Chapter 328: Angels Are Sorrowful 2
Ling Jiexi smiled faintly, as if someone had pointed at me, I sat motionless, only my eyes moved with his movements, and finally focused on his right hand. He flicked the bangs that blocked my vision, I immediately sat up straight, grabbed my hair in a panic, and used my movements to cover up the embarrassing scene just now, and then smiled very ladylike and shouted, "Brother! ”
As soon as I screamed, I regretted it. The originally warm smile froze on his face for two seconds, and then slowly cooled down, his clear eyes seemed to be covered with an invisible layer of ash, and the hand that stopped in mid-air slowly withdrew.
I forgot how lethal this word was to him, I forgot that he still had pain in his heart, and I forgot that angels also have sorrows, let alone angels with broken wings......
Some things, not mentioned, are a knot; mentioned it, it is a scar, and Yu Yan is the scar in his heart.
I didn't know how to comfort him, I didn't know what to say, but time seemed to go back to that time: while eating at a restaurant, he answered a phone call, and he didn't say anything else along the way, and even the air was so heavy that it was almost suffocating.
"In the past, Yu Yan called me like this." After a long while, he spoke, his voice slow and deep, and he felt a pang of distress.
It seems that I have said something inappropriate at the wrong time. At this moment, I even have my own heart of poison and dumbness, why is it like this every time, which pot is not opened and which pot is not mentioned?! ――b
"It's been years. It's been years since I've heard that name......" His expression was calm, with a slightly emotional tone, and it felt as if he were telling someone else's story.
"I'm sorry." I looked at him apologetically, although he didn't say anything to me, I knew that Yu Yan's death hit him hard, and he had been living in self-blame and guilt.
"It's nothing, it was a long time ago." This is said very freely, but his words and deeds are not as chic as this sentence.
Time is the medicine that heals the soul. However, if the trauma is too great, if you want to heal the wound in your heart, in addition to time, you need to face it yourself, and escape is only a way to cure the symptoms but not the root cause.
"It was an accident, and no one wants that to happen! Water under the bridge! People can't always stay in the past, life has to move forward, life has to go on, too much nostalgia for the past will allow you to miss a lot of beautiful scenery. I breathed a sigh of relief, but luckily he wasn't angry about it.
"I don't know why, every time I see you, I always think of those things from a long time ago." He gave me a meaningful look, and I knew that he missed Yu Yan and his only sister.