When I woke up, I wished someone had knocked me unconscious with a bang on the head.

Time passed by second by second, and the pain in my body stretched time infinitely, and it was the first time I longed for dawn like this.

It turns out that sometimes it is a kind of luck to pass out.

The doctor said that my eye was also burned and that I was recovering, so I had gauze over my eyes, and I couldn't get rid of it until the trauma was healed.

According to him, my vision should not be affected, but there will be burn scars on my eyes. I tentatively asked me how my face was hurting, and he sank for a moment and said, "You only have eyeballs on your face that aren't burned." ”

This night, I've been thinking about what I'm afraid I'm going to be disfigured and what will I do in the future?

After thinking about it, I really felt that it was better to jump off the stairs that night, and it would be a hundred.

The sky finally dawned, the sun slowly rose, and the darkness in front of me took on different colors, and there was actually some vague light.

After the nurse changed my medicine, she said to me, "Wait a minute, the gentleman who saved you will come." ”

My heart lifted, and I really couldn't think of who saved me.

When the sound of a man's footsteps reached my ears, the muscles in my whole body tensed.

"Jingyan, are you better?" He called me by my first name.

"Shen Mo?" I asked tentatively.

"In the past twenty days, you are the first person to call me by my Chinese name, and I am a little uncomfortable." He smiled and sat down on the edge of my bed.

I could feel the mattress sinking a little.

"You saved me?" I asked.

"In Hong Kong, who else will save you besides me?" He stretched out his hand and took my hand in the air and said, "Don't move, the injury has just improved a little, it has been festering at first, and it has not healed with any amount of medicine, but now it is much better." ”

"How did you know I was in that place?" I asked again.

"I'll talk about that later, but now your task is to take good care of your body." He put my hand on the bed and pressed it hard.

His palms were dry and warm, and the warmth felt from my fingertips to my ears.

"Tell me about your current situation." Shen Mo tucked my hand into the quilt.

Shen Mo didn't hide anything from me, and told me about my injuries. Before I heard him say, I still had a glimmer of hope, but after he finished speaking, I really had no hope at all, and I wanted to die now.

Seeing that I was silent, Shen Mo slowly spoke: "Jingyan, I remember that I told you a word, as long as you are alive, there is hope, and you are still alive now, this is the best." ”

"What's the difference between me and the waste?" I asked out loud, and the pain around my eyes began, and it hurt my heart.

"Don't cry, you don't have the conditions to cry, the wound is easy to get infected when you shed tears, and you will be very painful, and the skin around the eyes is delicate, which is especially difficult to heal." Shen Mo's calm voice came, "I'm just like you, and you can't imagine what I went through during the time you were forced to stay in the hospital by them. ”

I thought of him at the entrance of the hospital because I was fenced off, and then I lost news of him and lost my freedom.

"What did they do to you?" I tried to ask.

Shen Mo smiled: "Don't worry about my heart, I'm still alive, and I'm living well." Hua Yuanshu didn't understand it too much, he didn't kill me, he would definitely regret it. ”

The coldness in his voice sent chills down my back.

"They really dare to do this kind of ruthlessness, I didn't expect it, I always thought it was a legal society, these are all exaggerated in the movie." I've been talking for a long time, and my throat hurts dry.

"You can't say too long, let's rest first. It's safe here, don't worry. Shen Mo said to me, "I will come to see you again, and you had better not tell anyone about your true identity except me." When your eyes are restored, I'll tell you what to do next. ”

"I heard from the doctor that my burns were severe, and I guessed it was disfigured." I thought for a moment, "I don't have any money, I don't really know how to treat it, but as you said, I'm lucky to be alive." ”

"You're not guessing about disfigurement, but you're really disfigured. I've already connected you with a doctor in the U.S. who will get you back to looking your best, and you can borrow the money from me, and I'll pay it back when you have it. Shen Mo said, "Don't worry, I will never give up on my partner halfway." ”

He said a few more words and left the hospital.

A person quieted down, and the pain of the burn began to burn again.

After more than a week in the hospital, my eyes recovered, and in the presence of Shen Mo, the doctor removed the gauze on my eyes.

I was excited the moment I saw the light, but when Shen Mo handed me the mirror without hesitation, I screamed and threw the mirror on the ground.

The person in the mirror is definitely not me, my face is pitted, and I don't look like a person.

"No, it's not me!" I screamed and shrunk into the covers, my whole body shaking.

I was ready to be disfigured, but I didn't expect it to be so completely ruined.

The wounds on the face have not fully healed, some of the wounds are still bleeding yellow, some are red and swollen, some are barely scabbed but twisted into a ball, and there are black or red scabs on them.

"That's you." Shen Mo picked up the mirror and held it up in front of me again, and then said to the medical staff, "You can go out first, and I will ring the call bell if there is an uncontrollable situation." ”

The doctor and nurse quickly pulled the door out, and I covered my face and refused to look in the mirror.

The room fell silent, Shen Mo tore away the hand I was covering my face, held the mirror to the tip of my nose and said, "You can see clearly, you look like now, I want you to remember what you look like now." ”

I don't open my eyes and stubbornly close them.

"Only by remembering how ugly you are now will you know what to do when you meet someone who has harmed you to this point in the future." Shen Mo didn't give up, holding the mirror in front of me, "I'll wait for you to open your eyes automatically, otherwise I'll always be here." Or after I was discharged from the hospital, I hung seventy or eighty mirrors in your room. ”

I don't know how long I closed my eyes before I opened them again.

The monster in front of me also opened its eyes in the mirror, and in addition to the wounds on the face that could not be seen directly, the eyes were also deformed, and the shape of the original eyes could not be seen, only two round holes, and inside were my eyeballs.

One look, I close. Wait a moment and open it again.

"You don't know that when I found you, your whole person was about the same as a piece of burned charcoal, and it was black, and if you didn't look carefully, you couldn't tell that it was a human form." Shen Mo said.

I didn't speak.

Any woman who sees that she has become a monster who is not like a human or a ghost, will not be in the mood to say a word.

Shen Mo gave me plenty of time to quiet myself, and the two of us sat silently in the hospital room until the sun went down, and the room was completely dark.

He stood up and turned on the light, and the room was so bright that when I squinted and opened it again, I saw another mirror in front of me.

I took the mirror in my hand, and I tried to look at myself in the mirror by myself.

Shen Mo finally laughed lightly: "Being serious and realistic is the first step to going out, and you have already done it." ”

After speaking, he took the mirror in my hand away: "Tomorrow we will be discharged from the hospital, and we will go directly from Hong Kong to the United States, which will be more convenient." You have no identity now, no face, and you can only go through extraordinary channels. I've already paid the money to the local smugglers, and we'll take the earliest boat out of Hong Kong for Singapore, where I'll find a good pick-up guy, and from there we'll fly straight to the United States. Remember that your current name is Cheng Zi. ”

I nodded blankly: "Okay." ”

"Rest early." He patted me on the shoulder, "You're safe here, have a good rest, I'll go back first." ”

I didn't ask him where he was going, I listened to his footsteps and left the room.

Shen Mo is right, after recognizing the reality, I can actually endure the pain of the wound, and I can even enjoy this pain point by point.

Only this kind of heartache can make me recognize my current situation.

After another week in the hospital, the wound on my face was almost healed, and Shen Mo took me out of the hospital. Before leaving the door, I glanced back at the room where I had lived for more than a month, and there was my medical record card hanging on the head of the bed, which contained my name - Cheng Zi.

I remember the name, Shen Mo's sister with a different surname who has died.

The ship from Hong Kong to Singapore was a cargo ship, dirty and messy, Shen Mo left me the cleanest piece of land, and then helped me untie my wound and change the dressing every night.

After three days in the cabin, we arrived in Singapore.

After getting off the ship, someone was waiting for us at this small and dilapidated cargo ship dock, and the car was an extended Lincoln, and Shen Mo and I felt like we were going from hell to heaven.

I don't know what the relationship is with Shen Motuo, we didn't stay in the hotel, the car sent us directly to a big apartment, and when he left, the driver handed a document bag to Shen Mo and said, "The boss told me to bring it to you." ”

"Thank you!" After Shen Mo finished speaking, he handed over a red envelope and said, "Hard work! ”

The man unceremoniously took it in his hand, turned and left.

After entering the room, Shen Mo took off all the clothes on his body, stuffed the dirty clothes directly into the trash can, and said to me: "I'll go to the bathroom in the master bedroom, you go to the second bedroom, clean yourself, there are clothes in the wardrobe, and you can pick two pieces to wear." ”

He didn't wait for me to speak, and went straight into the bathroom.

The house should have been cleaned regularly, it was very clean and there were even flowers on the table.

I know that Shen Mo has a habit of cleanliness, so it was really hard for him to let him stay with me in the cargo hold for three days. My wounds didn't get inflamed in such a harsh environment, thanks to his meticulous care.

I opened the wardrobe and found that there were a lot of women's clothes inside, all of which were expensive and full of design. Pick out a random set of silk loungewear and go into the bathroom.

When I came out of the bathroom, Shen Mo was already sitting on the sofa in the living room wearing a set of white home clothes.