Chapter 20: But I Don't Love You

I had a stone in my throat and I struggled with every breath...... The words have been spoken, and it is difficult to recover from the water. In the past nine years, I have never wantonly taken what Jin Xiyan has struggled for all these years to smear and ridicule like today.

Just now, it was really crazy.

He's already let go of my jaw, scooped up his trench coat on the bedside, and slammed the door, he's not coming back this time.

I still maintained a straight posture, and it was a long time before I could move my fingers.

He said at the beginning that he wanted to be together, and he was already together.

In fact, I would like to make a note on the nine years of stumbling. In the past nine years, we have been like two fighting cocks, always holding our heads high, fighting and ending, going to bed without talking about love, and we have developed a habit.

We all bow our heads, can we become a pair of swans and make a neck-to-neck gesture?

I chewed on the cold meat bun in my mouth and drank the porridge that was still warm.

Just as I was about to cry, the door was opened.

I hurriedly wiped away my tears and turned my head to look over.

Hao Luotian walked in with a tyrannical face and threw a dozen test sheets on the bed.

"Anjan! Are you a special masochist!? ”

On the test sheet, a few words are clear: somewhere, teared, bleeding.

I trembled in embarrassment and turned my face towards the window.

My shoulders were moved back by Hao Luotian.

"Look at me, I'm Hao Luotian, thirty-two years old, you know what to do at home, I can't compare to the surname Jin! I'll ask you today, do you want to go with me, I will love you for the rest of your life, I will marry you, can you understand! ”

Other men solemnly confessed, proposed, I don't want it. But he got on the pole and pounced on Jin Xiyan. The grievances and bitterness converged in my heart, rushing to the point where my eyes turned into tears and smashed down with a clang.

Hao Luotian was frightened by my tears, and his tough voice softened: "An Jian, come with me, I'll take you to Italy, I'll take you to Wu Wutong, when you drank yesterday, didn't you say her, it's okay." After we got married, we settled in Italy, and I asked her to buy a piece of land, and we would also build a manor, which would definitely support you. ”

I can see a European-style courtyard in front of my eyes, several big dogs barking, and Wu Wutong is playing with dogs like crazy.

Compared to sunny Italy, what I have now is a marriage contract that breaks up as soon as it is broken.

Be sensible, I should follow Hao Luotian and fly away. But I still opened my mouth according to my heart:

"Lolo. But I don't love you. ”

I also regret that I don't love Hao Luotian, even if he is beautiful and beautiful, he seems to be deeply affectionate.

"If you don't love me now, it doesn't mean you won't in the future. An An, believe me, time will tell. ”

Time has also proved that some people can't say that they don't love if they don't love, just as I have been loving Jin Xiyan for the past nine years.

"Luo Luo, you are many years late, when I was most helpless, the first person I met was Jin Xiyan." I broke free from Hao Luotian's hands and slowly lay down on the hospital bed: "If it was a few years earlier, I met you, maybe...... I'm going to fall in love with you. ”

"When you were most helpless? I've also been there when you're most helpless! Six years ago...... "Hao Luotian's voice stopped abruptly, his eyes were gloomy and depressed when he looked at me, he was a careful doctor, he knew some sensitive things, and he couldn't mention more.

I opened my mouth and simply told me about how I was deceived by my so-called family members into the dirty streets when I was 14 years old, including my encounter with Jin Xiyan.

He didn't go away completely, but turned around and said to me, "Some people are dressed modestly, but they are not necessarily cleaner than others. Give up on yourself, no one will pity you. Yesterday was not good, you still have tomorrow and the day after tomorrow to work hard. 】”