040 I still have an impossible person hidden in my heart
Except for telling me to be careful when he got in the car, Chen Liang was silent all the way.
In order to alleviate the embarrassment, I kept looking out the car window, and the mottled shadows of the trees passed by my eyes.
This man who has amazed me for too many lonely times, his face has long faded away from the green, and he has become much more calm, he has become angular, he is both familiar and strange.
Time just tugged at my hand and went all the way backwards.
I finally remember that during the Spring Festival that year, Chen Liang confessed to me at a café near Sea World.
He bought me a big bouquet of perfume, he even brought out his passbook, he invited me to be the boss lady of his later life, he said to keep all the money for me, he said he was trying to earn money to buy me a small house in Shenzhen, he said he would try to make me not so tired in the future.
The fireworks that night were blurry and magnificent, and all the love words were in the right shade, I should have been emotional, and I should have received a hug that was within reach.
But I am like a coward, I am also like a deserter, I still have an impossible person hidden in my heart, and I will never be able to become his boss lady in such a reckless manner.
Later, Chen Liang completely disappeared from my life and disappeared without a trace.
I never thought we would be able to sit in the same car so quietly today.
Just thinking about it, Chen Liang, who was sitting on the side, gently pushed me and said, "Which building do you live in?" ”
I suddenly came back to my senses, looked outside, and I pointed to the house not far away and said, "That's it." ”
Chen Liang replied and said, "Okay." ”
He took out the money and handed it to the driver, and then he got out of the car and opened the door for me.
Climbing out of the car with some difficulty, I hurriedly took out the money and wanted to AA the fare with Chen Liang, but Chen Liang's brows frowned, and he said lightly: "I won't ask for your money, I'll send you up to rest first." ”
I still hesitated, Chen Liang continued: "I'll send you up and leave." ”
After figuring out the key and opening the door, I said a little crampedly, "There is a mess in the house." ”
Chen Liang helped me in with a calm face, placed me on the sofa, and said, "I'm a little bit of a preemptive." ”
Before he could be polite, he had already walked away and helped me close the door.
We're finally divided.
I sighed slightly, and I didn't put my thoughts away until the sound of his footsteps completely disappeared from my ears.
I was tired and hungry after tossing for so long, but I wasn't hungry enough to get up and cook noodles in pain, so I leaned against the couch and squinted for a while.
The dream was thick, but I was disturbed by a slow knock on the door.
I finally found the trekking poles not far away, I took the strength to stand up and open the door, only to see Chen Liang walking in with two large bags full of things, he casually put it on my bedside table, and said lightly: "I bought you something to eat, your movement is definitely not convenient these days, and you can move less and move less." So be it, don't bother you. ”
Putting the words down, Chen Liang was about to leave again, I hesitated for a while, and finally stopped him.
Chen Liang turned his head and looked at me indifferently and said, "If you stopped me to talk about my dismissal of Zhang Jingchi, I'm really sorry." But I don't regret being nosy at all, Zhang Jingchi has been liking a girl named Qiu Jialing from beginning to end, he dropped out of school to start a business because of her self-sabotage future, and he was scolded for carrying the black pot for her but didn't explain at all, he did no less wishful thinking for that girl than you did for him, I don't think that a stupid girl named Li Cheng can beat Qiu Jialing. Just as I couldn't defeat the man named Zhang Jingchi, I know how frustrating and painful it is. If you want to talk about how much it cost to buy these things, you give me the money, then you don't have to, for the small money like buying a small snack for the girl I used to like, I still have it. If you want me to stop sending you flowers, then I'm sorry, I can't do it right now, unless you're out of singleness for fear of being disturbed. Anyway, sending flowers to you is something I am willing to do, just as it is your business to accept me or not. Also, in fact, with your talent is not in Boliangan design, you can't starve to death when you go out, sometimes take a step back, and you will get more sea and sky. I'm done rambling and I'm gone. ”