Don't love, don't love, Yan Zhuolang's hands are trembling, Yi Ran's words give him a head-on blow, ten years of relationship is now exchanged for a sentence of non-love, how can he accept this?

Yan Zhuolang didn't know how he got home, when he was eating at night, the atmosphere in the house was cold and weird, Pei Ran was still upstairs alone, and after eating for a while, Yiran said that he was going upstairs to do his homework.

There were only Yan Zhuolang, Yan Sihan and Yang Qian in the huge living room, Yang Qian felt a headache and didn't want to worry about young people's affairs, so she went upstairs.

Usually at this time, Yan Sihan should have withdrawn, but today Yan Sihan was sitting here, she put down her chopsticks, glanced at Yan Zhuolang tentatively and said, "Brother, I think it's better to give up, her heart is dead, leaving her here will only make you more sad, what they said is right, you are still young, can you cultivate a new relationship." ”

New feelings? How easy is it to know each other for ten years? He glanced at Yan Sihan and said indifferently, "If you are asked to give up the person you love very much, can you do it?" If you were me, what do you think you should do? ”

"I ......" she didn't know what to say, fell into a huge silence, yes, it was her, she didn't know what to do anymore, maybe she wouldn't give up.

But she sighed, "Brother, are you going to tie her up like this?" For a lifetime? ”

Yan Zhuolang didn't speak, he had thought that if she really couldn't come back for the rest of her life, then let her live for the rest of her life, right? How much love is there in this world, which can be smooth sailing for a lifetime, and in the end, there is only one empty game left.

Since he chose to have her as a person, he shouldn't be thinking about anything else, even if it was empty, he had to let her stay by his side in the end.

Yan Zhuolang was very confused, Yan Sihan didn't dare to talk much when he saw this, he didn't stay long, he found a reason and went upstairs directly, Yan Zhuolang went to the study alone, and kept drinking wine in the refrigerator.

At the end of the drink, he himself was a little confused, his mind was full of bits and pieces of the past with Pei Ran, why did he give up, he obviously defeated so many people, why did the woman he loved get farther and farther away from him, why, why?

Yan Zhuolang didn't know what force supported him back to the room, and in a trance, he seemed to see that Pei Ran's side was full of wine bottles, she was lying on the balcony alone, wearing a white bathrobe, her face was flushed, she was staring out the window with a wine glass, although she only saw her side face, she could still feel from her body that she seemed to be surrounded by a strong sadness.

Yan Zhuolang walked towards her with broken steps, he threw himself to her side, and was about to ask her why, but Pei Ran smiled at her, and then threw himself into her arms.

This smell was too familiar, as if nothing had changed, and he subconsciously didn't know whether to scold her or how to do it, and his hand was still wrapped around her waist.

But in the next second, she made him fall from heaven to hell, "Ziming, I miss you so much, I really miss you, I'm about to be overwhelmed with everything around me, please, take me away." ”

When Yan Zhuolang heard this, he was furious, and subconsciously pushed the person away, after Pei Ran was pushed away, his eyes were full of confusion, and he said in pain, "Ziming, what's wrong with you, why did you push me away?" ”

There was a strong smell of wine in the room, and Yan Zhuolang said angrily, "Why, why, you always think about him, why don't you think about me?" ”

Pei Ran's eyes were full of tears, and she said loudly, "Ziming, I was wrong, I should have stayed by your side back then, I shouldn't have any illusions about him, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have died, we wouldn't have so many tragedies, please, let everything start all over again, come back to me." ”

There was a lot of alcohol in the room, Pei Ran was crying sadly, it seemed that she was really drunk, she was so sad, she couldn't tell the difference between reality and dreams.

Yan Zhuolang was angry and annoyed, and subconsciously walked outside, he was really wrong, he really planned to let her go at this moment, he didn't want to insist anymore, leaving someone who didn't love him by his side, that was really a mistake.

As soon as he was about to leave, Pei Ran immediately rushed in front of him, tightly clasped his body from behind, his body was trembling, and repeated over and over again, "Ziming, please, don't go, don't leave me, okay, I will obediently listen to you in the future, and I won't do anything to hurt you again." ”

After finishing speaking, she paused, "Even if you want me to be with Yan Zhuolang, I promise you, as long as you are well." ”

When Yan Zhuolang heard this, his whole person was like an explosion, what did Pei Ran think of him? As long as Jiang Ziming asks her to do anything, she will do it? Then she likes him so much, why don't you die with him!

Yan Zhuo Lang angrily wanted to take Pei Ran's hand away, but she hugged it very hard, like a drowning person who had finally found an exit.

"Please, don't go, don't go."

Yan Zhuolang was extremely angry, and turned his head, the first time he saw Pei Ran, it was not love, unspeakable disgust and disgust.

"That's what you said, let me not go." Yan Zhuolang turned around and hugged Pei Ran in his arms, and a trace of fear crossed Pei Ran's eyes.

Yan Zhuolang was even more disgusted when he saw this, obviously she wanted him not to go, obviously she wanted to keep it, but she pretended to be pitiful, over the years, she was deceived by his appearance, was she still less deceived?

He frantically tore her clothes without a trace of pity, all night, Pei Ran was shouting don't don't, Yan Zhuolang had already been carried away by anger now, and he didn't care about her at all.

This night, Pei Ran spent the night under Yan Zhuolang's torture.

It hurts, it hurts, Pei Ran's body is torn, she doesn't remember what happened last night, and when she woke up, there was a naked man lying beside her.

Pei Ran subconsciously cried out in fright and took two steps back, "Who are you and where is this?" ”

Yan Zhuolang turned his head, with a look of disgust, seeing Pei Ran pinching the corners of the quilt, he actually pulled her quilt roughly, her body was full of traces of his madness, Yan Zhuolang pressed the person under him, without any pity, there was only indifference in his eyes, "Why, don't you even know who I am?" ”

Pei Ran bit his lip tightly and said very coldly, "You walk away for me, you walk away for me." ”

Yan Zhuolang looked at Pei Ran's appearance, snorted coldly, and his cold hand stroked her face, now he is a demon to her, a nightmare.

He playfully spoke, "Now tell me to go away?" Wasn't you the one who shouted not to go yesterday? Wasn't you the one who begged me to stay yesterday, Pei Ran, when do you have to pretend, who do you love in your heart? You keep saying that you once loved me, but you call someone else's name? Are you thinking I'm a fool? ”

Just when Pei Ran was at a loss, Yan Zhuolang's body came in, with the smell of punishment, Pei Ran turned his head sideways, without saying a word, Yan Zhuolang vented fiercely.

After a while, his body pulled out, wrapped in a bath towel and went to the toilet to take a shower, and when he entered the door, he kicked the door hard.

Pei Ran was really scared, huddled in the corner alone with her body in her arms, she didn't want to stay here, she didn't want to hurt anyone, why did God torture her again and again.

Why......

Since that time, Yan Zhuolang has not appeared for a long time, and even if the two of them live under the same roof, he will not say a word to her.

Although the two of them are married, they have already existed in name only, Pei Ran heard that Yan Zhuolang hangs out in nightclubs every day, and the news in the newspaper is the news that he is holding another woman.

In the face of this, she didn't even cry at all, there was only calm in her eyes, and when she went to cram school with Yiran, many people looked at Pei Ran with sympathy.

In the past, she was the woman on the tip of Yan Zhuolang's heart, but time, men have to change after all, even if Pei Ran lacks nothing now, but what everyone sees from her face is not happiness.

Around Yiran and Pei Xuan's son went to class, the two of them made an appointment for afternoon tea, Pei Xuan looked at Pei Ran's face, full of traces of pain, and felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.

She took the coffee cup and turned around, and said in a low voice, "Sister, I don't think it is possible for you and Yan Zhuolang to be together now, why don't you divorce?" If you're really unhappy, it's good to leave him, why keep pushing yourself. ”

How many times did Jin Yao and Pei Xuan say that she should have persuaded Pei Ran, but every time she heard her sigh on the phone and the sadness of seeing her when they met, she couldn't bear it.

The marriage between the two has really come to an end, and the previous incident of You Li has overwhelmed her, and Jiang Ziming's death finally crushed her last love for Yan Zhuolang.

Many things originally had nothing to do with Yan Zhuolang, but between these coincidences, the two of them were already doomed to be impossible, since this was the case, it was better to disperse.

Pei Ran held the milk tea, smiled faintly, and snorted lightly, and there was mockery in his tone, "Perhaps, this is God's punishment for me, God is very good to me, so that I can always guard the side of the person I want most." ”

Hearing this, Pei Xuan tightened her cup and said anxiously, "Sister, your life has been extremely difficult, why do you have to force yourself like this again and again, since you don't like it, give up, even if you don't marry in this life, can't you live a good life?" ”

"Can I live well? What about Ziming? What about those whom I have hurt? What about Mom and Dad? Is it that if I retreat, everything can be returned to the way it was? Pei Xuan, am I obedient? Can everything be done all over again? ”

Pei Xuan stopped talking, the deceased is gone, how can he come back from the dead.

She said, "I used to be disobedient, I insisted on doing a lot of things, I felt that I could control everything, and I thought I was the happiest person in the world? But now? Happiness is in front of me, although it is at my fingertips, but I can't grasp it? I don't know where I'm supposed to go, I don't know, what else can I do? ”

Pei Ran said and cried, she rarely felt sad during this time, she was afraid that the nightmare of that day was coming again, but now facing Pei Xuan, she couldn't stop it anymore.

Seeing this, Pei Xuan immediately took out a tissue and gently wiped Pei Ran's tears, Pei Ran didn't know if he had eaten something wrong, and he retched out all of a sudden.