However, Hongyan didn't care about what He Jing said, and continued: "I shouldn't say that you are mean, that word is too heavy for you, you don't mean other people's hearts, you are just torturing yourself." I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that about you. ”

"Are you finished?" He Jing was annoyed, and went to the door angrily, not wanting Hongyan to come up from behind and grab her hand, Hejing shook it off hard, but Hongyan didn't let go.

"You let go of me, what else do you want to say? Wei Hongyan, it's not your turn to teach me a lesson, I just can't bear to let you, do you really think you are something? He Jing was very angry, but as he said this, tears burst out of his eyes, and his strength to shake off his red face became smaller and smaller.

"I really don't have the qualifications to teach you, I'm nothing in front of you, but I can't watch you go on like this, if the queen mother knows that her daughter lives so hard and so painfully, how can she become a Buddha and how can she be reincarnated?" Hongyan took out all the words in her heart, "You are the same as your Eniang, you feel that you are the most pitiful person in the world at every turn, don't talk about your Eniang, just talk about you." ”

"Wei Hongyan, you are presumptuous! What qualifications do you have to say that I am Eniang, you are just her minion! He Jing was going crazy, but Hongyan was unmoved, and the strength in his hand almost made a red mark on He Jing's wrist.

"You have no mother, you have lost your husband, you are pitiful, you are worthy of sympathy, but how many people in the world have lost their fathers, mothers, widows and loneliness, and they are not alive?" Hongyan dragged He Jing in front of him and said strongly, "How much affection do you still have for the queen, and how much affection do you have for the forehead?" Okay, let me tell you, when Yonglu died, I wanted to die with him, but after so many years, I was numb. As long as people are alive and their lives are still alive, no matter how great the grief is, it will pass. Don't pretend to hide in this grief to hide your inferiority, you are either sad and pitiful, you just feel that you have no face, and you were forcibly called back to the capital by your Amma, you feel that everyone in the royal family is watching your jokes. So you become cold and mean, so that they don't dare come near you, they are afraid of you. ”

"You're crazy." He Jing had already burst into tears, but he still stubbornly didn't want to admit it.

"Actually, you can have another way, live freely, live decently and dignified, your emperor Ama protects you everywhere, but you don't want anyone to despise you, but you carry his good in everything." Hongyan said cruelly, "Do you think that if you are like this, everyone is really afraid of you and fears you?" No, they will only really ridicule you and laugh at you behind your back, and the decency you ask for is nothing at all. ”

"I don't want to see ......you again in my life" He Jing shook off Hongyan's restraints, his body lost his center of gravity, and he fell down with a soft foot, Hongyan was dragged to the ground with her, she hurriedly asked, "Hejing, did you fall and hurt, where did you hurt?" ”

But when she fell to the ground, as if she had thrown off all her baggage and disguise, and Jingmu was sluggish, Hongyan called her to talk to her, and she gradually changed from silent crying to sobbing, and then cried loudly, bluffing the palace people outside who didn't know how to do it, so Cherry made the decision, didn't let anyone in, and hurriedly closed the door.

They fell in front of the door, the door closed and the light dimmed, and the sunlight came in through the engraving on the door, which happened to fall on Hejing's face, and her sadness, helplessness and pain were more and more transparent, and Hongyan was heartbroken by her crying, and asked with tears: "Do you want to go back to the grassland, you really want to go back, I will go with you to beg the emperor to let you go back." ”

"I don't want to go back, my forehead is dead, and it won't be my home." He Jing covered his face and cried in pain, "Ama is here, uncle is here, you are all here, why should I go back." But the princess's mansion is deserted, and I am alone......"

He Jing's words surprised Hongyan, she tried to hug He Jing, but she was afraid that she would struggle, after being tempted again and again, she finally hugged He Jing, who was crying and trembling, and couldn't help choking: "Then don't go back, take you into the palace to live, look at you, Huang Ama originally wanted to take you into the palace, didn't he?" What you want to do, the emperor will promise you, just don't wronged yourself, and respect, the dead will not come back to life, in fact, they will not know how you are doing, in the end, you have to let yourself go, everything is for yourself. ”

"You all have your own lives, I can't get in at all, whether it's my uncle's house or you here, Huang Ama can't count on it." Kazuei was sad like a child, "I—I can't find anywhere I can stay." ”

Hongyan wiped away her tears, tried to make herself no longer sad, and said with a smile in her tears: "The Forbidden City is so big, how can there be no place for you to stay, we have been separated for so many years, don't say that you can't get in, I don't know how to include you in my life, and you are so cold and cold, people dare not approach, I am afraid of you." Let's start again, you move to the palace to live, we can see each other every day, but you know, the days in the palace are also very boring, Concubine Shu's temperament, she has to lose her temper every day, there is nothing unhappy, just idle and panicked. ”

"Don't you think I'm mean?" He Jing also sobbed, but his eyes and momentum had already softened, he looked at Hongyan aggrievedly, and took the initiative to grab her hand, "Hongyan, don't dislike me, you ignore my words, what should I do." ”

Hongyan touched her head and smiled softly. Although she is Hejing's mother-in-law, because of the embarrassment of identity and age, there has never been a difference between elders and younger generations, but at this moment, she feels that Hejing is still a child, she is indeed very pitiful, there are so many unpleasant things in her life, she can do very little for her, maybe she should be more tolerant.

"The emperor was chanting what you said to him all night last night, and I haven't seen him so happy for a long time." Hongyan said, "Wipe away your tears, let's go to the Heart Cultivation Hall together, and tell the emperor that you want to move in." ”

He Jing shook his head, nestled in Hongyan's arms and said: "I still live outside and be freer, don't worry, I'll be fine, I'm tired myself, do you think it's fun to be mean to others everywhere?" After E-Niang is gone, no one will teach me to blame me, and there will be nothing wrong in my world, do you think I can not be confused? ”

Hongyan smiled: "Your emperor Ama wants to teach you a lesson, does he dare, he is afraid that if you say more, you will run away again." And I, I'm crazy to say these things today, what am I that dare to teach you a lesson? ”

He Jing gasped hard, and begged softly: "Don't answer me, can't I take back those words?" ”

At this time, outside the door, Xiao Qi's voice came, and she asked worriedly: "E-niang, E-niang, what's wrong with you?" ”

Hongyan let her daughter in, let her support and respect her with herself, wash her face and recomb her hair and makeup together, Xiao Qi gently and thoughtfully circled around her sister, and kept saying enviously: "In the future, I will be as good-looking as my sister, Shu Niangniang and they all said that the older I get, the uglier I become." ”

He Jing smiled and said: "Concubine Shu is teasing you, your mother is the most beautiful woman in the world, you will definitely look much better than your sister in the future." ”

Xiao Qi said: "Aunt Ruyin is the most beautiful in the world, and my aunt said that she is the first beauty in Manchuria." ”

He Jing was amused: "Auntie, she is really not modest. ”

After that, they both calmed down, and when He Jing left, he mentioned the stabbing of the sixth brother last night, and Hongyan said: "Since you just saw the figure and didn't recognize the face, don't let people know what you saw, the sixth elder brother is inappropriate and has made countless enemies inside and outside the palace, this matter is not something you and I can figure out, let's not care." ”

"I listen to you, I can't manage the affairs of the palace, and I don't want to take care of it at all. But ......," He Jing said, holding Hongyan's hand, "Uncle said that I can influence things in the future, don't worry, I will be on your side." ”

Hongyan smiled: "It's nothing, all this, or your emperor Ama has the final say, maybe this unreliable person will have a new love in the future, and it will not be my turn to be Yongyan and their brothers." ”

He Jing threatened Hongyan: "Can I move this to Huang Ama as it is?" ”

Hongyan knew that she was joking, and said, "Is it okay to spare me this time?" ”

The sudden quarrel, the sudden heartfelt words, let go of a heart, and after He Jing left, Hongyan felt very tired. Xiao Qi thoughtfully accompanied Eniang and said to her: "My sister smiled at me today, my sister looks so good when she smiles." ”

Hongyan hugged her daughter and said: "Aunt Ruyin said that she was the first beauty in Manchuria, but Eniang always felt that the imperial lady you had never seen was the most beautiful woman in the world." The beauty of a woman's family is not only how she looks on her face, Xiao Qi will be a broad-minded person in the future, no matter what hardships she encounters, she must work hard to face it, you know? ”

Xiao Qi smiled sweetly, held her mother's cheek and said, "E-niang is tired, E-niang will sleep for a while, and I will accompany you." ”

Hongyan kissed her daughter, listened to her recite the newly learned verses, and felt a little confused, Cherry came in the door, as if to see if Hongyan was asleep, Hongyan didn't want to be lazy in the daytime, opened his eyes and said, "What's the matter." ”

Cherry seemed to think that it was inconvenient for her to say that the princess was on the side, so Hongyan said to her daughter: "Go and see where Ke'er is, bring her with you, E-Niang will measure the size for you, and make a jacket by yourself in winter." ”

Xiao Qi ran away happily, and Cherry said: "The twelfth elder brother lost his temper in the Yikun Palace, and dropped all the dishes for lunch, and the movement was not small, and the palace of the heart was not hidden, and the slave maid listened to the meaning of Manager Wu, and the emperor wanted to go over to take a look after the morning." Look at this. ”

Hongyan sighed: "How can you hide it, it depends on whether the emperor can do it or not, the matter of the spring queen raising money, he understands in his heart that there is something strange, but he just doesn't care." ”