One step at a time, a lotus flower, smiling lightly, looking at this house that has only lived for thirty years, laughing, this life should be satisfied. Sitting next to the red candle, cutting the red candle in his hand, recalling the misery of this half life, half a life of happiness, one scene after another.

"Ah Yan, this is my favorite guqin, the famous red shaft, do you like it?"

The shy and silent young man gave him his treasured guqin when he was seventeen years old, but who knew that this red shaft was the acacia qin of the southern country where the red beans were born? Is it the lovesickness that sheds tears in foreign lands?

"Ah Yan, I have calculated your eight characters, your life is full of mistakes and red luan, it will be hard." He used to talk to himself like this, but with a firmness in his words that he couldn't see.

"Wrong? Hongluan? So what? I am Cai Yong's only daughter, and I am afraid that I will not be happy after marriage? Sheep, you're worried. "I used to be so high-spirited, so proud and unruly, there was no one in my eyes, and I was empty.

"In any case, remember, I will help you, wherever you are, no matter who you are, no matter what you are...... No matter ......" he clenched his fists, "No matter who you are, I will help you, if you violate this oath, heaven and earth will be destroyed!" ”

The former sheep swore with three fingers for himself, so solemn and sincere, but he attracted his own ridicule. If his young self had known that he was so sincere, why did he bother for those three ups and downs in marriage?

"Ah Yan, don't be afraid, I will protect you, I will protect you eventually, whether it is in the Southern Xiongnu or in the Han Dynasty, even if Dong Zhuo asks for my head, I will still protect you, you wait for me." Although he was uneasy, he gave himself the greatest comfort and peace of mind, he is like this, that infatuated person, his third senior brother Yang Wei, is such a man.

"Do you really want to marry Kong Rong's daughter? Do you know that I hate that fake Conlo the most? If you really marry her, even if I return to the Han Dynasty, I will definitely hate you and never get along with you! At that time, my heart was like a knife, but my mouth was like a knife, aggressive, and my sentences were harsh.

"Really? If you are pleased, I will follow you. "The sheep is in a green shirt and a high hat, and his face is pale, and he can't see his joy or anger.

Did you miss it then? Did you miss it then?

"Ah Yan, don't be afraid, Dong Ci is your countryman or your former neighbor, you will definitely be stable if you marry him. Don't you want to live a safe life? He'll be a good place to be, and you'll believe in me. He took his hand and swore so much, but how did he know that the only person he wanted to marry was him, and it was him!

"Ah Yan, are your feet cold?" Ignoring the coldness of the ice and snow, he wrapped her feet into his chest, "In this way, you will not be cold, my chest is warm." ”

He's always so stupid, for himself, stupid

"Dong Ci, you only care about being a filial son, but you let her down! You've treated me like that, my darling! You're damned! You're damned! You've lost her! If I don't kill you, I won't be a sheep! He worked hard for himself, and the first time he hit someone in anger was also for himself, watching him punch Dong Ci, the emotion in his heart was like a huge wave, vast and turbulent.

"Dong Xi, you remember, my Taishan goat family, my sheep's father-in-law, Qufu Kong's family, and Chen Liucai's family, have all broken with you! From now on, don't think about stepping into the door of the Yang family, the Kong family, and the Cai family! You guard your mother and live your barren and obscene life! You are not worthy of my treasure! The words of the sheep are still in my ears, but the words are still in the people, but they are gone.

"Ah Yan, I am very satisfied to marry you, even if I die immediately, I am content." He was ecstatic.

"Ah Yan, he is the eldest son of you and me, just call him Ah Cheng, Yang Cheng. Inherit your and my love, inherit your and my life. I'm grateful for his coming, and he's letting me know that you're my goat, that's great, isn't it? ”

He held the sheep as if he were a treasure, and at this moment, he had the happiness of being a father.

"Ah Yan! Why did you give up Ah Cheng? He has the blood of you and me! He's your child! Why are you protecting Arlo's child? Why did you save the sheep's hair! Ah Cheng is the blood of you and me! ”

He was so grief-stricken that he knelt on the ground, and fanned himself madly, "It's all me, if I don't marry Kong Luo and don't give birth to sheep hair, how can I hurt you and my Ah Cheng?!" It's all me! It's fate! It's all debt! ”

"Ayan, thank you for giving me a pearl. Let's call her Yang Huiyu. She was born in Huizhou, as pure and white as jade. It's so good, my happiness at the moment, Yan, beyond words. My Yu'er, you have to look like your mother. He hugged his only beloved daughter, smiled like a child, and was stupid all the time.

"Ah Yan, this child made you have a difficult birth, I hate him, why don't you give him away?"

"Ah Yan, I won't let you have children anymore, I can't bear to lose you, we finally got together." At this moment, he cried like a child.

"Ah Yan, just call him Ah Yan. Since childhood, I want him to remember that he let Ah Yan give birth to you, and he wants to pay you back. The sheep will repay you, Yan. He insisted on naming his youngest son Yanghu, which turned out to be a way for him to remember his kindness.

"Ah Yan, don't cry, I have been with you for thirty years, this life is enough. I'll go first, you come slowly, I'll go slowly, wait, you can enjoy the blessings of your children. "He's always like this, thinking about himself, but he never thinks about himself.

I, Cai Yan, will be injured all my life. What I love is either negative or unwanted, and what I hate is either being at large or being happy. I just want to be happy for a lifetime, a couple for a lifetime, but I have a lot of red luans in my life, all of them are less together and more away, is this kind of life good or bad?

There was a time when I believed that it was false, there was a time when I was confident that it was wrong, there was a time when I insisted that it was indeed stupid, and there was a time when I believed that it was false. What is right about walking in this world? What's wrong? What is good? What is bad? Why, why should I, Cai Yan, be so lonely and helpless in this life, and why should I Cai Yan have such an experience in this life?

Cai Yan shook the small jade bottle in his hand and smiled, Yang Yan, you are the sunshine of my life, if I had known that you were the only one in this world who loved me the most, when I was a teenager, how could I have failed you to choose the sanctimonious Wei Zhongdao?

But how can there be regret medicine in this world? How can there be another time in this world? It's just this life, a rash and panicked past.

Cai Yan raised his head and drank the poisonous wine, sat on the ground and looked out the window, and laughed, I hope that the next life will not be so ups and downs, and I hope that the next life will not be vigorous, just plain.

She disappeared from the world like this, with a smile on her lips, and there was no Cai Yan again.

Cao Mengde stood up and clenched her hands, she died? Died like that? Why? Why did you leave so easily? Is there no one she cares about except the sheep? Is she so determined to go with him?

Cao Mengde unconsciously broke the brush in her hand, looked at the broken brush on the ground, closed her eyes, she chose suicide after all. Master's only daughter, just disappeared between heaven and earth, and since then there has been no sound to know what musical instrument Cai Wenji is.

You have been lonely all your life, although the red luan star moves, but it is also difficult to find a bosom friend by mistake, Cao Mengde lowered his eyes, Ah Yan, I hope you will not be like this again in the next life.

Liu Bao clenched the silk cloth in his hand, his eyes were fierce, Ah Yan is dead? Actually dead? Well dead! Well dead! This damn woman really didn't end well when she escaped from herself, a bad woman who abandoned her husband and children, she died a well-deserved death, she really deserved her death! Hahaha...... It's just that a corner of her heart collapsed, she was so amazing and gorgeous, she actually died? Her eyes were so rippling, and they were closed from then on?

Why? Why? Why did she take her own life? Didn't she know to come back to herself? This stupid woman!

Liu Bao drank a jar of wine, drunk and dreamed of death, although she was drunk, she still called her name, Ah Yan, you stupid woman who turned everyone upside down!

Liu Yuan picked up the wine jar on the ground, looked at his father who was suffering from love, and secretly swore that since the Han people forced his mother Cai Wenji to death, he would definitely want the Han people to pay for it! It will be slaughtered for thousands of miles, there will be no one for thousands of miles, the blood will flow like a river, and the bones will be like a mountain to relieve hatred!

Dong Ci looked at the sky and said with a wry smile, "You love him after all." ”

Yanghu and Yangfa Fu, this famous Yanghu in history, looked into the distance and secretly swore in his heart that he would make all the remarks unfavorable to his mother disappear and give his parents a peace.

Yang Huiyu cried to death on the side of the road, and her cousin Wang Yuanji gave her a good breath and cried, "Cousin, mourn." ”

Yang Huiyu shook her head, her eyes were full of tears, her mother was so fierce that she died drinking for her father.

Cai Yan floated in the air in a trance, looking at his coffin and slowly smiling, behind him was the sheep who still treated him as he first saw him, at this moment, love is the same, love is still the same, life and death go hand in hand, and they will never give up.

Yang Wei grabbed Cai Yan's shoulder and said with a smile, "Ah Yan, are you here?" ”

Cai Yan nodded, "The poor and the blue fall in the Yellow Spring, and finally stay with you." ”

As when she was young, Yang Yu nodded her nose, pulled her, and left inch by inch. The scorching sunset, the peach blossoms, the fragrance of thousands of miles, only for you to open.

In this life, if you have loved, hated, angry, complained, annoyed, worried, laughed, and cried, you will know all kinds of flavors; In this life, when the hand of the son grows old with the son, he is already content; No one will know in this life that there was once a man who loved a person with all his heart, protected a person with all his means, would rather carry a burden forward than guard a person, would rather be ridiculed by the future than accompany a person, even if no one understands, he has to wait for a person, this is him, Yang Shu.

A man whose history is unknown, a man whose children are all characters, a man who always loves and hates, a man who gets carried away for love, and a man who dreams of a woman.

Cai Yan woke up this time, found that the tears were wet, and looked into the distance with a wooden face, why is the dream so similar to his own experience, is this true or false?