Only by arming oneself can we confront the world
Sometimes, the hotter it is, the more you can't help but want to eat it, even though it might be so hot that you cry.
Eating hot pot is a very enjoyable thing, and it must not be restricted.
Not long ago, Mo Ting felt that Liu Xiyu was in a bad mood. But Mo Ting knows that Liu Xiyu is an assertive person. If she didn't want to say it herself, she decided that she wouldn't say it, so she simply didn't ask.
The hot pot was steaming, and Liu Xiyu's tears were falling. As if she didn't notice, she continued to stuff it into her mouth.
Li Junyu looked for a tissue and handed it to Liu Xiyu. Seeing that Liu Xiyu didn't answer, Li Junyu wanted to help her wipe it off.
"You don't have to wipe it, some tears can't be stored in your heart for a lifetime."
Liu Xiyu is a very self-disciplined person, and she always doesn't like to share her inner feelings with others.
I don't know when a light rain fell outside the window, and it flowed down the glass. I wonder how they will feel when they first come to the world and feel such coldness?
The clock was ticking, and I don't know how long it had gone. "Xiyu, don't let yourself be so tired."
Liu Xiyu looked at Mo Ting, Mo Ting's eyes were very firm, so conclusive, people couldn't help but believe it. From the very beginning, Liu Xiyu knew that Mo Ting was a very smart person and a person who would never go against her.
"But I," Liu Xiyu's voice choked, as if organizing her own language, "When I was young, my parents didn't care much about me. The two of them quarrel every day. I remember the first time they argued, I stood through the crack in the door and watched. When they found out about me, they didn't even bother to pretend. The little emotion that was left is getting weaker and weaker. ”
Later, they all had their own families. And I, on the other hand, have no place to stand. I've been wondering if if they would have pretended if I hadn't seen it that day. Although I know that I can't, I'm still willing to deceive myself. Ridiculous, right? Liu Xiyu smiled self-deprecatingly, but tears flowed down her eyes. I had to try so that I didn't become a burden; Let them like me a little bit. ”
"They went through a series of arguments, and finally ended in my dad's failure and adopted me. And then every day was like living in a TV series, but for the poor love of my parents, I almost spent all my strength. Half a year ago, I met Lin Yuanyu, and he was very good to me, as well as to my family. Since my dad also has a little so-called love for me. I thought I was going to be happy. But one day, I overheard their call. It turned out that my so-called love was just a deal for them. Liu Xiyu smiled sarcastically. Do you know? My dad said that she just lacks love, and if you just treat her well, she will be willing. ”
"I always thought I was strong, but in the end I realized that everything was just self-arming, just to fight against this terrible world."
"I'm glad you told me this. The world is always cruel, and each of us needs to arm ourselves, only then can we grow better. Mo Ting brought the tissue to Liu Xiyu, "I don't know how to comfort you." But Xi Yu, you have to learn to let go. It's okay to work hard, and those who have passed the past have to let go, even if it's the so-called family love. Don't let yourself be physically and mentally exhausted for those unnecessary people or things. ”
The hour hand ticked back to the day of Zhong Dispersion's birthday, and Liu Xiyu happened to bump into this lie.
"Are you telling the truth?" Liu Xiyu snatched her father's phone and asked. There is a voice in my heart, as if to say, in fact, you heard it wrong?
But Liu Xiyu heard the answer she didn't want to hear, "At the beginning, I was quite interested in you. Otherwise, I wouldn't have found your dad. But then, I'm really tired of it, and I can't afford to give you the things you want. ”
"Say, 'Don't we take what we need?' And why is there any need to be hypocritical? Lin Yuanyu paused for a moment, "Actually, these are not the most important factors, speaking of which, I have to thank you." I've met someone who's more interesting than you right now. ”
"Do you want to know who it is?" Liu Xiyu wanted to say no, but she found that she didn't have the slightest strength to speak. "It's your roommate, don't listen."
Liu Xiyu wanted to hang up the phone before Lin Yuanyu's words could be spoken, but she still heard it.
These are all things that Liu Xiyu did not tell Mo Ting. Liu Xiyu has always known that Mo Ting is very good, but Liu Xiyu has never been jealous.
Judging the situation, Liu Xiyu has always done a good job. Some people should not be jealous, so they should not be jealous.
"It's useless to say more. Xiyu, you are a smart person, you should know who and everything you are. "Mo Ting's words pulled Liu Xiyu back from his memories." If it were me, I wouldn't allow that to happen. I don't believe you can't see him as a person. Self-deception is very meaningless. ”
Liu Xiyu looked out the window and nodded. The rain outside the window gradually became lighter, thin and soft, beating the trees outside the window, you inside the window