Chapter 136: The Man Hidden in My Memories

Walking out of the bathroom in a daze, I wrapped myself in the quilt and headed back to my room.

What surprised me was that Jin Xiyan was wrapped in a bathrobe, curled up on the big bed in the guest room, and he arched his body into a semicircle, just enclosing Doudou.

But just a few hours ago, this demon pointed a gun at Doudou and forced me to choose, Doudou or Lu Bing.

What qualifications do you have to show warmth now!

I ran over in two steps and pushed Jin Xiyan away: "Go away!" ”

Jin Xiyan half-propped himself up, his hair was wet, and his expressionless face mocked again: "You were the one who was leaving just now." What torii to erect now! ”

Jin Xiyan's words undoubtedly made me even more uncomfortable, I bit my lip and watched Jin Xiyan turn his back again, my heart twitched.

As if to escape the growing emotions towards Jin Xiyan, I turned around and closed the door, embarrassed by the wet scene in front of me.

The wine and reflective glass shards all over the floor showed how much he hated me, and hated me so much that he used me as a venting tool.

He hates me, didn't I know it from the beginning, and I didn't always hate him for ruining my happiness?

Now what am I slatting, what am I shaking? It's sad!

I scratched a handful of my hair and I noticed that I wasn't like me.

In another room, the wound on the ankle was soaked in water. Rubbing the hot pain of the quilt, I slept in pain until midnight.

Doudou's crying woke me up, and I ran to the next door as fast as I could.

Jin Xiyan hunched his waist, hurriedly changed Doudou's diapers, and dipped Doudou's buttocks,

He carried Doudou's ankle and clumsily wiped Doudou's ass with a piece of paper, and Doudou cried even more.

I quickly took a basin of warm water, pushed Jin Xiyan away, and silently cleaned the powder for the child, and then put on the diaper.

I took a look at Baba and it seemed that the abdominal patch given by the female doctor was really useful, and Doudou's abdominal pain had improved significantly.

I fed Doudou warm water with a dropper, and then stood up and gently patted Doudou's back.

I turned my back to Jin Xiyan from beginning to end, but the sight that stuck to my back made my eyes uncontented.

There was a pimple on the door and it was shut.

I exhaled and slumped my shoulders, and I shook the little one, humming a lullaby, and finally turned into a self-talk: "Doudou, you tell Mommy, what should I do?"

He once told me that it was enough for him to make me hurt, and I found that I was really hurting, and my heart hurt and my body hurt

I cried all the time, I cried all the time, I rarely cried in my memory, I was hungry and had a stomachache in college, and I didn't cry

But now, you see, how do I say it, and I shed tears again

Doudou, I love you, but I also miss your Father Lu, and I feel sorry for your Father Jin.

But there is no such thing as a two-way law in the world, and I will eventually owe a debt of affection, and I will not be able to live in peace until I die

Who said that it is better to die than to live, why is it so tiring? ”

Mother and son are connected, Doudou pouts his small mouth, his little nose is wrinkled, and there are tears hanging on his face.

"I owe so much, will it be clear when I die?"

Groov.

I was startled and looked back with tears in my eyes.

I always thought that Jin Xiyan, who went out, kept leaning against the door, he stood up straight, and kept looking at his own hands.

The popping sound was the sound of a lock.

I craned my neck and stepped back with Doudou in my arms

Being glimpsed by Jin Xiyan on my softness was like removing my armor, which made me panic and cowardly.

Jin Xiyan finally stood before I took a step.

I looked at Doudou in my arms in fear, the muscles on my face trembled uncontrollably, and the soreness that rushed to my head made me unable to make any strong expressions or grin indifferently.

"An Jian, do you know what Lao Tzu hates about you?"

I was still cowering in the corner.

"I hate you for forgetting me more than I hate you for hurting my mother.

I hate you for falling in love with someone else more than what you have caused me!

If you are tired, you will jump off the cliff, if you are tired, you will divorce, if you are tired, you will disappear, if you are tired, you will pick out Lao Tzu's memory and you will leave Lao Tzu alone, and I will suffer so much! Suffer alive! ”

The low roar of pain, anger and helplessness fell on my ears, and the rapidly rising chest in front of me, and the scars on the chest were all mocking me for being hypocritical, and he was really guilty.

We are two flowers, out of the same root, branching out, entangled for as long as long, fighting for as long as possible, I forcibly separated from him, but he found it back, this root is not cut at all!

"Jin Xiyan took me to ride the Ferris wheel"

The chest in front of me gasped even harder, the cold hand pinched my chin, and I finally met his bloodshot eyes.

"Say it again"

"Jin Xiyan! I didn't forget you completely, I remember that you congratulated me on my housewarming, and I gave you a note! ”

What I didn't expect was his explanation that followed my last note:

"I said that one bowl is not enough, because the meaning of noodles is to come and go, and I don't want to cut off contact with you."

I choked, he knew the meaning of the noodles, a bowl, not enough

"I saw a video of me on your phone on the Ferris wheel"

"In the first year of our advertising agency, you carried me to the construction site in the North District to run business! Lao Tzu already knew Gu Ye at that time, and you thought that constantly signing hundreds of thousands of orders would enable the company to go public within five years!

Paralyzed, Lao Tzu doesn't need you to go out and sell your hue at all! Do you think Lao Tzu is a face that only makes designs?! I keep setting up new companies to help Gu Ye clean up his money! Do you know how much a design costs? The higher Lao Tzu's price, the more his money is laundered! In the end, even he turned white and became a philanthropist in City B! This is a terrible deal, how can Lao Tzu tell you this angry young man!

But you really think of yourself as a marketing director, hiding from me to go in and out of the wine to accompany the wine, dance and touch! And Lao Tzu used the relationship on the road to swallow up those people's broken companies! Do you think you will become the respected Mr. An in the next two years? ! Bullshit! ”

In fact, I just wanted to ask why it was me who was secretly filming at that time, but instead told me that it was the sun, who knew that he was like a lion with his sideburns, roaring at me.

Now, I roughly understand that after Jin Xiyan found me, he said, I killed the man who lived a sunny life.

Perhaps, I was his sunshine at that time.

Tears pressed under Jin Xiyan's eyes, his eyes were still fierce when he looked at me, but my heart was beating vividly, I stared at him and asked:

"Why are you telling me this now? Am I not angry now? ”

Jin Xiyan let go of my chin, he made a face, and the corners of his mouth twitched twice: "You are, besides, you have already been involved."

"You're a big madman," I sobbed, but when the words fell, I felt that these words had a coquettish meaning.

"As long as you don't mention other men" Jin Xiyan took Doudou from my arms, and he suppressed his voice and said, "Lao Tzu directly strengthened you!" ”

Yes, not long ago, I was pressed to the ground by him, imitating L.

"Hurt me, are you cool?" I asked faintly.

"Sit down!"

Jin Xiyan had already put Doudou on the big bed, turned back to the corner and dragged me to the side of the bed, not saying a word about the obscene thing that smashed the wine bottle at me just now.

He went out of the room again, and within half a minute he turned back again, carrying the medicine box in his hand.

I was rudely pulled back to bed by him, he sat at the end of the bed, my feet resting on his thighs.

Jin Xiyan dug out a green ointment with his fingers, and pressed my calf with the other hand, and when the green ointment was applied to my bleeding ankle, I bared my teeth:

"Shhh

The heat from the fire was followed by the pain that penetrated deep into the texture, and I couldn't help but kick my legs: "What kind of medicine is this!" ”

"Medicine that hurts you!"

My leg was pressed hard by him, I was suspecting that Jin Xiyan was taking revenge on me for drugging him fiercely, the large exploding opening, the pain on the picture can be imagined.

"Hold Doudou." Jin Xiyan packed up the medicine box and stood by the bed staring at me.

I hugged Doudou next to me in confusion, but in the next second, Jin Xiyan picked me up horizontally.

"Ahh I didn't move, I took care of the beanie in my arms.

Like an arhat, he took Doudou and me back to the bedroom. Beanie was placed in the cot on my side.

"Jin Xiyan said that I will take Doudou to sleep." The implication is that either I will take Doudou out to sleep, or he will go out with the quilt.

"I take Doudou to sleep, but I don't sleep with you."

I automatically silenced it, turned over, pulled the quilt on my back, patted Doudou's back gently, and didn't answer again.

Jin Xiyan turned off the lights, and the darkness made his peeping even more oppressive.

When I retracted my hand, Jin Xiyan had already attached it to me, and the released giant object poked at my waist, and my back tightened in an instant.

I was wrapped around my waist and I growled, "What did you just say!" ”

"I don't sleep with you."

“”

"I didn't say I wouldn't hug you"

"!"

"Hehe, there are still three days to go, and Lao Tzu won't do that bastard thing."

But you're a bastard! Enough to give me an insult.

I gurgled and tears brushed away.

Jin Xiyan let go of his arm, half-propped up and looked at me, his fingers touching my face randomly.

"Scared to tears?"

It's not fright, it's anger.

I was forcefully beaten by Jin Xiyan, his knees slammed into my lower plate, his arm under my neck, and his other hand wrapped around my waist.

"Don't toss. Go to bed. ”

Go to bed? You have to put away the guns that are raised, too!

I was wary of what was sticking to my lower abdomen, and my whole body was stiff.

"Can I sleep on my own? Hot. ”

"I'm cold."

“”

In the end, I fell asleep first, and slept until dawn.

When I opened my mouth, Jin Xiyan was holding one of my breasts, with a serious expression, and the front end was held by Xiaodoudou, and Doudou's expression was particularly satisfied.

"Awake? Hug my son. ”

He spread his hand and stared at me with dark eyes, and I held the bean in a daze.

As far as my eye could see, I saw his tent erected high

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