Seventh, heartbeat
Do you open up to others? Is it possible to endure the loneliness of one person and bravely move forward to the warmth of another person, without asking about the future?
"Jin Fengnan, I've been alone since I was a child, except for Gu Si, I really don't want to understand others. I'm thinking, if you leave me in the future, then it's better not to be greedy, stay away from you now, although there will be some regrets, but at least in the future, it won't be uncomfortable. Suddenly, I don't know why, when I said these words, there was some slight resistance and pain in my heart, and Mu Hibiscus held the teacup with a hand that was slightly closed, trying to hide her inexplicable emotions, and said with a slight startle.
"Hibiscus, you have to try to trust others, or, try to believe me first, okay?" Jin Fengnan stretched out his hand to hold the hibiscus, felt the emotions of the hibiscus, and said with a little expectation.
"Can I try it? I don't know if I can do it. Mu Hibiscus looked at Jin Fengnan's hand holding himself like this, and he didn't struggle, but looked at it with blank eyes, and just said what was in his heart.
"I'm sure you can." Jin Fengnan shook Mu Hibiscus's hand and said, "If you don't give it a try, how do you know." ”
"Oh, then I thank you in advance for believing in me." Mu Hibiscus came back to his senses, withdrew his hand to hide his emotions, and said to Jin Fengnan as lightly as possible, but that inexplicable emotion came up again, stronger and stronger than the last time.
Jin Fengnan didn't press forward step by step, he knew that hibiscus really needed time, "No, I believe you." ”
"Well, let's go, we have classes in the afternoon." Hibiscus turned her head to gather her things, she really didn't want to talk about it now.
When I walked to the door, I saw that Sister Xin was still reading there, as if time had settled down in her, leaving only endless peace and charm. Mu Hibiscus smiled, Sister Xin is really a very attractive person, just looking at her like this, my heart has settled down a lot. If only one day, I could do the same.
"Sister Xin" Jin Fengnan walked over and shouted, hugged Sister Xin, and said, "I'm leaving"
"You go first," Sister Xin smiled and said, "I have something to say to Hibiscus." ”
Jin Fengnan frowned with some concern and said, "Then I'll wait here." ”
"Afraid of what? I'm not going to kidnap her. Sister Xin said to Jin Fengnan with a smile.
"Don't make fun of me." Jin Fengnan said with a hint of loneliness.
Sister Xin pulled the hibiscus aside, and just said a word and let the hibiscus come over. Although Jin Fengnan was a little curious, she saw that Mu Hibiscus didn't have anything to say, so she didn't ask more, if one day, she was willing to say, she would definitely be willing to listen.
Along the way, Hibiscus and Jin Fengnan walked quietly, no one spoke, but no one felt embarrassed. Maybe the road is still long, but if two people go on, they will definitely come to the end and no longer be alone.
When he arrived at the school, Mu Hibiscus suddenly turned to Jin Fengnan and said, "Jin Fengnan, thank you." ”
"No need to thank you," Jin Fengnan was slightly stunned, and then added, "As long as you are in need, I will help you." ”
"Well, I'm going to class, listen to it." Hibiscus bowed his head slightly and said with a slight smile.
"The same goes for you."
The afternoon class was nothing important, it was still boring. But Hibiscus was in a much better mood, holding her chin with one hand, and her thoughts drifted with the maple leaves outside the window. Jin Fengnan seems to be a person who can talk to and rely on.
"Hibiscus, what did you do this morning? Are you feeling better? Gu Si walked over as soon as he got out of class and said with concern to Mu Hibiscus.
"It's okay, I'm much better now." Mu Hibiscus smiled at Gu Si, making his friend worried, and it was really a bit of a sin to delay it until now without explaining.
"Okay, if there's something you have to say." Gu Si put his hand on Mu Hibiscus's hand, "You won't like Jin Fengnan, I saw you two leaving the school." ”
"I don't know."
"Then let me ask a few questions, Hibiscus, do you think about him all the time?"
"Yes, there is." Hibiscus replied honestly, thinking about it just now.
"Is there an urge to get close to him?" Gu Si asked with some excitement.
"Yes, like someone I haven't seen in a long time." Mu Hibiscus couldn't help but laugh when he thought of Jin Fengnan's gentle eyes.
Gu Siban said on the shoulder of Mu Hibiscus: "You must like him, admit it, you ............"
When Mu Hibiscus heard this, it was as if someone had poked him in the heart, so he hurriedly interrupted Gu Si and said, "Is there anything going on this afternoon?" Shall we go shopping? ”
"Don't digress from the conversation."
"Gu Si, I don't know yet, my mind has been very messy in the past two days, and I don't want to think about anything else."
"Okay, where are you going in the afternoon?"
"Liuhe Street."
"Yes, it's such a happy decision."
After determining what happened this afternoon, Mu Hibiscus continued to be in a daze, and suddenly wanted to see what Jin Fengnan was doing. picked up the mobile phone but found that he didn't seem to have Jin Fengnan's mobile phone number, nor did he have WeChat or QQ.
……
Well, I'll have time to ask for it. It would be better if he could take the initiative to give. Mu Hibiscus was thinking about it, when she saw Jin Fengnan coming over and walking to her.
Don't you want to be so evil, Hibiscus couldn't help but complain.
"What are you doing here?" Mu Hibiscus raised his head and smiled at Jin Fengnan.
"Well, do you have time after school in the afternoon?"
"She's already made an appointment!" Gu Si hugged Hibiscus's neck and teased him with a smile, "If you want to date our Hibiscus, how can it be so easy?" ”
"Any requirements?" Jin Fengnan propped up the table in front of Mu Hibiscus and looked at them with a smile, wanting to see what they would say.
"When you invite Hibiscus out in the future, you need one rose at a time."
"Gu Si, what are you talking about?" Mu Hibiscus's face suddenly turned red, and he was about to refuse, when he heard Jin Fengnan's gentle voice repeat with a smile, "Yes, when you want to invite Mu Hibiscus out in the future, you need a rose every time." ”
Mu Hibiscus felt that time suddenly stood still, and when she looked up, she saw Jin Fengnan's deep eyes, with a little starlight, so unstoppably breaking into her heart, and then there was a strange mood that suddenly surged out, shy? Fluster? She didn't know, she was at a loss now, her whole body was stiff, she felt very strange, obviously when Jin Fengnan confessed to her before, she could calmly refuse, but now, she didn't know what was going on.
Gu Si said excitedly, "Okay, don't regret it." ”
"Okay" Jin Fengnan nodded thoughtfully with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.
"Hibiscus, this is my mobile phone number, this is my QQ, and this is WeChat." Jin Fengnan said as he wrote, "What about yours? ”
The hibiscus was still standing, and Jin Fengnan looked at it and pushed the hibiscus.
"Well, the phone is for you, see it for yourself." Hibiscus took out his phone to him in a panic, blushing and tilting his head aside.
"Okay, then I'll go first." Jin Fengnan looked at Mu Hibiscus's cute appearance, couldn't help rubbing Mu Hibiscus's hair, and said, "If you have time, you must go to the appointment." ”
…… Before Mu Hibiscus could react, he could only nod in a daze.