently, Li Ziluo had already taken out my clothes, and as soon as I came out of the bathroom, he neatly helped me change them, and I suddenly looked up at him with red eyes: "Why are you helping me get dressed?" Have you already treated me like a patient? Feel like I can't take care of myself anymore? ”

He was stunned for a moment, and then reluctantly zipped up my coat: "It's as if you can take care of yourself in your previous life, hurry up and come out to eat." ”

I don't know what time Li Ziluo got up, the porridge was boiled, and I said with some novelty: "Do you still cook?" ”

To be honest, I haven't seen him cook, I used to have Yang's mother at home, and he didn't have time to spend his energy on these things, so he served me a bowl: "I asked someone to send it." ”

“……”

I refused to eat, and when I thought of my illness, I had no appetite, and after drinking a sip or two, I said to Li Ziluo: "I can't eat it." ”

He frowned and took the bowl, fed it to my mouth with a spoon, and looked at his handsome eyes, and I reluctantly reddened my eyes: "I knew that I would die so early, and I shouldn't have been separated from you for three years." ”

Li Ziluo suddenly slammed the bowl on the table, making a loud noise, I was so frightened that I held back my tears again, and he said to me fiercely: "You dare to say that word again!" ”

I felt a layer of gloomy heaviness immediately enveloped him, and I was calmed by his aura, and I didn't even dare to cry before he picked up the bowl again and fed the porridge to my mouth.

The late autumn wind was already a little cold and swishing, and when Li Ziluo led me out, he took a scarf and wrapped my neckline.

He drove me to a private hospital in the suburbs, a doctor in his forties personally received us, asked about the general situation, I handed him some reports that I got the day before, he said to Li Ziluo very kindly: "I will contact the hospital over there, wait for the colonoscopy report to come out, and take you to the hospitalization procedures first." ”

Li Ziluo asked me to sit in the office and don't run around, he and the doctor went out, I shivered as soon as I smelled the disinfectant water in the hospital, and after a while, Li Ziluo came back, saw me sitting on the bench tremblingly, frowned unconsciously, took a few steps and took my hand, took me in his arms and went to the ward.

This ward is not like the ward of a general hospital, it has a large window, there is an orange tree outside the window, and it is full of that kind of cyan orange, a large bed, the wall is light blue, even the curtains are light blue, and there is a set of large sofas, which makes people feel clean and refreshing, but I suddenly have a feeling that I will spend the rest of my life here!

Li Ziluo saw me standing on the edge of the bed in a daze, put down some documents, pulled me into his arms, and then took out a black pen from his coat and drew on the back of the documents: "This is your intestines, and now a polyp is found in this position, the worst case is that it is diseased, we just need to cut off this section, and then connect the two ends, and then recuperate for a period of time, and when they grow together, you can be discharged, I am talking about the worst case, of course, it may not be so serious, do you understand?" ”

I stared at the intestines it drawn, a little cute, chubby feeling, and suddenly felt that my illness ran into his mouth as if it was not a problem, and suddenly I felt a little better, and I barely pulled out a smile.

The nurse walked in and was about to hang water for me, and when she saw me curled up in Li Ziluo's arms, the little nurse was a little shy and didn't dare to look at us, Li Ziluo slowly stood up and stepped aside.

I rarely got sick before, but occasionally I had a cold and took two pills at most, and I wouldn't come to the hospital to hang up the water at all, and when I saw the nurse about to poke me with a needle, I stared at Li Ziluo in fear, he went around to the other side of the bed, held my hand and said to me, "Guess how many oranges there are on this tree?" ”

I glanced out the window: "How can you guess this?" ”

"You count."

I really stupidly counted it, and there was a tingle on the back of my hand, and I turned around, and the little nurse smiled and said to me, "Okay." ”

I knew that Li Ziluo deliberately distracted me, turned my head to look at him, and he touched my head dotingly...

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