Chapter 120: Like a joke
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The photo that I had been thinking about for a long time finally came to my hand without hindrance, and I couldn't help but feel my heart beat faster and leaned over to take a closer look.
The background of the photo is indeed the same place as the one in the newspaper, although it is also a black and white photo, but as Zhou Ziheng said, this one is much clearer than the one in the newspaper, and you can roughly see the woman's facial features.
She had long hair with a thick shawl, a delicate facial contour, painted willow eyebrows that were popular in the era, and large eyes that showed natural maternal tenderness when looking at the baby in her arms.
I think this kind of gentleness is so familiar, as if when I was young, I often saw it in my mother's eyes......
A thought flashed, my heart throbbed violently, the picture frame fell off, I exclaimed, hurriedly reached out to fish, and caught it a moment before it hit the ground.
It's dangerous! I held my breath, scrambled to put the frame back in its place, and turned to leave the room.
"How's it going, what did you find?" Lao Xu was obviously relieved when he saw me come out, and hurriedly greeted me and asked.
"Lao Xu!" At this moment, my heart was already in a mess, looking at Lao Xu, I wanted to say something, but I couldn't say anything, so I had to say, "Don't ask, I'll look for you at night." ”
Lao Xu saw that my face was wrong, so he didn't stop me, and said That's okay, you go up first, I'll wait for you at night.
I nodded, said goodbye to her, and scurried back upstairs to the bathroom again.
At this moment, I can only hide here to make sure that I don't lose my temper in front of outsiders.
My legs were weak, and I didn't take off my pants, so I squatted down, lit a cigarette with trembling hands, and took a few puffs before I slowly calmed down a little excited.
I couldn't believe that the woman in the photo was actually my mother!
How could my mother be Zhou Tiancheng's ex-wife?
This is ridiculous!
How can there be such a ridiculous thing in the world?
I prefer to believe that they happened to know each other, and they also attended Zhou Ziwei's 100-day banquet that day, and then hugged Zhou Ziwei and took a photo......
It's entirely possible, right?
Right?
I don't know who I'm asking, but I need a voice to tell me, yes, that's it, that's what you think, your mom or your mom, it doesn't matter to anyone!
But I know it's impossible!
My mother, she has something to do with Zhou Tiancheng!
I threw the cigarette butt down the toilet, pulled the door open and came out, straightened my hair and clothes in the mirror of the sink, returned to the office, grabbed my car keys and was about to leave.
At the moment, I have only one thought, to go to the sanatorium to see my mother, I must see her right away!
"Xia Yuanqing, why are you going?"
I had just reached the door when I bumped into our supervisor, who was blocking my way with her perpetually endocrine disordered face.
"I just made an appointment with a client." I said, "I was only given an hour, and I had to get there right away." ”
"I see you running out every day, running more than anyone else, and your performance is less than anyone else, Xia Yuanqing, are you here to mess around, if you continue like this, the basic salary will go down!" The Director said with a frown.
"Come down, I don't care." I said, "But don't forget, my lord, who kept your current position, don't stop me, or I'll turn your face on you!" ”
I wasn't in the mood to explain in detail at all, so I ran out of her, took the elevator downstairs, ran all the way out of the gate, and drove to the nursing home.
I knocked the windows on both sides to the end, and the warm wind whistled in, but it couldn't blow away the desolation in my heart.
I can't accept the fact that my mother is Zhou Tiancheng's ex-wife, and I can't accept that she has a child besides me, and this child is actually Zhou Ziwei.
I remembered that Zhou Ziwei had mentioned it several times, intentionally or unintentionally, saying that I looked very familiar, as if I had known him a long time ago, and at that time, I mistakenly thought that he had intentions against me...... Could it be that my understanding is wrong, and that the familiarity he speaks of is telepathy from the same mother?
No, I don't believe it, and if so, then why didn't I feel it?
Could it be, Zhou Ziwei ...... Does he know about me?
Does he know I'm his sister?
The word "sister" flashed, and my tears suddenly fell unexpectedly.
"I don't!" I hissed at the wind, "I don't, I don't, I don't!! ”
Once upon a time, I also had a strong desire to have a brother who would spoil me, love me, tolerate me, help me bear the burden of life, take care of my crazy mother with me, give me warmth, so that I would not struggle alone in this lonely world.
Yes, I am so eager to have an older brother that I treat a distant relative like Qilu who is too far away to be treated as a brother, but even so, I don't want Zhou Ziwei to be my brother, I don't want it!
God, why are you playing me like this, my brother and the enemy who killed my father are the same person, is there anything more cruel in the world? If all this is true, how can you give me the courage to live?
My vision was completely blurred with tears, and I couldn't even see the road clearly, so I had to pull over to the side of the road, lie on the steering wheel and cry.
Crying to the end, there were no tears, only sobs, I raised my head and looked out through the windshield, the sky was blue, the clouds were leisurely, and the road stretched straight into the distance...... Everything was so good, except for my life like a joke.
Restrained my emotions, and then drove forward, suddenly there was no urgency to burn the fire at the beginning, how to see my mother, what if I didn't see my mother, she wouldn't give me answers, nor would she give me comfort, all she could give me was a dull look and saliva that could never be wiped off.
Suddenly there was an urge to turn around and go back, and before I got to the place, I was discouraged first.
But what if I go back, the home is a rented home, my son is at school, there is a cheap brother and a girlfriend who was hurt by my brother in the company, and I have been stiff since I was a child......
I really want to call Zhou Ziheng impulsively and ask him to take me to elope, and run to the corner of the world that is carefree and away from the hustle and bustle, but unfortunately, my sanity is still there, and I will never ignore his illness for my own selfish desires.
I couldn't help laughing out loud laughing at myself, and for a moment I felt that the world was so big that there was nowhere to stay.
drove the car aimlessly, and before I knew it, I arrived at the suburbs, and the ghost sent me to the farmhouse where I came with Lu Jiuqiao last time.
The moment the car turned in, I was confused, how did I, a road idiot and an idiot, find here.
I got out of the car and walked in, it was not yet lunchtime, the yard was quiet, only the waiters walked back and forth to do pre-meal preparations, the kitchen exhaust fan not far away was humming, and the red lantern was silent in the sun, far from looking beautiful at night.
"Hello ma'am, is it a meal, we haven't opened a meal yet." A service staff came to greet me.
"No, I don't eat." I said, "I'm just passing by, come in and have a look." ”
"No problem, you can watch as you like, you can call anyone to serve you if you need to." The waiter said politely.
"Okay...... I said yes, I thanked her.
At this time, an old woman came out of the kitchen, holding a vegetable box in her hand, and when she saw me, she was stunned for a moment, and shouted hesitantly, "Miss Xia?" ”
It is Aunt Xiang, the former nanny of the Lu family.
"Yes." I nodded at her and smiled slightly, "Hello Aunt Xiang." ”
"Good, good!" Aunt Xiang said, "What's the matter with you and Jiuqiao, he came last night, and you came at noon today, why don't you make an appointment to come together?" ”
What the?
I couldn't help but be stunned, could it be that Lu Jiuqiao came here after leaving my house last night?
Is he so sad that he has nowhere to solve it, so he came here to find comfort?
"Has he been here?" I forced a smile and said, "I don't even know, so when did he leave?" ”
"I left early this morning." Aunt Xiang said, "I let him eat breakfast before leaving, but he refused, saying that he was late and in a traffic jam, so he left." ”
"Oh." I nodded, and then I was dumb, not knowing what to say.
Aunt Xiang was enthusiastic, handed the food box to the waiter, took my hand and let me into the house, finished serving tea and pouring water, and sat down opposite me.
"Miss Xia, I've been thinking about you since the last time I saw you!" She said with a smile, "Good boy, tell your aunt the truth, what is the relationship between you and our family Jiuqiao?" ”
"Huh?" The sudden question caught me off guard, paused, and slowly burned on my face, and I became uncomfortable, "We, it's nothing, it's a ...... Well, friends! ”
Aunt Xiang looked at me and smiled meaningfully.
"Friend, what are you blushing about?" She said, "Boyfriend and girlfriend, right? ”
I felt even more uncomfortable.
"No, no, you're thinking too much......"
"Kuhashi cried in front of me yesterday!" Aunt Xiang interrupted my desire to cover up.
I swallowed it back before I finished speaking.
"He, crying?" I said.
"Not really!" Aunt Xiang's eyes suddenly turned red, "He usually doesn't shed tears easily, but when he saw me last night, he didn't say anything, so he threw himself into my arms and cried, asking and not saying anything, just crying, crying so much that my heart was broken......"
"Crying so much?" I couldn't help but interject.
"yes!" Aunt Xiang said, "Our Jiuqiao is a poor child, he has no mother since he was a child, and then he lost his father for no reason, and he grew up with a wolf in fear, and he didn't have a day of comfort......"
As she spoke, the old lady burst into tears, and I was overwhelmed.
"Aunt Xiang, don't cry, don't cry......" I persuaded dryly, but to no avail, she cried even more fiercely.
"Child, when I say this, I treat you as my own, and I know that you have an unusual relationship with Jiuqiao." The old lady cried and said, "Last night his uncle drank with him, he was drunk and still calling your name, I guess you must have caused some conflict, look at his uncomfortable appearance, I know that he cares about you very much."
Child, I know that you are a good boy, you listen to your aunt's advice, go back and bow your head to Jiuqiao first, he looks serious, in fact, his heart is the softest, you take a soft face first, he can forgive you for big things, you should pity him, okay? ”
What can I say? I couldn't force myself with the old man, so I had to smile reluctantly and nod my head in agreement.
In this way, I suddenly felt happy, sat for a while, and got up to say goodbye.
Aunt Xiang kept sending me to the car, the car started, and she was still asking me to be soft with Lu Jiuqiao when I went back.
I drove on the road, and I felt unspeakably uncomfortable, although Lu Jiuqiao had no parents, there was still someone who defended him like this, and I had a mother, but I was like an orphan who no one cared about.
Thinking like this, I unconsciously held my breath, and when I turned the road, I didn't pay attention, and suddenly hit the car in front of me, and then I was hit hard by the car coming from behind......