Among the people who came, there were not only Chen Liang, but also Zhang Jingchi.

Chen Liang obviously drank too much, as soon as he stood in front of me, I smelled the strong smell of alcohol, as soon as he came over, he wanted to grab my hand, I hurriedly took a step back, stood in a protective posture, I buried my head, and my tears instantly welled up again: "Don't touch me, my hands are full of blood, I almost killed someone, Chen Liang, I almost killed Feng Wenke, I almost became a murderer." I am indeed a broom star, and nothing good has happened to me from beginning to end of my life. You'd better stay away from me, I don't want to hurt you. I don't want everyone around me to end up being unlucky with me, I shouldn't have called you, you go, you go, don't pay attention to me, the unlucky guy, let's go. ”

Chen Liang was stunned, he stood there, and after a long while, he shouted: "Li Cheng!" Don't rehash the old thing! You didn't do anything wrong before, and you are right now! It must be Feng Wenke's fault first, so you did it! “

Unfortunately, such comfort is not enough.

I squatted down, holding my head and crying. I've never been so hopeless.

I forgot when my life began to fall apart, it could have started with a hopeless crush, followed by the butterfly effect, or it started with a midnight terror when I was 17, or with the bright red bloodstains that night, or with the retreat from the county town where I had lived for more than a decade.

Anyway, I've been lonely, hopeless, remorseful, guilty, tortured for too long, too long.

But even so, I still stayed up and moved forward for so many years, and I thought that as long as I gritted my teeth and persevered, I could see the light of life. I thought that only by not forgetting to chase and one day I would be able to touch the sun.

But I was wrong.

My life has long been devastated and retreated to the point where there is no way out, it is my obstinacy, it is my blind optimism, it is the illusion that I have given myself too much hope, and I am so desperate until now.

I finally had enough of crying. After calming down, even if I understood that smashing Feng Wenke was just an act of self-defense, I didn't want Chen Liang and Zhang Jingchi to be dragged down, but I finally gritted my teeth, I finally swallowed these damn tears, and I finally forced myself to smile like a nobody: "The sand is too big, I'm blind." ”

Chen Liang kept staring at me with his drunken hazy eyes.

I thought about it and said, "Let's go, I've called the police, I'll just wait here." ”

At this moment, Zhang Jingchi, who had been standing there without saying a word, frowned and said, "Can't you live like a normal person?" It's almost time to catch up with Hollywood movies. ”

I didn't bother to tell him what it means to stand and talk without backache, I opened my mouth and finally chuckled self-deprecatingly: "Yes, this kind of life is too powerful." Seeing that I live such a wonderful life, Mr. Zhang, are you jealous of me? ”

Without answering my words again, Zhang Jingchi glanced at me again, his eyes suddenly dodged, he suddenly took off his coat and handed it to me and said, "Put it on." ”

I was still hesitating, and he had leaned over and quickly covered the spring light in front of me.

I was suddenly embarrassed.

Zhang Jingchi looked indifferent, he said to Chen Liang very calmly: "Mr. Chen, your wine is not awake yet, you should stay in the car first." I'll take care of the rest, it's the best arrangement. ”

Chen Liang seemed to think for a moment, and he finally patted me on the shoulder, and instead staggered back to the car.

Until Chen Liang closed the door, Zhang Jingchi turned to staring into my eyes and said seriously: "Keep my words in mind, if you don't want to eat and live in prison for free for a while, you'd better shut up." Don't think you should go in and stay if you hurt someone, there is an act called self-defense. Leave the rest to me, and I'll handle it for you, just trust me and leave it to me. ”

I was stunned, I didn't expect Zhang Jingchi to take the initiative to help me, pursed his lips and was silent for a while, I said, "Thank you." ”

Unexpectedly, Zhang Jingchi's answer made me both embarrassed and uncomfortable.