Chapter 181: Confusion
After thinking about it, Li Yuntong still decided to tell Songtsen Gampo his true thoughts.
Acquiescence to Songtsen Gampo's praise of her seems to be beneficial, but in fact, she has to pretend to be for the sake of this good reputation, usually everyone praises herself, she has wronged herself in private, and when she is a good person, she has to be thoughtful for a long time, and if she makes a mistake, she will give up all her achievements.
She never wants to please anyone, human nature is selfish, if you want everyone to like it, it will inevitably mean that she has to give others continuous benefits, so that people can do it occasionally, if this is always the case, others will not put you in their eyes, and even occasionally fail to meet the requirements, will wipe out all the good in front.
As soon as a good person stumbles, he will be hated for eternity, and the prodigal son will not change his gold when he turns back.
This time, the reason why she ignored Cai Bangsa's intention and went to help Mona rescue Gamujie was because if she tolerated it, then she would have to blindly let it go in the future, and then it became her fault to fight back or be dissatisfied, and she couldn't bear it to be disrespectful.
can't bear it for a lifetime, it's better not to bear it at the beginning, rather than going to the back to endure the unbearable explosion and erase all the front, it's better not to be angry at the beginning, so that when the other party speaks, she will be more or less worried that she will fight back, and it is not interesting to talk to herself.
She has no foundation in the local area, which is awe-inspiring and respectful, not only because of her identity as a princess of the Tang Dynasty, but also because she has the corresponding strength.
People who dare to put forward unreasonable conditions are bullying the soft and afraid of the hard, testing the other party's attitude, and the first time they will go back, they will not dare to have a second time, otherwise they will come and go, and everyone will think that she is a soft persimmon and bully her.
Usually the objects that people like to anger are people who have no cost when they are angry, such as weak, or people who like to please others on weekdays, no one will easily offend the prick, so as not to be rectified on the spot.
In everything, you should benefit yourself first and then others, only benefit others and disadvantage yourself, either you are hypocritical or you are deceived by others and become fools.
She shouldn't be a fool like a bad person.
She didn't want to pretend to be wronged for the sake of this false praise.
As for doing things that hurt people, it is even more of a fool, unless there is a disease, normal people will not do that kind of thing.
Looking at Songtsan Gampo, Li Yuntong said with a straight face: "I am willing to give him a chance to live, because Mona promised a reward of 1,000 yuan, and the warlock made a move, and there was no way to go empty, although I don't make a living from this way, there is no reason to do things in vain." Zampu doesn't need to praise me, a big husband can't be without power for a day, a little woman can't be without money for a day, although I am the princess of the Tang Dynasty, but I am also a woman, this money, of course, the more the merrier. ”
Songtsen Gampo didn't expect that someone would say that his love for money was so fresh and refined, and he was speechless for a while.
Seeing her like this, a slight smile appeared in Li Yuntong's eyes, "I have a rich dowry and a very good income, since I helped Zampu today, you have to give some rewards, right?" I need someone who is proficient in arithmetic, someone of my own who is completely at my disposal to help take care of those possessions. ”
Songtsen Gampo smiled dumbly, "You are from the Tang Dynasty, didn't you bring someone who is good at managing accounts?" I gave you, aren't you afraid that he will listen to you on the surface, sort out your money in private, and tell me? ”
"You just have to say yes." Li Yuntong smiled slyly, "As for whether I can subdue that person, it depends on my ability, without that ability, I don't complain about the sky, let alone take out the evil anger on others." ”
Seeing that she was smiling beautifully, Songtsen Gampo couldn't help but steal a kiss at the corner of her lips, and she fell down.
"It's late, I have to get up early tomorrow, if Zampu doesn't go back, please rest early." As he spoke, Li Yuntong pushed Songtsan Gampo, but did not push, knowing that he was unwilling to leave, he couldn't help but feel a little nervous.
When he got up, he breathed a sigh of relief, but he heard the sound of the golden hooks hanging from the curtain striking each other and the curtain falling.
Although she had done the most intimate thing, they were still a little unfamiliar with each other, and she got up a little nervously, and half-sat up to look at Songtsen Gampo.
The inner robe on Songtsen Gampo's body had been spread out, and his half-open chest was strong and solid, a little strange and a little familiar.
By a little candlelight outside the tent, he stared at Li Yuntong, the handsome toilet like a knife carved in stone was half light and half dark, and the scattered black hair was still a little damp.
Li Yuntong took a deep breath, raised his head and looked at Songtsen Gampo's eyes, trying to understand the reason for his sudden silence, she knew that she was good-looking, and she also knew that as a man, Songtsen Gampo should like her very much, but this kind of feeling is still a long way from what is said in the Book of Poetry and the book, and he is polite and polite to her.
He protects her, not because he loves her and spoils her, but because she is the wife he is marrying, the princess of the Tang Dynasty, and the bond of friendship between Tang and Fan.
Whether it is gentle and considerate or warm and charming, even in the most intimate time, they seem to be wrestling with each other, husband and wife are natural alliances, but even if the alliance cooperates, there is still a primary and secondary division, they are in the position of wrestling primary and secondary, and the proportion of wrestling is primary and secondary.
Although she can do her duty as a wife gently, she cannot be docile, she cannot be completely dependent on a man, and Songtsen Gampo is obviously accustomed to women taking him as their heaven, obeying him, and doing everything according to him.
Someone like her, who has her own ideas, is obviously not obedient enough.
After looking at each other for too long, Li Yuntong couldn't help blinking her eyes, her long and curled eyelashes cast a shallow shadow on her face, and those dark and dark eyes were hidden, and the emotions in them could no longer be seen clearly.
Songtsen Gampo exhaled softly, his eyes were too dark and bright, like a deep pool, seemingly clear, but he couldn't see the bottom, after looking at it for a long time, he seemed to have an illusion of being in it, and he was panicked for the first time and wanted to escape and was a little reluctant.
After covering the curtain and lying down beside Li Yuntong, he said in a sullen voice: "Are you still blaming me for kidnapping you at that time?" ”
Li Yuntong smiled faintly, "I never think about meaningless things. ”
Hate and resentment are useless to their relationship, and they can't improve her situation, so it's better to take advantage of Songtsen Gampo's guilt to seek her own interests.
Obviously, she has done well these days, he has become more and more kind to her, and even knows to protect her in front of others.
Whether this protection is because they are husband and wife, or because they feel guilty, it is beneficial to her, and she wants to continue the situation that is beneficial to herself.
As soon as Li Yuntong's words fell, Songtsen Gampo turned over, held her in his arms, and the hand holding her shoulder was hot and hot, and his breathing became a little short.
It's really the middle of the night, she just wants to get a good night's sleep......
Li Yuntong secretly slandered in her heart, but she thought that her upbringing grandmother had said that softness can overcome rigidity, so she raised her hand and gently stroked Songtsen Gampo's cheek, and said in a low voice: "Zampu, you and I husband and wife, there is a long time in a lifetime, why rush this time?" ”
Songtsen Gampo was silent, only holding her hand to his lips and kissing it softly.
Li Yuntong frowned slightly, thinking that he was going to continue regardless of his own wishes.
However, no, after kissing her hand a few times, Songtsen Gampo said in a low voice: "A life is so long, if there is false affection between you and me, won't it become a torment?" If I were honest with you, would you be sincere? ”
Li Yuntong looked into his eyes and smiled very sincerely: "Of course, I have always respected me, and I respect people." ”
"Are you really sincere to me, and you will never use spells to trick me?" Songtsen Gampo frowned, his eyes wide open, with a bit of inexplicable inquiry.
He didn't quite understand his own heart, why did he care so much about whether Li Yuntong would deceive him?
In the past, there were women who tried to deceive him, he didn't care at all, he left it aside and forgot about it, but in front of him, he wanted to dissect his heart and lungs and make it clear to each other.
Li Yuntong's eyes flashed, and the corners of his lips hooked a smile and said softly: "It's not what you think, as a warlock, you can't cast spells at will, confuse people's minds, you have to take advantage of people's unpreparedness, those who can be confused, or those who are not strong enough or have ghosts in their hearts, are replaced by Zampu, it is easy to backlash." ”
She remembered the last time she made Songtsan Gampo fall asleep, but she lay down for several days before she came to her senses, and there were some grievances between her eyebrows, "Even if it is a demon queen who has brought disaster to the country and the people, she has to be loved and spoiled by the king, and she is held like an eyeball, so that she can obey her words and listen to her peak fire drama princes." Zamp doesn't have such a mind for me, so how can he be afraid of my spells? ”
"Qubble." Songtsen Gampo rubbed her eyebrows, his gaze becoming more and more gentle, "Are you complimenting me for being strong-willed, so I can resist your spell?" But how do I think I've been tricked? ”
"No way, with the lesson from last time, I don't dare to cast spells on you again." Li Yuntong looked at him seriously with a raised face, "I let you sleep for a long time last time, and I almost lay down for five days to relieve myself, and I want to use more powerful spells, but I am afraid that I will lose my own life." ”
She tilted her head, the skin on her face was as white as jade, her eyelashes were long and dense, and her eyes were serious, like a monster in a deep pool, tempting him to jump down.
Songtsen Gampo closed his eyes, hugged her heavily, hugged her tightly, and said in a muffled voice: "Don't look at me like that in the future." It's late, go to sleep. ”
Although he said sleep, the damp and slightly rapid breath in her ears clearly showed that his mood had not subsided.
Li Yuntong didn't dare to move in his arms, for fear that it would stimulate Songtsen Gampo to change his mind.
Then, he fell asleep in a daze.
It was only when the sound of the maids getting up lightly outside did Li Yuntong open his eyes and find that he had slept all night in Songtsen Gampo's arms.
She carefully wrenched herself out of the strong and powerful arms, glanced at Songtsen Gampo's Yingting eyebrows, and smiled softly.
Maybe this marriage is not too bad.
Rolling over, she closed her eyes again.
I don't know how long it took, there was already a rush to get up outside the door, Li Yuntong suddenly woke up, today, but he was named Zanmeng's ceremony.
The thought of being able to meet her father and brother made her heart feel excited.