My voice trembled a little, and the phone I was holding in my hand almost slipped, and I almost lost my temper and asked quickly, "Is there something wrong?" ”

There was another unbearable silence on the other end, and after about two minutes, Xu Yanfang said word by word: "If you still remember the old love, come to Shenzhen to see the last side of the race." He said he wanted to see you. ”

Her words, to me, were no less than an atomic bomb that could destroy all my sanity, and I froze there, comforting myself for a long time that there was something wrong with my ears.

However, Zhang Jingchi's mother didn't even have a chance to let me self-hypnotize, she continued: "Jingchi is very sick, he doesn't want to be hospitalized again, he has to go home, saying that those lemon trees will be sunburned if they are not watered, I found a doctor and nurse to take care of them at home, but the situation is not clear..."

It was like stepping on cotton, and I couldn't exert any strength, and before she could finish speaking, I said hurriedly, "I'll go, I'll go right away, I'll go to the airport now." ”

The other end hung up the phone.

And I couldn't stand steadily, if it weren't for Sister Hong supporting me, I would really kneel on the ground all of a sudden.

Grabbing my arm, Sister Hong asked anxiously, "What's wrong?" ”

I twisted Sister Hong's arm with my backhand, my tears rushed out all of a sudden, and my voice trembled: "Sister Hong, Zhang Jingchi is sick, I want to see him, can we buy a ticket to leave right away?" ”

Quickly helped me to stand firm, and Sister Hong said calmly: "You go upstairs immediately to pack up a few clothes, and I will help you count the votes." ”

My whole brain was at a loss, and I did what Sister Hong said like a walking corpse.

When I came down with three or four sets of clothes in a random manner, Sister Hong had already pulled me and said, "You are not in a good state, I will accompany you over." ”

During those hours on the way, I felt like a century.

Finally waited for the plane to land at Shenzhen Bao'an Airport, and I pulled Sister Hong all the way.

Sitting in the taxi, Sister Hong held my hand and comforted me softly, but I still trembled uncontrollably.

When I came to Zhang Jingchi's door, I was so anxious that I didn't even ring the doorbell, so I brushed it directly with my fingers.

Thankfully, the door opened.

What broke my heart, Zhang Jingchi was half-lying in the hall, with a bunch of instruments I couldn't understand beside him, and a bunch of clips and different tubes inserted in his hands.

I can't take care of Sister Hong, I just want to run towards Zhang Jingchi quickly, but in fact, every step I take is unusually slow and difficult.

After two years of polishing, I have actually released almost the resentment in my heart, and all the stubbornness in the past and the inability to rub sand in my eyes have also disappeared with the passage of time.

Even if the old scars are full of devastation, as long as I stop thinking about it, it seems that they become less shocking.

After the things that hindered my heart disappeared, I left that truth, and that truth is that I still love this man so deeply, even if he can no longer be mine in the future, he can no longer be owned by me, I also want him to live happily and healthily in a corner of the earth, without worries and illnesses, he can still meet his deep love, and I will choose to bless even if my heart hurts.

And now, he can't.

He fell ill.

In a heart-wrenching shock, I finally walked to his side.

Instead of sitting on the couch, I half-squatted on the ground.

He looked at me with wide eyes, his face was extremely pale, and his lips were dry, as if he had walked in the desert for many days without a drop of water.

I couldn't help but put my hand over his face.

My hands have always been cold, but I didn't expect his face to be even colder, like a piece of ice.

In the four eyes, Zhang Jingchi's eyes were dripping, his voice was like the wind blowing through the catkins, he said: "Orange, don't cry." ”

I could have held back my tears, but because of his words, my tears burst out of my eyes again.

Zhang Jingchi tried to raise his hand to touch my face, but his hands were full of clips, I held his hand down at once, buried my head, and said, "Don't move anymore." ”

Zhang Jingchi settled down at this time, he kept staring at me, the corners of his mouth moved slightly and said, "The last time we met, I wanted to say that you gained some weight." Or you are better off without me, because I think you can't do without me. I courier you with the divorce agreement I think you may not have received, I found a lawyer yesterday to redraft a new one, put it on the coffee table, in duplicate, I have signed it, you also signed it. ”

I looked at his face, my hand still on his arm, and without even thinking about it, I said, "No, this marriage is not separated." ”

The corners of his mouth moved slightly, and Zhang Jingchi smiled bitterly and said, "Don't be too willful." You are still young, your marriage history says divorced, it will be much better than being widowed, you still have a new life, don't waste your willfulness on me again. In the past two years, I know that you have had a bad time, you have been dragged by me, you can't fall in love normally, to find new feelings, I was very selfish before, I don't want to be selfish anymore. ”

My tears fell everywhere, I held his arm, and I spared no effort to be hypocritical: "No, no, no, I don't look for someone else, you will be fine, I don't want to divorce you, I want to grow old with you!" ”

A trace of joy flashed in his eyes, but such joy was fleeting, Zhang Jingchi's expression continued to collapse and said, "You won't want to be with me." You hate me, hate me for not protecting you, hate me for being incompetent and powerless against my grandfather's evil, you also blame me for having too close a relationship with Gao Lin, you blame me so much, I die, your heart knot can... ”

I quickly reached over and covered his mouth.

I couldn't hold back all of a sudden, I became excited, my voice doubled, and I said, "Zhang Jingchi, don't talk nonsense!" I'm not going to let you have anything to do, you get up, I'll take you to the hospital, I'll find you the best doctor, I'll cure you!" ”

Looking at me with eyes as deep as a lake, Zhang Jingchi smiled bitterly again, and he said slowly: "I have lived enough." After sending all the culprits who killed my dad and my children to prison and making them suffer, I felt that you don't want to stay with me anymore anyway, and I did what I should have done, and I did what I wanted to do, I have lived enough, and I have no regrets. ”

My eyes widened in surprise.

As if to see the doubts in my eyes, Zhang Jingchi continued to smile bitterly: "Two years ago, I not only knew that the inhuman old man designed to mutilate my child, but I also found clues, my father did not commit suicide at all, it was my grandfather who gave Gao Lin a sum of money, and he instructed Gao Lin to design and coax my father, saying that he would help my mother to take the blame, and when the limelight passed, he would rescue him." But after my dad went to jail, he never came out. Since my grandmother died, his temper has become more and more eccentric, and I have been left to him, but he has committed many crimes in disregard of family affection and morality, and I really have no way to tolerate him. He doesn't know how to repent, and in order to keep him from doing it to you again, I can only make him pay for the evil deeds he has committed. As for Gao Lin, since she likes to be a chess piece so much, then I will let her make the most of it. ”

After a slight pause, Zhang Jingchi exhaled slowly, and he continued: "Orange, that day at the airport, you asked me what was going on with Gao Lin, I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, I always thought that you could perceive that I loved you, love to the point that there was no way back, love to the bones." But two years have passed, and you stupidly think that Gao Lin and I are tired of each other. Anyway, I have never betrayed you, both mentally and physically, from beginning to end. It's just that at that time, I was attacked by the enemy, my opponent was not only an old man, I also had to deal with Xu Zhiyong's hostile acquisition of Bolian, after I set up the game, I couldn't make the slightest mistake, I was helpless, I could only take it step by step, I was more afraid that the more you know, the more dangerous it is, after all, the old man dares to do something in the car, and he dares to find someone to take you to the house to do evil. If there is no conclusive evidence to knock him down in one fell swoop, the genius will not take the initiative to clean him up. This kind of person, God may not accept him, but I don't want to let him go. He was inhumane, and indirectly because he refused to save my sister more than 20 years ago, my sister was ultimately not saved. He does this to his granddaughter, and he will not be soft on you. So I don't dare to say anything, after all, I do such a dangerous thing, you know that you will definitely not be able to feel at ease, and if you can't be at ease, it will be easy to show your feet. It's dangerous for you to show your feet, so I can only push you out. I couldn't care about your feelings at that time, and I'm glad I could save you. I only have one chance, I'm not afraid of losing, I can't afford to lose. Gao Lin is a very good chess piece, if I can't let her play the maximum role willingly, I may spend five years, and I can't shake the old man. Maybe in Gao Lin's opinion, I was really unclear with her during that time, but in my opinion, in order to achieve the goal of letting them go to hell together, I don't mind acting it, giving her some sweetness and illusions, so that she thinks that I will have a story with her later, she will help me bring down the old man, and she will have more benefits in the future, so she is willing to be an excellent chess piece. But, it's just a little sweetness, nothing happened to me with her! Whether I was in Hainan or at the hotel that night, she hinted that I could do anything to her, but I didn't touch her. I don't bother to touch a murderer who indirectly killed my father, I don't even disdain to touch a woman I don't love, let alone such a vicious, hypocritical and stubborn woman, every time I laugh at her, I am disgusting to myself, how can I do anything with her. I should have chased you out after you left that night at the hotel, but I haven't gotten what I want yet. I got to that point, I couldn't retreat, I couldn't turn back, I could only focus on the overall situation. Just that time, I took all the information in Gao Lin's mobile phone..."

After saying this, Zhang Jingchi suddenly coughed strongly.

My heart trembled as he coughed, and I hurriedly got up and ran to pour a glass of warm water, and I pulled a chair and sat aside, and put the glass to his mouth, and I said, "Say no more." It was I who was blinded by resentment at the time, you don't say any more, take a good rest. ”

After taking a big sip of warm water, Zhang Jingchi smiled reluctantly and said, "I said this not for anything." I'm just afraid that if I don't say it again, I won't have a chance to say it in the future, and I can only take these things away and turn them into dust. ”

I reached out again and covered his mouth.

My tears were still pouring out, and I almost squeezed two words out of my teeth: "I won't let you leave me first!" I'll get you a good doctor and heal you!" ”

Don't look away and dodge my hand, Zhang Jingchi put all his eyes on my face, and he jumped and said, "Orange, there is one more thing, I want to confess to you." In fact, our second child was diagnosed with a diagnosis before my grandfather found someone to give you fetal pills. On the day of Sister Hong's car accident, the doctor found that the fetus had no fetal heartbeat, which was a malformation, and he suggested that the uterine evacuation surgery should be carried out as soon as possible. ”

If I had heard such a large amount of information before, maybe my heart would have turned upside down, and now my whole mind is on where I should go to find a good doctor for Zhang Jingchi, and I am not in the mood to care about the past, so I handed the cup to his mouth again, and I said, "Don't mention it again, we only talk about the future." You drink some water, I'll find Luo Mihui and Chen Liang, maybe they can introduce us to a good doctor." I'll cure you, and we'll go to the doctor as much as you want...."

Before I finished speaking, Zhang Jingchi immediately interrupted me and said: "Don't waste time on me anymore, give me the illusion that you are still willing to stay with me for a long time, I can't afford to lose it again." You signed the divorce agreement, and tomorrow I will accompany you to finish the final matter, and I will completely return your freedom. You are still young, there is no need to put your youth on someone like me. ”

I put my cup on the coffee table next to me with trembling hands, my hand on his face, and I stared at him word for word and said, "I will not get divorced, never will." No matter what, I'll be with you. ”

Pulling the corners of his mouth, Zhang Jingchi's tone was full of bitterness: "I don't need your sympathy, and you don't need to return to me because of sympathy, so it's a bigger blow to me." ”

My hands kept roaming over his pale face, his face was so cold that I wanted to warm him, and I could barely even think of opening my mouth to utter the pretentious words: "Why should I stay because of sympathy." Because I love you, because I can't live without you, because I can't really resent you even if I'm bruised all over my body, because there will be no one in this world who can live in my heart except you. Because you are the one who, even if I was determined to leave, could not hesitate to retreat when the real separation came. That day at the airport, after you left, I sat in the chair and cried for a while, and after getting on the plane, I cried all the way from Chengdu to Fujian by covering up my hat. I haven't been on a business trip at all for half a month, I'm hiding the divorce agreement, I don't want to sign it, I don't want to sign it at all, even if we have a lot of misunderstandings, I don't want to face a situation where I can only get divorced....."

I was sparing no effort to express my heart, Zhang Jingchi quickly ripped off the clips on my fingers and the tubes on my body at a speed that stunned me, and he quickly pasted it, holding my face with both hands, and his lips came together.

Zhang Jingchi said vaguely: "I actually didn't board the plane that day, I hid and looked at you, you cried for a long time, but I didn't dare to come forward to comfort you, because you didn't like me to say I'm sorry, and I have a lot of sorry for you, I really don't dare to go forward again and give you more trouble." I hid and watched you get on the plane back to Fujian, I sat at the airport for a long time, and waited until I asked Sister Hong that you returned safely, and then I went back to Shenzhen. ”

His face was close to mine, and slowly I felt that his face was not cold at all, but hotter than mine, and I was wondering what was wrong, when suddenly someone was firing a salute behind me, and those colorful pieces of colored paper kept falling.

I was completely blindsided.

After Zhang Jingchi let go of me, I hurriedly turned around and saw several people standing next to me, in addition to Sister Hong, who came to Shenzhen with me, as well as Luo Mihui, and Chen Liang who was holding a little doll, and Zhang Jingchi's mother Xu Yanfang, who was not crying or smiling, standing next to Xu Yanfang was a little girl wearing a little princess dress, about 4 years old and 5 years old, she was very beautiful and cute, her eyelashes were long and her eyes were blinking, this little girl smiled shyly at me.

She just laughed, and my heart softened.

I opened my mouth to ask who this child is, Xu Yanfang gently patted the child on the shoulder and said, "Listen to grandma obediently and call mom." ”

PS There is a change at one o'clock in the afternoon