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The first thing Qiao Yan did when he got home under Gu Jinchuan's 'threat' was to take out his mobile phone and prepare to post on Weibo.

The thick red book in my hand always felt a little unreal and fluttery.

When she was editing Weibo content, Gu Jinchuan hugged her from behind.

Because Qiao Yan was standing on the windowsill of the bedroom on the second floor, Gu Jinchuan could still see a peaceful scenery outside the window after hugging her, his head was gently buried next to Qiao Yan's neck, and after taking a deep breath, "Will you move to Dongshan Villa tonight?" ”

Qiao Yan avoided it a little because of the itch, and then said with a smile, "Are you so eager?" Mr. Gu. ”

Gu Jinchuan shook his head, but still clinging to her neck, "I'm just your gentleman here, not Mr. Gu." ”

Qiao Yan's fingers flying on the screen paused slightly, and then smiled, "Mr. is not bad, there is one word less than Mr. Gu, which is convenient." ”

She checked the content of Weibo back and forth, in the circle, a little wrong thing, it was going to be constantly magnified by someone with a magnifying glass, in order to avoid future troubles, it was still more cautious when posting.

"Have you written the content? Show me. ”

Qiao Yan didn't want to show it to the other party, after all, this kind of fleshy and deadly thing was not written for each other, but for the audience, after all, it wasn't the two of them who got goosebumps.

Her body leaned forward slightly, "No, it's nothing to look at." ”

Gu Jinchuan's expression suddenly became serious, "I told you before that I wanted to ask you something." ”

Qiao Yan raised his eyebrows, and instead of panicking to post on Weibo, he turned his head forty-five degrees, "Well, I remembered, what do you want to ask?" ”

Gu Jinchuan was silent for a moment, his hand still tightly wrapped around Qiao Yan's waist, "Why are you angry during the last more than a month of filming of the queen." ”

Qiao Yan was stunned for a moment, she thought that this problem had been falsely covered up with other things.

She gave up herself.

Sometimes I get angry and angry, and I feel as if I'm really uncomfortable, but I feel like I'm really making a fuss.

So she chose to go against her heart and pretend to forget about it.

But today Gu Jinchuan suddenly asked, she was stunned for a long time before answering truthfully, "I don't want to go around in circles with you, since you asked, and I don't plan to continue pretending, then let me tell you straight, have you read those things on the Internet?" Many bloggers are saying the same thing, I'm just a successful junior, you and Mo Chenxi are the original match, I'll say first, I did secretly go to see some bad words, I know that being an artist should automatically ignore these things, but I can't do it, even if I ignore it, I will keep thinking in my heart, thinking about how those people are speculating about the relationship between us. ”

She said so much without taking a breath.

Then he continued, "You know, marriage is actually quite sacred, at least in my case, of course, in the eyes of most people, I have always, always minded, mind that everyone said that I ruined your marriage with Mo Chenxi, but in fact, you and Mo Chenxi were not married at all. ”

To express the selfishness in your heart is actually a very courageous thing.

Most people try their best to show their good side to each other in front of their lovers, and those bad characters and human nature are all well hidden.

Qiao Yan actually struggled for a long time when he said these words.

She always doesn't want her to look too ugly, but she can't help it, she cares too much.

Even if you love someone too much, you don't just start to care about how the two of you feel, but even what others think of the two of you.

Gu Jinchuan's arm tightened, "You are stupid, you have always cared about these emotions, why didn't you say it earlier, fool, how bitter it should be." ”

He smiled wryly.

He always remembers the cold war between them.

Qiao Yan became a little inexplicable, and he didn't know what to do and got angry, so he didn't answer the phone and became very busy.

In fact, where are there so many inexplicable women, it's just that there are some words that are not so easy to say.

Qiao Yan turned around, the two of them were facing each other, she looked up, looked at Gu Jinchuan, sniffed, and her mood improved, "Gu Jinchuan, I used to think that I was a very good person, at least my three views were right, and later I found out that in fact, my three views are really not good, and I actually feel that I am quite upright." ”

In fact, some things and some words have been in Qiao Yan's heart for a long time, and she can't find a suitable way to say it, and the opportunity at the moment is actually good.

"Between me and you, I took the initiative, and I used a clumsy way, saying it may make a lot of people spurn, I used to find some reasons, for example, I was really desperate at that time, I was too eager to do something, but there are more desperate people in the world who are too eager to do something, only I use this kind of indiscriminate way."

As she spoke, her eyes didn't dare to look at Gu Jinchuan.

Four years ago, they met for the first time in bed, and today, four years later, every time she recalls it, Qiao Yan is a little ashamed, the kind of shame after doing something wrong.

"I don't know what you think about this matter, I've always been haunted by it, and there is another thing that is, even if I wash myself, I can't wash it in vain."

She raised her head, glanced at Gu Jinchuan sincerely, and began to shake her head slowly as she spoke, "I know that since you and Mo Chenxi are not married, I have been thinking about what the world thinks, I hope you can explain it clearly, so that our relationship will not have so many flaws in the eyes of the world." But I didn't know that when you were just fake marriages, wouldn't I be with you too? Funny, you say, isn't it funny? ”

Qiao Yan's smile was more or less bitter.

Gu Jinchuan was actually quite shocked in his heart, in this relationship, he always thought that he was very caring and considerate of the other party, but in fact, Qiao Yan's many emotions, let alone being able to take care of them, he didn't even feel it.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

He held Qiao Yan's face, looking at this wry smile, his heart was full of guilt, "Blame me, it's too late to find out about your emotions." ”

Qiao Yan raised his hand and pulled Gu Jinchuan's hand down, avoiding his touch.

Gu Jinchuan moved his eyebrows slightly sadly, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault." ”

Qiao Yan grabbed his hand, then slowly let go of his hand, and pretended to be relieved and said, "It's not a matter of whether you found out late, it's all my problem, at least I took the initiative, I used to think that there were many things why bother to tell it clearly, who is not confused for a lifetime, but you asked, I don't want to hide it anymore." ”

This matter really has nothing to do with whether Gu Jinchuan found out early or not.

She lowered her head and took a deep breath, wanting to drive all the bad emotions away from her face, but inadvertently began to shed tears.

After Gu Jinchuan found out, he was a little flustered, "Don't cry, don't cry, listen to me well, okay?" ”

She's done, and he hasn't started yet.

So, let him say something too.

Gu Jinchuan cupped Qiao Yan's cheek again, "You're done, it's up to me." ”

He took a deep breath, "You're right, you were not wrong from the first time you came to the hotel room to look for me, didn't you also have a hard time at that time?" If you're wrong, I'm wrong, right? If I don't accept you, I'll kick you out, won't there be no such thing? But I always feel that life is not so flawless, and a relationship will not be so smooth sailing, so I always think that maybe God has put our biggest difficulties at the beginning. ”

He gently wiped the tears from the corners of Qiao Yan's eyes with his thumb, "And, the person who was fascinated by your body at the beginning was me, I admit that your young and energetic body at that time brought me a lot of satisfaction and happiness, so I couldn't resist pestering you, in fact, didn't you just sign a contract at that time, I could have signed a contract for you, and then the deal ended, but no, the greedy person was me, the person who broke the rules was me, and I started to put a right track wrong, so even if you want to blame, you blame me." ”

Qiao Yan was moved by the sincerity in Gu Jinchuan's eyes.

There will really be a man who talks to you with light in his eyes, and that light is very dazzling and beautiful.

Hearing him say this, Qiao Yan's tears flowed more and more.

"Don't cry, what I'm most afraid of seeing is that you cry in front of me, I always feel that I can't take care of you."

Hearing Gu Jinchuan say this, Qiao Yan began to take the initiative to wipe his tears, and then shook his head and explained, "No, you have taken good care of me." ”

Gu Jinchuan still had a lot to say, but right now, looking at her tears, he panicked, and when he didn't know what to do, he only knew to stick his thin lips on.

"I'm sorry, I don't know how to comfort me at this time, I'm afraid that if I kiss you, you may be better."