Chapter 68: Tears in the World (Volume 2, End)
As soon as Shen Yu received the message from the Yunfu faction, he hurried back from the Mu Wangfu, and he didn't even bother to ride the chariot, so he led the horse and galloped back.
As soon as he arrived at the gate of Yunfu, he saw the bamboo shadow. Shen Yu hurriedly dismounted and asked, "What the hell is going on?" How could Xia Yanran ......"
Before he finished speaking, he had already seen the sad look of the bamboo shadow under the light of the lantern. The latter said with red eyes and a dumb voice: "Little Hou Ye, let's go to Qingxinzhai first." Master, he...... I want to see you one last time. ”
The last side! As if he had been stabbed somewhere in his heart, Shen Yu only felt a sudden shock and fell apart. Almost holding back the trembling voice, he lowered his voice and said only one word: "Go!" With that, he galloped in the direction of Qingxinzhai.
Along the way, Zhu Ying roughly told the situation tonight, and Shen Yu knew the internal causes, and he was even more sad. If Yun Ci really forced out Han Chu's resentment, then his own life would definitely come to an end.
Love poison is paired with heart punishment Gu, only by giving up love and vomiting out the mouthful of Gu blood in his heart can he detoxify. It's just that the Gu worms in the hearts of the two of them are attached to each other and parasitize each other, and the resentful one spits out Gu blood to detoxify the poison, and the other party will ...... He died.
Exchanging life for life, this Gu poison is really heartbreaking! How vicious! How ruthless! Luan Qing and Yun Xian have not been able to go to Jiang Di for just three months, and during this period, someone has given Yun Ci and Han Chu another punishment! Shen Yu could almost conclude that the mastermind behind the scenes must be in this mansion, and most of the main messenger was a woman.
Only a woman can come up with such a cruel and cruel trick.
The more Shen Yu thought about it, the more sad and indignant he became, and when he walked to the door of Qingxinzhai, he couldn't help but redden. Master Qu Fang, fourth aunt Tai Luanqing, and Qianyun are all there, all with sad expressions. He looked in again, and saw the person lying on the couch in the study compartment, just one glance, Shen Yu could barely take a step, and his feet seemed to be filled with iron and lead.
The person on the couch was dressed in white, and the front of the placket had been stained red with blood, obviously his life was hanging by a thread, and his face was as white as paper, but he was still protecting his last breath, probably waiting to explain his unfulfilled wishes.
Shen Yu choked up, took a deep breath before slowly stepping inside, and called out hoarsely: "Save it." ”
Yun Ci heard the voice of the comer, only then did he open the deep eyes of the secluded pool that had penetrated people's hearts, looked at Shen Yu weakly, and said weakly: "Today's incident happened suddenly...... Pin Yan suddenly suffered a mishap...... If I don't take advantage of this opportunity, I'm afraid I'll have to wait a little longer. ”
Shen Yu bowed and half-knelt in front of the cloud couch, holding the hand he was hanging on the side of the couch, half complaining and half sad: "It doesn't hurt to wait, what are you doing in such a hurry!" ”
Hearing this, Yun Ci reluctantly smiled: "If I miss this opportunity, I will continue to treat her harshly, I am reluctant to ......"
Yun Ci's breathing gradually became short, as if it was difficult to maintain this life, and he paused for a moment before continuing: "I knew that I was a short-lived person, if I delay it any longer...... I'm afraid that her fate will be the same as Pinyan. ”
Hearing these words, Shen Yu couldn't bear to hear it anymore, so he turned his face and endured the pain: "Mrs. Tai, she ...... You know? ”
"It's still being hidden." Yun Ci sighed faintly: "I'm afraid, I can't hide it for long." ”
He coughed lowly, and a small stream of blood gushed from his lips. Shen Yu hurriedly wiped him clean with his sleeve, and said forcibly: "You say slow down, I'll listen." ”
"It's too late." Yun Ci's voice had gradually weakened, and anyone knew that he was struggling to hold on: "My own body, I know best." He shook Shen Yu's hand hard: "Mother has personally promised me that she will let her go." You...... I'll take her away tomorrow. ”
Tomorrow! It's so fast! Shen Yu is a doctor, how can he not see Yun Ci's injury? Only nodded again and again: "Don't worry, don't worry...... From now on, Han Chu is my life, and I will protect her even if I die. ”
"No, it's not." Yun Ci urgently confessed, and it was difficult to hide remorse and sadness in his eyes: "Zifeng, I can't stand you...... When I saw those mandarin duck daggers that day, I knew that you really liked her. It's me...... Win the love. ”
When Shen Yu heard this, he hurriedly shook his head and denied: "No, it's just my wishful thinking." If it weren't for me...... Why have you been dragged down to such a situation, to put it mildly, it was all to save me back then......"
At this point, Shen Yu finally shed a man's tears, and the drops fell on the back of Yun Ci's hand, like a river of blood, which was unbearable to witness.
Yun Ci felt the warmth on the back of his hand gradually turn cold, and then smiled slowly: "I want to thank you for teaching me to meet her." This life...... It's worth it. His face became more and more pale, and even the candle flame in the middle of the night could not be compared to the dazzling, which already meant to return to the light.
Yun Ci gradually narrowed his eyes, although his face was pale, his eyes were more than before, and he seemed to think: "She is very bitter, Helian Qi has failed her, and I can't protect her...... You...... Take care of her in the future. ”
He handed Han Chu over to himself...... Shen Yu knew that although Yun Ci's words were light, this dying sentence was heavier than Mount Tai. Yun Ci solemnly entrusted his beloved woman to himself, which he guarded with his life.
How many men in this world are willing to trade their lives for their lives? What's more, with the identity of Yun Ci, there are more to be abandoned. His family, his responsibilities, his loved ones, his status...... All of them were cut off without nostalgia, just to exchange for the life of Hanchu.
She is the woman in Yun Ci's heart! It's his real wife! And he has completely surrendered to himself the woman who loves more than his life and loves everything! It's a real wife! How could he live up to that trust?
"Save the ......" Shen Yu could no longer hide his self-blame and heartache, a thousand words, he could only turn into a heavy grip in his palm, and three words weighing more than a thousand catties: "Don't worry!" ”
Yun Ci smiled as if comfortingly, and continued to explain: "A few days ago, Pinyan was pregnant, and someone from the Xia family came to visit, and I have discussed it with her parents...... will take out Xiu as a righteous daughter. The Xia family is a thousand-year-old scholarly family, and the Marquis of Wenchang Mansion is also a Wenshi Wenchen...... If you marry the daughter of the Xia family as your wife, it is not an insult to the Marquis of Wenchang, presumably your father will not have any objections. ”
The righteous daughter of the Xia family...... Shen Yu never thought that Yun Ci had already taken care of everything quietly, and even the future of him and Han Chu had paved the way, trying his best to clear the obstacles, just afraid that she would be wronged again.
Up to now, Shen Yu has to admit that Yun Ci is not only a step above him in character and character, but even this deep affection and foresight for Han Chu, he is far behind! Originally, I thought that I would fight with my father in the future and negotiate a name for Hanchu. Can...... Yun Ci had already arranged everything by himself.
How could he not be ashamed of this? How not to be emotional?
And all Shen Yu could do was to clean up all the negative emotions and solemnly promise: "Save it, you trust your wife, I ...... will live up to her. If you violate this oath, teach me to live forever and fall into hell forever, and never be reborn! ”
An almost inaudible chuckle came, and Yun Ci weakly hooked the corners of his lips: "I believe you, why do you swear a poisonous oath?" Although you are a profligate person on weekdays, you are ...... at a critical time. cough cough cough ......"
Before Yun Ci finished speaking, there was another cough, and the blood flowed again, sliding down the corners of his lips to the pillow, and the flowers on the other side bloomed, wonderful, illusory, and life-threatening.
And Yun Ci's cough couldn't be stopped for a long time. The uncontrollable rise and fall of his chest made everyone present panic. Qu Fang immediately stepped forward to probe Yun Ci's snort, shook his head weakly, and sighed: "Master Hou, do you want to see Mrs. Tai again?" ”
Yun Ci slowly closed his eyes: "Okay." ”
As soon as the words fell, but there was a rush of footsteps outside the door, Mrs. Tai had been supported by Chi's mother, her sideburns were messy, her hair was like frost, and she was more than ten years old overnight. Almost with tears in her eyes, she walked tremblingly to Yun Ci's bed, and said indignantly: "You actually put your life on the line for a woman, where is the Yun clan!" ”
As if he knew that his mother would scold him like this, Yun Ci still closed his eyes and only sighed: "Please forgive my mother...... I also deserved to die, although I died without resentment. ”
"Though dead...... No complaints...... Mrs. Tai's chest trembled, and she didn't know whether she was crying or laughing, she only stared at her own son's increasingly pale face, and said angrily: "You have a plan, haven't you?" You were going to die for her? ”
At the dying moment, Yun Ci had nothing to hide, and responded frankly with a slight opening of his mouth: "Yes." ”
A crisp sound of "pop la la" came, and Mrs. Tai had torn the bead curtain in front of the couch to the ground, and pinched her nails into her palms: "You father and son!" You fathers and sons! I'm going to die on this couch! All have to die for women! I married a good husband! Good son! ”
Her voice reverberated through the room. However, no one answered. The strange silence made Mrs. Tai's heart tremble even more, and she clutched the beaded curtain strings that had been scattered all over the place, extremely sad and indignant: "You are going to die a long time ago, why do you want her to kill the child!" Even if you hate me, you want to let the Yun family break off the incense? ”
Hearing this, Yun Ci finally opened his eyes again, but this time, he no longer had his brilliance, leaving only a piece of inky black. A sneer curled on his lips, and he only said, "If that child is born, will the mother let her go?" Even if you let her go...... I'm afraid that she won't leave because she thinks about the child...... I can't let her be widowed in Yunfu. ”
"Yun Ci!" Only when Mrs. Tai is angry, will she call out the full name of her parent. And at this moment, she no longer knows whether she is angry or sad.
Yun Ci still sneered, as if he intended to stimulate Mrs. Tai: "Don't forget, you personally said that you wanted to let her go." Now...... I implore my mother not to go back. ”
Scold! Mrs. Tai was stunned for a moment, and finally remembered that she had indeed promised it herself. On the second day of Yun Qi's flirtation with Xiu, on the second day when she dreamed of the old past, she personally proposed to drive out Xiu away, but Yun Ci refused. The only way is ...... The timing is not right.
I never thought that today is the right time! Swap one of his own lives for a prostitute to leave peacefully!
"You don't even want your life for her? Don't forget, Yanran is your wife! Thinking of being calculated by her own son's life, Mrs. Tai's resentment was even more chilling.
"I have only one wife." Yun Ci did not specify who it was, so he changed the subject and sighed, "Mother...... Forgive my son for saying a big disrespectful word before he died, in your life, as Mrs. Xie, no one surpasses you; can be a wife and mother, but it is a failure. ”
In a trance, the corner of his eye seemed to catch a glimpse of his mother stumbling a step, thinking that he was so unfilial, and he had to confide in his mother's resentment when he was dying, and he couldn't help but feel sad, and said again: "The death of Pinyan is quite strange." She has always loved to wear gorgeous clothes, but the corpse is plain and light, and she looks more like a Xiu...... There was no blood on the cloak either, and it must have been put on after death......"
Yun Ci paused for a moment and sighed deeply: "If my guess is right, Pinyan probably wanted to pretend to be Xiu to meet someone, and then accidentally suffered an accident...... I also asked my mother to stare at the second room and give an explanation to the Xia family. ”
"Then who will give me an explanation!" When Mrs. Tai heard this, she spoke again poignantly: "I am a middle-aged widow, I have lost my son when I am old, and I have no children and grandchildren under my knees, who will give me an explanation!" ”
As she spoke, she was about to rush to Yun Ci's couch, as if she wanted to vent all her grief and anger. It was still Shen Yu and Zhu Ying who were quick to see and stop her from left to right, so they barely stopped the Yun family's housewife who had lost her mind.
Mrs. Xie stumbled, almost falling to the ground, she leaned heavily on the bamboo shadow, and said angrily: "Resignation! I've raised you for twenty-one years! Pin all the hopes of the Yun Clan on you...... You are a prostitute who speaks of life and death! How can you be worthy of me? How can you be worthy of your ancestors and ancestors?! ”
"For her, I would rather be the one who is responsible for the world." This time, Yun Ci's smile was haggard and sincere, full of satisfaction and relief: "As a descendant of the Yun family, I am too tired, and with her, I have flesh and blood." ”
When these words came out, Yun Ci was calm and guilty, and his eyes gradually drifted: "Mother, don't blame, let the third brother pick up this burden." Or you can pick an heir from the side branch and take care of it. With your ability, the Yun family can support at least another twenty years......"
"Twenty years ......" Mrs. Tai finally cried bitterly: "White-haired people send black-haired people, how can I have twenty years!" ”
"The ...... of the will" Yun Ci seemed to be extremely trusting, and said comfortingly: "The Yun family can't always protect themselves, Beixi has become the world of the minister's family, mother, let's support Nanxi." ”
"If you have this idea, rise up and make your own decisions." Mrs. Tai's hot tears fell down her cheeks, and they were ironed on the placket: "You unworthy descendant! Your ...... "a thousand words of reprimand, in the end, can only turn into drops of blood and tears, and personally call out the name of the beloved son: "Resignation ......"
This is the end of her life's work! The husband said that she was a chicken Si Chen, and the parents and children would abandon her again...... In this life, how can you be willing!
And Yun Ci heard his mother's crying in his ears, but he was powerless to refute it. His eyes gradually became blurred, and his consciousness began to disappear, and in the end, he had to fight for a breath and instruct again: "Zifeng, you must take her away." ”
Shen Yu could only nod heavily.
Although he didn't see his best friend's response, Yun Ci gradually put his mind at ease, and said softly: "Zhuying, I know that you like shallow rhyme, and let your mother be the master in the future...... It can be regarded as the love of our master and servant. ”
"Master......" The bamboo shadow and the light rhyme spoke at the same time, especially the light rhyme, gritted his teeth and didn't dare to cry a little, just shook his head. It's a pity that the person in her heart can't see it.
It seems that everything that should be explained has already been explained! Yun Ci Er felt chills all over his body, as if he had fallen into a cold lake and could not move. However, the heart is warm, and the fresh heart born for love is burning like a fire, supporting him to this day, to this moment.
Worry because of love, fear because of love. It turns out that this is fate. God let him meet that woman, and let him gradually sink from a life of pure heart and no desires to ten thousand feet of red dust.
If possible, he would rather stay in Rainbow Chasing Garden for the rest of his life, not asking about the world, and only getting along with her as if no one was around. However, I didn't know the thorns ahead, and I thought I could move forward, but in the end, I only left Sensen's blood and tears and endless pain......
From then on, he could never join hands with her for a long time, and could only watch her fade away and her beautiful back gradually disappear on the way to this abrupt end......
And he will guard her in the sky and protect her in the dark. If there is an afterlife, she will be shielded from the wind and rain of the next life with a strong body without any sickness.
Do not seek glory and wealth, but seek to defend the end of the world.
"Bang Zhi ......" Shen Yu's voice came again: "Do you want to, goodbye Han Chu." ”
See her again? Yun Ci sighed inaudibly. Now that he can't see, how can he see her? Moreover, his dying and sick face could not bear to teach her to see it.
"No need." Yun Ci smiled reluctantly, and said very calmly: "See her again, I'm afraid I'm reluctant to die......"
There is no need to say goodbye, because, never, never left.
When she first met, she was swaying and sad at night;
When they met again, she dipped her ink and wrote "I have no name";
When stealing the thin gold body, she told him that the hairpin flower "has no wind bones";
When she slipped the tire, she drank the medicine without saying a word, and the flowers bloomed red under her skirt;
Also, the only two left, the Night......
"...... out of Xiu" Even though it was pitch black in front of him, his face was unprecedentedly clear in Yun Ci's heart. Her words, smiles and smiles are the most valuable treasures in his short life, no matter life or death, when she recalls it as if it were yesterday.
His fingers tightened suddenly, and he tried desperately to grasp something. However, there was nothing, only to grope for the sheets hanging down on the couch, just like the dense green silk of the woman in my heart, smooth as satin.
Scold! With love and protection for her, let's die! The affection and love in that scene for more than a year were enough for him to continue to absorb after his death, to warm his dead soul.
He believes that Shen Yu, who is in love, will definitely take care of her and treat her very well. let her continue to hate him, complain about him, and then in the arms of other men, gradually forget the past.
The last faint sigh before dying is an indescribable sadness and reluctance. The night breeze in early spring was warm and cold, and suddenly broke down the door and scattered all over the place. The dim candle flame in the house swayed in the wind, and it was clearly extinguished, and then it suddenly lit up, and the red flame spat out the fire, and it was already burning to the end.
It seems to indicate that the life of Yunci has run out of oil.
This once amazingly talented white-clothed immortal, the youngest and the first to die in the Yun clan, closed his eyes in this boundless darkness, and passed away suddenly.
After the wind passes, life is like a dream. The flowers bloom and fall, colorful and mottled.
Say goodbye now, there is no more ruthlessness in the world.