769 Leaving Her Dead (And Updates.)
Lan Qi looked at Xuan Ye in confusion and shook her head slightly: "The concubine doesn't understand." ”
Xuan Ye asked, "The concubine is gone, why do you have to go back to take care of her afterlife?" ”
"The concubines are worried that there are too many people coming in and out of Qixiang Palace, and some people will recognize that the concubine is not the former Wang." She couldn't understand why Xuan Ye suddenly asked like this, and while answering, her heart trembled suddenly, and she hurriedly asked Xuan Ye, "What does the emperor mean?" ”
Xuan Ye said: "I asked Wen Xian if she couldn't continue with Shun Anyan even reluctantly, and the child was sure, she is now bent on reconciling with Shun Anyan." I asked her again if she no longer loves Shun Anyan, and if we can marry the man we chose for her in the future, she was unwilling, saying that in her life, she could only pretend to be Shun Anyan alone. ”
Lan Qi nodded with tears in her eyes: "That's why the concubines begged the emperor not to separate them." ”
Xuan Ye shook his head: "Now they can't continue to be together, although they are forced to be put together, you and I can't do it, but my daughter will be in pain, what if she becomes depressed and becomes ill?" If at the beginning, Shun Anyan could let go of his burden and let go of his arms and Wen Xian as a simple husband and wife, there would be no current situation. Now, no matter how much you ask him to promise to let go of everything and start over with Wen Xian, they can no longer fully trust each other, and the slightest thing in the future will cause contradictions, do you want them to live in harmony for the rest of their lives, and even quarrel endlessly? Pingtou people's family, life is not easy, even if they can't get along, they can live if they can make a living, but what about our daughter, Shun Anyan, a pampered son of a family, can they survive? ”
Lan Qi was speechless, and Xuan Ye asked her again: "You said that Wen Xian was hiding something in her heart, I asked her, guess what?" ”
"Did she say that?"
"It was my daughter who heard the conversation between Tong Guowei and Shun Anyan in Uncle Guo's mansion, Tong Guowei really smelled my thoughts, and began to look for a successor for me, making careful choices, in order to bet on Zhongbao and the future of the Chinese family." Xuan Ye sneered, "Your son-in-law said to his grandfather that if he contradicts Wen Xian's position in the future, he will obey Tong Guowei and obey the family, how can you not be angry when you say our daughter?" Naturally, she is angry, and it is not just this one thing. ”
Lan Qi frowned, and couldn't help but show a sneer: "The emperor is not in a hurry, they are really thoughtful." ”
Xuan Ye saw that she was calmer, so he continued: "If you want Shun Anyan to completely let go of the burden, you have to let him see the future of the family, we can't blame Shun Anyan for not letting go, he was not born to be a forehead, but he was taught to carry the family since he was a child." Since they are forced to put them together, even if Shun Anyan is forced to let go of everything, our daughter doesn't want to believe it, so it is better to separate them temporarily and let Shun Anyan see clearly what he is going to do. The price of separation is very high, but no matter what kind of sacrifice my daughter makes, or the pain that Shun Anyan will have to endure next, what I want to get with my daughter is the proper inheritance of the country, Wen Xian is the princess of the Qing Dynasty, and she is willing to shoulder this responsibility. Lan Qi, I have too many sons, and the incense is kept, but there is only one dragon chair in the Taihe Palace. ”
Lan Qi was incredulous and asked Xuan Ye: "The emperor wants to let his daughter bear such a heavy responsibility?" ”
The emperor nodded solemnly: "Wen Xian wants to use this responsibility in exchange for her husband, she is willing to gamble with me, anyway, now her life is shattered and there is no future in sight." She will be painful, because she is in the imperial family, she does not want you and me to give her the dignity of the princess, only leaving tragedy in the world, she hopes that after getting rid of the shackles of the imperial family, she can affect more meaningful things. From now on, she is no longer a princess, no matter if it is three or five years, she is willing to wait for Shun Anyan to let go of everything, even if she can't wait for her husband, at least her life has not achieved nothing in the continuation of the tragedy. ”
Lan Qi's heart was as cold as ice, and she asked in a daze: "What does the emperor want his daughter to do?" ”
Xuan Ye said: "Let her pass away, and then let Shun Anyan do what I want in the future......"
People often say, only when you lose can you cherish, and if you lose it, you can't regret it, maybe the stimulation of life and death can make people enlightened. After sunset that day, the guards illuminated the mountain road to welcome the emperor and Concubine De back to the emperor, but no one knew what they said on the cold and windy mountaintop, no one knew what promises they made to the future standing on the top of the majestic rivers and mountains, and everything was the same after that, as if they were just running to the mountain on a whim.
After leaving Wutai Mountain, the emperor continued to serve the Queen Mother everywhere, because the foot is very slow, only a few places a month, when returning to the capital, it was the late spring of April, the emperor decided on the road, after entering the summer, he would serve the Queen Mother to go to Shengjing to spend the summer, and then go south together after the autumn, this whole year, the emperor settled in the Forbidden City, the days are numbered.
However, it was easy to return to the capital, and gradually the concubines who were old were no longer looking forward to going out on patrol with Hu as before, and they were uncomfortable running around on the road, so it was better to stay in the palace and be comfortable, so that before they set off to Shengjing, many people had already asked the Queen Mother to resign, using various reasons as excuses, and they didn't want to go out with them anymore.
The queen mother feels that she is getting older and older, and now her legs and feet are still handy, if she doesn't go out for a walk more, she will leave regrets like the queen mother in the future, so she feels that her body and bones are still tossing, the emperor said where to go, she is willing to go, and more importantly, this trip to Wutai Mountain, the mood of the baby granddaughter has improved significantly, Wen Xian has a smile on his face, the whole person is sunny, and even will talk to Shun Anyan who came to ask for peace, so that the old queen mother can see the hope of the child's married life.
For various reasons, the emperor and Lan Qi naturally will not tell the Queen Mother, and when Lan Qi and her daughter are alone, they will not mention this stubble to each other, just wait for the return to the palace, Wen Xian decided to go back to the princess's mansion to live for a while, and then set off to Shengjing again to enter the palace to serve the Queen Mother, before leaving the palace, she came to Yonghe Palace to say goodbye to Eniang, and her daughter turned around Lan Qi couldn't help but call her, rushed up and held her daughter's hand tightly and said: "You promised Eniang, no matter what, you will not leave Eniang, right?" ”
Wen Xian had tears in his eyes, but said firmly: "E-niang, when the time comes, when the gust of wind in the capital passes, Huang Ama will take me back, and E-Niang can see me again." As he spoke, he couldn't help choking up, and said with a smile while wiping away his tears, "Otherwise, even if I leave, I don't know what to do in the future, and now there is a hope, even if it is a long time in three years and five years, I am willing to wait." Even if, even if you can't wait for a lifetime, if the fourth brother can comply with Huang Ama's wishes, he will inherit ......"
Lan Qi made a gesture to cover her daughter's mouth and shook her head slightly: "That sentence can't be on your lips, Wen Xian, Eniang doesn't want you to carry such a heavy burden." ”
Wen Xian fell softly into her arms: "Eniang, I have been willful since I was a child, you know." And I can't continue to live with the current Shun Anyan, I can't worry every day about whether he has been ridiculed and wronged outside, I can't always wonder if he is secretly doing things that are contrary to my position, I will not be able to stand it one day, I don't want to end up depressed, how useless is that? I know you don't understand, but I don't want to let you cry all the time for the rest of my life. ”
"Kid ......"
"Eniang, if I don't change anything, I will change back to the me in front of Wutai Mountain, I have laughed these days, not reluctantly, but thinking that if I can put aside everything and get together again with Shun Anyan in the future, I will be happy in my heart." Wen Xian's eyes flashed with hope, "After that, I will continue to live in the same clothes and food as before, and when Huang Ama takes me back, I can see Eniang again, the only thing that has changed is my identity as a princess, but I, a married daughter, should not live in the Forbidden City for a long time." ”
Lan Qi's face was still tense, and he said heavily: "What if Shun Anyan doesn't care, what if he still can't let go?" You and you Amma, you have thought too well, if it can go so well, why did you get to this point? ”
The daughter calmly replied to her mother: "At most, I can't wait for him, it's better to die than to leave my reputation, I can still live freely, why can't we be together anyway?" No matter how bad it is, he still has to choose to conform to the words of the family's rebellious emperor Amma......" Wen Xian's face showed the domineering spirit of the emperor's daughter, "Eniang, no matter how heavy the beloved is, it can't be as heavy as Ama Eniang, and it can't be as important as Jiangshan Sheji, I am the princess of the Great Qing Kingdom, and the daughter of the Aixin Jueluo family." ”
The daughter who has been taking care of her for 20 years seems to be standing in front of her as an adult for the first time, and at this moment Lan Qi feels that the child really doesn't need her.
Even if you still can't agree with this arrangement, you still can't convince yourself that there will be a good result if you go on like this, but what is the little relief that suddenly pops up in my heart when I see the child bravely facing her life? At this moment, what kind of relief did she have?
"I'm going back, and finally talk to Shun Anyan, he won't go to Shengjing when he turns back, and we're going to separate. This separation may be for a lifetime, and of course it is best to be together again. Wen Xian tried to return the bright smile to his mother, and turned away, leaving the stunned Lan Qi somehow, only waiting for Huanchun and a few people to come in, and then helped the mother to sit down on the couch.
When Wen Xian left the palace, he met the fourth brother who had received an errand out of the palace, Yinzhen heard that his sister was going home, and he couldn't help but be happy, and he wanted to send his sister back to the princess's mansion in person, and Wen Xian has a different vision of his brother since he listened to Huang Ama's heart.
She kept looking at her brother with a smile, Yinzhen was inexplicably looked at by her, and could only say seriously: "Shun Anyan is not good in a thousand ways, and your temper is enough to choke, how dare Shun Anyan do things that don't go your way?" You can also be considerate of him once in a while, live a good life, don't worry about Ama Eniang, the fourth brother will also feel sorry for you. ”
Wen Xian felt sour in his heart, and he didn't know if they would be able to see each other again after going to Shengjing to separate from his brother, so he came up and hugged Yinzhen's arm and said, "Brother, you have to be filial to Ama and Eniang." ”
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