Yueyue obviously didn't believe my words, he looked at me unmoved, and he did what he had to do. Hua Yuanshu was anxious again, I glanced at him again, and he finally quieted down. I knew that now I couldn't get anything from talking to Yueyue, so I pretended that it didn't happen, played with him for a while, saw that the two little ones were tired, and told my aunt to take care of them to sleep, and Hua Yuanshu and I left the room.

As soon as I walked out of the room, Hua Yuanshu immediately said to me: "I'm sorry, I really didn't expect Yueyue to say such a thing, it's all my fault, it makes you feel uncomfortable." ”

"No, it's a natural thing for children to think about their own mother, I ......" I blurted out my words, and after I finished speaking, I realized that I was too virgin in this kind of behavior, and immediately smiled and said, "Besides, isn't their biological mother gone now?" What am I angry with a dead person, and what kind of pet am I fighting for? ”

Hua Yuanshu hesitated and nodded, "Ah Zi, I really wronged you." ”

I smiled and gently took his arm and said, "If you say that again, you will see the outside, and I will be angry." ”

Hua Yuanshu smiled softly and said, "Let's go, I'll send you back, and we'll go to dinner later." ”

Walking all the way back to the room, I was thinking about my identity, obviously I was my own biological child, but I had to bear the name of an aunt, and I was misunderstood and attacked by the child. I couldn't help but think that what if I didn't have plastic surgery? Isn't this day coming early?

It's impossible to think about it, Hua Yuanshu may not only be interested in Cheng Zi, but also the Cheng family standing behind Cheng Zi. Perhaps, if I had maintained Lin Jingyan's identity and appearance, I would have been calculated to death by Jiang Weiwei or others again. For the past two years, I have been hiding from this identity.

After lunch with the children at noon, everything was normal, and Xiaoru and Yueyue returned to their usual appearance. I sent them back to the room, accompanied by my aunt to take a nap, and thought about it for a while to find Shen Mo.

I considered that Gu Xin might be in and out with him, so I called him first and asked him to sit in the hotel café. What I want to know is why the child is there for him in the morning. Shen Mo agreed on the phone and came to the café at the time I had agreed.

He arrived earlier than me, and when I walked into the café, he had already ordered something to drink, and ordered me my usual macchiato, and when he saw me walking by, he stood up and waved to me. I didn't expect him to come early, so I was stunned for a moment before I walked over.

Sitting down in front of him, I didn't move the prop-like coffee in front of me, and said straight to the point: "Shen Mo, I want to know why the child has been with you all this morning." ”

"I know you're going to ask this question, if I say that Yueyue took the initiative to open up when she met me and begged me to take him to play, would you believe it or not?" Shen Mo asked.

He seemed to realize what I was going to ask and had already answered it.

"Why did he say that?" I suppressed my anger and asked, I believe Shen Mo's words, even if I am angry in my heart, I believe him.

"I don't know, but I really don't know if he came out to play today and didn't tell you about it, I didn't realize that the situation was wrong when I saw Hua Yuanshu running in sweating profusely and training the child with a blue face." Shen Mo stirred the wine and said with the coffee in front of him.

"In that case, thank you." I took a deep breath, "I'll pay more attention to the child in the future." ”

After speaking, I stood up, took out the money and said to the waiter to sell the bill, and then said to Shen Mo: "This time I invite you, thank you for saying this with me." "After saying that, I turned around and left, I didn't want to have too much intersection with Shen Mo, because it was meaningless.

"Silence." He whispered to me.

He called this name on such an occasion, and I had to stop, look back at him and say, "Shen Mo, you seem to have called the wrong person." ”

The embarrassment on his face flashed: "I'm sorry, your back looks too much like a friend of mine." ”

I smiled, "Is there anything else?" ”

"Cheng Zi, I'm sorry." Shen Mo stood up, "Regarding the child, I have a few words I want to talk to you about, just a few minutes." ”

I stood up and had to sit back again.

Facing Shen Mo, I still couldn't turn around and leave. Because of these things that I experienced with Shen Mo, I will always feel guilty about Shen Mo in my heart.

I sat across from him, with no smile on my face, and said calmly, "You say, if I think it makes sense, I'll think about it." ”

Shen Mo was very uncomfortable with such an attitude towards me, his face was ugly when he looked at me, and finally sighed and said, "I know you hate me, but no matter what you think of me, I treat you the same as before." ”

I can only be noncommittal about this, because we all have other people around us, and there is no point in talking about these unclear things.

"I think you can find an opportunity to explain your identity to the children and let them keep it a secret for you, otherwise they will not be able to truly accept you from the heart of everything the two children have passed." Shen Mo said, "What children like to do the most is to have a little secret in common with you." ”

I looked at him and nodded, "Thanks, I'll think about it." ”

After speaking, he was ready to leave again, and sitting face-to-face at Shen Mo on this occasion was under great psychological pressure.

At this time, the sound of high heels came from far and near, and I looked up and saw Gu Xin. In fact, before I came, I thought that Gu Xin might accompany Shen Mo to the appointment, but I didn't expect her to appear until I was about to leave.

"Why are you here?" Shen Mo frowned and asked, "I told you before I came out, I have something to say to Cheng Zi." ”

"I've been waiting upstairs for too long." Gu Xin glanced at me, sat down beside Shen Mo and continued, "Today we were originally a cruise ship at twelve o'clock, but we were delayed by those two little things, and now we can only reschedule." ”

Gu Xin's words made me frown, and suddenly thought of a little, and looked at Shen Mo with burning eyes. He understood the meaning of my eyes, if they were going to the dock for a cruise at noon today, they shouldn't have played with the children for so long, so what Shen Mo said just now was nonsense.

Shen Mo avoided my gaze.

"Since you're leaving for a cruise ship at noon, why don't you call me ahead of time and ask me to pick up the kids?" I asked Shen Mo in a very cold tone.

Gu Xin didn't know what was going on, but she could hear that I didn't talk well with Shen Mo, and since I tried hard to suppress it, I could also see that she was very happy.

"Good intentions are not rewarded." Gu Xin said, "The child said that you went to the beach, it's okay to use your mobile phone, and there is no one else here, Shen Mo was afraid that the child would get lost, so he stayed with him for a while, saying that the cruise ship could be changed to another shift and then left." ”

Shen Mo whispered: "Gu Xin, we're done talking now, let's go." ”

Saying that, he stood up first, and Gu Xin stood up with some urgency and went out. Shen Mo took a big step when he went out, and Gu Xin trotted all the way behind.

Looking at the backs of the two of them, I suddenly realized that Gu Xin was the woman Shen Mo should marry. Gu Xin likes Shen Mo regardless of gains and losses, even when Shen Mo has a bad temper, she still chases after him with a simple mind and is infinitely tolerant of him.

What Shen Mo needs is such a woman, not a woman like me who dares to lose her temper in front of him.

My conversation with Shen Mo was not completely meaningless, at least I guessed what the purpose of his stay with Yueyue and deliberately delaying the trip was to change to the same cruise ship as us.

In the next few days, I really began to take a vacation, sleep until I woke up naturally every day, and then go to the restaurant to eat, sometimes I can catch breakfast, sometimes I can't catch breakfast, I no longer deliberately please the two children, and try to make myself an equal friend with them, instead of the kind of slave relationship that they have every day, the effect is not bad, at least the children do not have that kind of deliberate resistance to me.

I don't show my loyalty to them, I don't mean anything, I don't put them first in everything. Hua Yuanshu thought that Yueyue had angered me, and apologized to me several times in private, but he didn't believe me no matter what I said. Later, I had to admit that I was really angry. At this time, Hua Yuanshu breathed a sigh of relief, he said: "Don't worry, after a long time, the children will know that you are really good to them, and they will accept you." ”

Hua Yuanshu's words reminded me of Shen Mo's words, Shen Mo said that a child would never accept a woman who would take his mother's place.

Maybe both of them have a point, but I can't help but believe that Shen Mo is right, and even wonder if I really tell my true identity to the children.

From the moment they boarded the cruise ship, the two children completely entered the self-hilarious program, pestering Hua Yuanshu regardless of the occasion, as if they realized that I really wanted to marry their father, the two of them entangled Hua Yuanshu firmly, I became the third party in this parent-child relationship, the daily task is to backpack and get water, when playing various entertainment projects, I am also a bystander, as long as I say I want to play with them, the two of them will not play immediately.

I, a third party, was embarrassed and awkward, and I really felt like I had no place to be. It was obviously a romantic engagement trip between me and Hua Yuanshu, but in the end, I retreated to the position of nanny. But all of this is what I asked for, and my own children shouldn't be angry, but I always feel inexplicably angry.

This situation continued until the dock in Japan, and after getting off the cruise ship, the car that had been arranged long ago sent us directly to the Disney hotel, the rooms were still separated, I had one, Hua Yuanshu chapter, Yueyue and Xiaoru one, and the aunt lived in the suite of the child's room.

Hua Yuanshu has said too much sorry in the past few days, but in practical action, he always puts the child first. In this case, except for the child's biological mother, probably no woman will marry him because of love.

I threw myself on the bed, and my mind was full of the words that Shen Mo had said to me in the café, feeling reasonable and unreasonable, and I hesitated.

Of course I wanted my children to accept me, but I was reluctant to tell who I really was.

Just when I was about to fall asleep in a daze, the phone came and rang very annoyingly. I connected and heard Gu Xin's voice: "Cheng Zi, I want to see you now." I'm in the recreation room on the third floor, the one in the children's playground. ”

"Which hotel are you in?" I asked, a little confused.

"It's the same as you, I saw you when I checked in just now." Gu Xin said very calmly.