161 It feels like the sky is falling
"Wife, where are you going?" Seeing me walking towards the door, Lou Shaotang hurriedly stood up and grabbed my hand.
I stopped, turned my head, and pretended to look at him calmly, "Lou Shaotang, you let me be alone for a while." "Break his hand.
I'm not angry when I say this, but what I need to do now, the only thing I can do is to think about the relationship with Lou Shaotang.
Do you continue to walk with him, or do you ...... with him? Divorce.
Lou Shaotang eagerly clasped my hand again, "Wife." He didn't say anything to keep it, but his tone was full of pleading to stay, and the strength of his hand increased a little.
"Tu Ying." At this time, Zheng Ke'er got up from the sofa, her eyes were full of tears, and she said in a soft and weak voice, "Don't go." I'm the one who should go. ”
After saying that, she lowered her head and walked towards the door with a slight flutter.
"Kerr." Lou Shaotang immediately stopped her, and she immediately stopped, looked up at him, and her eyes flashed brightly.
"Wait a minute, I'll let the driver drop you off." Lou Shaotang said indifferently.
Zheng Keer's face froze, and the light in her eyes dimmed instantly, "Okay." He nodded, a gentle and understanding smile on his lips.
Soon the driver came over, Lou Shaotang said a few words to the driver, and asked Zheng Keer to follow him. He held my hand all the time and never let go, for fear that I would leave as soon as I let go.
In fact, if I really want to leave, how can he stop him by holding his hand? It's just that somehow, as if I subconsciously wanted to stay.
Closing the office door, Lou Shaotang pulled me to the sofa and sat down, "Wife, I know you are very sad and angry now, but can you listen to my explanation?" His face was full of heartache, and his tone was pleading.
I pulled out my hand and turned my face away, my heart was still aching fiercely, but I said in a cold voice, "What is there to say?!" You didn't say it all. ”
"I don't love her." As soon as I finished speaking, Lou Shaotang's firm words slipped into my ears.
My heart fluttered, and I turned my head to look at him in amazement.
His expression was solemn, his gaze on me was more resolute than his voice, and he didn't look like he was lying or coaxing me.
Does he really not love her?
I'm a little incredulous. If so, why didn't he just say it?
My mind was easily read by Lou Shaotang, he sighed helplessly, and said: "You also understand the situation between Ke'er and me, just now you asked in front of her, if I say that I don't love her, I love you, wouldn't it be very embarrassing for her?!" ”
His explanation is reasonable. From Zheng Keer's eyes and expressions, even I can see that she still loves Lou Shaotang, very much. It is impossible for Lou Shaotang not to see it.
"But don't you say it, don't you give her hope?" I already believed his words, but I was dissatisfied that he didn't make it clear to Zheng Keer, and his unclear attitude was easy for her to misunderstand, thinking that Lou Shaotang still loved her.
Lou Shaotang said categorically: "No." I've made it clear to her that I can't be with her anymore. He took my hand and put it in his palm and held it tightly, "Wife, I don't take care of her because I still love her, but because I have an unshirkable responsibility to her." You...... Can you understand? ”
I didn't listen much to what he said, but I was only surprised by his first half of the sentence.
"You...... Did you tell her explicitly? I looked at Lou Shaotang in disbelief.
"Yes." He nodded, and then his face turned to shame, and said, "I admit that I was really shocked when I first learned that she was still alive, especially the truth about her 'death'. The car accident was my fault, I hurt her, but she didn't blame me, but left me for fear of dragging me down. I feel guilty and guilty, sad and sad, my mind is very messy and messed up these days, and I have been thinking about what to do to make up for the damage and debt I have done to her. But one thing is clear to me, and that is that I don't love her anymore. The so-called care of her is to save her from hardship and hardship, so that her life in the second half of her life is stable and worry-free. So I told her that I could give her anything but marriage and love, as long as she wanted. ”
I stared at Lou Shaotang in a daze, I didn't expect him to say such a thing to Zheng Keer, he knew that Zheng Keer still loved her, and she would definitely be sad to say this, but he still said it, it can be seen that he didn't want to give Zheng Keer any hope.
"And what did she say?"
Seeing that my face was no longer as cold and hard as just now, and my tone was softer, Lou Shaotang's expression suddenly became happy, and he said with a smile: "She said that she understands, after all, everything has changed after so many years, including my relationship with her." After that, we were just good friends. ”
"Really?" I narrowed my eyes suspiciously, skeptical. I always feel that Zheng Ke'er is not simple when he comes back this time, he wants to rebuild the old relationship with Lou Shaotang.
Lou Shaotang nodded affirmatively, and said slightly apologetically: "Actually, she said that she wanted to take care of her, but she refused at first, and it wasn't for me to repay anything, but I insisted and wanted to make up for her." Wife, can you forgive me for doing this? ”
Of course I understand. His indebtedness and guilt to Zheng Keer, and his mood of wanting to do everything to make up for it, is not it just like I did to Qiao Chenfei? It's just that I have reservations about Zheng Keer.
Seeing that I pursed my lips and didn't say anything, thinking that I was still unhappy, Lou Shaotang tried to persuade me, and said with emotion: "Ke'er is very pitiful, she has lived in a single-parent family since she was a child, and now her mother has passed away again, she has no relatives in this world, only me." ”
"Only you?" I was upset by this, according to this meaning, Zheng Keer will take Lou Shaotang as the center of her world in the future? Do you have to rely on him for everything, rely on him?
If she is really as Lou Shaotang said, she can let go of her feelings for him, of course I won't mind, but the problem is that I don't think so.
Hearing the overtones in my words, Lou Shaotang hurriedly explained, "Don't get me wrong, I mean, she only has one friend who can help her now." As if to reassure me, he put my hand to his lips and kissed me, stared at me deeply, and said, "Wife, believe me, the person I love is you, only you." ”
Looking at his gentle and affectionate eyes, my heart suddenly became sweet and soft.
How could you not believe him?! Seeing how nervous he was about me, I knew he wasn't lying.
I don't believe in Zheng Keer!
But thinking about it, Zheng Keer did become disabled because of Lou Shaotang, if Lou Shaotang turned a blind eye to her and sent her a fee, not to mention that Lou Shaotang couldn't do it, and my conscience couldn't go.
Hey~ Forget it, she's really pitiful. As long as Lou Shaotang loves me, it won't help her to love Lou Shaotang no matter how much she loves me. That's it, just don't make a fuss. If she makes trouble, I don't care if she's disabled or not, I have to kill her!
But I was still a little angry that Lou Shaotang was dealing with her behind my back, so I said: "Since you have no feelings for her, then why are you hiding it from me, afraid that I will know?" ”
Lou Shaotang sighed and explained: "First, it's because my brain is really messed up, and I haven't figured out how to tell you; Second, you are so jealous, I'm afraid that you will be unhappy and make trouble with me. ”
"Who's messing with you?" Hearing that he actually said that I was jealous, I refuted him unconvinced.
"Then why are you angry with me now?" The corners of his mouth curled up in a smile that seemed to be a smile rather than a smile.
"I'm angry with you......" I choked on his question, thought for a while, and said, "I'm angry that you don't confess to me, which means that you don't trust me." ”
Lou Shaotang seemed to laugh innocently, and raised his hand to make a surrender form, "Okay, okay, it's me who is wrong, it's me who is wrong." I'll tell you everything in the future, okay? ”
"Of course!" I had to be unforgiving, and pretended to warn, "If you dare to hide anything from me again, I will see that I will not take care of you!" ”
"Don't dare, I don't dare anymore!" Lou Shaotang's expression suddenly changed back to serious, took me into his arms, and whispered in my ear: "Wife, do you know that when you were about to leave just now, I felt that the sky was about to fall." At that time, there was only one thought, I must keep you, no matter what method is used. ”
"......" Xinhu was rippled by his words, and thinking of his pleading eyes just now, my heart hurt fiercely again.
With a slight sigh, I said, "I'm hungry." ”
My words changed suddenly, Lou Shaotang was stunned, and then excitedly let go of his arms, clasped my shoulders, and said with a smile: "Okay, let's go to dinner, what do you want to eat?" He took the bag I had put on the couch, "By the way, you said yesterday that you wanted to eat French food, let's go, let's eat." After saying that, without waiting for me to respond, he took my hand and walked out of the office with his fingers clasped.
Seeing that he was so excited that he looked like a child who had won a commendation, the corners of my mouth couldn't help but raise a smile.
When I arrived at the restaurant, I found out that Lou Shaotang had booked a seat as early as yesterday, and I had planned to bring me here today.
This restaurant is what I saw in a magazine, although it is newly opened, it has a high rating, the owner and chef are French, and the food is very authentic. I was attracted not because of this, but because of one of their signature dishes.
I ate that dish in France, and it was at the Michelin-starred restaurant where I met Zhai Jin, and I was amazed by its deliciousness. I've been to a number of French restaurants since I came back, but I haven't found anything like it. So when I saw it in a magazine yesterday, I was so impressed that I wanted to try it.
After ordering the meal, Lou Shaotang took out 2 drama tickets from his pocket, and when he saw that it was the suspense drama I had always wanted to watch, he asked him in surprise: "How do you know that I want to watch this drama?" "I don't remember talking to him.
"I heard you talking to Angel the other day." Lou Shaotang raised his eyebrows proudly.
Hearing him say this, I remembered that I had mentioned this to Anqi, and I had made an appointment to watch it together, but this drama was very popular and it was hard to get a ticket.
"Are you going with Angel or with me?" Lou Shaotang asked for my opinion.
I looked at the time on the ticket, it was only 2 hours away from now, and I was a little rushed to find Angel, and I was looking for her temporarily, and she might not be free, so I said, "Let's go." ”
Putting the ticket aside, as soon as he picked up the cup and was about to drink water, he saw Zhai Jin walking towards our table with his hands in his pockets and leisurely......
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