"Jin ....."

"Cheap!"

Knock knock.

The back of my head slammed against the wall, and I looked like I was dreaming.

Nightmare.

Jin Xiyan's mouth was full of tyrannical insults, which made me tremble.

My eyes were filled with tears from the smoke that filled the room, and he had half a cigarette in the corner of his mouth, and the burning red dots flickered and dimmed with his rough breathing.

Now that I think about it, maybe there is always a step between me and Jin Xiyan, one step to heaven, maybe one step to hell.

I waved my hands and kicked my legs, struggling fiercely to get rid of Jin Xiyan's chokehold.

And Jin Xiyan bit the cigarette with hatred, and his dark eyes were full of hatred for me.

Such a look made me really think that he was going to kill me, and the fear spread up from the soles of my feet like waves.

"Woo! Put..."My eyes began to glow with gray-white snowflakes.

Before I could experience the fear of falling from the top of the mountain of hope, he had already been thrown by his throat and thrown to the bed.

Jin Xiyan sat on my lap, suppressed my movements, and lifted the hem of my skirt with the other hand.

I frantically reached out and scratched, he was in pain, and he didn't intend to let me go. I heard the sound of my pants tearing.

All my rebellion came to an abrupt end.

A thick dark memory whistled in.

I opened my mouth wide and glared at the man I had loved for years.

But he became a vicious beast, and pounced on me, and did not stop until he had attained his goal.

The cigarette rolled against the head of the bed, and he smashed it in my face.

That's right, it's Jin Xiyan who is doing this.

"Cheap|goods, cheap|! Are you owed! ”

Deceitful.

I remember that in the bathroom of the Jin family, this man called me An Jian, An Jian with an affectionate face.

My throat was released, and before I could retch, the whole person had already made Jin Xiyan flip over.

The back of my neck was pressed again, and my whole face was pressed into the soft quilt, suffocating.

"Anjian, aren't you not enough! Say, I'll feed you! ”

With a sudden, I was brutally occupied by him.

"Don't! No! ”

The pain of tearing, the darkness in front of my eyes, let some thick darkness overlap back, and I desperately crawled forward: "Don't, don't. I don't want to. No. ”

What don't you want?

Don't be touched by men.

Don't touch those filthy men.

Again and again, I no longer know who the person behind me is, I only know that I am treated as an inflatable and inflatable doll, with no dignity for others to vent.

Without love, without dignity.

It hurts so much, and it's so dirty.

"Gross!"

I lay on the edge of the bed, vomiting as I did it.

"I touched you, and you feel disgusting? Well? The tyrannical voice still echoed in my ears, rumbling straight to my heart.

My body's reaction was already answering, my fingers clashing at my throat, spitting up a mess, my whole body convulsed and I could only lie there, spasming.

The chill to the bone brought me back to the street lamp outside the alley, and I felt like a long-dead corpse, hard with ice and sick-smelling.

"Anjan!" His voice was still angry, and I couldn't react to the fluttering smash.

The original intention I recalled to death during the bungee jumping, and the sincerity that I proved without hesitation in the hotel, were all shattered by Jin Xiyan.

The shaking stopped, and he was turned over again.

The chandelier in the bedroom was turned on, and the light made my world red through my eyelids.

I was picked up, my dry hands rubbing my face, and my movements were so gentle that I cried out to the treasure that fell into my ear, with great eagerness.

I collapsed and couldn't open my eyes, only to feel a stream of warm liquid running between my legs.

It's like my love, which is lost in fruitless efforts and wanton harm.

I was back under that lamp, dreaming.

[Don't be afraid, I'll take you to the hospital first.] 】

I looked at the young man in front of the white and black Audi, wearing a white jacket and beige trousers, he walked towards me with a righteous face like the prince charming that all young girls expect.

[Young Master Jin, the master explained, don't get involved with these people, it's too dirty. 】

[Shut up!] What do you say, you guys drive away, I'll take her to the hospital myself! 】

Dirty......

I'm bloody, dirty, I'm not Cinderella, I'm a beggar with no clothes. The young man's body was white, so dazzling that I subconsciously waved away his outstretched hand and screamed: [Get out, get out!] 】

The boy was separated by the driver, who angrily pushed the driver away.

He took off his jacket and buckled it over my shoulder, and pulled all the money out of his trouser pocket and put it in his jacket pocket......

[Xiaoyan, get in the car! ] 】

Another man got out of the car, wearing shiny leather shoes.

And this boy surnamed Jin and with words in his name restrained his perverse movements.

If he had left without looking back, maybe I wouldn't have been so embarrassed years later.

But the young Jin Xiyan turned around and said a word, and from then on I was bowed by him.