"Seriously?"

The car drove on the road, and Cheng Baize glanced at me in the indoor mirror and couldn't help asking.

I didn't respond, of course it's true, I used to think that boys were powerful, but all education pushed me in the direction of girls, and I also found myself a little limited to a box when I quarreled with Cheng Baize, I didn't want to be like this, maybe, it would be better to be a boy and be free.

"Hey, in fact, you look like a boy in some aspects, you don't necessarily have to develop towards masculinity, it's a bit nondescript, look at you, you can do one or two, what kind of line is the average woman, although you are a semi-finished product now, but once you are suddenly a special man, it really looks awkward, and ......"

"I mean, like a man, I know how to take responsibility, or, like a man, I think I can."

Cheng Baize tugged at the corners of his mouth: "Where are you like, except for a glance that is a little bit like that, where is it so simple to talk about, a successful man, the primary factor, do you know what it is." ”

I looked up into his eyes in the chamber mirror, "What." ”

"Ruthless."

Cheng Baize opened his mouth: "You can't do this alone." ”

"Ruthless ......"

I muttered softly, yes, I am indeed not ruthless, if I were ruthless, maybe many things would not develop like today.

"Forget it, you just listen to me, whatever you want."

I didn't speak, I turned my face to look out the window, the word 'ruthless' has multiple meanings in a literal sense, ruthless to oneself, or ruthless to one's relatives, but it is undeniable that 'ruthless' is sometimes a shortcut, perhaps, I really have to change it, otherwise, how can I protect myself and my grandfather?

"What do you think, don't be angry with me, I'm licking my face to admit your mistake, I'm just talking nonsense, don't take it seriously."

I came back to my senses and looked at him: "Since you didn't want to tell me the true intention of that Gu in the first place, then why did you tell me the truth just now, I asked you so many times before, didn't you not tell me." ”

Cheng Baize frowned: "Listen to the truth? ”

"Of course."

"Because I thought you wouldn't know the cracking method so quickly, it's an underestimation of your level, and you sometimes feel stupid to me, but you're still smarter at a certain point, rather than letting you guess for yourself in the end, and thinking about me randomly, then I'd better tell you in advance, the more complicated the matter, in fact, the simpler the motive, I just simply hope that my friend is good, happy, happy, that's all."

I lowered my eyes and sighed: "Sometimes what you want may not be what your friends want, but I still thank you, if your motive just doesn't want me to donate a kidney to Xiaobao, then I thank you for thinking about me, otherwise, I'm angry, and there's nothing more to say." ”

"Do you think you still have a play with Zhuo Jing?"

"Nope."

"Then what else do you have to be angry about?"

I sat there sullenly, the point was here, I didn't know, but I was still angry that Cheng Baize used Gu to explore my mind.

"Forget it, I won't mention this matter anymore, I don't want to be angry with you at this juncture, you are going back to be the boss, if I offend you again, will it be easy to get along with me in the future."

I sighed and looked up at him, "You're a big man, quite capable of bending." ”

Before entering the cemetery, I was angry and slammed the car door, and this time it would be good to come out.

"That's, I was thinking when I saw you crying and my nose came out, why bother, what is there to be angry about this one friend, it's not a big deal, for the sake of your past tense, I can't do it."

I didn't answer, and Cheng Baize didn't say anything more, as if the two of us had our own thoughts.

There were no words all the way, until the car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, I said thank you and pushed the door to get out of the car, Cheng Baize stopped me: "Hey, Ma Jiaolong!" ”

"Huh?"

I turned to look at him, "What's wrong?" ”

Cheng Baize took a deep breath, his eyes were full of seriousness: "In fact, people do not distinguish between men and women, the important thing is to have a strong heart, you are very good now, confusion is the process that everyone must go through to grow up, and when you pass this age, it will be good to mature, there is no need to compete with gender, it is born yin and yang, it is God who will reward you to eat, you don't necessarily have to choose to be a man or a woman, just be yourself." ”

I tugged at the corners of my mouth and mumbled, "Thank you." ”

It's really confused, but if I don't come out of the countryside, I can't see the hard wounds in my character, Cheng Baize is right, I'm a little indecisive, if I do a lot of things, I do it resolutely, ruthlessly, if from the moment I know that my family's house was burned by Angel, I don't have so many worries, I don't think she is my relative, maybe the next thing, the result is all different.

"Miss Lin!"

Just about to enter my grandfather's ward, Aunt Liu called me at the end of the corridor, trotted all the way to me, and looked at me with joy in her eyes: "Miss Lin, I really want to thank you, I follow your method, now I carry the amulet every day, and I shout when I have a headache, just like taking medicine, and it will be fine immediately, you are really amazing!" ”

I smiled lightly: "That's right, I said that as long as you believe me, if I can stop grinding your things, then you won't have a headache in the future." ”

Having said that, I didn't expect Aunt Liu to go home and do what I said, probably it is also the usual mentality of people, it's not a big deal to try, the kind of dead horse as a live horse doctor, but I didn't expect this to really work, so I naturally felt magical.

"Yes, when I have a headache now, I'll call Jiaolong, stop it! It didn't hurt immediately, thank you so much, I've been doing it for decades, I really didn't expect that you could cure me, this is a little bit of my heart, you accept it, take it. ”

I looked at the red envelope handed over by Aunt Liu, and couldn't help pushing it back: "Aunt Liu, you don't need to be polite to me, you help me take care of my grandfather, I haven't thanked you yet, in fact, you are a little problem, I didn't do anything, I just went home and asked for a peace charm from the old fairy to borrow some mana, and calling my name is just to let the fairy on my body drink what you have, you take back the money, it's not easy for you." ”

Aunt Liu looked at me with some embarrassment with the red envelope: "How bad is this, this code is one yard, since you are a gentleman, show me well, I have to ......"

"I really don't need Aunt Liu, you're welcome, I'm just raising my hand."

Aunt Liu looked at me with embarrassment on her face: "Then, then I really thank you." ”

Speaking, he looked around cautiously, and said in a low voice: "Miss Lin, I don't say it, when I get off work in the hospital, I will go to some rich people's houses to clean up and work as a part-time worker, and take some private work, don't you take care of my head, I just talked to one of my employers, she said that she is not in good health now, and she can't check for anything wrong, and she is quite similar to me, but she is going to travel with her boyfriend recently, and she has to play for a long time, and she said that she will come back and look for you, I gave her your mobile phone number, oh, This is her business card, I don't know how to thank you, anyway, if there is such a thing in the future, I will definitely give you more publicity, you are real. ”

I smiled, took the business card and glanced at it, but I never imagined that Aunt Liu's private employer was actually an acquaintance, "Wang Xinli?!" ”

"Miss Lin, do you know her?"

I nodded, "Yes." ”

Not only do I know, but there is also an information record in the old mobile phone card, before I went to Liujin Village, I specially contacted her, in fact, the things asked are simple and simple, and it is difficult to say, I know that Xu Linlin was recommended to Hong Yang by Sister Li like me, so at that time, I thought again, with Sister Li's style, I must know Xu Linlin's details, so I directly sent a text message to Sister Li to ask Xu Linlin why she came to work at the Acting Di Bar in the first place, because I was really unwilling to be put on such a side, but, Sister Li quickly replied to me, she didn't quite know.

And the reason why I'm sure Sister Li must know something is that she replied too quickly, and she didn't say any reason, but she didn't know very clearly, how could she introduce a person who she didn't know the details to Hong Yang, for example, for me, she also knew where my hometown was, why she came to Performing Arts Di Bar, so, the more I thought about it later, the more wrong it became, in Sister Pinli's text message, I could only say that she was very vigilant, or rather, she didn't want to say anything to me at all.

Looking back now, this text message is indeed not technical, and after thinking about it a little, I feel that my mind was too hot at the time, Xu Linlin is in the limelight now, according to Sister Li's realistic personality, of course, I won't offend Xu Linlin because of me, but I don't want to eat it in vain, so although I want to know what happened to Xu Linlin, and what tricks were caught by Anqi, the only clue that can be found can only be broken here at Sister Li.

Originally, I was unwilling and there was no way, plus I stayed in Liujin Village for a long time, and now I want to leave here, I also beat Anqi and Xu Linlin after suffering a loss, and I can only swallow it in my stomach if I have any resentment, and I thought that I would not have any contact with Sister Li anymore, so when I was new number, I just saved Sister Li's number, but I forgot to send her a message to tell her my new number.

But who would have thought that Aunt Liu, who couldn't beat the eight poles, actually gave me another chance, if that's the case, I think I still have to dig into Xu Linlin's matter, I must know, Xu Linlin, a student of the University of Science and Technology, how could she go to work at Sister Li and be recommended to Hong Yang, I think when Sister Li looks for me, I will have a chance to dig up this old thing again.

is a humiliation in life, how can it be such an unclear past.

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