"Lan'er, why don't you answer the phone?" The mother poked her head out.

I quickly covered my phone and smiled reluctantly: "Oh, I guess it's a harassing call!" ”

The mother didn't ask anything more, picked up the vegetable pocket and turned around and went into the kitchen.

I entered the toilet, locked the door, and immediately called Qin Wenhao back.

"Arashi, I'm ...... today"

"Qin Wenhao, don't talk yet!"

Hearing his voice, my heart trembled slightly, and the overflowing sourness fermented rapidly at an unexpected speed, and I didn't want to be so passive, so I took the lead in interrupting him.

"Good!" He obediently quieted down.

I took a deep breath and said word by word: "Let me ask you, are you still in contact with Lin Qian?" ”

There was a brief silence.

"Xu Lan, you don't believe me?"

"You answer my words!" I spoke in a tough tone.

"Nope! I've changed my phone number now and haven't contacted her! Qin Wenhao seemed to be a little angry, and his tone also increased by several decibels.

"Okay, then I'll ask you again, are you ...... every month Oh no, often send money to Lin Qian? ”

This time the silence was much longer than before.

"Xu Lan!"

When Qin Wenhao's voice rose again, I obviously felt that the momentum was much weaker.

"The house in Shenzhen still has a mortgage for more than ten years, since I promised her to give her a suite, even if we break up, the mortgage should be repaid by me!"

The heart, as if it had been stabbed severely.

What a justified excuse......

"Hehe, I really can't see it, it's still a good ex-boyfriend in China!" I wiped the tears that kept pouring out of my eyes, and forcibly suppressed my trembling voice, "The mortgage, a month is six thousand seven hundred and twenty-eight, but you can remit sixty thousand at a time, how to explain it?" ”

When this string of numbers blurted out, even I was surprised, after so many years, I actually remembered exactly the same, it seems that the shadow left on me at that time is indeed very serious.

Qin Wenhao went to Angola to work for two years and came back with 500,000 yuan, but Lin Qian had a down payment of 900,000 yuan for the house he liked, and the remaining 400,000 yuan was all borrowed from someone.

At that time, Qin Wenhao promised that he would pay it all back within a year, but he didn't expect his second brother to get sick, and all kinds of treatment and examination fees would cost more than 10,000 yuan every month.

At that time, he was too busy to take care of his family, and during the day I had to accompany his second brother to the hospital for chemotherapy and get a report to ask about his condition, and in the dead of night I would hold a calculator and keep calculating, no matter how I put it together, I couldn't plug the financial hole.

There was really no way, so I could only quietly use my savings to fill the gap, and within half a year, 120,000 yuan was all in it.

The monthly mortgage is a hurdle that I can't get around, and this string of numbers is like a magic sound, deeply imprinted in my mind, and it is estimated that the brain has automatically reserved, even in the past four years, I have not forgotten it......

Coming back to his senses from that gray memory, Qin Wenhao still didn't say a word, and he could only hear his deep and shallow breathing, which was so deep that it was chilling.

I hooked my lips and sneered, the facts were in front of me, what could he explain?

"You...... Seen Lin Qian? ”

After a long time, Qin Wenhao finally spoke again, but these words made me even more disappointed.

"It's none of her business! Qin, Qin Wenhao, you answer my question! In the end, I couldn't hold it back, and my voice trembled terribly.

"I'm sorry!"

These three words were like three scimitars, slashing at my heart one by one, and it hurt so much that I almost forgot to breathe.

Tears poured out like wells of water, and I covered my mouth to keep my cry from making a sound.

So, Lin Qian is right? I'm just a toy that Qin Wenhao uses for fun?

Therefore, he ran to the war-torn area twice in three days, just to earn money for Lin Qian as pocket money?

"Xu Lan, now I can't explain the reason to you! But trust me, I'm serious about you......"

I hung up.

Hehe, just now he angrily asked me why I didn't believe him, and now he is begging me to believe him in a low voice, why?

Qin Wenhao called again, and I turned off the phone directly, out of sight and out of mind.

When I looked up at myself in the mirror, I was already crying.

Ugly, really ugly, even I can't stand it, and I naively thought that Qin Wenhao would really like himself......

Pipe dream!

In fact, four years ago, I should have woken up from the dream, blamed me for being stupid, believing that there would be miracles in the world, oh no, believing that he would bring me miracles.

I finally took that step and gave all my heart to him, and the result? It's me who suffers.

Yes, it has always been me......

The sound of my mother's footsteps flickered far and near, and I calmed down, simply turned on the hot water faucet, washed my hair indiscriminately, and then wrapped my face in a towel, opened the door and ran to the bedroom.

"Hey, Lan'er, what do you wash your hair when you have a cold...... Why haven't you taken the medicine yet......"

I was afraid that my mother would come with me, so as soon as I entered the house, I immediately locked the door.

"People are uncomfortable, sleep first!"

Sure enough, there was no movement outside.

The droplets of water on the tips of the hair fell to the shoulders and neck, and then slowly fell, which was very uncomfortable.

I stared blankly at the crumbling dead leaves outside the window, surprisingly calm.

Was it a dream? Maybe!

When I woke up from the dream, I was still the same Xu Lan who no one wanted to see, living in a small shell I had built.

I persuaded myself to accept the status quo over and over again, but when I turned on my phone and saw dozens of "missed calls" from the same string of numbers, I still felt uncomfortable.

I can't say the word "break up".

I blocked all his contact information, and frantically swiped Weibo and WeChat, but Lin Qian's words kept echoing in my mind.

I used to treat you as a tool, but now I use you as a toy.

Why, why am I being used by him again and again? Do you really want to be treated so despitly if you like someone......

The emotions that I managed to control were showing signs of collapse again, and I tried not to let the tears in my eyes flow, and I stared at the circle of friends with wide eyes, and I didn't even let go of the advertisements that were pushed.

Only in this way can I calm down and be free from negative emotions.

Yes, he's just playing, why should I be so serious? It's not a few days in total, what is there to be sad about!

I kept numbing myself with these words, my heart was a mess, my mind was a mess.

Suddenly, Xu Chengyang sent me a WeChat message, and I quickly clicked on it as if I had grabbed a life-saving straw.

"Dear, when will your silk scarf be taken away? If you don't come again, I'll hang up online! "When I was done, he sent me a picture, which was the page of his Taobao store, and the inventory was displayed as zero.

"Okay, come right now! Buy me a fifty duck neck, the spiciest kind! ”

"Slot, it's quite a lot!"

When I finally found my spiritual sustenance, I immediately cheered up and quickly got up to clean up.

It was said that it was just to dry my hair, and when I was about to go out with my backpack, my mother chased me with a shovel.

"Hey, if you go out now, won't you come back for dinner?"

When I looked at my phone, it was almost five o'clock, so I shook my head: "Eat out!" ”

My mother slapped me on the shoulder, and her face was full of indignation: "Hmph, don't say it early if you don't eat at home!" I made so many dishes......"

I was afraid that she would see the tears on her face, so I didn't dare to argue, so I rushed out of the house with my head down.

rushed to the second floor in one breath, and only then did he react, Qin Wenhao lived downstairs and stopped in an instant.

He's not going to stop me at the door, is he? I was a little hesitant.

Escaping does not solve the problem.

I thought and thought, gritted my teeth, and continued to rush forward.

Luckily, the door to 101 didn't open, so I was secretly relieved and slowed down slightly.

"Xu Lan!" A clear and loud shout sounded in front.

I subconsciously looked up and saw Qin Wenhao's figure, he was standing at the gate of the community, and after a short pause, he rushed towards me.

I didn't hesitate at all, immediately turned around, ran towards another door in the community, God knows how I could run so fast, actually escaped from the gate, it just so happened that there was a taxi at the door is getting off passengers, the back seat passenger has not yet landed, I cat waist from under his armpit into it, sit down.

"Master, drive!" The driver was startled and looked back at me, but nodded anyway and started the car.

When the taxi was traveling some distance, the driver suddenly glanced in the rearview mirror and smiled.

"Yo, I'm lame and chasing cars! Sister-in-law, that's your son, right? ”

You're blind, aren't you? Who is your sister-in-law?

endured and endured, so that there was no foul language, and no more endurance, there was no looking back.

He thought I would relent if I pretended to be pitiful? Oh, dream!

Xu Chengyang's apartment door was not closed, I pushed the door directly in, and saw the guy shirtless, riding a spinning bike while watching TV, tired and sweating.

"Close the door, I don't want my neighbors to peep!" He said without looking back.

"Hmm!" I answered in a muffled voice, and the door slammed shut.

Xu Chengyang finally glanced back at me and realized that my mood was wrong, so he jumped off his bicycle and walked towards me while wiping his sweat.

"What, you had a fight with your boyfriend?" After wiping off the sweat, he threw the towel in my face.

"Qin Wenhao and I ...... Broke up! Seeing the towel fall to the ground, I didn't bother to pick it up, so I walked straight to the sofa and sat down.

There is a long duck in a paper bag on the coffee table, and a cup of orange juice is placed next to it, and it is still hot when you touch it.

"You squeezed it?" I took a sip.

"Nonsense! In the whole of Chengdu, besides me, what other man would be so good to you? He sat down next to me with his arm on my shoulder.

I don't know why, but I suddenly felt like crying.

yes, even my dad has abandoned me, and only this guy still spoils me as always......

I silently rested my chin on his elbow and said nothing.

"Tell me, what's going on?" Xu Chengyang sighed.

I didn't hide it, I told him the cause and effect of the matter, Xu Chengyang listened very carefully, the expression on his face was gloomy or sunny, and finally, after I finished speaking, I couldn't be more serious.

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