151 I will not allow myself to have betrayal

Even if I said it vaguely, Zhang Jingchi seemed to have a tacit understanding with me, he also put his hand up to wrap my hand, he said: "I'm fine, I know you're not in the mood tonight." I care more about you than that, don't force yourself for me, just go to sleep. ”

After he finished speaking, he quickly grabbed my hand and kissed me lightly on the back of my hand, and he continued, "Good night." ”

I opened my mouth to say goodnight to him as well, when he screamed sharply on his phone.

Zhang Jingchi hurriedly reached out and fumbled with his mobile phone, and he hung up the call directly before I could see the caller ID clearly.

He turned on the bedside lamp, and after jumping out of bed, he leaned down and said to me, "You lie down for a while, and I'll make a call in the study." ”

He quickly walked out.

I heard the sound of the door closing.

After about ten minutes, Zhang Jingchi returned.

After the whole room fell into darkness again, Zhang Jingchi hugged me, and there was no emotion in his voice: "Orange, let's go to my house tomorrow." “

Before I could answer, his kiss was already on my face, and he said a little vaguely, "Sleep, we'll leave early tomorrow." ”

I felt that Zhang Jingchi's mood was not quite right, but I was afraid that he would be upset if I asked too much, so my hand also followed his example and hugged him tightly.

I didn't sleep well this night, I always dreamed of things that were not very good, I woke up in the middle of the night, and found that Zhang Jingchi was gone.

I called him a few times, but there was no response.

I panicked, hurriedly turned on the light and climbed out of bed, I didn't even have time to put on my slippers, so I hurriedly ran out of the hall.

Finally, I found Zhang Jingchi on the balcony.

He didn't know when he had climbed up to the balcony, he looked down through the railings, not knowing what he was thinking.

His face was completely filled with a loneliness that I couldn't understand, but I also saw very sadly.

He was probably completely immersed in his own world, and I gently called him twice before he turned around.

The moment he saw me, he quickly jumped off the balcony, he ran to me quickly, and he quickly took me in his arms: "Why did you run to the balcony, it's a little cold in the middle of the night." ”

I rubbed my eyes and looked at him: "I dreamed, I woke up all of a sudden, and when I woke up and didn't see you, I came out to look for you." ”

As soon as my words fell, Zhang Jingchi abruptly bent down and picked me up, and went straight to the bedroom.

When we lay side by side in bed again, I couldn't help but ask, "Zhang Jingchi, do you have something on your mind?" ”

Zhang Jingchi was silent for a while, and then he said slowly: "Don't think about it, I'm fine, go to sleep obediently." ”

My brow furrowed, "But I can't sleep." ”

Zhang Jingchi's kiss suddenly covered my lips, and his hand roamed over my body wantonly.

I was wearing a very thin cardigan nightdress, and he untied the straps in a few clicks.

While hugging me and kissing constantly, his hands were not idle, and all his pajamas were removed, and then his hot body was pressed up.

Unconsciously, I was ignited by him in this way, and soon reached a state of confusion.

He soon came in, and I lay on the bed, grasping the sheets with both hands, pursing my mouth tightly, looking at his silhouette half-squinting in the light reflected from the floor, and I suddenly felt the urge to kiss him desperately.

So I slowly sat up, my hand around his neck, and I leaned in and kissed him on the cheek.

Zhang Jingchi suddenly stopped moving, he hugged me back with twice as much force as before, he rested his chin on my shoulder, and he said slowly: "Li Cheng, you haven't promised me yet, you will never leave me!" ”

He stopped suddenly, and I was stunned for a while before I reacted, and I nestled in his arms and whispered, "What are you talking about, you know that I can't live without you." ”

After getting my answer, Zhang Jingchi suddenly rushed into it, and I couldn't help but let out a low moan when I was suddenly attacked, and after reacting, my face was hot and hot, and I pursed my mouth again.

When I was tossed and lay on the bed exhausted, Zhang Jingchi didn't know where the spirit came from, he leaned over and said ill-intentionedly: "You can sleep now, right?" ”

Even with the cover of the night, I felt that my shame was in full view of him, and I couldn't help but sweep it over: "Why is it so bad? ”

Zhang Jingchi grabbed my hammer hand, and he said eloquently: "I'm just so bad to you, I don't touch other women." ”

I'm so uncute.

My mouth was suddenly faster than my brain, and I didn't even think about it and asked, "Then in the four years since we broke up, have you touched any other women?" ”

I regretted it after asking.

Zhang Jingchi is a normal man, he must be in need, am I not looking for a blockage?

So, I hurriedly added: "Forget it, you don't have to answer this question, and I don't want to know, you haven't asked me." ”

Zhang Jingchi said categorically: "Of course not!" I'm a man with pursuits and discipline, and I don't like those strange women touching me! You think I'm so casual?! ”

I was instantly struck by a huge surprise, but what followed was a stronger surprise, I really couldn't control my mouth when I opened the words, and the large-scale topic was opened by me first: "Huh? So what do you do when you are at that time? You're not a monk, so you can't have no desires. ”

Even if I couldn't see Zhang Jingchi's expression clearly, I could still vaguely distinguish that there was some scorn on his face, he knocked on my head, and he said like a digression: "Sleep, don't ask about this nonsense." ”

The more he didn't want to say, the more curious I became, so I climbed up to his arm and shook it and said, "Tell me about it." ”

Unmoved at all, Zhang Jingchi still said sarcastically: "Don't ask, I won't say." ”

I suddenly felt that it was funny for him to be a little shy, so I stubbornly put my voice more gentle, and then asked.

Zhang Jingchi couldn't stand it anymore, he quickly turned his back to me, and it took a while to squeeze out a few words from between his teeth: "I have hands." Sleep! ”

I couldn't feel the thunder rolling at all, but I had too many complicated emotions in my heart, I took the initiative to reach out and hug him, and I whispered, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked this stubbornly." ”

Zhang Jingchi still turned his back to me, and he said, "Do you think I'm obscene and stupid like this?" It's not what you think it is. ”

I hugged him tighter, and I hurriedly said, "Of course not!" ”

Zhang Jingchi was silent again, and only after half a sound did he say: "Even if I can't see you for the past four years, I still always believe that I haven't finished settling with you, whether it is mental or physical, I will not allow myself to betray." But I'm a normal man, and aside from everything, I'm just a man who eats grains and has seven emotions and six desires. ”

After a pause, Zhang Jingchi said again: "I really wanted to ask you before, did you know any other good men in the past few years, but I couldn't open my mouth." After all, four years is a long time, women always have more affection than men, and they need companionship more, I don't dare to use my own standards to demand you.."

Zhang Jingchi's voice became lower and lower, I didn't care that I was tired and half dead, gritted my teeth and turned over to face him face to face, I held his face, stared into his eyes and said word by word: "I don't either." Both physical and mental. ”

Zhang Jingchi's hand was covered and roamed over my face, and it took a while before he said, "Silly, of course I know now that you don't, and I'm not stupid." I just reunited, and when I heard Wang Zhuoyi say that you are very open, I feel very uncomfortable in my heart, and I feel that you are not my orange anymore. But even if you're no longer there, I still can't let go, so I act. It took me a whole night to figure out how you could come to me without refusing and dangle in front of me all day. ”

After another pause, Zhang Jingchi's voice was long and full: "But later, on the night you were mad at me, when you yelled at me with tears on your face and told me to die, I found that I was really thinking too much." I soon found out that even if you learn how to put on makeup, learn to wear high heels, and play with other men for business, you are still essentially the girl I like, and these real things, you just hide them very deeply, and they are not easy to discover. And I hate myself for being the one who made you hide these things. I stood at the door that night, knowing that I was too shallow and narrow-minded to keep you, but I was even more afraid that you would disappear without a trace like you did four years ago. So I did it for the first time in my life that I was so stubborn. To be honest, I pestered you in Fujian at that time, did you bother me? ”

I was stunned, and I said, "Sometimes it's annoying, sometimes it's not annoying, sometimes it's annoying to myself, and my heart is very turbulent." ”

As if he was about to insert me into his arms, Zhang Jingchi hugged me fiercely and said, "Don't bother me anymore." ”

The air conditioner was on in the bedroom, and I could still feel the burning of his body, and I tried to push him away, but Zhang Jingchi then said: "Don't push me away, I want to sleep with you." ”

I was indeed very tired, and I played with him for a while, and finally fell asleep in a daze.

When I opened my eyes the next day, I found myself pillowed on Zhang Jingchi's arm, and he kept looking at me with bright eyes, I rubbed my eyes and asked him, "What are you looking at me?" ”

Zhang Jingchi's eyes narrowed slightly, and he said, "You are good-looking, and you are not allowed to look at you?" ”

Flamboyant early in the morning, I really can't stand him!

I crawled and staggered to my feet and said, "I'll go wash up and make you breakfast." ”

I thought he would follow me to get up, but Zhang Jingchi was still in a position of lying on his side, and I was quite puzzled, so I asked, "Why don't you get up?" ”

Zhang Jingchi raised his face slightly and looked at me and said, "I've fixed this position for too long, my whole body is paralyzed, you can help me up." ”

I was a little speechless, but I still went to help him, and I complained while helping him: 'You won't roll over in a while, stupid!' “

After he sat up completely, he said slowly, "You sleep so soundly on my arm, what if I turn over and wake you up?" ”

it! I was suddenly so impressed!

But I was afraid that he would think I was hypocritical, so I put these emotions to rest, and pretended to be nothing, and climbed out of the car to wash up, and then went to make breakfast.

Of course, I reciprocated my impression with my actions, and I made him a breakfast that was several times more hearty than before.

Zhang Jingchi is also a foodie to some extent, and when he eats happily, he is even better at chatting. We frolicked around at the table for a while before heading out with a bunch of good spirits and heading for his house.

However, what happened next completely shattered my good mood.