Chapter 357: The Past I Don't Remember

Jiuyou's words were light and delicate, but they pierced Xiao Ye's heart like a sharp thorn, and at that moment, his mind suddenly flashed, and something buried in the depths was lifted in vain.

Xiao Ye's face slowly changed, and there was no blood.

The picture in my mind appeared like flowing water, the forest of ten thousand beasts, the boy, the girl, the free time.

At that time, she was just a girl, a girl who didn't know Qingchen yet.

It turned out that the first person she knew in this world was not Qingchen, but a heavenly dragon lion named Jiuyou.

And in the end, her departure was not a last resort, but a ...... She really chose to leave......

Xiao Ye's whole body froze.

Before this, she had always only thought that it was just a mistake for her to return to the ancient period and encounter the Nine Shadows, and she never knew that she had encountered the Nine Shadows before the Qiankun Technique.

It's just that...... But why didn't she remember it all the time?

"You always like that, mercilessly abandon those who cherish you, whether it is me or your Uncle Wolf, in your eyes, there is only light dust, except for light dust, other people are worthless to you." When he said these words, Jiuyou's heart was as cold as winter.

In ancient times, he knew her, in the Ten Thousand Beasts Forest, he wanted to be her companion forever and live together.

But she left him, without saying a word, and left like that.

"For you, your departure is nothing but leaving, but for me, what you lose is the whole world." He has never liked to confide his emotions, but he can't help himself at this time, maybe after her third time with Qingchen, his heart is already cold.

Xiao Ye listened and said nothing.

I have forgotten the picture of my first acquaintance with him, but I can feel the happiness of him when he was with her from the time of Qiankun Shu, and I can also imagine the pain of falling into the darkness again after she left.

Yu Jiuyou and Uncle Yu Wolf are all the same.

In her eyes, her life seemed to move forward as a matter of course, but unconsciously, she hurt them.

"So, two thousand years ago, you let the light dust be burned by the people of the world to sacrifice to the sky, did you want me to know what kind of pain it is to lose the person you care about the most?" Xiao Ye said softly.

"Yes." Jiuyou's answer was undisguised, just a word, full of hatred and unwillingness.

Xiao Ye smiled, a bitter smile.

What should she say, it turns out that everything is not an accident, but his arrangement.

"Do you think our knowledge is only in ancient times?" The emotions in Jiuyou's heart were surging like waves and waves at this time, and it was difficult to suppress.

"In ancient times, you said you were going to see the outside world, but you left the Ten Thousand Beasts Forest without telling me, didn't you think about taking me with you at that time, or let me accompany you?" That was the deepest pain in his heart.

She left because she was tired of being in the Forest of Ten Thousand Beasts.

But she didn't know that at that time, he would not trap himself only in the Ten Thousand Beasts Forest, but thought that as long as he had her by his side, no matter the ends of the world, as long as she wanted to go, he would accompany her.

However, she didn't ask him and he walked away like that......

Jiuyou's words, the dust in Xiao Ye's heart was blown up again, and those things that had been lost for a long time before several reincarnations were being remembered little by little.

It's similar to the scene of going to the Ten Thousand Beasts Forest in the Qiankun Technique, those times, those stories, the only difference is the final departure.

In the Ten Thousand Beasts Forest, she stayed with Jiuyou for a long time, but then she got tired of that kind of life, she wanted to go out and see the outside world, but thinking about Jiuyou's life in the Ten Thousand Beasts Forest, she felt that Jiuyou would not go with her, because it was his home. She didn't like parting, so in the end, she chose to say goodbye.

She was young and frivolous, she didn't think as much as Jiuyou, but she was full of curiosity about everything outside the Ten Thousand Beast Forest.

didn't know that such a departure had become a wound in Jiuyou's heart that would never heal.

"I've been looking for a long, long time, no matter how many reincarnations there are in the world, I'm looking for it, and I know that one day, I'll meet you again. I found it, two thousand years ago, in the snowy secret realm. Jiuyou smiled bitterly.

No one knows what kind of determination he had to find her in those reincarnations of the world.

He used his power to envelop the whole world, just to sense any bit of her breath.

He had been like that for thousands of years, but she had never reappeared until two thousand years ago, when his divine consciousness sensed her presence in the snowy region.

She has been with wolves, since she was a child, and he, always in a place she can't see, quietly watching her grow up, at that time, the mood will be very happy every day, like a guardian, guarding her beloved things, the trauma she gave in ancient times has long been forgotten.

He thought that one day, when she grew up, he would appear by her side, and then go with the flow and stay together in this life.

It's just that......

Before he could appear in front of her, the boy named Qingchen appeared.

For a long time, he looked at the scene of Xiao Ye and Qingchen together, and he was at a loss.

Those two people made him seem to see him and Xiao Ye in ancient times.

As a result, he had a feeling of jealousy in his heart, just like her Uncle Wolf at that time.

Later, he stood in front of her desperately.

He will never forget the scene when he appeared in front of her thousands of years later.

"My name is Xiao Ye, and he gave me the name." She told him proudly, pointing to the young man named Qingchen next to her, her eyes full of dependence and pride.

"My name is Jiuyou." That's the name she gave him. In ancient times, when he said his name, he was as proud and happy as she was. And then, saying her name just in the hope of seeing something familiar on her face.

She gave him the name, does she remember?

As a result, she doesn't remember......

She didn't remember anything, she didn't remember his person, his name, she didn't remember everything she had been in antiquity.

Like those lonely children, he lived in a snowy secret land. He thought he could go back to the way he used to be.

But in the end, all he saw was the figure of her and Qingchen glued together every day.

Xiao Ye was to him, just like all the other orphans who lived in the secret realm of the snowy land.

He can no longer be like he used to be, she is just his Xiao Ye.

She's light dust......

After searching for thousands of years, from antiquity to that time, she has experienced endless darkness, and the last thing she saw was just the back of her and others, who existed like an ordinary person in her life.

The feeling of abandonment reminded him once again of the pain of her departure in ancient times.

It was like an empty heart, and there was no belief in continuing.

He lives forever, but he loves her alone. But she abandoned him again and again......

Did she know how painful it was to feel lost?

So later, he made her lose her light dust......

……

In Jiuyou's words, everything in the past became clear, and it was not until this time that those memories that were deliberately erased by Jiuyou appeared in the minds of Xiao Ye and Helian Chen (Qingchen).

Nine Shades ......

Indeed, in the Snowy Secret Realm two thousand years ago, there was indeed a boy named Jiuyou.

It was a boy that they all remembered very well.

It's not like the rest of the orphans. Jiuyou's body always exudes a different atmosphere, he seems to be an emotionless person, he doesn't like to talk, but he can always do something that makes people feel incredible.

Helian Chen still remembered that he had paid special attention to Jiuyou, because he always felt a deep hostility in Jiuyou's eyes.

Time has passed, and those memories of the Nine Shadows from 2,000 years ago have been erased. In this world, he reappeared.

Xiao Ye and Helian Chen suddenly knew why when they saw Jiuyou, the aura on his body and his eyes made them feel familiar.

It turned out that two thousand years ago, they were in a secret place in the snowy region.

"Why, it's always me losing." Jiuyou smiled, and the mist in his eyes became heavier and heavier.

In ancient times, two thousand years ago, and now in Xisui, Xiao Ye and Helian Chen had obviously lost their memories, but in the end, he still lost them.

Think about that time in the Ten Thousand Beasts Forest, in Jiang Zicong and Xiao Ye alone, so beautiful. But after all, it was just a flash in the pan, and it disappeared like an illusion.

The cold wind rises, blowing up the fallen leaves on the ground. It was as if there was a kind of sadness that permeated the bottom of my heart.

The silent three people stood quietly in the wind, fluttering clothes and flying red dust and green silk. The past that could not be washed away floated in the minds of the three of them.

Xiao Ye never thought that there were so many ties between herself and Jiuyou, and all along, she only thought that he covered the sky with one hand and made fun of the world. But I didn't know that he was suffering all over her and rose up for her.

Helian Chen's face was calm, but his heart was full of waves.

At this time, I finally understood the cause of my reincarnation. Jiuyou began to look for Xiao Ye in ancient times, and went through countless reincarnations. How could Jiuyou let him meet Xiao Ye lightly.

Jiuyou also wanted him and Xiao Ye to experience the pain he had experienced.

"Whether you are Helian Chen or Qingchen, I only ask you, why did you take my Xiao Ye." All kinds of unwillingness and anger, Jiuyou's cold words, and his eyes looked at Helian Chen like an eagle.

What he did for Xiao Ye was something that he Helian Chen could never match.

Two thousand years of light dust, no cultivation and no mysteries, just a young man with the ability to speak, a person who can't even protect himself, how can he have his Xiao Ye?

But he is different, he is a dragon lion, he has a ability that others can't match, as long as Xiao Ye wants it, he can give it to her.

Helian Chen stood there, neither humble nor arrogant in Jiuyou's cold voice, and even at this moment, that calm face showed a faint smile.