"Dolgon, do you like Jade?" Zizig asked.

"How is that possible? Don't be cranky, why should I like a woman who can barely see and speak? Dolgon was furious, he felt that he had to behave more fiercely at this moment, "I only like you alone, Qizige, don't listen to the instigation of outsiders, how did the rumors between me and Concubine Zhuang come about, you know best in your heart, you have been talked about from time to time over the years, what is their purpose?" Isn't it just trying to instigate me and Huang Taiji, and instigate us as husband and wife? ”

Yes, what Dolgon said, Zizig knew, she didn't believe that Dolgon and Da Yu'er would have anything, but there must be such a woman in Dolgon's heart, there must be ......

"You don't like me, you just treat me well." Qi Qige smiled sadly, "It was Eniang who chose me to be your wife, and I am not bad-looking, and my temperament can be compatible with you, so the two of us are just right." This is in other mansions, if the Fu Jin can have a life like mine, I am afraid that they can laugh even if they dream, but I can't. ”

"You're in a bad mood right now, you're in a bad mood, you're pessimistic, and you can't listen to anything I say." Dorgon must be steady, he knows his wife, and if one day Zizig really finds out about his affection for Da Yu'er, she is likely to do something irreparable.

He said sharply: "Send those women away, don't think that I will indulge you in everything, do you hear?" ”

Dorgon was loud, he had never spoken to Ziegy so loudly in his life, and he hoped that he would be able to intimidate his wife and curb her crankiness.

Zizig was indeed frightened, and looked at her husband in a daze.

"Someone!"

Dolgon rushed to the door, ordered the steward to send everyone away immediately, and from now on there should be no such thing again, and he also warned the maidservants and maids below that they were all dead, and if they felt that they had no future in Prince Rui's mansion, they should get out of here as soon as possible.

Zizig's ears were buzzing, his mind was blank, and his heart was empty.

In fact, she broke down many years ago, didn't she, cried and screamed under Yu'er, like a madman, and once frantically ripped off Dorgon's clothes to have a child with him.

In the depths of her heart, there has always been a manic and crazy Zizig, but she imprisons her with decency and dignity. But she doesn't know when the crazy self will run out next time, whether it will run out one day, and she will never be able to shut it up again.

"You've done so much for me." Dorgon walked back, knelt down on one knee, and grasped Zizig's hand with both hands, "But I can repay you as much as you have done to me." I understand all your grievances, Qizig, a thousand mistakes are my fault, you don't toss yourself, promise me. ”

Qizige looked at him with tears in his eyes: "I want to be a good wife and mother, I want to look down on all this like other women, like Yu'er, no longer struggling and no longer demanding, there will be no pain." You are too busy to go home and give me an explanation, I understand you, but I also have times when I can't turn a corner, especially in Dongor, every day when I see her, I will think that there was once a woman who could make you emotional, but maybe it was not the mother of Dongor, but because the mother of Dongor resembles that woman. But I never knew who that woman was, and I didn't even know who I lost to......"

"Don't think nonsense, my mother and Donggor's mother are just playing on the spot in a moment."

"Are you afraid that Donggu will grow up in the future and become more and more like her own mother, and I can guess the woman in your heart from her appearance?"

"What if Tungor looks like you?" "Do you regret what you said today?" ”

Zizig was stunned, she couldn't tell the emotion behind Dorgon's words for a while, but even if it was just made up to deceive her, why would she want to be deceived willingly?

"There's no such thing at all, the only woman in my heart is you." Dorgon ripped open the placket of his shirt, revealing his strong chest, and drew his saber from his waist, "Do you want to dig open my heart and take a look?" ”

Zizig went limp, collapsed from his seat and fell into Dorgon's arms, crying heartbreakingly.

Dolgon's heart beat very heavy at once, and the person in his arms cried aggrievedly: "It's me who is not good, Dolgon, it's me who can't hold it anymore......"

Dolgon secretly breathed a sigh of relief, this level is over, but he doesn't know if he will be safe next time, maybe one day, he will have to choose between Da Yu'er and Zizige, he doesn't want, he never wants that day, it will be Qizige holding a knife and stabbing Da Yu'er.

He picked up his wife, wiped away her tears, held up the majesty of the big husband, and said angrily: "You are becoming more and more lawless, who gave you the courage?" ”

Ziziger was teary-eyed and sobbed, unable to say anything.

On the Lantern Festival banquet on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, Qi Qige couldn't see anyone because of his red and swollen eyes from crying, so he didn't enter the palace to attend the banquet. And there was no concubine at the banquet, and the emperor was also absent-minded, although it was singing and dancing, and the staggered planning, everyone in the banquet had their own thoughts, and when the wine passed three rounds, Da Yuer retreated.

Walking through the steps in front of the Phoenix Tower, thinking back to two years ago, if she went to the banquet together that day, she would inevitably return to the inner palace with her sister, would the Saiyin Nuoyan clan not dare to make a move, or, did she push herself down the steps?

There is nothing in the world, there is just a cruel and helpless reality, she walked to the front of Guan Ju Palace, stared blankly at the plaque on the door, Baoqing quietly came out of it, and said softly: "Niangniang, the master she just fell asleep." ”

"Tired of crying?"

"Yes, yes...... Ah" Baoqing's eyes turned red, and he lowered his head and twisted his fingers, "It's sad to cry, this year is even more sad than last year, and the slave maid originally thought that it would be better every year." ”

"After a while, my sister woke up and came to call me." Da Yu'er gently instructed, "Baoqing, don't be afraid, don't think nonsense, no matter what happens to your sister, no one will blame you." ”

Baoqing shook his head with tears: "The slave doesn't want to, the slave doesn't want anything, the slave just needs to follow the master for the rest of his life." ”

Da Yu'er handed her handkerchief to Baoqing: "Silly girl, don't cry." ”

But at this moment, there was movement in the house, Hai Lanzhu woke up from crying in a dream and accidentally pushed the pillow next to her to the ground, Yu'er came in the door, and saw her sister lying on the edge of the kang and reaching out to pick up the pillow, so she hurriedly stepped forward to support her, and sure enough, as soon as her sister raised her head, her face was full of tears.

Hai Lanzhu hurriedly wiped away her tears, but was held in her arms by Yu'er, and her sister stroked her back: "Even if there is only one day in a year, my sister will cry to her heart's content, no one will blame you, no one will blame you." ”

"Why can't I get out this time?" Hai Lanzhu cried, "Obviously I should be numb......"

Sister's words, people outside also say the same.

Although Huang Taiji ordered Horqin and Hai Lanzhu's husband's family to erase all her life before the age of twenty-six, Concubine Chen was married by a widow, at least everyone who was alive in the world knew about it.

Maybe after thousands of years, no one will know what happened to Concubine Chen, but now everyone feels that she has lost so many children, and she should have been numb a long time ago, but it is her life, and she is destined to have no children.

But a child who died of illness and a child who was taken from his arms and fell to death, can such an injury be the same, a child who died of illness, she can blame the sky, and a child who fell to death, she can only blame herself.

Da Yu'er patiently comforted her sister, she didn't need to say any comforting words, she knew that her sister was stronger than anyone imagined.

Hai Lanzhu gradually calmed down in her sister's arms, it was the nightmare just now, which made her return to today two years ago, calm down, she can still recover a little bit of spirit, after all, it has been two years.

"Zizig didn't come today." Da Yu'er twisted a handkerchief to wipe Hai Lanzhu's face, brought ginseng tea to make her feel good, and joked, "When she comes in a few days, let's laugh at her together, isn't she very stubborn to give Dolgon a concubine?" I guess I was cleaned up by Dolgon, and I didn't have the face to come to see anyone. ”

Hai Lanzhu, who has calmed down, can joke with her sister, but she also sympathizes with Qi Qige and said gently: "She has no child's heart knot, she has been there all her life, and she collapses from time to time, no wonder she." ”

"I figured out if one day she really found out that Dorgon was interested in me and wanted to break up with me." Da Yu'er said ruthlessly, "Then I won't keep it, originally our position was to stand on life and death, but sooner and later." ”

Hai Lanzhu asked, "Will the emperor kill Dolgon?" ”

Da Yu'er glanced out of the door, she knew that the emperor didn't like to mention these cruel things to her sister, and said softly: "There will be a day, and then Qi Qige will definitely not live, maybe even Donggu will ......."

Hai Lanzhu was not panicked: "After all, either they die, or the emperor, you and me, and my aunt." ”

Da Yu'er said: "So now, if we can be better to her, let's be better to her." ”

Hai Lanzhu leaned on the mat, was silent for a long time, and suddenly said, "Yu'er, can my sister ask you for something?" ”