"Why do you refuse me?"

In terms of identity, Zhou Wei is the emperor, as the old saying goes: The king makes the ministers die and the ministers have to die, not to mention that I am just a eunuch.

Moreover, he didn't let me die, he just asked me to donate my body, and if he used his power, I had no power to resist, let alone say no.

He's right, why should I reject him......

It's just that Zhou Wei and I have developed into this state, he can't sleep for a day, I'm unwilling for a day, and all kinds of faults can't get along with me.

I also want to ask why, why am I so unlucky?

Seeing that I had been silent, Zhou Wei got up and walked towards me, he stood beside my bed, looked at me condescendingly and ordered, "Answer me!" ”

I feebly lowered the ice pack and let it wet my bed little by little, I hung my head and didn't say anything, I didn't look at him.

It's like a lion cornering an antelope and asking it, "Give me a reason not to eat you......

I don't know what the antelope will say, anyway, I can't find any reason at this moment, although the shadow of King Mu has flashed in my mind countless times, but I will never use him as a shield, I will really ruin him if I find out the relationship with him as a eunuch.

"Go to my palace tonight." Zhou Wei said with an irrefutable tone, this seemingly simple sentence actually knows what it means behind it.

I took a heavy and deep breath: "Slave obeys. ”

When I looked up at him, I noticed that he looked slightly stunned, and it seemed that I was a little surprised that I actually agreed.

But he didn't say anything more, got up and pushed the door open, and went out.

I was indignant in my heart, and threw the ice pack on the bed to the ground, the ice had almost melted, and I threw it hard, and the ice water splashed everywhere, leaving large and small mottled water marks on the ground.

I looked at the ice pack in a daze, and suddenly realized that my heart was as cold and sharp as it.

Zhou Wei's desire to conquer is amazing, and what he can't get will be unscrupulous, and after he gets it, the pursuit of novelty will make him lose interest quickly.

So, why not let him get it? This is equivalent to a catastrophe, and when he loses interest, I will survive it safely.

However, neither my body nor my identity allowed me to do this, and of course I didn't want to.

So I need someone to replace me, steal the beams and change the pillars when Zhou Wei is drunk and the lights are unknown, who is this unlucky eunuch?

In addition, what worries me more is that the "loss" must not let King Mu know, and I cannot destroy my image in his heart with my own hands.

Judging from the previous circumstances, Zhou Wei has King Mu's eyeliner by his side, so this matter must be done without leakage.

Therefore, that unlucky eunuch not only had to lose his life for me, but also shut him up forever afterwards......

Thinking of this, my eyes suddenly ached, and a hot liquid flowed out of it. I was intimidated by my own thoughts.

In order to protect myself, I let another person who had already been physically tortured endure the psychological torture again, and finally took his life!

I'm so despicable!

None of you could have imagined that the Qing father-in-law who would intercede for you in front of the emperor was now going to kill him personally.

It was as if a holy hand had put down the beads and picked up the butcher's knife instead.

I couldn't stop crying, not pain, not sadness, just a deep powerlessness.

I buried my face in my knees and began to cry uncontrollably.

When I was crying in a daze, a voice suddenly came from outside the door, it was very close, only a door away, but my ears were buzzing at the moment, and I didn't hear what the man was saying at all.

I panicked, even if I couldn't hear what he said, but I could never mistake this voice, it was him!

I can't see her now, my face is swollen, my eyes are swollen, my face is full of tears, my hair is unkempt.

Although I feel very sad in my heart, in the face of this man, I will still become like a little girl in my first love, and I can't wait to wrap my unbearable self in the shell of the figurine, so that he will not see the slightest bit.

"Qingyang? Can I go in? King Mu knocked on the door twice more at this time.

This time I heard clearly, but I really, really didn't want him in. I tried my best to suppress my emotions, cleared my throat, and tried my best to pretend to be normal and said, "I'm resting, it's not convenient now, you go back first......"

Before I could finish my sentence, the door was suddenly pushed open, and King Mu strode in.

I was so stunned that I didn't expect him to push the door in directly, and I forgot about my ugliness and looked directly at him in surprise.

The moment he saw my face again, he paused, and then slowed down and walked towards me, as if he was afraid to startle me.

When he came to my bedside, he said softly, "I heard that your voice was wrong, and I was too worried to break in......"

I was so sad in my heart that I threw myself into his arms and hugged him, tears instantly burst out of my eyes, aggrieved, and stuffed! But there is unspeakable suffering!

His warm palms covered my back, and he stood silently, not speaking.

After a long time, he suddenly said: "I'm sorry ......" and he was a little choked.

I sobbed, a little confused, why did he apologize to me? Was he blaming himself for not being there when this happened?

But I knew that he was not in the palace at that time, and yesterday he had already told me that he was going out of the palace today on an errand, and he must have rushed over immediately when he heard about it when he returned to the palace.

How could I blame him?

I looked up at him, and just wanted to explain, but I saw that his eyes were red at this time, and the expression in his eyes was as cold and deep as an iceberg cold night.

I only heard him say quietly: "It seems that some things can't wait too long. ”

His voice changed from the gentle and soft of the past, and now it sounded a little cold and decisive.

My heart swelled, and I knew what he was referring to. That's something we know each other, but we keep it secret.

"Some things can't wait too long......"

But this thing is different, we have to wait.

I grabbed his arm: "If it's for me, don't!" I stared into his eyes.

Some things fail and you can start over, and some things fail and your life is lost.

He stared into my eyes, deep and dark as night, expressionless and unspoken.

I grabbed his arm harder, my voice was hoarse and suppressed, and I said, "You have to wait!" Wait for what you think is the best time. ”

I don't know what the best time was in his mind, but I was sure that the day before the day of the Pilgrim would be a godsend.

The previous dynasty and Zhou Wei were defeated under the confrontation, and at this time, King Mu fell from the sky and reaped the benefits of the fisherman. I know that if he can wait until this day and he will never miss this opportunity, then there will be no suspense about it.

Therefore, he must not act rashly now. I knew that day was coming soon. It's just that I can't say these words to him at all.

He slowly looked away and landed on the blue wall behind me, and his gaze slowly became distant and gloomy, as if he had penetrated the wall, and even penetrated the layers of the palace, to a place I could not imagine.

For a long time, his chest rose and fell slightly, and he sighed helplessly: "But I'm afraid I'll wait and wait......"

He lowered his head and looked at my face, his eyes focused instantly, and his expression was deeply sad and helpless: "...... but they have lost thee ......"

As soon as I met his eyes, my heart hurt fiercely, and his words made me feel endless sadness in addition to being moved.

Because I am faintly aware that deep down in his heart, he is also the same as me, and he is also an insecure heart.

I hugged him hard, feeling a little distressed inexplicably: "How could I lose it, I'm such a big person, where can I throw it away?" ”

He hugged me back, but didn't speak.

I continued: "Trust me, I can take care of myself, you have to do what you want...... Rushing too much will only lead to a shortfall. ”

His chest rose and fell slightly, he sighed slowly, and still didn't speak, only he answered me with a heartbeat, the bitterness and helplessness in it.

I love him, and if I can't help him, at least I don't let myself be a drag on him, so I can't be indecisive anymore.

How ridiculous the moral standards of the 21st century seem in this day and age, I finally understand that "following the local customs" is the rule of survival, and it is time for a change, starting tonight.

I didn't have time to delay any longer, so I told King Mu that I was sleepy, and he hesitated for a moment, told me to pay attention to the wound on my face, covered me with a quilt, and left.

I jumped out of bed, leaned against the window and watched him disappear from my sight, and I immediately changed my clothes and went out.

I frantically rummaged through the palace people, trying to find a eunuch who was closest in appearance to me.

It wasn't until today that I realized that there were so many people in this palace, and I looked at them one by one, and forgot them one by one, until finally, I picked out the eunuch I liked the most.

He was a year younger than me, but his body and face were most similar to mine. I called him out alone, and he was extremely excited, naively thinking that the kind Qing father-in-law must be looking for him must be a good thing.

Before looking for him, I specially searched the palace book, and I already knew his life history information clearly.

Then I went straight to the point, pressing every step of the way, threatening, seducing, and even threatening the life of his deaf and dumb farmer father.

Little by little, his face turned gray and blue.

He can't refuse everything, and he has to accept it even if he is reluctant!

In the end, this little eunuch cried, it was the kind of crying that was wronged to the extreme and didn't dare to cry, he knelt on the ground, hung his head and body stiffened, and kept twitching~ moving, I only saw big tears falling on the floor tiles, this drop just melted, and was covered by the next drop......

I looked at him expressionlessly, my heart was as cold as a piece of ice, and there was a slight numbing pain, but I didn't care, now I only cared about my purpose.

People's hearts, as soon as their selfish thoughts move, they immediately join the demon side......

Tonight, there will be two demons!