There is no snow in autumn, and Ye Duhong hopes for a snowfall. If a snow falls, what will the bamboo forest look like, what the air will look like, and what the bamboo building will look like, these are all beautiful imaginations of Ye Duhong at this time. The cool autumn breeze cooled Ye Duhong's thoughts, and his imagination was destined to be unrealizable, because at this time, it was autumn, autumn, and it didn't snow here.

The manor was no longer moving as fast as it had begun, and now it was floating on the water and moving, but very slowly. Ye Duhong in the bamboo building is fantasizing about a snow, he hopes that there will be a snow at this time, he hopes that he can walk in the snow at this time, Ye Duhong wants to find the feeling of the past and find his past self. One day one year, the sky snowed, the world soon turned white, healthy night Duhong walked on the white snow, he had a strong spirit, he was in good health during that time, and because he had drunk a cup of hot tea, the body was warm. It was in that state that Ye Duhong walked on the snow, breathing the cold air and feeling the love from the snow. At that time, Ye Duhong was one with the whole snow world, and his heart was as beautiful as snow. Indeed, a lot of good things can be summed up in beauty, and remembering the beauty at that time can give Ye Duhong strength. In the bamboo building at this time, Ye Duhong misses such a snowy day, misses such a good state at that time, and misses the unique and precious almost incomparable feeling obtained from the snow world at that time.

But everything has changed, and after Ye Duhong has experienced a lot of things, his spiritual realm has changed, and it is difficult to say whether this change is good or bad. He has grown, but he has also lost a lot of precious things. In the process of growing up, there are gains and losses, which is a normal thing.

But Ye Duhong's heart is searching, looking for the touching of the past. His spirit entered the snow of that month of that year, it was a snowy day, the world was dressed up with snow, and the heart of the young man at night was also dressed up with snow.

Many times, Ye Duhong thinks of himself as a powerful person, as powerful as a mountain. He's not that powerful. Sometimes, it is inevitable to hold on hard to show that you are strong, and after a long time, you will be tired. Ye Duhong also felt this tiredness. This tiredness is a frightening tiredness. When Ye Duhong felt a little tired. At the same time, he will discover his weaknesses. It turned out that he was such a weak person at this time. When Duhong discovers his weakness at night, he will feel more tired.

Sometimes, Ye Duhong likes to sleep. He has more strict insomnia at night, this situation has been going on for a long time, it may be related to his staying up all night and excessive masturbation in the past, this is all in the past, and no matter how wrong and strict it is, it is a thing of the past, but who can guarantee that the past will not have a bad impact on the current self. Ye Duhong sometimes regrets it, of course, when he is in front of others, he definitely does not regret it, he said, he just doesn't regret it, he really doesn't regret it, but who doesn't regret it so much. The things that some people regret are reasonable, and the things that some people regret are fatal. The past time, so long, after the passage of time, what I felt a pity was unforeseen at the time. Those mistakes, knowing that they were wrong in hindsight and knowing that they were wrong now, were useless, and I didn't feel like I was doing something wrong at the time.

When Ye Duhong thought that he had done the wrong thing and tasted the wrong consequences, he would also think that others had done the right thing and tasted the gratifying harvest, so in comparison, Ye Duhong would inevitably feel sad in his heart. In the face of unchangeable facts, suicide and self-abuse are not the right practice, self-harm is also disgusting to others, perhaps there is only one correct way, is to get up from the quagmire and walk towards the light. When you run forward, the darkness is left behind.

This really worked, Ye Duhong thought about his indignant appearance, and tried his best not to be shrouded in that sadness, after working hard like this, it had some effect. When he was twelve or thirteen years old, a teacher commented that Ye Duhong looked like an old master, that is, Ye Duhong looked like a little old man on the surface, looking old-fashioned. This is actually not a good word, although Ye Duhong is a little lively in his heart, but he is a boring person in the end, he is not like others, positive and optimistic sunshine, even if Ye Duhong is positive and optimistic sunshine, it is only a little bit of it.

Ye Duhong didn't know what he could do before, including now. He faces the world, he doesn't know what he can see from the world, he doesn't know what he can think, he doesn't know what he can summarize, he doesn't know what kind of conclusions he can make. In other words, he didn't know if he was better off being a bricklayer, a cleaner, or a spell instructor. There are thousands of professions in the world, and Ye Duhong doesn't know many professions, and many of them don't have an in-depth understanding, although when he talks about them, he says that he has done a lot of careers, but there are still too many professions, and Ye Duhong doesn't know about them. He doesn't know what he can do for a long time, and the truth is that he doesn't like to do many professions, but this does not deny that he feels that those jobs can be tried and seen.

Ye Duhong is now the king, the king of the manor country, and the king of the drifting country, he has three thousand servants, these three thousand people, they have all been talked about, but Ye Duhong has no feeling of being a king, and he doesn't have to be a king. Prosperity is fleeting, and too often he feels that this qiē luxury is very illusory, as if it is virtual, as if it is something fictionalized by a novelist, and Ye Duhong feels that this qiē is not real.

It is also because of two reasons, first, he sees a lot of his own dark experiences, and second, he feels that the luxury is unreal at this time, Ye Duhong will feel the space, the space he is in, is so cold and cold, he is in this space, he feels that the sky is cold, the ground is cold, and the world is very cold. This is the true feeling of Ye Duhong, and when he feels helpless, his heart becomes extremely cold.

In the bamboo building, Ye Duhong is a person less than a centimeter, he has become like this, as if he has detached himself from the original world, and as if he has gotten rid of the coldness of the world, and the surrounding qiē is really fresh, Ye Duhong prefers this feeling now.

Ye Duhong got up from the slippers he was lying on, he saw vanilla beside him, and vanilla also noticed Ye Duhong, they looked at each other, and their souls depended on each other.

Ye Duhong thought about it for a long time, but he still came up with some answers. He knows that there are many people in the world, engaged in different kinds of work, so many people, not all of them are proud, some are bosses, some work for the boss, and it must be admitted that in this world, many spaces are divided into levels, and they are divided into very complex levels. The color of the clothes people wear is different, people's appetites are different, people's size is different, people's face shape is different, people's personalities are different, people's abilities are different, and people are different from people. Not all people are enjoying life, some are enjoying life, some are bearing life, and some are trying to escape from life. Everyone wants to go to a high place, to sit in a high position, everyone wants to sit in a comfortable high chair, no one would rather sit in a dung pit, the so-called person goes to a high place, people, he wants to be in a high place. Don't talk about the high place, let's talk about the people in the high places, look at the people below, it is inevitable to look down, this is determined by the position, the Venerable, the peace of mind, the lowly person, may have a strange mentality, say strange things, cynical, insanity. The world is like this, everyone has a pair of eyes, even if they don't have a pair of eyes, at least there is a heart, the world that people feel is a very complicated world, in the world, there is a lot of cruel competition, there is blood, of course there is sunshine, there is darkness, there is pain, there is hysteria, there is jealousy, there is ridicule, there is contempt, there is joy, there is sadness, there are all kinds of things. Ye Duhong is in this world, he has seen a lot of things, and heard a lot of things, his heart seems to be old, although there are still many things, such as work, he has not tried, but he no longer thinks, at least he does not want to eagerly try those jobs, he does not want to accept new things, he does not want to be so kidnapped by other things he doesn't like, he doesn't want to be broken by those things he doesn't like.

But what can be done? When people are in this world, they have to be infected by this world, and there is no way to do it.

Ye Duhong also figured out why people make so many choices, such as what people choose to do, they must like to do that thing, and he chooses to do that thing. Everyone fantasizes about a kingdom in their hearts, and there are jobs that can give them a sense of glory in their own kingdom, and they can shine in their own kingdom, and they like these jobs, and vice versa, they don't like those jobs. Everyone's kingdom is different, and everyone has their own different kingdom.

On the slippers, Ye Duhong stood up, he walked on the slippers like walking on the snow, he was looking forward to a snow in his heart, he imagined the appearance of snow, in his heart, he had already lived in a snowy world. His hope is that every qiē will be beautiful, and he will be beautiful, and the world will be beautiful. But isn't that a fantasy?

When Ye Duhong walks, Vanilla accompanies Ye Duhong, they walk on slippers, they seem to be walking in a snowy world. Ye Duhong and Vanilla held hands and walked forward together.

Ye Duhong told Vanilla what he thought, Ye Duhong told Vanilla Er the sincerity of his feelings, when Ye Duhong told Vanilla about his inner thoughts, Vanilla listened to him carefully, and Vanilla understood what Ye Duhong said. For Ye Duhong's confusion, Vanilla also felt confused. (To be continued......)