"Miss, miss?"

My eyelids were heavy, my whole body was like a cooked eggplant, my head was mush, and my body was weak.

"Wife, call the police, I'll take my cup, I'll feed her some hot water."

The early morning sun shone down, I looked around the platform, I unconsciously came to the bungee jumping site that Hao Luotian brought me to last time, and it was estimated that the road was too far, and I had already climbed the mountain, so that I fell asleep and the day soon brightened.

I was lifted up, the heat on my lips wafting up, and the frost on my eyelashes beaded down on me.

A gray-haired couple looked at me anxiously.

His mouth was torn and painful, and his lips, which had just been glued together by the morning frost, were bleeding.

The aunt was very distressed and said, "Child, you take a sip of hot water." ”

The old man put down his phone, his face full of blame:

"Girl, it's winter, it's really a blessing that you didn't freeze to death! I really don't understand that you young people can't withstand setbacks, what's the big deal to face! When I went to the battlefield, you didn't want to live and God didn't give me a chance! Now God won't let you die, you have to live well! If your father saw you do this, he would break your legs! ”

Father? The An Xiaoming who molested me, or the old man Lu who still thinks about Lui? Scold!

"Living, sinning." My vocal cords squeaked out these three words, answering the old man's so-called meaning of life!

The two old men looked at each other, the aunt beckoned, and the old man limped over.

He sat next to us with one knee in one hand and the other leg stretched straight. In my surprised gaze, the aunt lifted the old man's trousers.

The mechanical prosthesis, with its icy sheen, struck me.

"Who does not live to suffer?

The dead are gone, and the living are suffering. He came back from the battlefield with one leg missing, but it's better than having no people!

But I always have to grind my teeth and joke about my life, and when I was mad, I said that he might as well die in Vietnam! But isn't this all here? Girl, there is no flame mountain that can't be crossed, this time I broke my head, and I turned around and walked out. Your life is your own, you have to love yourself!"

I didn't do anything wrong, so I have a way back, it's just that I want to go and don't want to go.

I placed my eyes on the gray hair of the two elders, and the old man smiled shyly, and reached out to sweep away the fallen leaves on his wife's head: "My wife is right, I have made you suffer a lifetime of sin." He smiled at her words and admonished me:

"My wife has liver cancer, which is terminal. She has never been far away in her life because of her photos, and now it will be too late if she doesn't leave.

This is the 8th city we have reached, and when I heard that there is bungee jumping here, my wife wanted to come and try what it was like to die, and I was mentally prepared.

I didn't think I could save another person."

The two people in front of me made my stiff heart tremble and tremble, and I opened my mouth twice, but there were no words to comfort

"Don't worry, you're gone, I'll take good care of myself and won't let you worry" The old man turned around and secretly wiped away his tears.

"Anjan!" A hoarse cry shook me, and within two seconds my back hit my strong chest: "An Jian, An Jian, I finally found you"

Closing my eyes, I heard a solid heartbeat, I was in a warm embrace, and my heart trembled, stunned.

I went to the dark one yard, and before I knew it, I had exhausted my fate with Jin Xiyan, and it was someone else who finally found me.

I said to myself: It's time for the stubborn donkey to give up the carrots that can't be eaten, Anjan, give up.

"Land"

"Don't talk, I know it all. Let's go home. ”

I shook the corners of my mouth, suppressed the sorrow in my heart, and tears blurred the gray-haired old man in front of me.

I was carried on a stretcher, my gaze on Shang Lu Bing, there was still a lot of enthusiasm, the wetness in his eyes could not hide the heat like a child, seeing me looking at him, Lu Bing suddenly squatted beside me, his mouth on my forehead: "I finally found you"

I subconsciously put aside my face to avoid the pity of Lu Bing's fall, I looked at the old couple who were already preparing to bungee jump, and at this moment I imagined that it was Jin Xiyan and I with white hair, standing side by side, smiling at the final parting.

Breaking the last illusion, I said:

"Brother Lu" I pointed to the platform: "I want to see it." ”

The old man's prosthetic leg has been put aside, the woman is buried in the man's arms and shivering, and their three feet are tied together, this scene is indeed the most affectionate ending I have ever seen.

Lu Bingheng hugged me and reminded me straightly: "Do you have heart disease, it's really bad to jump."

The old man suddenly turned his head to Lu Bing and said, "Young man, let me have more of your girlfriend"

The iron-clad man had tenderness, and his arm holding me tightened a little, and his chest came out: "Okay." ”

I wanted to explain, but then I gave up. The old man nodded to me, then put his face on the side of my aunt's face and said:

"Daughter-in-law, if you're going to jump, if you're afraid, close your eyes one, two, three!"

Screams echoed in the valley, and the sound of "daughter-in-law" falling on my ears was indeed the saddest happiness.

Blinking away tears, the morning sun turned red, and it melted the frost on my face

"I want to jump again" This time I jumped, not for Jin Xiyan, but for myself.

Lu Bing pouted, not very happy: "You are weak, don't be skinny." ”

With doting blame, I was in the arms of the tall and strong Lu Bing, like a little doll, not a female fighter. It's an amazing feeling.

I raised my eyes to look at Lu Bing, Lu Bing's embarrassed face.

Suddenly. A hoarse and cracked response rang out behind me:

"Anjan! I'll dance with you! ”

The light in Lu Bing's eyes went out all of a sudden, and after his chest rose and fell several times, he slowly put me down.

Yes, in a legal sense, I am Jin Xiyan's wife. And the three words of Jin Xiyan also occupied eleven years from my fifteen to two.

I turned around and saw Jin Xiyan, panting, red-eyed and blue-bearded.

When I looked back, Jin Xiyan raised his sleeves and carried his eyes hard, and when the sleeves fell, his whole face trembled.

Suddenly, he hunched over and rested his head on my neck, his whole shoulder trembling.

The heat soaked my collar.

And I seemed to be the walking dead, torn between reason and memory, not knowing how to respond.

"Woo woo" Jin Xiyan whimpered like a child, without arrogance, only helplessness.

"Anjan, you want to scare me to death. You want to scare me to death."

I'm like a stick stuck in place, how did he come?

I remember the last sentence saying that he would never touch me again, and I thought I was dead too.

I thought I was fifteen years old when I died, but now I am alive, he is alive, I am in the South Mountain, and he came from the North Mountain

Lu Bing suddenly turned around and took two steps forward, each step was hurried and unsteady, he paused, and I was also shocked.

Lu Bing's voice was as deep as a bell: "I'm waiting for you at the bottom of the mountain"

I closed my eyes and didn't dare to look at Lu Bing's depressed back anymore, he was a high-spirited person who shouldn't be so depressed, but I knew that even if I had a momentary heartbeat, I didn't have the confidence to give back Lu Bing's same feelings.

Because I can't do it, use one person and another, or use Lu Bing as a spare tire.

Jin Xiyan stretched out his hand to wrap his hand around my waist, and he stared at me with teary eyes, already aware of my distraction.

I froze all night, I had a high fever and got up again, the bones on my body seemed to have been eaten by ants, the wind blew bitingly, and the force hurt even more, but I bared my teeth but couldn't hold back my sound.

Jin Xiyan hurriedly let go of me, took two steps back, and was helpless, treating me as a porcelain doll, stretching out his hand and not daring to bang more.

The cautious Jin Xiyan made me feel strange.

I didn't want to bother with it any more, so I turned around and walked to the booth and asked the staff to tie the protective rope for me.

"Jane." He came over and tried to hug me, motioning for the staff to tie him up with me.

I pointed to the side and said, "I don't." ”

Jin Xiyan quickly put on another protective rope while explaining to me dryly: "Xiao Jane, Xiao Jane, you listen to me, I have never forgotten the events of that day, I was puzzled by you, but damn convince myself that you are so sunny and strong that you are not that girl." Also, I shouldn't have blamed you yesterday for Luy, I"

And then, if he recognized me as that pathetic creature under the streetlight at the beginning of his freshman year, would he love me? Or pity me as you do now. Even if he thinks I've done too much, he pities me and writes me off?

But I'm not unusual.

With a mouth, the cold wind poured into my mouth, and I made a sound with difficulty, successfully stopping Jin Xiyan's self-righteous pity:

"The picture you see was taken when I was tied up in a lost bar in my senior year. Do you know why I'm smiling so much? The tail of my eyes swept over Jin Xiyan's face and hit him word by word: "Were you hanged and beaten in the warehouse that day?" ”

Jin Xiyan's eyes were scarlet, the corners of his eyes were oozing blood, and his chest went up and down rapidly.

Seeing his shocked and pale face, I felt better, I pursed my mouth and told him word by word: "Bit, it is to extend your life!" ”

Syllable! Syllable! Syllable!

Jin Xiyan raised his hand and slapped his face fiercely: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Xiao Jane, I'm scum!" I'm not a thing! ”

I turned to look at the distant mountains and the sound of the water, trying to ignore the sound of pain behind me.

I used to admire him, but I never thought about whether it was worth it.

But now I can't tell whether the pain in my heart is because of grievances or because I regret my bottomless dedication.

"Put away your mercy, don't think I'm a fool who loves you, I just want to be worthy of me, and repay the kindness you gave me in the first place!"

As soon as the words fell, I opened my arms and took a step towards the abyss.

The moment I fell, Jin Xiyan's arm wrapped around me like a vine, and I fell down carrying his weight.

The wind was howling, the rapid fall rebounded, and my ears were filled with his shouts: "Anjian, what should I do with you"

In the past, I asked myself what should I do with you Jin Xiyan, but now I will learn to love myself in the mirror and slowly remove you from my bones

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